I just want everyone to know that Iāve got the kind of dad who digs around church parking lots for forty minutes because he saw a cool rock he thought Iād like and wanted to find more of them
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Iāve got so much journaling stuff to post but these last three weeks have been massively busy
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We went on vacation, and unless I initiated it, every photo Iāve taken that wasnāt of an object (a tank at the aquarium or a museum exhibit) was of me, alone.
Nobody wanted to take photos with me, no one asked for me to pose with them for pictures. I got asked to take pictures of them but they never wanted one with me.
My depression trigger is feeling lonely. I just went on a vacation with family, spent a week in a hotel room with three other people and our room was the room everyone hung out in/outside of to smoke. And Iāve been lonely for 90% of this trip.
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Just a little update on what hobbies Iāve been immersed in lately:
I havenāt posted in a while, sorry. Iām not super busy or anything but Iāve fallen into a Skyrim-hole and also I recently picked up Blood Gift by Vela Roth as well as finally started watching the first campaign of Critical Role.
In between reading and simultaneously watching Critical Role while gaming, Iāve started world-building and while Iām inspired to do so, Iāve been making little maps and trying to flesh out the history of this make-believe world so I have something to build off of when writing. Even if it doesnāt go anywhere Iām having fun (except on that one day when I spent a lot of time leaning over paper with sharpies and gave myself a major headache, Iāve learned my lesson there).
Plus I work. Itās hard to stick journaling in there too. And Iāve got two birthday parties this weekend, and yet another family vacation coming up that I most likely canāt afford to attend at the beginning of July.
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I fucked up making the June calendar but thatās okay
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May 24, 2023
The past week has absolutely blown by. I was typically awake from like 10 in the morning at the latest to going to sleep at midnight at the earliest, and yet all of my days felt like they were three hours long. Weird.
I honestly spent most of my time watching Critical Role episodes, and world-building.
Iāve got about 25 episodes left of the second campaign of CR, and after that Iām starting the first campaign before watching The Legend of Vox Machina on Amazon Prime.
I made a couple maps, started some notes on the locations, developed some characters and messed with AI to try and create pictures of those characters, editing them afterward. I donāt know if anything will come of this, if Iāll actually write anything, but Iāve gotten farther than I ever did before when trying to create a story.
My grass allergies are acting pretty awful today, hopefully that calms down soon.
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May 17, 2023
Itās been a difficult month, mentally. And today (the 18th) everyone left on a family vacation I couldnāt afford to go to due to last minute planningāwithout even acknowledging my lack of presence. No one said anything like āoh weāll miss youā or āwe wish you could goā.
And I woke up this morning to an empty house, and just immediately felt lonely. Itās my day off and I only got about five hours of sleep when normally Iād get close to ten, but the silence is really loud so I guess Iām just awake.
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I got my yearly raise at workāof $0.08
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April 2023
From the end of March to today (April 13th). Thereās a few other entries I havenāt included but itās just additional lists, a couple sketches for possible future tattoos, and calendar stuff.
I made a list for books coming out that Iām interested in, and Iām so happy that three of these eight books are part of the FBAA series by JLA.
Iāve had an awful start to the month and I feel like itās only going to get worse from here. So I havenāt been journaling much. But also good news was last night my best friend had her second baby, a little boy. I canāt wait to meet him š„° Iāll probably never have kids of my own (by choice) and I just get all the baby-fuzzy-feelings out on her kids lol I think I make a great aunt
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I got food poisoning last Friday, and the next morning threw my back out. And I have to go to work anyway :/ but my best friend is having her baby this week (scheduled induction) woot
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my April calendar set-up
I kept adding to it lol maybe shouldāve stopped before coloring in the blocks but š¤·š»āāļø oh well
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I drew up a sketch for a tattoo I want to on my arm above my š½ tattoo
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March 5, 2023
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March 2023 calendar spread
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If any of you are interested in what books Iām currently reading:
Iām savvypmc on StoryGraph (amazing book tracking app, I absolutely love it and honestly only use Goodreads because of my best friend)
And Iām on Goodreads, you can PM me if you want to add me on there š
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