in case anyone was wondering what ive been up to lately
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my final entry for @jonmartinweek: a mixture of cryptids, eldritch powers and caretaking!
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Tell me when you get bored. A story about doses. [x]
I posted this on twitter and had a variety of aggressive ableism thrown my way.
This is a story about changing what I can in spite of what I cannot for the comfort of my loved ones. The thing that others find to be hurtful about me is that I like to spend time in silent solitude. People who love me often feel hurt that I tend to solve my own problems instead of leaning on them.
When we spend too much time together, people find my neutrality to be concerning, and it becomes too much for people to be unable to read me.
To show the people I love that I enjoy their company in ways they can understand, I pool my energy together to be high-energy, peppy, and social. Since this is not my natural state of being, it takes effort, which can only be expended in small doses. I amplify the things people like in me while filtering out everything they dislike about me when I am in their company.
I change my behaviors for those I love, but at the end of the day, I cannot change my neutral state of being, which is the thing that they want most out of me.
This is a story about me accommodating people in the best way I know how, not the other way around. I would truly appreciate it if people don't misconstrue this anecdote as me asking for dismissal of hurtful behavior when in reality, people find hurt in the fact that I simply exist, and I must change for them.
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thinkin abt ... cupid... i miss him
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Instead of booping, try sending an ask to your favorite mutuals. Send a few asks if you see someone post an ask game. Send sweet anons. Tumblr used to be so much fun!
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gladnis meetcute sparring session..............
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thinkin abt ... cupid... i miss him
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yooo what tf furry moment
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" he said 'lace up your shoes and quit playin' the blues - i'm gonna take me to a better place!' "
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