Well I hit 128 and I am actually pretty happy, probably done with ED tumblr till I accidentally get fat again 💋 ✌️

GUESS WHO THE FUCK JUST HIT THE 120’s

129.8lb to be exact but damn it’s nice to finally see that 2 on the scale 😭 I’ve been stuck in the 130-140’s for 2 years now.

It’s been such a toxic journey tbh but the only time it ever truly works is when I am in a good place with my mental health. I only have 2.8lb to lose before I’m at my goal weight.

Didn’t have anybody to tell that would actually care

guys i can feel it this month is gonna be ours

I should be fasting but I’m eating ✨emotional-support✨ chili for breakfast instead

Sooo I didn’t gain any weight like I thought I did. Period bloat is REAL guys. I literally gain between 8-10 POUNDS the week before my period and it all drops off a few days into my cycle.

I’ve been working 2 jobs with like 5 minutes between appointments leaving me no time to eat so it’s been a lot easier to fast and do OMAD when I get home.

Weighed myself a few days ago and I was back down to 130.8lb… funny how that’s the exact weight I can’t seem to budge past. Haven’t had a scale since being at my boyfriends house this week but I’ve GOTTA be at 129 by now.. I just want to see those 120’s on the scale so bad 😩

20 more days till this vacation in Orlando, I can definitely get down to 125 by then 🤞

i may be ugly but i used to be ugIier

So I’ve been stress-binging for weeks now. Mostly night time eating over my entire days worth of calories within a few hours. It’s the week before my period so I normally retain water weight and get bloated around this time anyway but I’m having a rough time not believing I’ve gained like 5lb back.

I ate 600cals today and felt like I was going to DIE omg idk how to get my body on track with fasting but I was close to blacking out by 2pm and that feels kinda pathetic. My brain just melts after like 18hrs. But I feel good that I finally kept my cals low after like a month.

No I’m not really looking for advice I’m just shaking my fists and yelling into the void

Lol this whole blog is just a review of all my failed diet attempts 🙃

Heavy restriction is really hard for me. I’m trying to increase my time frame to lose these next 10lb over 2 months so I’m not starving and binging constantly.

1000cal a day for 2 months should put me right at 120lb. Not that I want to wait 2 whole months, but I just want to be skinny for EDC in Orlando this November so that’s an acceptable time frame for me. And if I’m eating 1k calories a day I don’t get the urges to binge because I’m eating enough.

At this point all validation of an ED is gone I’m just eating like a normal person but whatever

My mom keeps buying me XS size clothes that are way too fcking short on me lol.. but actually fit and Id never DARE to buy myself that size

I love that you think I’m that skinni but I am 5’6 🥴 this minidress looks like a shirt

Any time I have days where I’m feeling skinny is when I allow myself to eat the most

Ending a 2 day binge rn because I could see my abs in the mirror rlly well for like 2 seconds

Oh no I purchased my goal weight reward when I’m not at my goal weight woops

It was an expensive handbag so now I feel like I can’t even use it till I’m 120lb lol 🙃🙃🙃

Love how I absolutely am disgusted with my body(mostly my stomach area tbh) and yet still wear tight/ revealing clothing

Guess even my ED can’t overcome the need to be a whore

Lol I swear to god I still haven’t hit 129 on the scale after like a week of restricting.. it’s 1 fcking pound like COME ON

….not meeeee thinking about popping 4 laxatives tonight just to get an accurate body weight reading 🤡 fml

I got one of those fancy scales that reads your fat %, water weight, all that jazz.. I literally can’t wait to see all those triggering numbers 🥰🥰

so i made this not so original thing