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sparklingself · 8 months
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I'm going to log off Tumblr for a while. I don't know when I'll be back or if I ever will. I won't be deactivating, my posts will still be here, but I won't be active anymore. I'm really grateful for everyone that has supported me. But this blog just hasn't really fulfilled me for the past few months and it has just felt really stagnant. It used to be an outlet for self-fulfilment, so I could help people who had similar problems I had had in the past and revise new things I learned from other sources. But I've felt this demotivation to make any posts these past few months, and when I have, I haven't felt much fulfilment. I feel like it's time to move on. For now, at least. I will organise my blog a little and then I'll be gone. I've felt immense gratitude and love doing this throughout my time here and I am truly lucky to have had all the conversations and support.
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sparklingself · 8 months
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Craving wingstop but it’s not in my country ☹️
imagine wish-fulfilled 🧚‍♀️
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sparklingself · 8 months
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I have a crush on someone since 1 year and he even don’t know i am exist. To be honest i don’t love him and i don’t k ow him even, but i’m attracted to him sexually toooooo much and i’m a sexual person very much. And i feel i’m obsessed with him only sexually not emotionally. 2 months ago, i started to love myself and self confident, but idk how to detach from someone sexually? Like how can i only have self sufficient in sexual way? Any tips please? Which mindset do i need to have from this? Sorry for my english..
I don’t want to manifest him, i want to detach from this thing and not wanting him sexually
think about what you actually want. maybe you just want sexual gratification. maybe you just want great sex. maybe you just want approval. that doesn't mean you need that person to get that. but maybe you do actually sincerely want that person. and that's okay too. never restrict yourself from a desire you truly have. give yourself what you want whatever form that desire is. the desire is meant to be there. it took me a long time to accept that my desires don't have to be approved by other people (by this I mean true desires - one may desire killing someone, but that's not their true desire, they actually just want to be free of that person). remove consequences from your head, because they're all just conditioned in your head. so my advice is: give yourself whatever you want if you truly want it.
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sparklingself · 8 months
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Block @themoonlightbabyy they are following you and are supposedly a "loa tea" account who do nothing but just perpetuate drama.
thank you for informing me.
I don't care what this person is saying about me. they can freely do their thing, I'm not going to get in their way. if you disagree with me, you're welcome to unfollow/block me. however, what I'm going to say, is that why, in the loa community, which, in my opinion, should be all about finding a way to live your life in the most happiest, loving and fruitful way, would you want to create/interact with something so negative that's putting other people down?
if the whole point is to be happy, then why entertain such negativity?
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sparklingself · 8 months
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As an aphantasic person, it's hard for me to live in 4d. As I can't see, taste, touch and smell in my mind. I've manifested things (like weather, food and some fandom stuff) before but it was only by affirming but now I wanna manifest my physical appearance from head to toe. I have been affirming from weeks and whenever I see mirror, i react to 3d and i know i shouldn't but I can't help it. Affirming doesn't feel much real for me sometimes. Idk what should I do. Can you please help me? If yes, thank you so much girlie!!
stop affirming if it's a useless practice for you! you only need to feel it to be real. and that doesn't mean you have to visualise super vividly to get that feeling. think about the things you physically have in the 3D. those things represent what you're aware of - find that feeling of actually having it just like you're aware of having what you already physically have. it's all about the feeling, not how many times you affirm. if you constantly have to affirm it indicates you're not in the wish-fulfilled state anyway.
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sparklingself · 8 months
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How do you meditate ? I wanna start meditation any tips ?
find a comfortable position preferably in a quiet place. quiet is important, especially for beginners, but as I've meditated more and more, I've been able to detach even without the quiet and closing my eyes. but if you're just starting: comfortable position, quiet place and closed eyes. it really doesn't have to be anything elaborate, I'd say there are different levels of meditation, but all involve detachment from the outside. a deeper meditative state, for example, would be the "I AM" state, which is just detaching from everything you condition yourself to be and just focus on being. this isn't hard to achieve though, but it would require quietness and closing eyes, because what you see is already your conditioned consciousness. but something like just imagining your wish fulfilled, you can do really anywhere, on the street, for example. you still need to focus your attention, but through reminding yourself your presence as God and declaring yourself to be whatever, it is easily achieved.
I meditate whenever I feel like it. I haven't quite developed a clear routine, but I still do it several times a day whenever I feel like I need some reassurance.
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sparklingself · 8 months
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I ask for some reassurance. please. ive been here and have had such a bad void and affirming stage. i got rid of those obsession and it’s been almost 2 years since I found out about the law. every time since I learned about states or even during affirming, I would tell myself the 3D would change at some point. i wasn’t accepting it as something permanent even before I read a neville book, shouldn’t something have changed? im freaking out bc I turn a certain age soon and people say it’s supposed to be a fun time in my life but I have no friends. I work a stupid 9-5, i don’t go to college, I just want to revise my age or BE SOMETHING already. i wanted to wake up in the void and be my desired age, be in my desired college, have my desire group of friends. I let go of the need to wake up in the void but even without that, I always ALWAYS told myself that it’s okay it’s not always going to be like this, soon the 3D will conform so why hasn’t it? I tell myself that to reassure myself and then I know it’s a fact in my 4D. idk what to do atp. im scared I’m wasting my life on this. on loa but I keep going anyway. I read edwardart I read neville I fulfill myself when I want to, I imagine to experience and not to get it in the 3D but I can’t help but notice time passes at some point, I can’t blame myself for that.
so, what you're describing is frustration with the 3D. I get it, we've all been there at some point. one thing I'll tell you, is that you're not wasting your life. whether or not the law is objectively true or not, which I believe is, but it's matter of self-discovery I'd say, you can only benefit from believing it. you're essentially just changing your feeling, changing your consciousness, what you feel to be true. you do this in secret. you do not force it in the 3D. you can go on with your life as it was, just the difference being, you're now internally born again. you keep a sense of peace, positivity inside yourself, no matter what happens, because you know you're promised the expression of that which you are. that means, if you consistently practice the law, you wouldn't feel frustration, because you have knowing within yourself. that's letting yourself be happy. even if you wait a year for expression, it doesn't matter - even a year is such a small part of your life in whole. you should get into the mindset of it doesn't even matter if I get it "irl", I'm happy I get to fulfil this inside me. I recommend you keep reading neville, edward art, practice what they tell you, persist in the mindset, and you'll be happy, no matter what.
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sparklingself · 8 months
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Im sorry if someone asked this before but I’m torn between how to act in the 3D ( my sp is being lil weird) and live in the state/imagination simultaneously?? It’s confusing for me.
go about your day, the world doesn't have to stop in order for you to live in wish-fulfilled state. what you should maintain, however, is the feeling of peace. that you have what you want and you don't need to worry about it anymore. for example, if you just imagined with feeling that you're in a relationship with you sp, and now they're acting in a way that you don't like, then remind yourself that this is merely a reflection and not the ultimate objective truth. you have promised yourself that it shall happen, then it shall. it's inevitable.
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sparklingself · 8 months
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Hey im really struggling right now
i need to do a lot for uni and its too much for me, im really frustrated and i just want it all to be done but i have been struggling with accepting that its done
i just dont get how im supposed to believe that i my assignments are done when im feeling stressed and when its not done in the 3d
consider meditating, do SATS every day - find a way to incorporate prayer (imagining with feeling) every day. just whatever problems you have, imagine them to be solved. and before you imagine, detach from the outside world. just feel yourself to be. know that you're the source of everything. just purely from imagining you'll gain this feeling of peace and satisfaction and you won't be as stressed. treat your imaginings to be promises. once you've imagined with feeling, it is inevitably done.
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sparklingself · 8 months
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Hello lola!!
So I always have a hard time fulfilling myself with things that are foreign to my current state, like I've felt ugly my entire life so its a little hard for me to feel beautiful...what do you suggest I do?
the way you look, it doesn't define YOU. whatever you see on the outside, it's just what you identify with, your feelings. they're temporary, only a reflection of your inner-state. this is a crucial understanding. so, you need to detach from your current state. see it as unimportant and small (because you are God, almighty). you can do this through meditation. and then identify with your new state of feeling and being beautiful. feel it to be true at its full potential, feel it all to be true. and when you've reached that feeling and embraced it, accept it. treat it as a promise. it's going to realise. you can go on with your life, if the mirror doesn't align with what you feel, discard it, it doesn't mean anything. you stay true to what you actually are, beautiful, and you shall see that it inevitably comes to life.
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sparklingself · 8 months
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so it's possible to wake up with a completely new life? new home, new appearance, even a new family? and is "creating" a new person also possible? like, for example, an sp, can you "create" someone that is exactly as you imagine them to be down to the tiny details?
yes. your current body is only a vessel. your current life are just the clothes of your awareness. what you are, to the core, is just your awareness of being, the "I AM". and you can choose to be aware of whatever, however grande.
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sparklingself · 8 months
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When I started reading Neville Goddard, I didn't see him describing the I AM state like how Tumblr users do. So I wondered if it's because it's called the "void" and people claim that it can materialise your desires (even though you can do it anytime without being in that state) that people slowly added more random things to that state. I'm not saying that people are lying, but I am saying that people made that state into something it's not and since we assume that it is true, it became true and something that isn't originally the I AM state. Something more intense. Because the only thing Neville Goddard said that you will feel is the feeling of floating. Not wholeness or peace. Not pure darkness and silence. But then again, I have yet to read every single book of his.
yeahh I really feel like a lot of blogs here just completely distort neville's teachings. I know people aren't lying about it either, but it really shouldn't be put onto the pedestal like that. because, yeah, I think neville doesn't teach that ( I have also yet to read every single book and lecture), he rather teaches just awareness of being which is achieved through simple meditation which may also take practice but is far less complicated than the void.
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sparklingself · 8 months
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hold up so everyone who entered the void state was just in a deep meditative state and was convinced that's gonna get them all their desires? so it's just their assumption & faith that such state exists that made them manifest that all & that's why some ppl enter the void state & don't manifest anything?? 🤔 I mean I'm a sats girly so I was never really drawn to the void but I totally believed it's some sort of magical wish granting bc it made sense that when ure pure consciousness that its gonna manifest instantly 💀
yes. I thought so too and when it was first introduced to Tumblr I remember spending hours trying to "get in" with no success. I didn't read neville back then and only followed Tumblr advice, but it honestly made me so incredibly stressed that I took a break from trying to manifest anything for a while. but it's definitely not a magical wish granting technique, it's just extreme passivity to the outside I'd say. also saying that the void isn't a meditative state is just pure bs lmao. it makes it seem like you're physically moving lmao. it's a state like anything else which is achieved through deep meditative focus. and for things manifesting instantly, I think that passivity can certainly help, if you really let the old man die, the outside has no choice but conform, because you can now shape your awareness however. but you don't have to go into the "void" for that, mere prayer or sats helps.
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sparklingself · 8 months
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so the void is a placebo that everyone is obsessed after? wow.... imagine being so obsessed w the void it's the only method u use while "applying" the law and u find out its really just a normal state like am other u chose to declare makes ur wishes come true instantly 💀
yeah, it's really not magical, it's just you being so extremely passive that you cannot even physically feel anything anymore. that level of passivity is not required. if you can achieve it, great. but don't pressure yourself or put that state on a pedestal. because that's not the end all be all. it all comes down to acceptance of feeling.
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sparklingself · 9 months
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the truth about the void state
I'm reading "At You Command" by Neville at the moment and I suppose this is the book where you get the actual Neville-based source for the void (though I'd argue he mentions this state of I-AM-ness in every book). I think it was divineangelbee who introduced this state to Tumblr and she stated it to be as a technique Neville used to manifest if I remember correct. Truth be told, when you actually read "At Your Command", or any other NG book, you can see that what Neville is trying to tell you is sooo much simpler than actually entering some mystical state where it seems like you've *physically* entered a state of nothingness. It's so so overcomplicated on Tumblr. It makes my head ache, to be honest.
Again, Moses stated, “I AM that I AM.” Now here is something to always bear in mind. You cannot put new wine in old bottles or new patches upon old garments. That is, you cannot take with you into the new consciousness any part of the old man. All of your present beliefs, fears, and limitations are weights that bind you to your present level of consciousness. If you would transcend this level you must leave behind all that is now your present self, or conception of yourself. To do this you take your attention away from all that is now your problem or limitation and dwell upon just being. That is, you say silently but feeling to yourself, “I AM.” Do not condition this ‘awareness’ as yet. Just declare yourself to be, and continue to do so until you are lost in the feeling of just being – faceless and formless. When this expansion of consciousness is attained, then within this formless deep of yourself, give form to the new conception by FEELING yourself to be THAT which you desire to be. You will find within this deep of yourself all things to be divinely possible. Everything in the world which you can conceive of being is to you —within this present formless awareness — a most natural attainment. - NG (At Your Command)
What is this "I AM" state? It's SIMPLY BEING AWARE OF BEING. And you are always aware of being. Neville tells you to just focus on this awareness. You do not have to tingle and open your eyes in pitch black nothingness lol. Neville tells you to enter this "I AM" state every time you pray (feel wish-fulfilled), just for you to release the old man. This means achieving a passive state beforehand where you're just focused on being, not focused I, John Smith, Am, but just focused on the I AM - the awareness of mere existence. This is achieved with a simple meditative state. It really isn't all that complicated. When you're focused on the mere existence of you just being, then you can feel without any limitations coming in your way, you're not limited by your conception of yourself.
Your desires only realise once you have the awareness of having said desires already. The void isn't some magical place where you can just state your wishes and hope for them to realise. In every technique you have to actually identify with your desires. That's when God (your subconscious) finds a way to make them appear in the physical for to him that hath shall be given. Every feeling is impressed into the subconscious and eventually realised, unless overpowered by a stronger feeling of the opposite nature. That's all you need to know: feeling -> reality; void≠magic to getting all your desires.
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sparklingself · 9 months
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guys I'm on twitter!!
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sparklingself · 9 months
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I don’t understand what tumblr is.
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