Been a while, hasn’t it? I come back here and look at this mistake every now and then and realize that I fucked a real good thing up with my bullshit. Life has changed a lot, and to those of you that I do remember and I wronged, not a day goes by where I don’t feel a deep pain in my heart over it. I’m sorry, and I know nothing will ever change what I did, but hey - you guys still were some of the best friends I had and I hope you all are okay in life. Odds are that I’m writing this in silence to nothing, but I still have felt the troubles in my heart and felt these things needed to be at least put somewhere. Wherever you guys are, I hope you’re all doing well. 

It’s been over a year, but I have felt the need to come back and here and make an apology for the things I have done, and most importantly throw out a genuine apology as well to three people whom I lost friendship with due to them. A year ago I lied to people I cared about - Sam, Marina and Tony I won’t try and reach out to you guys as I can understand why all contact with me in general was dropped, I was in a very deep state of self hate and lied about who I was just so that way no one could see me for the loser I actually was, I’m glad I got to know you guys for as long as I did, and I just hope you all are staying safe out there. I doubt this will even do anything - but I felt the need to at least write this out. 

I’d like to take a moment and apologize to those I have wronged on here, the things I did and said can’t be taken back, and should never be forgiven. I enjoyed the friends I did make before it all came tumbling down, and I wish everyone here a bright future. Y’all will be fine, and the MGS fandom will survive. Good luck everyone, may the sun shine your path brightly.

Gonna be deactivating today, dropping skype too. Shit has just become to hard on me and I don’t really feel welcome anymore.

"Sir--" She pipes up, staring long and hard at her employer. Thinning her lips, she offers a thumbs up, childish well past her sell-by date. "Good job back there."

“ Of course I did a good job, it’s me you’re talking about. “ The man took a sip from his cup, his fingers running over his rifle as he did so. “It takes one bullet per man, no more no less. You fire twice, you’re a failure. Do you understand that?”

smooches his cheek

...He’s stunned for a single moment. “Oh, I see. So out in public you pretend to be my girlfriend, but all the times I ask you out you fuckin’ ignore me. I getcha now.”

@puckish-rogue

“...That was a 70 inch. Plasma screen. TV, and you just blew it up.” George sucked on his teeth for a moment, took a swig of coffee and closed his eyes. “So, how can I fuckin’ help you today?” 

President Sears starter call.

i'm going to shit in your mouth while you sleep.

I’m the goddamn President you shit.

“ Ooooookay. Coming on a little strong, don’t you think? ”

❝ A bruise is a lesson, and each lesson makes us better. ❞

  “ Then I must be the fucking best. “ The Agent threw away an empty magazine and popped another one into the rifle. “These children will walk out from this war with the greatest bruises on their souls, they’ll be my X spot on this planet.”

ciircumserpent:

         It almost reminded him of what Fox had said to him five years ago – only a fool trusts his life to a weapon. Snake still didn’t know whether or not he believed that ( though hand-to-hand was, indeed, the basis of all combat ); he had yet to give up his gun. If Frank couldn’t make him do it, Solidus wasn’t even going to get close. He had heard the argument a thousand times, in school and even in training, that firearms had ruined war. In his opinion, soldiers who believed that needed to either learn how to handle a gun with a modicum of competence or clear the field. “You talk too much.” With that, he pulled off three quick shots, aiming for Solidus’s abdomen, where the armor seemed thinner.

  Thunder was sounding, artillery was pounding in the head of the man, and quickly his blades clashed against the lead. His body twitched to the side, his body following the guidance of the muscles. Each time a new bullet came flying through the air a blade came to redirect it in another direction. “Compared to you, I am a God!”

THIS IS THE ONLY WAY I CAN PROTECT MY LEGACY.

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game of thrones sentence meme

❝ Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word. ❞ ❝ The man who passes the sentence should swing the sword. ❞ ❝ If I look back, I am lost. ❞ ❝ Every flight begins with a fall. ❞ ❝ A bruise is a lesson, and each lesson makes us better. ❞ ❝ The man who fears losing has already lost. ❞ ❝ You wear your honor like a suit of armor. You think it keeps you safe, but all it does is weigh you down and make it hard for you to move. ❞ ❝ A true man does what he will, not what he must. ❞  ❝ A lion doesn’t concern itself with the opinion of sheep. ❞ ❝ People often claim to hunger for truth, but seldom like the taste when it’s served up. ❞ ❝ A day will come when you think yourself safe and happy, and suddenly your joy will turn to ashes in your mouth, and you’ll know the debt is paid. ❞ ❝ I will hurt you for this. I don’t know how yet, but give me time. ❞ ❝ The unseen enemy is always the most fearsome. ❞ ❝ That one — he’s copper, bright and shiny. Pretty to look at, but not worth all that much at the end of the day. ❞ ❝ If you can’t protect yourself, die and get out of the way of those who can. ❞ ❝Sharp steel and strong arms rule this world, don’t ever believe any different. ❞ ❝ Was there ever a war where only one side bled ? ❞ ❝ Great wrongs have been done to you, but the past is dust. The future may yet be won. ❞ ❝ They fought valiantly, they fought nobly, they fought honourably — and they died. ❞ ❝ The greatest fools are often more clever than the men who laugh at them. ❞ ❝ There is a savage beast in every man, and when you hand that man a sword or spear and send him forth to war, the beast stirs. ❞ ❝ Any man who must say ‘I am the king’ is no true king. ❞ ❝ We’re all just songs in the end, if we are lucky. ❞ ❝ We all dream of things we cannot have. ❞ ❝ History is a wheel, for the nature of man is fundamentally unchanging. What has happened before will happen again. ❞ ❝ Kind ? How boring that would be. I aspire to be wicked. ❞ ❝ War makes monsters of us all. ❞ ❝ Anger is better than tears, better than grief, better than guilt. ❞ ❝ A sweet face often hides a sinner’s heart. ❞ ❝ I rose too high, loved too hard, dared too much. I tried to grasp a star, overreached, and fell. ❞ ❝ A man may befriend a beast, even break a beast — but no man could truly tame a beast. ❞ ❝ The only time a man can be brave is when he is afraid. ❞ ❝ The past remains the past. We can learn from it, but we cannot change it. ❞ ❝ A leader can love the men that they command, but can never be a friend to them. One day he/she may need to sit in judgment on them, or send them forth to die. ❞

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While I work on a promo, I suppose I’ll throw this out here first.  This is a Semi-Selective roleplay blog from Kouta Hirano’s Manga / Anime Hellsing. (Ultimate) Triggers and NSFW will be tagged, rules are being made. Come on and enjoy the mercenary.

character  truths,    bold  =  always / often   ; italic  =  sometimes

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1.   smoking:   the  action  or  habit  of  inhaling  and  exhaling  the  smoke  of  tobacco  or  a  drug. 2.  binge  drinking:   the  consumption  of  an  excessive  amount  of  alcohol  in  a  short  period  of  time. 3.  drug  abuse:   the  habitual  taking  of  illegal  drugs. 4.   nail  biting:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  anxiety/tension. 5.   lip  biting:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  anxiety/tension. 6.   night  owl:   a  person  who  is  habitually  active  or  wakeful  at  night. 7.  early  bird:   a  person  who  rises,   arrives,   or  acts  before  the  usual  or  expected  time. 8.   negative  attitudes:   a  philosophy  of  approaching  life  with  criticism &   pessimism. 9. positive  attitudes:   a  philosophy  of  approaching  life  with  optimism   &   confidence. 10. swearing:   the  use  of  offensive  language. 11.  superstitious:   an  irrational  belief  that  an  object,   action,   or  circumstance  not  logically  related  to  a  course  of  events influences  its  outcome. 12. inspecting fingernails: a common body language sign of boredom. 13. scratching  your  neck:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  uncertainty. 14. foot  and  finger  tapping:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  stress/impatience. 15.   nose  touch:   a  subtle  body  language  sign  of  deceit. 16.   flipping  hair:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  craving  attention. 17.   twirling  hair:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  flirtation. 18.   cracking  knuckles:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  readiness. 19.   hands  behind  back:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  confidence. 20.  finger  pointing:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  authority. 21.   hands  on  hips:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  readiness. 22.   hands  in  pockets:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  mistrust/reluctance. 23.   frequent  touch:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  warmth/familiarity. 24.   throat - clearing:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  rejection/doubt. 25.   jaw - clenching:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  hostility. 26.   eye - rolling:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  irritation. 27.   head - tilt:   a  common  body  language  sign  of  interest. 28.   whistling:   to  emit  high - pitched  sound  by  forcing breakthrough  a  small  hole  between  one’s  lips  or  teeth;   usually  to  a  tune. 29.   humming:   make  a  low,   steady  continuous  sound  like  that  of  a  bee;   usually  to  a  tune. 30.  perfectionism:   refusal  to  accept  any  standard  short  of  perfection. 31.  photographic  memory:   the  ability  to  remember  information  or  visual  images  in  great  detail. 32.   paranoia:   a  mental  condition  characterized  by  delusions  of persecution,   unwarranted  jealousy,   or  exaggerated  self - importance,   typically  worked  into  an  organised  system. 33.   exaggeration:   a  statement  that  represents  something  as  better  or  worse  than  it  really  is. 34.  intuitive:   using  or  based  on  what  one  feels  to  be  true  even  without  conscious  reasoning;   instinctive. 35.   quick - witted:   showing  or  characterised  by  an  ability  to  think  or  respond  quickly   &   effectively. 36.   interrupting:   breaking  the  continuity  of  a  conversation  with  one’s  own  statements. 37.   doodling:   to  scribble  or  make  rough  drawings,   absentmindedly. 38.   irritable:   having  or  showing  a  tendency  to  be  easily  annoyed. 39.   gambling:   to  play  games  of  chance  for  money;   bet. 40.   travel - sick:   suffering  from  nausea  caused  by  the  motion  of  a  moving  vehicle,   boat,   or  aircraft. 41.   sensitive:   having  or  displaying  a  quick   &   delicate  appreciation  of  others’  feelings. 42.   melancholy:   a  feeling  of  pensive  sadness,   typically  with  no  obvious  cause. 43.   chewing  gum:   the  exercise  of  chewing  flavoured  gum  which  is  not  intended  for  swallowing. 44.   fidgeting:   to  make  small  movements,   especially  of  the  hands   &   feet,   through  nervousness  or impatience. 45. skeptical:   not  easily  convinced;   having  doubts  or  reservations. 46. neat - freak:   compulsively  obsessed  with  cleanliness. 47.   gossiping:   divulging  personal  information  about  others. 48.  prim:   feeling  or  showing  disapproval  of  anything  regarded  as  improper;   stiffly  correct. 49. abbreviating:   giving  others  nicknames/shortening  names/giving  pet  names. 50.   having  a  catchphrase:   having  a  sentence  or  phrase  typically  associated  with  a  specific  person.

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