Attempting to save up for therapy. Wanna help? Easy, You can either share this post, donate here, https://ko-fi.com/gaymarriedinspace orrrr commission me for art here https://artistree.io/gaymarriedinspace You can see more of my art at https://gaymarriedinspace.deviantart.com! Thank you for your time!

Logging out of this account. For the next month or two, ill be focusing on therapy (saving up for it, insurance doesn't cover stuff), BG3 that I was gifted as an early birthday present (@bg3react will be my only active side blog for now), and a few art projects that our work counselor suggested I start. Until i come back to this account, you can find me on Tiktok under Gymrrdnspc and CryptidDoodles.

I can’t get into therapy. I lost my only friend. Leaving social media for a while.

What keeps you going when you no longer feel like living

I’ll definitely be showing more art here under the tag #Mun Art along with the obvious #not Spamton, so feel free to blacklist. Making more TikTok content showing my time lapses. Basically made a fusion of Deku and Bakugo testing a new pen.

((I’m currently working on the 3 ask requests in my inbox, but feel free to send me drawing requests to work on.))

Hopefully anyway

So, I’ll be getting a therapist to talk about my depression. Thank you to anyone who sent kind words. In a BPD moment of anger and stupidity, I deleted the only other ‘Main’ blog I have on here without thinking. I no longer have the energy to make a new one and start again. So as this will be my actual main, a few minor changes that I will update later to my pinned post.

When I have the time/energy to be more active, I will be using the tag Fandom Friday to post anything I want, unrelated to Deltarune or Undertale. If I make up with a friend of mine, Saturday will be something tagged as Softboy Saturday, where I can share his stuff. He runs a little blog called @softboy-pillowman and I genuinely believe he needs to be seen by more people. The rest of the week will be nothing but my regular blog stuff. Please feel free to blacklist these tags if you are uninterested.

I may also start posting more about commission stuff as well. Thank you for understanding!

Tw: Suicide talk underneath

I'm leaving. Possibly for good. Ive been feeling extremely suicidal. I cant find a reason to keep this up. I don't have anyone anymore. I'll keep my artwork up here incase anyone actually ever enjoyed it

To anyone voting no, I understand and feel free to unfollow. I miss drawing for fun and want to go back to that.

Hey Anon, keeping this in my inbox so I can look at it when I need it. Thank you for reaching out. I'll get back on my medication as soon as I can and I'll try finding that creative spark too.

Depression talk under

I don't think I'm going to get better. This is my last tumblr account I have online, and im considering getting rid of it and leaving social media completely. I have no friends, I'm unable to draw, I haven't been on my depression meds in over a month, which im sure isn't helping, but I honestly feel completely worthless.

Hey I just found your Jamie x Second art today and it really did make my day, I am a new doctor who fan (both of nuwho and classic who) and I thought most Jamie x Second fancontent was lost but seeing that there is still a lot out there made my day!

Thank you Anon. I needed this more than you could possibly know

Does my artwork make a difference/does anyone actually like what I draw when I can draw?

I dont normally reblog stuff outside of Deltarune and Undertale here, but I occasionally wanna promote my friends art. If you like LGBTQIA+ themes, theater references, and very sweet, wholesome content/comics/drawings, please check my guy out. He deserves so much love.

A couple of days ago, a beloved TV show had its special 60th anniversary. In fact, I spent a good part of this week celebrating this event with a very close friend of mine. Even though I'm only partway through the festivities right now, they've been amazing so far. Tonight, another installment will be released, ushering in a new phase of this ever-evolving fiction that may never die.

Thank you, Doctor Who, for all the inspiration and entertainment that you've given me. Without you, I wouldn't have made some of my favorite characters. I wouldn't have made such meaningful relationships. I wouldn't have had such a large amount of joy in my life.

Note: You may be wondering why I drew Softboy and Leo for this and not the member of Chrisville who is actually based on a Doctor Who character. That is because it didn't occur to me until I was mostly done with this drawing.

Haven’t been on here in a while. Whoops. Tablet issues, work burn out, drawing wrist screwed up from factory work and probably needs surgery. You know, just regular stuff. I’m hoping to get back to some Spamton stuff in 2024 after finishing the drawing asks I got in my inbox.

I recently watched that Amazing Digital Circus show and my first thought was how Caine reminded me of Spamton. Then I found it absolutely hilarious Alex Rochon did both Caine’s voice and he’s my favorite YouTube voice for Spamton too.

My ipads been broken for the last month or so. If my ipad can't be fixed this weekend, would anyone be interested in me posting my commission sheet here? I'll be able to do them immediately after purchasing the new one.