Yall i fainted in the street cuz of my fast officially embarassed beyond belief 💀💀

Anybody wanna try with me?

thinspo that has so much power on me rn

seriously it motivates me so much to continue like this (it also makes me want to jump off a bridge lol)

Daily sp0🕊️

I don’t think y’all understand what this look does to my psyche🤍🩰

me and every crush i've ever had always end up having the same compatibility as my ed and my weekly alcohol intake

that shit does not go hand in hand

So im back again, i did really well for a while people were telling me i looked like a skeleton i was in the low 50s very near my gw of 45kg. But then out of nowhere i couldnt stop eating, i mean badddly couldn’t stop. Like if i went an hour without food id feel hungry. And now im back up in the high 50s. I deleted tumblr for a while because it had stopped motivating me but im back and its actually been great, ive gotten some great tips and seen some great thinspo. I have redownloaded my fasting app, reestablished my meal plan (i dont eat between 00:00-19:00 and dinner can only be soup or a sandwich) and im also planning to get back into working out (starting today). I started a new school in a different county so most days i had no time to work out, id leave the house at 7am and i wouldnt be back home from anywhere between 7-11pm and then it was homework shower sleep. But hopefully i can get back on my shit and sort it all out. Wish me luck xx

juste some of my fav thinspo :

real

straight up. I’m so fucking tired of being fat. I’ve been wanting to be skinny for so fucking long, and yet I’m still just as pathetic as I was 5yrs ago. 

Me: Eats like a normal person for a week.

Me: This is detrimental why do I keep binging, I’m faking my eating disorder.

Cant wait to have this

Will go through months of convinced im gonna die because im doing so terrible becoming a literal walking corpse and then one day i wake up and am randomly fine its so strange

anyone else go through periods of like... normalness and then suddenly things get dramatically worse for a few weeks and then go back to normal-ish? it makes me feel rlly invalidated and like im faking this whole thing smh

Me: diet culture is toxic

Also me: *starves myself*

THIS

my brain goes from “it’s getting bad again:/“ to “it’s getting bad again🥳” within seconds i-

*binges an hour later*

Me after every meal ever