I don’t need therapy I need to change my clothes my hair my face

the way you can resent your parents but also sympathise with and ache for them… so sick

<333

Cute Christmas picrew anyone? I know it's a bit early, but...

who else eats

who else is stupid and eats bread

I hope I DO have body dysmorphia bc if I actually look like this we have a problem

*looking at a photo of myself* oh … oh my god do i just walk around looking like this

*Laughs in ED*

im rounding up and saying it was 3k. cause i just don’t know

i made it thru yesterday not binging,

but today i just went for it 🙄

i made it thru yesterday not binging,

but today i just went for it 🙄

experiencing hunger pains after binging? that is not fun

Accurate

Accurate

Gotta love constantly hating yourself 🥲✌️

friendly reminder: you don’t have to do what everyone else is doing

it’s easier to say “im tired” than “im so sad and lonely i feel like there’s a weight in my chest and my body is so heavy i have no energy emotionally, physically or mentally to even move from my bed”

i need context

this is gross, i should binge on it

Idk what eating disordered bitch out there needs to hear this but

Allow yourself to eat when you are sick. (If you have a uterus) Allow yourself to eat when you are on your period. Allow yourself to eat when you are grieving.

Your body NEEDS calories to heal itself and recover and if you don't allow yourself to eat when you're unwell you will get a lot more unwell. I know part of this disorder is wanting to be sick, but thats not the kind of sick you want to be. Please please, if you do nothing else, eat when you're sick. Try not to count calories when you're sick. You can go back to restricting when you're well! Your body will not hold it against you and you will not get fat. You need food to heal from sickness, traumatic events, fatigue.

You have to stay alive to get skinny, so please allow yourself to eat when you're sick.