20:16 pm
*has been cowering and staring to the mirror for hours now, completely lost in thoughts and memories ... memories of the good days, memories of the days he could be his easygoing reckless self, memories of the days he was anoyed of his best friend and his stupidity, days he could do what ever he wanted, whenever he wanted*
*misses the straying around on the streets and roofs of his shabby neighborhood*
// ...... i miss those warm summernights ..... //
“Ta-da-ima Chibi!” *warbels, excited to show Benjamin the Laptop he ordered him secretively a while ago to get him off the plain TV Program*
*startles as he get ripped out his thoughts by Nimuras voice* // .... Shun! //
*notices no responds and looks up in the direction he thought the younger one would lay boored and probably stoned, watching the program*
“Misaki....?” *astonished*
“ .... are you in the bathroom, Aki?” *speaks louder*
*ossified* “.............” // ...... he mustn’t know what happened .....! //
“Benjamin!?” *harsher*
*noticing Nimura calling him by his firstname* “.... yea!”
*gasp* // ..... pull yourself together man! //
*tries to cover his trembling voice* “ ..... okairi Shun!” *shouts*
*he on the other hand noticing Benjamin calling him Shun*
“I’m comming in now Misaki!” *shouts concerned*
//.. please don’t did something stupid Misaki!//
Benjamin: *sniffs back his snot while he attempts to wipe away his tears*
“.. wait!-” *sniffs* “- i’m .... on the toilet!”
Nimura: *rushes in* “Misaki?!” *shouts alarmed*
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// “ ..... such lovely hair .....” //
*remembers one afternoon, back in the good old days*
Peter: “WIP, huh?” *chuckles*
Benjamin: *looking up to Peter’s reflection in the mirror* “Wha’da ya’ mean?!” *grumble*
Peter: “Well well my honey-pop, since you spread half of our bathroom inventory all over ...-”
Peter: “- and brought even provisions ...-”
Benjamin: *winces as he recognize what he’s pointing to*
Benjamin: “ ‘the fuck you want, Peter?!” *hisses anoyed*
Peter: *steps forward* “I can’t beliiiiiii~eve this!” *warbels jolly*
Peter: “Did you even shave off your peach plum?” *totally excited*
Benjamin: “ ......!!!!💀!!!! .....” *swallows hard and tries to ignore him*
Peter: “Are you gonna take Senpai out for his walk again?” *asks with a slight bitterly undertone*
Benjamin: *responds mumbling because he won’t stop grabbing his face-* “Meee~ywbeeee~w?” * but didn’t miss Peters’ tone*
Benjamin: *leans back and turns his head around*
Benjamin: “You know he’s straight and acts like a nun, don’t you?”
Peter: “Pff ...!” *incredulously*
Peter: “Theeee~n, why are you making up like that?” *quizzical*
Benjamin: *responds casual, in a sighing voice, as he tries to concentrate to not pricking out his eye* “ ... i wear eyeliner because of my big glubshy eyes .... for years now .... stupido!”
Peter: “ .... mhmm ....!” *keeps his further thoughts for himself*
Peter: “And how long do you intend to grow your hair, Cotton?”
Benjamin: *chuckles after he pondered for a moment*
Benjamin: “So long that I can braid them-”
Benjamin: “- and beat you up with it!!”
Peter: *leans back with a dissapointed sigh* “Naaaaa~w .... always thinking ‘bout beating me, huh?”
Benjamin: *looks at Peter for a few seconds* “What do you actually want here, fucknut?”
Peter: “Just wanna watch ya’!” *smirks*
Benjamin: “Watch me ...?”
Peter: “Yep!-” *straightens up again*
Peter: “- just wanna watch ya ....silly me, huh?” *smiles melancholy while he’s scratching his head*
Benjamin: *postures lascivious* “Like one of those Dudes watching their lady get ready to swing in these old 50′ movies?” *chuckles*
Peter: “Hmpf ... -” *looking to the side*
Peter: “- yeah ....”
Benjamin: “...........”
Benjamin: *kneeling down* “Pete ....?”
Peter: *looking back to Benjamin* “You spending a lot of time with this Dog lately ....” *sigh*
Benjamin: “What’s the matter? Since when are you concerned about who i’m going out with?”
Peter: “I’m no concerned!” *pout*
Benjamin: “So?”
Peter: “Just saying that spending this amount of time with one same person is .... kinda unusual of you ....”
Benjamin: *leaning forward to grab and kiss Peter*
Benjamin: *murmurs* “... so it’s about Nimura ...?” *grins*
Peter: *ponders* “ .... mhmmm ....” *smack* “ .... no .....” *smack*
Peter: *smack* “..kinda ... like him ....” *smack*
Benjamin: *smack* “ .... Peter ....?” *smack*
Benjamin: *pulls Peters’ head a little bit away from him* “ ..... why do you wear my glasses and why the fuck do you put on your shirt reversed?!”
Peter: “ .... naaaaaa~hw!” *whines because Benjamin’s ruining the mood again*
“ ..... Peter .....” *sobbing*
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“- FUCK MOVE!!!” *screams to himself-*
*- as he jumpes backwards to get away from this guy*
*realizes that he’s back in their bathroom* “ .... shit no ....!” *whispers with trembling lips*
*begins to stumble backwards through his clearly shaking legs*
“ ...... what ....” *doesn’t know how to deal with this flood of images and emotions*
*gasps as still some other pictures come up in his mind*
x- “ .... such lovely hair ....” *humms*
*can barely breath*
x- “... such a beautiful fragile face ....”
x- “Don’t you miss it?” *chukles*
x- “DON’T YOU MISS IT?!”
// “... such lovely hair ....” //
// “... such a beautiful fragile face ....” //
// “DON’T YOU MISS IT?!” //
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Benjamin: *scares back* “SHIT!”
Benjamin: *breathes heavy and hesitantly as he tries to get a clear head again*
“Shit! Shit! Shit! Don’t!” *is really afraid of having halluzinations* “Fuck, no!”
Benjamin: *gets grabed from behind*
x: “..........”
Benjamin: “MHMMMH!!!!!” *shouts muffled and tries hard to get rid of the grip* // WHAT THE FUCK?! THIS IS NO-// *can feel the pressure of the hand on his mouth* *notice his reflection climbing out of the mirror, reaching for him, moaning in the most horrific tone he could imagine his own voice*
x: “Did you miss this?” *chuckles mischievous*
Benjamin: “MMHMOOOO!!!!” *is to overwhelmed to longer know what to do or even to think*
Benjamin: “MHMM!MHNMHHHMM!!!!” //This can’t be! THIS CAN’T BE!! SHUN!!!!!” *feels sheer terror*
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// …. how do you feel, Aki bla ….// *is still going through all the phrases Nimura would usualy drop in a situaton like the one just happened* // …. how are your injuries, mäh … // *and of course drifting off in overplays*
// …. did you take your pills, blahh~ … // *starting to feel anoyed*
// … you have to tell me when somethings wrong, Aki~ …. hmh …. // *thinks about how hypocretical the older one could be*
// ….. tell him … who’s the one knowing fuckin’ more about my very own last year then fuckin’ i do?! ..... as if i would know what the fuck’s wrong with me ... // *talks himself up in rage again*
“ ... tse!- “
“- whos the one don’t wanna tell me anything?!” *mumbles accusingly for himself*
“............” *sighs as he notice how unfair he thinks about Nimuras’ plain benevolence // ... why am i like this ....?//
// ..... so ungrateful .... after all he did .... still does ....!//
// .... maybe it is because i can’t remember us being together like he does but ... //
// .... i’m pretty sure i would have left me .... //
// .... for sure .... // *feels an unnerving tickle in his stomach*
“Damn, cut it out whuss!” *admonishes himself*
“That’s exactly the problem, stupido!”
*presses his lips and eyes together as he manages to focus on somehing else but his thoughts*
“ Well loco,-” *cheers to himself*
“-lets wash your hands!” chuckles sarkastic*
*is unluckily very aware of the fact that it’s lately a simple matter of luck he can get out of such a loop by himself and begs silently that it is just a current aftereffect of the trauma*
// .... why can’t i keep focused ....? // *just can’t understand it*
*it is not abnormal for him being easily distracted, since he is known for his talent to dive into his bright and shiney imagination but this is different* *this thoughts and feelings came so randomly .... so out of nothing that he lately didn’t even noticed that he was absently staring for hours just out of the window doing nothing but watching the things go by* * ..... and yesterday till Nimura had to pick him literally up and bring him to bed*
*stares concerned at himself* “ .... this is not good Benjamin ....” *the thought of him losing his mind, on top of his lack of memory, scares him, giving him shaking hands, makes him feel weak and vulnerable*
// ... he says it’s gonna be okay .... so it’s gonna be .... i’ll trust him .... because he loves me .....” *keeps going on with his shaking hands and trembling lips, trying to swallow his upcoming tears*
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“Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!”
“Why do i have to be so friggin’ lazy?!” *mumbles unnerved to himself while he tries his best to make it to the toilet*
*forgets the tile floor and its not particularly grippy texture especially when you run barefoot around the corner*
“FUUUUUUUCK!” *shouts loud while he’s already preparing him self for the sweet throbbing pain that normaly follows after your bones hit some tiles*
*can barely come to a halt and stayes freezed for a few seconds when he finaly does* // WHOHOW! // *notice that his legs are slightly shaking*
*drops his head backwards with an unnerved sigh* “Seriously?!” *just want’s to peeeeeee dammit!!!!!😭*
*but has to smirk when he imagine how funny it would look like, if he would lay drop dead right in front of that damn toilet, maybe with a pissed pants too. And everyone would say “aaaaawwwww clumpsy Benji .... he obviously had to pee ...... it must have come this way ...... awwwwww~” *
// .... and not to think of Nimura!!! // *rolls inwardly his eyes when he thinks of Nimuras’ overcautiously guidance* // Aki, slow down here, watch out there .... //
*continues his quest to the toilet*
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When you not particularly feel the urge to go outside and being home alone ...
12:52 pm
*watching stoned some random cartoons again*
*almost fainting of booooooo~redom*
2:32 pm
*crunching some cookies*
*watching concentrated the happenings on the screen while he plays with ‘Dead-Pete’*
4:12
*almost sleeping again*
*but still doesn’t let go of the figurine*
4:46
*gotta go pee*
*sighs* // ... you doooo~n’t wanna get up ... // *going trough his mantra*
// ..... you don’t want to ..... so you don’t need to ....!// *desperately trying to convince his bladder to not feel so filled*
*sits up* “Damn traitor!” *scolding his bladder*
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Nimura: *opens the door to the bedroom* “I gotta go now -” *stops his sentence as he spots Benjamins bare upper body*
Benjamin: *is about to open the wardrobe to change his clothes*
Nimura: *examines his back*
Nimura: // ... finally the bruises are fainting ...//
Benjamin: *noticing Nimura surveying him*
Benjamin: *smirks* “I guess another round would bring you a lot of trouble, right?”
Nimura: *smiles heavy-hearted* “Unfortunaly yeah ....”
Benjamin: *turns around as he realize that Nimura has something totally different in sight*
Benjamin: “Don’t you look at me like this ...” *sighs*
Nimura: “I’m sorry. I was just thinkin about how long those bruises stayed and-” *gets interrupted by Benjamin*
Benjamin: “I’m okay Shun ...!”
Nimura: *sighs* “... okay .....”
Nimura: *puts the box down on the bed*
Benjamin: *observes what Nimura’s doing*
Nimura: *steps closer to Benjamin* “You know i have to rely on you telling me when something’s not right, don’t you?” *talks gently but serious*
Benjamin: *drops his gaze* “.... yeah, i know ...”
Benjamin: *can’t stand it for long and finally cuts the gaze completely*
Nimura: *looks appalled at Benjamin* “Misaki ...?!” *doesn’t understand why the smaller didn’t want to look at him* *starting to worry*
Benjamin: *doesn’t know what to say* *gets that sudden feeling of everything’s being to close to him, Nimura included* *he hates those abrupt mood changes which randomly rushes in from time to time, especially when he’s aware of how inappropriate it is for the current situation he’s in*
// .... please go .... please hold me ..... //
*getting heatwaves and starting to loose his sense to concentrate*
Nimura: “Misaki .... look at me!” *speaking in a more insistent tone*
Benjamin: *gets ripped out of his spiral of thoughts and looks up* “.........!” *feels how everything in his body starts to settle down again and focus Nimuras eyes*
Nimura: “Are you good?” *watching Benjamins’ expressions concerned, trying to figure out what is going on in his mind*
Benjamin: *slightly coughs* “... yeah ... ehmm ... fully focused ... no worries....?”
// ... okay ..... say something, stupido!!!// *tries to figure a way out of this unpleasant situation*
Nimura: *watching him concerned*
Benjamin: *put on a grin* “Yup! I’m good!” *
Nimura: “ ‘Still bad at lying, Aki ...” *whispers disappointed*
Benjamin: “I gave it up to try lying to you a long time ago, Detective!” *argues in a jokingly manner around and show off his toungue*
Nimura: “And you want me to be okay with that?” *scrutinizes the smaller* *knows exactly that Benjamin’s acting silly to get him off the topic*
Benjamin: *speaks with his toungue still hanging out* “ Whuahth?”
Nimura: *doesn’t want to leave it like that but it didn’t made sense to go further on when Benjamin could make funny faces*
“Sometimes i wanna give you a flick on your nose.” *sighs before he bents over to kiss a giggling Benjamin*
Benjamin:*gets gently pressed against the wardrobe and chuckles into Nimuras kisses* “On ma ...” *smack* “...nose?” *smack* *can’t stop giggling*
Nimura: *murmur* “...exactly ....” *deepens his kiss*
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Nimura: “ ‘Some plans for today, chibi?”
Benjamin: “Well i was prepared to clear up the apartment i guess ....” *mumbles disenchanted*
Nimura: *sighns as he notice Benjamins self-doubting tone*
Nimura: “You don’t have to worry about that anymore, okay?” *tries to avoid them getting more into it*
Benjamin: “ .... yeah ....” *mumble*
Nimura: *watching him heavy hearted eating* “.....”
*want him to ask if he would be good for today but already knows the answer he would get*
Benjamin: “ ....... “ *just eats*
Nimura: “ ... mhmm ...” *grabs his plate to clear it away*
Nimura: *getting lost in thoughts* // .... i don’t like to leave him like this ... i don’t like to leave in general lately ....! // *recently starts to get anoyed to leave for the policestation although he used to love his work*
Benjamin: “ What was it about agonizing, Shun?” *asks taunting*
Nimura: *listens up* “ ...... touché!” *admitting*
Benjamin: “ .........” *smirks while he countinues to eat*
Nimura: *grabs Benjamin from behind and pulls him, including chair closer to himself* “Looks like that’s one of those things we got pretty well in common, huh?” *kisses his cheek*
Benjamin: *giggles*
Benjamin: “Looks like, yeah!” *chuckles*
Nimura: “You know i would love to, but please don’t come after me, Aki.” *chuckles as he went to the bathroom*
Benjamin: *follows Shun with his gaze*
Benjamin: // .... duuuuu~deeeee~ 🖤// *craves Nimuras’ abs*
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Nimura: *starting hurried to eat, since he doesn’t have that much time left and still has to shower*
Benjamin: “Iiiita-dekimasuuuu!” *cheers, still a little bit out off breath*
Nimura: *looks surprised up to Benjamin*
“Itadekimasu, Chibi.” *response gently, a bit touched ‘cause Benjamin attends to talk in japanese again after the response he gave him yesterdays eve*
Nimura: *notice Benjamin’s pausing to eat* “I’m sorry for the cold pancakes. Should i throw them in the pan again?” *nurturing*
Benjamin: “No, they’re luscious.” *takes another bite* “.... i was just thinking ....” *chews*
Benjmin: *can’t restrain his grin*
Benjamin: *harrumph*
Benjamin: *grin* “ ... you know ....”
“... just 8 or 12 minutes ago you almost got me fainting on this very table here ...” *hums casually*
Nimura: *chokes*
Benjamin: *chuckles*
Nimura: *coughs*
Benjamin: “Don’t get me wrong, but you were always so reticent about sex in general ...” *remembers* “ ... and now you throw me on a table, talking about how much you want me right in that moment ...” *giggles gleefully*
Nimura: *trying to breath*
Nimura: “Well ... “ *coughs one very last time before he can finally continue to breath normaly* “... i guess one can say that you made me learn about a lot new stuff in the last year...” *thinks about the times he secretly watched gayporns to figure out how to satisfy the younger, since he was straight until then* “.... maybe that hardened me up?” *actually means that Benjamin made him loose a big amount of his former shame about this topic*
Benjamin:* smirks* “ Unfortunately i still can’t remember but that sounds like me and yes! It definitely ‘hardened’ you up!” *murmurs teasingly*
Nimura: “... oh my .... don’t make me taking a cold shower, Aki ...” *beggs embarrassed because he still can barely talk about such things*
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Nimura: *lifts Benjamin on the table*
Benjamin: *during the kissing* “ ... what’s .... with breakf-”
Nimura: “ .... first a little-” *sucks on Benjamins toungue* “....appetizer....!” *breathes heavy*
Benjamin: “ ... guess then ...” *bites him* “.... served ....”
*shmack*
*moan*
Nimura: *sinking more and more towards the tabletop with Benjamin in his arms*
Benjamin: *moans* “ .... Shun ....!” *wants to noticing him about a presumable nuisance*
Nimura: “ ... don’t say you want to stop ...” *whispers whimpering*
Benjamin: *twines his arms tight around Nimura* “ ... hell no .... but there is a-”
Nimura: “... thank god ....!” *moans*
*doesn’t really listen troughout the dizzling heat he’s feeling*
*pushes Benjamin down the tabletop and enters him sudden but gently*
Benjamin: “ PLAAAA~NT!” *groans up*
Nimura: *gasp* “... sorry ...” *apologizes awkwardly*
Benjamin: *takes a deep breath* “ ... duuuu~de!” *is always anew overwhelmed of how easy Nimura could hit his right spots*
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Benjamin: *puts the mug from yesterdays eve in the sink*
Nimura: “Hep!” *tends to make little comments during his actions while he cooks*
Benjamin: *steps behind him and starts to kiss the back of his shoulders*
Nimura: *holds as he notices the tickling feeling of Benjamins lips touching his skin*
Benjamin: *wanders over Nimuras neck off to his left shoulder*
Nimura: *getting gradually goosebumps, which doesn’t mean that he wouldn’t enjoy* “Are you trying to distract me, Aki?” *jokingly*
Benjamin: *smack* “.... maybe .....” *whispers before he continues to suck around on Nimuras skin*
Nimura: *turns suddenly around*
Nimura: “Wanna’ continue with my mouth?” *grins wide as he asks teasingly*
Benjamin: “ ............” *is for a moment too impressed of the sudden movement of Nimura as that he could respond ready-witted as usual*
Nimura: *notices* “ ...! “
Nimura: *whispers calm and gently* “Did i scare you again?”
Benjamin: *looks deep in the taller’s eyes as he responds quietly and trusting* “ .... no! ....”
Nimura: “.... thankfully ....” *murmur*
Benjamin: “.... what .... ‘bout the .... pancakes?” *asks during the kissing*
Nimura: “I already turned off the stove ....” *mumbles and nibbles on Benjamins lips*
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.. present time...
Nimura: *hums while he swings the pan around*
Benjamin: “ I told you i would clear up ...” *mumbles remorsefully while he watching Nimura cooking*
// .... great Benjamin! .... let him work, bring you to bed, clear up your mess and on top of that, cook for you, Benjamin! .... // *starting to feel this irksome strain in his chest when he drifts off to the thoughts of how useless he could be*
Nimura: “I know, but i would have been up for a little while longer anyway so ....-” *he notice Benjamins’ silence* “You don’t agonize about that, don’t you?” *asks in a cheering manner*
Benjamin: *sighs* // .... of course i do ....//
“..... thank you ...” *speaking low*
Nimura: “ Ore no baka ....” *chuckles and continue to hum*
Benjamin: “ ...........” *can’t restrain a light smile* *always feels a little bit lighter when Nimura calls him baka in this gently way*
// .... no ...... thank you ...! //
Benjamin: “ ..........” *loves to watch Nimura standing at the stove and litterally perform their meals* *but he even more loves the way Nimura behaves when he cooks* *he always emanates such a warm and calmly aura, looks so peacefull and carefree*
Nimura: *still humming*
Benjamin: *watching him swinging the pancake* *smiles when he notice how Nimura looks like he put all his love in this pancakes*
Benjamin: “You really love cooking, don’t you?”
Nimura: *smirk* “I love cooking for you, Aki. But would you mind to get us some space on the table?”
Benjamin: “Got that!” *jumps ready off the chair and begins to put the few items on the table aside respectively, place them somewhere else*
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“Would you please stop now Aki ....” Shun begged him weary but there was no chance Benjamin would let him off the hook that easy.
“Who’s always saying i should calm down? That i first should take a deeeeeeeee~p breath and then checking what really is going on?” Benjamin’s voice got pitchier with every question he asked.
“Caaaaaa~lmly? And not overreacting?” he continued. “By the way. On which level is the apartment?” “It’s right the next one.” Shun replied casual before he started to grin. “Those next 15 stairs are nothing for you, right?” he asked kiddingly, knowing how the smaller always complained about the stairwell back at his house in Panapaca.
“Exactly!” Benjamin hissed with a fiercing smile. He knew to good on what Shun was going on about. Oh hoooo~w he hated to walk stairs!!! And right as he found out that he lived at that huuuuu~ge condo he always wanted to stay in, they had to move.
He stopped as he remembered what the hole situation was about.
That he had lived together with Nimura for almost a year .... even his best friend’s death .... so much time .... so much things that must have happened between them and he just couldn’t remember. Not to mention this hole abductioncase Shun not really wanted to talk about.
“Over here, Aki!” Shun shouted excited, not noticing Benjamin falling behind.
“Right behind ....” Benjamin mumbled as he absently continued to step up the stairs.
//Stop thinking about it now, Benjamin!!!// he thought to himself. He didn*t wanted to down the mood, especially then, when everything was so new and exciting.
His thoughts got cut as he noticed the two windows on the hallway.
// So i guess this is where i live from now on ...// he thought and went to take a look outside.
// Mhmm ....!// He was dissapointed, was he not normaly used to see at least colourfull houses or green hills and far away the ocean.
// Guess i gotta get used to it ...// he started to fall back into thoughts but Shun called for him. “Aki? Where are you? You don’t have to walk no more stairs!”
// Ahhh! // Benjamin winced sheepishly, followed by a “Right there!!!” as he ran over to him.
“Want to get in first?” Shun asked him playfull.
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“Oh what a knight you are-” Benjamin started to moan but Shun just talked over him in a silly manner.
“Oooohh yeah what a knight i am! Iiiii~ know ....” He almost laughed about himself as he said so but Benjamin just rolled his eyes and stepped forward to finally stops his hunger to know what is behind that glass door.
As he came nearer, the sound of cars and buses got more clearer. // ...don’t you say this was the ....// he thought and started to smirk when he opened the door.
“So a street in front of the building it was, ya?” Benjamin teased him.
He looked around and absorbed all the new impressions.
As he turned around he noticed a shop.
“ Hey Nimura!” he shouted amused.
“ Here’s a shop too! A Nail Salon!!! 🖤” he chuckled ironic. “Thank god!” Shun said relieved, now it was clear he didn’t mess up the adresses.
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