seamayweed - Tumblr blog

seamayweed · 23 hours

Text

bangseon + desire by zola jesus

happy early birthday to my wife, @seamayweed. i love so much, you're the light of my life. i hope you like this little gift ♡

(@asiandramanet event 06 ㅡ antagonists) // (@asiandramanet april creator bingo — lyrics + free choice)

#bru ♡#my country the new age #bangseon #flashing gif #blood tw #AHHHHHHH THIS IS GORGEOUS GORGEOUS GORGEOUS I'M THE LUCKIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!#THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVE BANGSEON SCENES AND I FEEL SO BLESSED AHHHHHHH #LOVE THE CLEVER VERTICAL FORMAT FOR THE MIDDLE GIF AND HOW IT'S FRAMED BY THOSE SMALLER GIFS OF THEM!!!#ALSO THIS SONG IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT FOR THEM AS ARE THE LYRICS YOU CHOSE FOR EACH GIF/MOMENT #GOING FERAL OVER LICK MY WOUNDS SO YOU CAN TASTE THEM #BUT ALSO GOING INSANE OVER THE QUESTION OF WHETHER IT WOULD MAKE A DIFFERENCE IF THEY KNEW EO'S PAIN #AND UNDERNEATH THAT THE DESPERATE DESIRE FOR UNDERSTANDING/EMPATHY AND TO BE SEEN #WHICH IS VERY MUCH AT THE CORE OF THIS SHIP #AND HOW THEY ARE LIKE TWO SHIPS PASSING IN THE NIGHT WITH HOW THEY ARE SO SIMILAR & UNIQUELY EQUIPPED TO UNDERSTAND EO LIKE NO ONE ELSE CAN #AND YET THEY NEVER GET TO REALLY TALK OR SHARE THAT UNDERSTANDING IN CANON AND IT'S SO TRAGIC BC OF ALL THE WASTED POTENTIAL ARGGHHHHH #FROTHING AND LOSING MY MIND OVER THIS SHIP AND THIS PROFOUND AND BEAUTIFUL SET!!!!#LOVE THE PRETTY AND SYMBOLIC DESATURATED RED/BLUE MAIN COLORING AND HOW IT MAKES THE WHITE TO RED OR BLUE TEXT POP SO MUCH #THE FONT IS SO PRETTY AND IT'S MADE EVEN PRETTIER BY THE ELABORATE ARABESQUE FRAMING AROUND THE TEXT #ALSO THE PRETTINESS IS AMPED EVEN MORE BY THAT BEAUTIFUL RED FILM BURN IN THE MIDDLE GIF #WHICH FITS SO WELL WITH SEON-HO'S BLOODY CROWN + THE LICK MY WOUNDS LINE #(now i can't help but think about bang-won ACTUALLY licking seon-ho's blood/wounds... 👀)#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP BUILDINGS COLLAPSING GLASS SHATTERING ETC. ETC.#THIS IS THE BEST AND MOST STUNNING EARLY BDAY GIFT IN THE WORLD THANK YOU SO MUCH WIFEY LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHHHH 💙💙💙💙💙#fav #tagged 💙✨#ty bb!

20 notes · View notes

seamayweed · 19 days

Text

the merciless (2017) dir. byun sung-hyun // the worst of evil (2023) dir. han dong-wook

(@asiandramanet march creator bingo — parallels)

#bru ♡#the merciless #im siwan #the worst of evil #wi ha joon #ji chang wook #sol kyunggu #blood tw #oh wow the parallels???#make me feel all kinds of things #love the shade of desaturated red and b&w and film burn!!!#also the typography is so cooooooollllll #especially love the two b's in gif 2 #tagged 💙✨#ty bb!

64 notes · View notes

seamayweed · 19 days

Text

Cover of Saudade

Saudade- (n.) a nostalgic longing to be near again to something or someone that is distant, or that has been loved and then lost; “the love that remains” When Seon-ho's brother survived that fateful day, Nam Jeon sold him to Ihwaru in a fit of rage. Years later, an 18-year-old Seon-ho is now the most shamefully sought after kisaeng amongst Goryeo's rotten upper class. His reputation reaches far and wide- even to the ears of the young nobleman, Yi Bang Won, who intends to find out the reason for these rumours himself. This leads to years of painful love, a relationship of convenience and something dark and twisted that seeks to consume them all. OR kisaeng!Seon-ho has to deal with his political ambitions colliding with his messy love life for many years down the road

read on ao3

#rhaenys #rhaenys-queenofkhyrulzz #my country the new age #nam seon ho #seo hwi #yi bang won #Finally made a cover #i was inspired by the wonderful #seamayweed #after seeing her gorgeous cover for half of your fate #(go check it out guys that fic is a masterpiece)#i half-assed the manip for this cover so that's why his hand is kinda transparent but at least it's something eh?#also #ik you can't see it that well but the fabric covering his legs and waist has a crane and plum flower pattern #not symbolic or anything i just think it's neat #<- omggggg i'm so touched my cover could inspire you!!!#also thanks for calling my fic a masterpiece 😭😭😭#this manip is so good!!! love the lone crane on the folding screen behind him #and how seeing him from his back and only half of his face gives him this sense of mystery and ambiguity #love the bare back and his position and his hand claws into his back too - so much tension and so intriguing #i can already feel all the pain that is to come!!!#and you said that it's not symbolic or anything but still - the crane and plum flower pattern!!#the plum blossom is the family crest of the royal yi family #so i'm gonna go ahead and think of the crane and plum blossoms as symbolizing seon-ho and bang-won respectively <333 #this beautiful and lovely cover fits your seon-ho and kisaeng au so well #tagged 💙✨#ty bb!

9 notes · View notes

seamayweed · 19 days

Link

Chapters: 4/? Fandom: 나의 나라 | My Country: The New Age (TV) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death Relationships: Nam Seon Ho/Taejong of Joseon, Nam Seon Ho/Seo Hwi, Han Hui Jae/Seo Hwi, Hwang Sung Rok & Nam Seon Ho, Nam Seon Ho/Other(s) Characters: Nam Seon Ho, Yi Bang Won, Seo Hwi, Han Hui Jae, Hwang Sung Rok, Nam Jeon, Seo Yeon (My Country: The New Age) Additional Tags: Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Implied/Referenced Underage Sex, Forced Prostitution, Dubious Consent, Attempted Rape/Non-Con, Slavery, Period-Typical Sexism, Period-Typical Homophobia, Suicidal Thoughts, Mentions of incest, Self-Hatred, Politics, Angst, Bad Decisions, Smut, War, Jealousy, Confrontations, Contracts, Regret, Whump, Canon Rewrite, kisaeng!Nam Seon Ho, Pining, Unrequited Love, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Kidnapping, Hurt/Comfort, Y'all are gonna hate me by the end of this, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, aight time for those smut tags, Kissing, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Blow Jobs Series: Part 1 of Saudade Summary:

Saudade- (n.) a nostalgic longing to be near again to something or someone that is distant, or that has been loved and then lost; “the love that remains”

When Seon-ho’s brother survived that fateful day, Nam Jeon sold him to Ihwaru in a fit of rage. Years later, an 18-year-old Seon-ho is now the most shamefully sought after kisaeng amongst Goryeo’s rotten upper class. His reputation reaches far and wide- even to the ears of the young nobleman, Yi Bang Won, who intends to find out the reason for these rumours himself. This leads to years of painful love, a relationship of convenience and something dark and twisted that seeks to consume them all.

OR

kisaeng!Seon-ho has to deal with his political ambitions colliding with his messy love life for many years down the road

#my country the new age #nam seon ho #seo hwi #yi bang won #seonhwi #bangseon #kisaeng!seonho au #mctna fic #fic rec #friend fic #rhaenys #rhaenys-queenofkhyrulzz #go read it everyone it's so good!!!

5 notes · View notes

seamayweed · 19 days

Text

restraint /rɪˈstreɪnt/ (noun): a measure or condition that keeps someone or something under control; determined control over behavior in order to prevent the strong expression of emotion or any violent action.

Woo Do-Hwan & Park Sung-Woong as KIM GUN-WOO and KIM MYEONG-GIL Bloodhounds | 사냥개들 (2023)

#bloodhounds #park sung woong #woo do hwan #myeonggun #i know everyone and their mother giffed this scene already... but i had to #the way he puts his knee on gunwoo's chest OOOOOOOOooooohhhhOOHH #cinema to me #tw blood #tw violence #<- i'm starving for more of these two and live for any and all gif versions of this scene op!!!!#love how this is everyone's favorite scene - people with taste!!!!!#the warm orange coloring with the gentle green is very pretty #and yeah the way he puts his knee on gunwoo's chest!! pure insanity!!! literally changed my brain chemistry #AND YES CINEMA TO ME TOO AAAAAAAA #convenientalias #bru ♡

81 notes · View notes

seamayweed · 19 days

Text

Mr. Hades is a mighty king Must be making some mighty big deals Seems like he owns everything

PARK SUNG-WOONG as KIM MYEONG-GIL BLOODHOUNDS / 사냥개들 dir. Kim Joo-hwan

#bloodhounds #park sung woong #aaaaa the blue!!!#myeong-gil as hades!!!!!#the overlays!!!!#the way he walks into the café and sits on that chair and the scenes chosen for an eye for an eye and the knife!!!!#the text and the your soul for sale + gun-woo being sold to the king on the chromium throne!!!!!!!!!#op stop this........... i might really go insane if you keep this up and make more of these #also you are right he is a pathetic king i love him sooooo <3333 #convenientalias #bru ♡

55 notes · View notes

seamayweed · 19 days

Text

WOO DO-HWAN as KIM GEON-WOO BLOODHOUNDS / 사냥개들 dir. Kim Joo-hwan

#bloodhounds #woo do hwan #kim gun woo #my babyyyyyyy #gaahhh look at his lil distressed face and damn his mouth hanging open like that #he's feeling for the fresh cut on his back that myeong-gil just gave him isn't he???#living for any and all wdh whump 5ever #thank you for your service op #convenientalias #bru ♡

206 notes · View notes

seamayweed · 19 days

Text

You and your pity don’t fit in my bed, you just burn like a fire in the pit of my bed.

#bloodhounds #myeonggun #tw blood #tw violence #come on you have been summoned #<- cumberbatched #SUMMONED INDEED!!!!!!#//#sorry this dynamic makes me feel like touching a live wire and living to tell the tale #how long have we been married? since the world began ..... meant to cross each other in this life #the hades eurydice hades persephone of it ALLLLLLL #<- op tags #OP THIS IS SO SICK WHAT THE HELL EVEN 😭😭😭#HADES EURYDICE HADES PERSEPHONE I'M JUST........................ *perishes*#never thought about them in this way before even though i am SO into hades and persephone & now i feel like my whole life has been changed #you are so big-brained op #ALSO THE HOW LONG HAVE WE BEEN MARRIED AND SINCE THE WORLD BEGAN AND MEANT TO CROSS EACH OTHER IN THIS LIFE THEY ARE SOULMATESSSS #NOT TO MENTION HOW STUNNING THIS SET IS WITH THE B&W AND THE RED AND THE RIPPED PAPER EFFECT #AND THOSE SCENES IN GIF 1 ARE SOME OF MY FAVES WITH THE FEAR TURNING TO DETERMINATION IN GUN-WOO'S EYES & MYEONG-GIL COMING TO ECLIPSE HIM #AND MYEONG-GIL REVEALING HIS SCAR UNDER THE MAKEUP #AND THEN THE OVERLAY OF MYEONG-GIL KNEELING ON GUN-WOO'S CHEST VS GUN-WOO PUNCHING HIS CHEST THAT GOES SO WELL WITH THE TEXT #AND THEN THEIR BLOODY AND CUT FACES!!! HIS HEART BEING A BIRD ON A SPIT IN HIS CHEST!!!!#AND HOW THERE'S SOMETHING SEA DROWNED AND LONGING IN THE LAST ONE WITH THAT WIDE SHOT OF MYEONG-GIL ON THE SHIP WITH THE SEA #+ THE CLOSE SHOT OF GUN-WOO'S FACE WITH MYEONG-GIL INSIDE HIM #LITERALLY FOAMING AT THE MOUTH AND SNAPPING WITH MY TEETH LIKE A RABID DOG OP #convenientalias #bru ♡

83 notes · View notes

seamayweed · 19 days

Text

how opening the app to all these boops feels like

#was honestly devastated #tumblr #boop #april fools

4K notes · View notes

seamayweed · 19 days

Text

Woo Do Hwan x Men's Folio Thailand x OMEGA Thailand

#Woo Do Hwan #Men's Folio Thailand #OMEGA Thailand #omg that smoulder #so hot 🥵#nail polish? yes thank you #<- gahhh the black nail polish!!!#thanks for sharing!!!!!#chade

21 notes · View notes

seamayweed · 19 days

Text

Woo Do Hwan x Men's Folio Thailand x OMEGA Thailand

#woo do hwan #UNREAL!!!!!!#chade

12 notes · View notes

seamayweed · 19 days

Text

Woo Do Hwan ~ Men’s Folio Thailand

#woo do hwan #absolutely smoking #I'm struggling over here #<- me too #chade #his smoldering look and the the sleek strands of hair framing his beautiful face and the BLACK NAIL POLISH!!!!!

98 notes · View notes

seamayweed · 19 days

Text

Woo Do Hwan

for Men‘s Folio

26.03.2024

#SERIOUSLY #!!??!!#first #last #please someone stop him #(don't)#<- all of this!!!!#he's so beautiful and babygirl i cry #cumberbatchedandproud #woo do hwan

17 notes · View notes

seamayweed · 19 days

Text

Woo Do Hwan (우도환)

#Woo Do Hwan #!!!!!!!!!#lips and the bling on his hands and the wrists and the black nail polish and his seductive silhouette!!!!!#in love with his nose mole too #big fan of the off-shoulder look with the fluffy sweater in the first one #thanks for making big beautiful gifs of these op!!!

38 notes · View notes

seamayweed · 19 days

Text

Mctna modern au headcanon

This is so ooc but pls forgive me 🙏🙏

A 32 year old Seon-ho sits down in the corner of a bar by himself. It's barely past 9 but most people have already left. The ice in his drink had long since diluted whatever cheap alcohol he'd ordered. He closed his eyes as a band started up on the makeshift stage, losing himself in the music and his memories.

And I met her downtown in the slums of Austin Once we were sober, she said "I'm from Boston" I told her, "I couldn't give Massa-two-shits" Luckily, she likes guys that treat her like

Third-year uni student Seo Hwi gives in to his friends Mun-bok and Beom to at least attend one party before graduation. It's not that he doesn't like them- in fact everyone agrees he'd probably be the life on them. He just doesn't see the point in partying with a massive group of strangers when he'd much rather just have a good time with his friends.

Enter Nam Seon-ho. He's in the same year but mainly keeps to himself. Still, that doesn't stop him from stealing glances at that one handsome, always-smiling Culinary Arts student. He decides to go to this party and get blackout drunk 'cause once he graduates, he'll be stuck back at home with his dad learning the ropes of his company.

They reach the venue (a rundown off campus house with shitty LED lights all over the place) that night. Mun-bok quickly leaves Hwi to chat up a pretty girl by the drinks table and one of Beom's other friends beckons him away. Hwi feels a bit stranded so he gets his own drink.

He makes small talk with some people but an hour later he's bored. He goes to get another drink when he sees Seon-ho, the 'kinda beautiful actually' business major he sometimes sees walking around campus, chugging back some disgusting mix of drinks like there's no tomorrow.

Help me, everyone calls me Mickey Just wanna be your darling

Hwi wants to approach him but Seon-ho talks to him first, thanks to some good old liquid courage. They hit it off really well even if Hwi makes one too many corny jokes. One thing leads to another and then they're making out in the corner before stumbling their way into Seon-ho's apartment. Sung-rok curses when the door to their dorm slams open and throws a book at Hwi who barely dodges it. He's grumbling something about 'damn self-destructive tendencies' as he makes it out of the room just before they're making out again.

A couple months pass and they're actually a couple now. They graduate and move back to Seoul. Seon-ho takes up a job at his dad's company while Hwi is now a new hire at some fancy restaurant. Things are good for the while. They're happy and making time to see each other. In fact, they're almost unhealthily dependent on each other.

So, listen, I know you're probably with him And maybe for good reason But, you don't fuckin' need him I warned you

But as the years go by, they're getting busier and Seon-ho is getting more stressed at work because of Nam Jeon. He starts drinking more and more. It doesn't help the fact that the owner of the restaurant Hwi works at, Yi Bang-won, has started to take an interest in him. This gives way to lots of arguments between them. Why talk it out when they could just fight and fuck instead? Plus, Seon-ho gets to the point where he's almost always drunk when he's off work and has even started to get high.

Maybe stop getting your advice from the guy you get your high from

Hwi can't bear to see the love of his life- because they both know; that's what they are to each other- destroying himself day by day. Especially when it puts Yeon in danger because of it.

How can I love someone that can't stand The thought of loving me back? Why do I think I need that? I know you, pick me But one day, babe, you'll thank me For teaching you how to leave A piece of shit just like me I warned you

They break up.

Everything goes to shit. Seon-ho is convinced Hwi hates him and that Bang-won had a role to play somehow. Seon-ho overdoses. Nam Group gets involved with this huge drug scandal. In the midst of this all, Seo Geom passes away in jail after wrongful imprisonment and Yeon develops epilepsy. Hwi's mind is so clouded with worry, grief and anger, he's convinced that the Nam family was responsible for those fake charges. Seon-ho and Hwi hate each other.

Yeah, I remember when you said how you wish that I was dead So, I tried to kill myself Swallowed way too many pills And god the tummy-ache was shit But not enough to kill the kid

Against his will, Seon-ho survives. Nam Jeon shipped him off to rehab, telling his failure of a son to keep his head down and listen to him. For the next 6 years, the only confidant he has is Sung-rok. He and Hwi don't talk anymore, even if they both hate and yearn for each other each day.

Sometimes I wish I didn't live But I'm so fucking glad I did I remember what you said You were wishing I was dead Now, you're wishing me the best 'Cause my song's stuck in your head

In the present day, miles away, Hwi is listening to the same song on the local radio station as he's washing wares in his kitchen sink. He'd uncovered the truth about Bang-won about 2 years ago. By then, all forms of communication between him and Seon-ho had been cut. He felt such horrible guilt for blaming Seon-ho for getting Seo Geom imprisoned after their breakup as some horrible form of revenge. He'd sunk to the floor, tears welling up in his eyes when he recalled the last words he'd hurtled at him, "You pretend to be so different from him but you're just like your father!"

As Hwi puts a dish on the drying rack, he sighs deeply to himself . His heart constricts painfully in his chest. Even though he can't forgive Seon-ho for getting Yeon hurt those years ago, he hopes that he's doing well wherever he is. He just wishes he could make things right between them.

I'm so glad I still exist Just so I can rub it in

In the bar, Seon-ho gets up to leave, the condensation from his unfinished drink pooling at its base on the table. He wonders what Hwi would think of him if he saw him now. When he realised he was all alone in this world, he'd made it his mission to at least quit getting high out of sheer spite.

You were perfect and I'm so sorry I'm such a dick But you still love me I still regret letting you leave me Don't you forget you used to need me

Now, Seon-ho knows that they'd both had parts to play in the train wreck of their relationship. They were both argumentative near the end and were never willing to compromise their own values for the other. At his lowest points, he'd wondered what would happen were he to lose his wretched pride. He and Hwi could've talked to each other. The heavens knew they were so fundamentally flawed and yet, they understood each other in ways no one else could.

Seon-ho looked up at the stars and shoved his hands into his jeans pockets. Hwi, if you can hear this...I'm sorry.

In his home, Hwi's heart suddenly felt a bit warmer.

For as much as both men had and still hated each other, they'd always loved each other far more.

#Spotify #mctna #mctna headcanon #my country the new age #seonhwi #nam seon ho #seo hwi #rhaenys #rhanys-queenofkhyrulzz #ohhh nice and angsty #i like it!!

6 notes · View notes

seamayweed · 19 days

Text