"silently, quietly building a house. putting pictures on the walls, tending a garden, gathering the trinkets you gave me into a treasure chest. here's when we laughed so hard we fell over, here's all the hours we spent listening to music together, here's the days we're texting almost constantly. here's the way your fingers brushed my cheek when i put my head on your shoulders, here's the soft expression i can't help but wear when i look at you, here's the feeling that i can't explain very well. the one which is most akin to all my love for you filling me up, up, up, all the way, for your bravery and your humor and your soul and heart and beautiful, beautiful mind. the house is silent, locked from the inside, i'm sitting in an armchair with the key. but maybe one day i'll get to show you around?"
i fell in love with my best friend recently - or at least, i realized it recently. they're already taken, so that's something i've been working through nowadays. but it's making me write, and it's such a new, curious, beautiful feeling to me <3
hi I love this and I love you. please know I am always accepting brief vignettes on falling in love and giddy secrets. <3 thank you for sharing this.
it fucking sucks how you can do all the therapy and self healing in the world and you still have to wake up living under a capitalist death cult that's killed community and crushes your soul