You know, I never liked Kirsten. But the fact that the bitch is attempting to start from the ground up on a new persona like everyone suggested, the same dumbasses are already attempting to soil her cringey name, and for what? Because she said some fuck shit years (and recently on the farm) ago? Damn, let the heifer mature. She could undoubtedly fuck this shit up on her own...but we would never know because people have to kill the cow for beef instead of milking it.

I forgot that Kirsten sent DMCA claims to the older blogspot back in summer of 2015. Unbeknownst to her, the posts are saved as drafts. They’ll be uploaded in due time. I’m just posting them here for archiving.

If you think you might have an eating disorder or depression or anxiety GO TO A DOCTOR!!!!! You cannot 100% trust people on the Internet to help you with a mental illness or diagnose it just because that person has a mental illness too. Go seek professional help. Sometimes symptoms for mental illnesses are something entirely different or not a mental illness at all. Stop trusting tumblr posts to help you get your life together. Go to a professional. Go to a professional. Go to a professional.

Oh hi, hey.

THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN DISORDERED EATING AND AN EATING DISORDER. THEY ARE NOT THE SAME.

Okay,bye bye.

how to prevent your blog from getting reported

it’s actually pretty simple. this won’t guarantee that your blog won’t get reported but it will reduce the chance by a LOT.

any time you see someone bitching about the pro ana community in the tags, block them. see a blog announcing they reported someone else, block them. search the anti pro ana community tags, block those blogs. see a blog posting in the pro ana tag how they are a safe space? block them. don’t give those fuckers a chance.

I will be posting a complete list of all the blogs I’ve blocked so far sometime this week. I advise you block each blog on that list.

Happy lil' reminder

It’s recommended to eat 1500 cals to LOSE weight. Having a bad day where you eat a pizza or waffle every now and then wont pudge you up.

Just remember why you started doing this. Don’t give up because you broke your streak but don’t hate yourself for giving your pesky body what it needs to survive every now and then.

I believe in you! Don’t let me down!

Let’s take a minute to talk about the anterior pelvic tilt, shall we?

An Anterior Pelvic Tilt is a posture problem that naturally occurs in many people when they sit for hours each day. It’s caused by a “shortening” and stiffening of our hip flexors, which causes our lumbar curvature to increase while our hips tilt forward. While some degree of poor posture is going to happen to anyone who spends time sitting at their computer, lots of us consciously exacerbate this problem without realizing that it’s hurting us. 

Check out the image posted above - This pelvic tilt looks really odd when a man is photographed in profile with an anterior pelvic tilt, but when most of us see this posture, it’s presented in a slightly different context.

Scroll through #fitspo and you’ll see this everywhere:

That curved spine, with the chest pushed up and booty popped back? That’s poor posture. That’s an anterior pelvic lift that can eventually cause lower back pain, hip pain, flat feet, knee pain, neck pain, shoulder pain, headaches, weakened pelvic muscles and even permanent damage to your back. Making your butt look rounder and your waist look thinner is not worth the damage that repeatedly standing like this will cause. 

We tend to associate healthy and “fit” women with this particular posture, which is messed up. It twists our perception of what healthy and muscular bodies should look like - Instead of actually displaying proper posture and a strong stance, women are instead taught to display their bodies in a way that’s more sexually appealing. The media teaches us that showing off a big, round butt and tiny waist is apparently more important than treating our bodies safely. 

If you can help it, don’t emulate this style. Posture is something that we often take for granted, so it can be incredibly difficult to hold your body in a new way that feels unnatural or unflattering, but getting rid of this anterior pelvic tilt is worth it - We need to stop normalizing this posture and promoting it as fitness. 

Here's the real issue with self diagnosis: there's a lot of overlap with mental issues. You think you have bpd, but then a doctor discovers you have encephalitis or a brain tumor. A number of chronic illnesses can look like depression, esp chronic fatigue ones, also anemia can. I'm sure there are others as well. Please go to a doctor if you think you're ill

THIS. Seriously, this is a very important point, which highlights exactly why self diagnosis can be so dangerous. I suggest people read this before simply shunning it as another anti self dx argument, because this is important.

Calories = Energy

And guess what you need energy for?

Breathing. Circulation. Digesting food. Thinking. Walking. Talking. Shaking hands. Climbing stairs. Typing. Scrolling through Tumblr. Taking selfies. Having sex. Masturbating. Running. Lifting weights. Doing yoga. Dancing.

Life. You need energy for life.

Please eat. And please eat ENOUGH.

opinion: if you need to look at pro ana content in order to starve yourself, you don’t have anorexia.

Pro Ana/Mia

I love these pictures and these girls. Do you realize how much they go through? Just to give us these beautiful photos, to attain their own dreams? Unhealthy and brutally honest as it is, it’s all still so…hopelessly romantic. ❤

What did whitegirlsaintshit goth oppression and bigflirt do to you?

oh boy. and the truth finally comes out.

most of you probably already know my situation with olive whitegirlsaintshit. we were friends for a few weeks, in which time olive asked me to perform a social experiment where i called her the n word to see how people would react. i told her no; it was wrong and unfair to the black tumblr community. she insisted, and despite my refusals, my little sister june eventually got hold of my tumblr password, read the messages, and decided to send an ask to olive just like olive wanted. but she took it too far; she blamed my sister for what happened, never refused to admit it was her idea all along, and the whole thing backfired on me. that is why i will never respect olive no matter how much she fights for the black community. as for gothoppression and bigflirt, well… it’s a long story.

there’s no other way to put this so i’m just going to start off by being blunt: my family is rich. it’s not something i’m bragging about, it’s just how it is. i still love poor people and i always donate to the homeless if they look like they’re really struggling. however, in late 2013, my father got into a bit of trouble with the law and his bail plus the cost of the lawyers caused us to lose our 4 bedroom los angeles mansion and move into a 3 bedroom home in west la. i was also forced out of my prestigious private schooling and transferred to a public academy full of preppy, popular bitches who ironically were even snobbier than the private school people even though they were poor.

being the new kid at school was hard. i was in my tenth year of high school and had no friends, even the black girls hated me for no other reason than my skin color (peach). when i joined tumblr in march of 2014, it felt like fate when i instantly met and befriended ryan gothoppression and cass bigflirt. cass is nonbinary which means they don’t see themselves as a girl or a guy, rather as an entity. we were inseparable, did everything together, skyped, and shared our innermost details and thoughts with one another. then one night, i logged onto skype and saw dozens and dozens of missed calls and messages from ryan. he was panicked. screaming frantically, saying something about cass wanting to kill themselves. i knew it was up to me to save cass’s life.

i messaged cass immediately, we talked for hours. they told me stuff that they had never even mentioned to ryan before, i guess it’s often hard to “mansplain” which is a feminist term i picked up. cass and i grew very close… and one day, during a skype call, cass professed that they… liked me. more specifically, they like-liked me. even though i had always thought of cass as an exotic beauty, this revelation made me uncomfortable. how long had i been confiding in them as a friend only for them to be looking at me sexually? i knew what relationships did to friendships, especially online relationships, so i politely let cass down. it was not the right decision.

cass became hysterical and threatened to commit suicide if i didn’t date them. ryan began to threaten me, telling me he would expose my secrets unless i agreed to date cass. it became clear to me that this was not a harmless crush; cass was obsessed. and i had no choice but to say yes. after a week of dating cass, i finally put my foot down when they asked for nude pictures. they became angry, irrational, and turned all current ex friends against me, including mackenzie squidsmeister and bri boricuacat. they told them i was a racist and shamed me for being poor (i’m not anymore but i was). i have tried to reach out to them numerous times and apologize for anything i did wrong, i’ve tried to make amends. but they have no interest in being friends with me again and maybe it’s for the better… if you guys are reading this, just know that despite it all, i don’t hold any grudges. i miss the time we spent together and i hope one day in the near future we can forgive each other.

olive, not you. you can go fuck yourself.

whyistashalovesnirvanaracist 😂😂

Thoughts on Felice Fawn.

Just to start this off, I (didn’t and) don’t really follow the Felice drama as I do other people so I might be naive on this subject.

It was recently discovered that Felice did not, in fact, quit the internet as we were made to believe. Apparently she has many backup accounts and still posts selfies and shit. I won’t be linking said accounts for two reasons: ☝, I can’t be arsed to find these accounts and✌, they’re pretty easy to find (here on tumblr or wherever else).

I know she went off the grid to avoid debt and left her friend Maja to take it all on by herself. Shittiness aside, I thought this was a great idea. Maybe stupid bitches like Ember, Mila, and Emily would carry the fuck on and grow into themselves but alas, I was wrong. Mila is on some weird ass journey into maximum ignorance and her edits are so fucking ghastly you can already guess that she’s only editing herself to that extreme for the attention she so desperately thirsts after. Her brash attitude and hideous face actually give the opposite effect. Poor shit is digging herself into a cringey hole.

Ember is just….wow good fuck that bitch is….wow. I am utterly speechless on her to be frank.

Emily is um. Boring and still has shitty makeup. She looks like someone wiped their ass with her face. But that’s just me.

You know, Ember and Emily actually licked each other’s assholes recently on instagram? Crazy shit…

Back to the topic at hand. I thought Felice’s departure would be healthy for not only herself, but others as well. No.

There are two overall opinions on this matter, though. One side is saying that she’s still on the net for the sake of regaining a new fan base (or she want simply give it up), which is a plausible idea; wouldn’t put it past her. The other says that she’s been keeping a low profile to avoid this shit again and that people are just trying to find her at this point. The former side argues that if she didn’t want to be found, she wouldn’t have used her birth name to make accounts that are easily searchable. I personally believe that she’s sort of in hiding and that she truly doesn’t want people finding her accounts but at the same time still wants to retain some sort of anonymity or low-key profile (she’s deleted and privated her accounts after they’ve been discovered. She could possibly be doing this so people don’t report her to debt collectors but idc about that, really)