it’s the smallest habits. how you spend your mornings. how you talk to yourself. what you read. what you watch. who you share your energy with. who has access to you. that will change your life.

when kosinski wrote “i’m sure there are aspects of my personality buried within me that will surface as soon as i know i am completely loved.”

Me psycho analysing any and everyone i meet because i have a constant need to understand why people are the way they are & what made them that way

“People have a hard time letting go of their suffering. Out of a fear of the unknown, they prefer suffering that is familiar.”

— Thích Nhất Hạnh

I prefer to be lost. When I am found, I feel limited.

The world doesn't feel the same without your eyes on me.

To dream,

Is a beautiful thing to do. It means that one is willing to suffer, is willing to survive; to live, laugh and cry.

Those eyes felt somewhat real in this dead world.

The world doesn't care about your perfection. What they thirst for is the lust inside you. To which they can relate.

Curiosity can be a plague.

“A rat in a maze is free to go anywhere, as long as it stays inside the maze.”

— Margaret Atwood

I pity humans

"Humans are the only kind of animals, who has the ability to turn the whole world upside down, but instead they just choose to exist upon this world, like a bunch of pigs, crawling around in the dirt.

We live in a society that is run by people who wanna live in their small, comfortable world. They don't want to gain knowledge, they just want to live in a repeated cycle, as their past generations have been living. Born, educate, get a job, marry, make babies, then feed them, and then eventually die. In this cycle, if something unexpected or out of the syllabus comes up, people go crazy. Nobody wanna get out of their comfort zone. Everyone wanna just chase their desires, their imaginative dreams. People just keep giving their situation common meaning, but in uncommon, exaggerated words. They act like they know everything, but in actuality, they are just walking on the same path as their parents did, but just in the slightest different environment.

If something gives them a feeling like being appreciated, loved, cared for, given importance, they immediately settle down. They get comfortable in that environment. They close all other doors in fear of getting unappreciated, hated, neglected, in short hurt.

You know I have this thought sometimes, that how stupidly we manage to waste our time checking out shitty stuff, when actual beautiful books are just lying there, untouched.

The holes in your life are permanent. You have to grow around them, like tree roots around concrete; you mould yourself through the gaps.

- Megan from 'The girl on the train' by PAULA HAWKINS

Maurice by E.M. Forster.

crying in the club

"Argument takes place, only when two or more people are blinded by their beliefs."

Who are you pretending to be?...🎭