BABY

I missed you! I’m glad you’re feeling better you deserve all the good things MWAH <3

I LITERALLY LOVE YOU SM!! 🥺

angels are among us fr

ive been gone, like gone gone for a while (def a very short time!) now to set things straight in my life, and now from a waaayy better point where i quit my toxic job and got the sweetest boyfriend on earth; your girlie is back healthier than ever!! <3

no because i've been giggling over this for five minutes

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things you can do despite your sense of guilt

- go for a walk even if you think you don’t deserve it

- have a snack even if you think you don’t deserve it

- take a break from studying even if you think you don’t deserve it

- reach out to someone even if you think you don’t deserve it

- demand, have needs and wants even if you think you don’t deserve it

- make it through the day even if you think you don’t deserve it

- feel mentally exhausted albeit seeming physically fine

- feel the sense of abandonment despite the company of those around you

- go to bed early despite not having done much according to your mental routine

- let out a deep breath even if you think you weren’t holding one back

every time amado says “pachito” when referring to pacho, it’s like a direct kiss to my forehead

Weighted blanket is not enough I need someone to do this to me

Bestie

I miss you and ily and I’ve been thinking about you a lot I hope you’re doing good and looking after yourself (🔫that’s a threat)

ILY MWAH

love of my life, hi 🥺

things have been pretty rough recently so i took a break from quite literally everything, i'm still lurking around here and bit by bit trying to finish off wips!

but i'm doing well, actually. i got proper medical help and support of many people that i couldn't even imagine having. it's a bumpy ride but i'm doing my best to be better and you have no idea how much it means for me when angels like you check in with me 🥺

with that being said, i hope you're taking a good care of yourself and swimming in happiness. you deserve the best!! ilysm mWAH 🍀

Begging for your Governor Rhett thoughts 😭

GOVERNOR ABBOTT HAS BEEN OCCUPYING MY MIND FOR DAYS!!!!

rhett didn’t want to be governor but he knew it’d help save the family ranch (hehe yellowstone vibes)

he’s not used to suits and ties and shaking hands with people he’d rather punch. but you’re with him every step of the way.

you help him write up bills and plans and itineraries. you fix his crooked tie and curly hair before dinners and balls.

you’re the perfect first lady, faking smiles and making conversation with representatives to really sell what rhett’s got planned.

when you visit his office on your lunch break, bringing him his favorite sandwich from the deli downtown, he has no other option than to thank you by eating you out over his desk.

late nights turn into make out sessions on the couch. his big leather chair is practically desecrated.

one day when you’re visiting him, you’re nearly caught on your knees with his dick in your mouth. thank god the desk has a front to it and rhett has more self control not to moan in front of his financial advisor.

governor abbott is so very sexy and i need him terribly

i love lewis girls cause y’all get fed crumbs and are so happy to receive those crumbs

all of you folks owe it to us for having your kneecaps intact!!

hey so. there's an ufo hovering above the city and i just spoke to them. alien representative challenged me to get a smooch from the prettiest of all ladies and if i do. they won't steal our kneecaps. so like. would you like to help me save the world or.

I’m gonna help you save the world so hard baby don’t worry I’m on my way!

^^^^ real picture of me rn

ILY

I have big feeling about Richie Jerimovich. I have big feelings because as person, I don't like him. The only times I really like Richie when he interacts with Carmy. And there is something about their relationship, the awkwardness, the lack of really knowing each other combined with a very real common history that fascinates to me. And it fascinates me because it gives Richie a very genuine depth that asshole characters don't usually get without betraying who they are.

Richie and Carmy are very much trying to be each other's stand-in for Michael. And they fail a lot. Not just because neither is Mikey, but because they're not friends. They might be the best example of true family, a person you wouldn't ordinarily know but are dependent on regardless. Their first scene is Richie mad at Carmy for not coming home immediately when Mikey died and leaving Richie to pick up the pieces. And Carmy's a dick right back to him calling out the fact that for all the family this and family that between Richie and Mikey, Mikey still left The Beef to his real brother.

And it makes me wonder how much of Richie's life has/had been given over to Mikey and the Berzattos in an effort to be part of the family. It seems pretty obvious that Richie hasn't always managed The Beef. He went to trade school, worked for Cicero, had a wife though Mikey and The Beef are likely the reason she's an ex. But Richie also knows he's fucked up. It's his Xanex. He goes out on a real date in a nice suit. Even when he ends in jail it's in the act of protecting Carmy from getting hit during the bachelor party/melee. He's an adult. Maybe not a great one and still an asshole, but he knows he's a grown up. I'm not entirely sure Carmy does. He stays all night in the police station after Richie is arrested and uses the two-week parachute as bail money, but that's not smart. That's clinging to the last vestiges of his dead brother. And yet, it's Richie who says he only has Carmy left. It's sad. One of the saddest admissions of a show about grief. Carmy does his best for Richie. He genuinely cares, I think, but he's not much to lean on. Carmy has not just his own shit to deal with he has dreams that Mikey set up so he could follow them through and ultimately a partner in Sydney who can make them happen.

I end up feeling really bad for Richie not because he's asshole but because he let Mikey, charismatic, dynamic Mikey be his whole world when he should have been saving himself. Now, he's left trying to figure out how to mourn his best friend, not a brother, not even a real cousin, and that's quite genuinely sad.

i think it’s kinda funny how the widespread fanon interp i’ve seen is that carmy is supposed to be some secret sex god or is at least somewhat competent in bed with a woman but richie is always a sexless loser who can’t talk to women. like he is one but in canon carmy is virgincoded and has spent the past 10 years of his life trying to overcome his emotional dependency on his brother through fine dining meanwhile richie was in a relationship long enough to bag a wife and have a kid so idk what i’m supposed to tell you guys

The Last of Us + my favorite Joel Miller shots — 1.01 "When You're Lost in the Darkness"