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I used to always get motivated to write when I took baths so one time I was writing on my phone, but it dropped into the tub and when I took it out, it was all covered in purple dust from the bath bomb.. the speakers were pouring glitter for a week like an exotic dancer
my favourite thing about being a writer is that i get motivation to write at the worst times :)))) 
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Divine Lies
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𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: Guardian angel!Winwin (WayV) x human fem!reader
𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: angst
𝐑𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠: 13+
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: cursing (censored), lying, stealing, cheating, family problems, mentions of death, mentions of suicide, mentions of self-harm, brief mention of sex, abandonment, blasphemy, reader is an implied only child
𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 2.4K
𝐓𝐚𝐠 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭: @staysstrays
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Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned. I have worked as a guardian with the style of Lucifer. “Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image,” I have reversed this commandment and given it life to a body of the soul I vowed to protect. Cast upon me a punishment, for I have wandered too far from your holy grail.
Si Cheng Dong, Guardian Angel #1028
Si Cheng knew you from the day you were born. You had marks dangling from your shoulder blades like the torn wings of an angel. He had asked God about the dainty marks, but He said his eyes must be tempted by the Demon of Trickery because no marks appeared to be decorating your back as he said. When he is assigned one of His children to protect, he knows nothing of God’s plan that is unique to every one person. His plan and your decisions were lived through Si Cheng’s eyes as well.
“What is behind your back?” Si Cheng interrogated your five year old self.
“Nothing…” He yanked your hands to unclasp, forcing them to drop the chocolate you had stolen from the convenient store you and your parents had just left.
“Your mother said you could not have this, yet you took it anyway and without paying. That is wrong.” You could only look with deceptively innocent eyes as your guardian took the sweet into the store, placing it back on the shelf you had tip-toed up to.
“Come on, Y/N dear.” Your mother called for you to follow her and your father to the car. There was no sight of Si Cheng, even when you had gotten into the car. Only a couple of miles from the store did he appear in the seat next to you. He looked over to see your closed mouth moving ever so slightly.
“What is in your mouth?” You shook your head and continued to chew slowly, trying to be as unapparent as possible. He continued to stare you down in silence, watching as you finally swallowed what he felt in his heart was something else that you stole. Breaking the intense eye contact, you turned around to look out of the car window. The ride was already silent, but a darkly mixed feel swam in your spine after Si Cheng’s next comment.
“Thou shalt not steal. You will be punished for that sin.”
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As you blossomed into adulthood, the divine morals you had been taught by your covenant Christian parents seemed to have exited your mind. You were one of the top names of your college's Dean’s list, but the your personal out-of-school extracurriculars could mistake you for a completely different person. Your academic abilities were almost God-given, yet you showed Him no gratitude.
Si Cheng had been by your side to witness each time you strayed away from God. However, it was not his place to direct you back to Him, that choice was wholly your own. Each night since you turned 18, after reading his Bible out loud to you, he left for Heaven. You always told him that you would be in bed through the night, awaiting his return.
Those nights were spent sleeping through the day and partying at different clubs, downing bottles of red wine like a Black Christian. During one night out, you had thrown an empty bottle of Giuseppe Quintarelli into the unknown while walking out of the club; an incident you had forgotten until two police officers showed up on your doorstep with pictures from the club’s security cameras, portraying your indecent act.
Not much of the confrontation could be interpreted or remembered in your hazily hungover brain, but you do remember everything after you shouted a very pathetic “That’s not me!” because your hands were cuffed behind your waist and soon anxiously gripping the bars of the chair behind you at the station.
“What happened?” Si Cheng walked out of the wall when the police left you alone to discuss your charges.
“I forgot to pay for chocolate at the store today It's not—"
“Do not lie to me, Y/N.” You gave him silence. “How could you act in such a way?”
“If you know the answers, then why do you always ask questions?” The light from the interrogation room’s light kindled your eyes when you looked up at him, but you took unusual comfort in the pain.
“I’m trying to help you to understand your sins, but you never learn.”
“You could have stopped me, you’re my guardian ang—” “Yes and I am not you.” Si Cheng gripped the bridge of his nose before speaking again, “I protect you from unrighteous harm. Your actions have consequences with which I cannot interfere.”
Suddenly feeling very nauseous, you wretched forward, your cuffed hands gliding up your spine. A mix of drunken liquids racing from your throat, onto the floor and your distressed jeans. Si Cheng took your hair up, sitting behind you, rubbing your back when you failed to vomit and fearfully gagged.
He was ready to save you when he heard you starting to choke, but took your vulnerable soul into his arms when he realized you had started sobbing.
This was a normal occurrence for you two.
Every day, you would wake up thinking the thoughtless decision you had made the night prior was just a nightmare, but would fall apart when dealing with the consequences. Si Cheng would be there to comfort you and recite something religious that would travel a non-permeable route through your two ears. When you were back to feeling yourself— or what was left of yourself— you would sin again and lie to your guardian about it. Then Si Cheng would read you a bit of The Bible to sleep every night, for when morning comes, your morning s.hit would be on the sacred book once again.
“My back hurts…” You cried out. Si Cheng kept holding you.
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“You tempt me.” Si Cheng announces as he waits for you to finish your nightly routine, Bible in hand. He decided to stop sleeping at his home in Heaven and would instead be wherever you were to take away the matches you light your fire with.
“Well I mean we don’t always have to pray when we’re in the bedroom.” The sleeping shirt takes its sweet time to cover your breasts before his angelic eyes.
“Not sexually.” Si Cheng rolls his eyes and chooses his next words carefully for your innuedic mind. “When you lie to me, I want so badly to tell you off. To make certain that no such fibs should ever fall from your lips again.”
“Sounds frustrating. Are you sure you don’t want to just go have sex?”
“The seed falling among the thorns refers to someone who hears the word, but the worries of this life and the deceitfulness of wealth choke the word, making it unfruitful.” Your guardian recited, ignoring your offer.
“The what now?”
“Matthew 13:22. Just because I hear the lies you tell, does not mean I should engorge in them by talking back or forcing you to be something you are not.”
“And what am I not again?”
“Holy.”
“D.amn straight.” Si Cheng huffed in exasperation of his inability to get through to you, opening his Bible once you settled in bed next to him. This was the final part of your nightly routine.
Si Cheng ended your nightly prayers. “We send this message to You in the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.”
“I’m an atheist.” You say with your eyes already closed.
“How could you say that when I exist?”
“You’re not real. It’s all in my head because since the day I was born, I was not right. If God were real, he wouldn’t have made me this way.”
“You are not an atheist.” Your eyes open halfway.
“How can you decide what I am and what I am not?”
“You would not be so angry at God if you were an atheist. They are non-believers, not betrayers.”
The next morning, you wake up in an empty bed. Finally. There was no sign of Si Cheng along the walk from the bedroom, to the bathroom, to the hallway, down the stairs, or to the kitchen, where you sat down to enviously admire the dying rose bouquet trapped in a blue China vase.
The front door bursts open and in comes Si Cheng with two handfuls of goods you had mostly already bought. He walks to the dining table as soon as he spots you, laying out the groceries in front of you.
Angel Soft toilet paper, Angel food cake mix, a sack of Angelina plums, Victoria’s Secret Angel perfume, and a CD of Chancellor and TaeYeon’s “Angel.”
“What is all of this?”
“To remind you that angels are all around you. And we are sad that you do not wish to accept us.”
“Angels, always looking for human validation huh?” Si Cheng bites back his tongue at your passive comment.
“I also got you this.” Sicheng gingerly places a luxe Bible in your hands, with a grandiose “belonging to Y/N” engraved under “The Bible”, complimenting the gold edges of the dainty pages.
“I don’t want to read it.”
“Liar.”
“Excuse me?”
“I can tell the quality of it catches your eye and entices you to want to read. Humans, always wanting the most or nothing at all.” Si Cheng savors the way you glare at him sideways for his mirrored comeback to your insult.
“Let us read it in the bedroom before starting our day.” And you don’t know if you are too tired or desperate or want him to shut up with this religious nonsense, but you go up to the bedroom with him anyway.
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“It doesn’t make any sense, Si Cheng! Why would God make me just to torment me? After everything I have done to d.amn myself and spite Him, how could he ever take me as one of His own children?”
You sat in the bathtub, soaking in a mixture of the darkest red wine and gasoline, the color staining the tub and your skin with the darkest black, the color making the markings on your back more defined than ever.
For the past hour, you had been threatening to end it all and managed to rope the divine being into the most intense argument. His hands gripped your arms to keep you from going under, but could not even begin to think about pulling you out with the ear piercing screams you let out between comebacks.
Despite his greatest efforts, Si Cheng had to admit that he was never able to help you get back on a good path. “I am going to Hell and you can’t save me. He has failed both me and you”
“He has failed neither me nor you. How dare you speak of the Heavenly Father in such vulgar form.” His anger rose and teeth tried not to bare animalistically behind his lips. In a way, you were right and Si Cheng knew this. He had been the cause of such deathly marks to appear on your back in response to the resentment building up in his heart to have to wake and sleep with your sins.
“Then show me! Take me to God and show me that he is real. Let me hear from Him that He wants me for good and not for sport.” Your body weighted his hands down as the stinging in your back made you lightheaded.
“He has told you. Your entire life, He has told you. He speaks through me and I am one of his most trusted children.” Still desperately trying to pull you up, Si Cheng could not focus on saving you and controlling the pain he was unconsciously inflicting on your flesh.
“You are not God. You are just an angel who has disappointed Him, like me.”
“We are not alike.” Si Cheng’s grasp unravelled from your arms, letting them sink back under the black liquid.
“You are a sinful woman.”
“Where are you going?” You screeched at him, trying to fight your back from folding itself. Tears were now falling without control as you realized you had really done it this time.
“Heaven. See you there.”
The pain suddenly halted. Si Cheng left and another angel entered. Upon seeing your body partially submerged in Christ’s Blood and Devil’s fuel, he lifted you from the tub and rid you from the onyx glaze. He never spoke a word to you for the rest of your life by your side.
And you could only assume that it was because “The seed falling among the thorns refers to someone who hears the word, but the worries of this life and the deceitfulness of wealth choke the word, making it unfruitful.” (Matthew 13:22)
𝐎𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝟐𝟖. 𝟗𝟖 𝐘𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬 𝐋𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫.
“Happy birthday, Number 1028!” A party hat was forced onto Sicheng’s head by Archangel of Love Number 6, poking through his halo like a cloudy mountain.
“Hey! It’s my birthday, too!” Archangel of Birth Number 1028 pouted at being one-upped by his Brother in Christ.
“Yes, but it’s Guardian Angel Number 1028’s birthday.” Number 6 clarifies, using his title to mockingly signify importance.
“Such social hierarchy is hellish! This is Heaven!”
“Right, it is finally the year you are no longer banned from Earth and can be a guardian again!” The angels gather around Si Cheng to "ooh" at his year of redemption.
“It is my loyal duty to serve God with the occupation he gifts me.” He dismisses their awe with words of loyalty to his creator.
“She is ready.” His Heavenly Father calls for His Guardian Angel Number 1028 to meet his valuable assignment.
When he walks into the incubation room, Si Cheng is met with the eery feeling of deja vu. A disheartening sense of nostalgia washes over him as well. Then he sees a design on the fertilized egg in the incubator.
Those marks.
The scarring on the biological sphere are like vents that send the aromas of Giuseppe Quintarelli and Diesel gasoline to his nose.
Si Cheng suddenly could no longer feel the comfort of his halo, fear zapped through him as he could feel evil beings tempting him through all four walls of the incubation room instead. Light burning aches and agonizing pains danced along his back.
His vision went black and his mind regressed to 9 months before this October day, 118 years ago. The Heavenly Father took his body, that was wrapped up in his mother’s egg and his father’s sperm, into His hands and placed him next to yours, both of your fertilized compartments looking like identical twins.
“You have much still to learn, my son.”
*Black Christian = A Christian who betrays God, like Archangel Lucifer betraying Jesus and becoming Satan.
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After Midnight 3 - Stars
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𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: college dropout!Ten (WayV) x fem!reader
𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: non-idol au, angst with fluff on top
𝐑𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠: 13+
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: cursing (censored), lying, family problems, mentions death of reader's father, romance
♡ 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 1.9K
𝐓𝐚𝐠 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭: @staysstrays
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Your head was pounding from your ears drinking in the tantrum of a 3 year old boy, the cries diving straight into your ringing eardrums. A young couple showed up with their child who started offing himself about your café not having some made up hybrid cake he wanted for the last 10 minutes.
The boy started flailing around and knocked his mother's iced Americano out of her hand in the process, landing the freezing and pungent liquid all over you.
The LED clock above you flickered with a new hour, freeing you from the café’s dark roasted chains. You ripped the soaked apron over your head and stuffed it into the back room’s washing machine before taking hold of your belongings and rushing out of the building after saying a quick “good-bye” to your mother- who was not about to deal with the coddled boy and you leaving all at once, so she kicked the spoiled family out, them following your irritated trail on the way through the doors.
You were walking fast to have a little costume change before meeting up with Ten and his friends, 5 o’clock coming within the next 20 minutes.
Y/N
Heyyo I had a little accident at work so I'm going to stop by my place to clean up before heading over to yours.
Once you were in your own space, you peeled the rest of the coffee soaked clothing off of your body, sticking the wet collection into the washer to cold soak after dressing up nicely.
TEN
d.amn it y/n you are too old to be soiling yourself
???
Y/N
That’s not what I meant!
TEN
Whatever ;p
Stepping out into the bright evening air, you realized you don't even know where the hell to go. The napkin with the address was in the pocket of your apron washing back at the café.
You recognized the street that leads to Décalcomanie, the street that leads to Myeongdong, and one leading to a duck shop.
Admitting defeat, you texted Ten.
Y/N
hey so I left the napkin with your address in my apron.. which I don't have would you mind sending it to me?
TEN
such a handful~
You followed the GPS to his address. His apartment building was on the other side of your school you usually metro to, so it was a pretty tiring walk. Arriving fashionably late, you knocked on door number 117.
There was a lot of commotion and screaming, as you were previously informed. Finally, Ten opened the door and waved for you to come in.
Taking your shoes off at the entrance, you saw three guys tackling each other, two others playing video games, and one really fine looking man behind an island in the kitchen.
"Hello!!" One of the guys being tackled shouted and waved at you which got him punched in the back by the guy orchestrating the tackling. You hesitantly waved back "Hi Y/N!!" The boy in the kitchen said with a charming smile.
"Lovely place." You said to Ten with a giggle as he closed the door with an annoyed look on his face. "Y/N, these are my friends,"
He took you over to the couch where the two players were. "This is Sicheng and Xuxi," The two boys playing Mario Kart threw a glance your way and waved with a smile. "these fools are Hendery, Xiaojun, and Yangyang.."
Hendery strained to wave again under the two boys with a big smile on his face, as did the two others. Ten swayed you into the kitchen and introduced you to the last man. This guy was so handsome, like the Asian bachelor. "I'm Kun." The man greeted, kindly.
"It's nice to finally meet you, Y/N. Our Ten always talks about you." Yangyang says walking towards you two. Ten sent him a glare. "Is that so?"
"At least I'm not blind from having my head up my ass all day, Yangyang shut up!" His voice cracked, making you and Yangyang erupt in laughter.
"Anyways, if you'll excuse us- I invited Y/N here for us to be alone." He took your wrist in his grasp and led you to a room.
Ten pet a space on the bed for you to sit down while he leaned over his desk, searching on his laptop. A slow beat filled the room. You recognized this song- the song your dad would play for your mom in the car on long road trips: Something by The Beatles.
Something in the way she moves
attracts me like no other lover
Something in her style that shows me
I don’t want to leave her now
you know I believe and how.
Your parents were so in love. When your father first heard this song, he had made it their special theme to portray their love. They had both become big fans of The Beatles and always had this song pop up at least once in every holiday or event playlist or could be caught quoting it occasionally when the timing was right. Your heart sank in your chest at the memory.
You hadn't realized that the song had ended or that Ten was at your side watching you intently. You looked up at him and he offered a small smile.
"My parents used to listen to this song all the time."
"Really? Are you guys close?"
Your mouth felt sour hearing the inevitable question. “My dad died from pneumonia when I was younger. My mom tries to be present for me, but I know she misses him.” Tears puddled at your waterline as you forced yourself not to cry. “Sometimes I think she only keeps trying because she thinks I’m studying premed when I really hide pointe shoes in my closet. I don’t have the heart to tell her what I’m really majoring in.. because I’m terrified of us losing each other completely and frankly, she would never forgive me of my dishonesty if she would stay.”
"It's not wrong.. following your passion" Ten announced after a whole note of silence, "I'm sorry for making you bring up such a past, but I’m happy I can at least sympathize with you..” He looked away from you to recall his memories clearly.
“My parents didn't agree with me wanting to study dance either. And they certainly did not agree with me leaving my hometown in Thailand and dropping out of college to come here for the best art opportunities. Mine and the rest of the guys outside; all of us are a little more distant from our family than usual just because we are passionate." Ten confessed.
"I'm sorry." You weakly rasped.
"I'm not." Ten smiled at you.
"My friends and I are doing what we love without anyone holding us back and one day it's going to all pay off.. I know it will.. If it wouldn't I would have never dropped out."
You could understand where he was coming from. He is really passionate and faithful to his dreams, it is a little inspiring.
"And you seem to be doing good on your own, too. You're studying dance, which I'm sure you're amazing at, and working at the café to help your mom, letting people make a mess of you that you always undoubtedly pick yourself up from." You laughed, the sad tears rolling down your cheeks and turning to bittersweet tears of joy.
"Thank you, Ten."
"Anytime, Y/N." He handed you a napkin for your eyes.
A cough was heard outside the closed door, along with faint whispers.
"Lucas, shut the HELL up!"
Ten got up and opened the door, making four boys come tumbling inside the room.
All rushing to get up, Lucas stayed laying on the floor, "Uh, hi guys." he offered a charming smile. "We were just coming to tell you that dinner is ready?" Yangyang shrugged obviously.
Ten snickered.
"Nice try, guys-"
"Dinner is ready!" Kun yelled from the kitchen.
"What did I tell you?" Yangyang stuck out his tongue, cockily. Ten rolled his eyes and looked over at you,
"Would you like to stay for dinner?"
"Uhm-"
"She is staying, I already made her a plate!" Kun yelled once again from the kitchen. The other boys ran out of the doorway to the kitchen.
"I guess it's settled then..." Ten sighed and reached his hand out to you, which you took. You were led into the dining room where the other boys sat. Ten placed you in a chair next to his and Kun’s.
Kun had made zhajiangmian, a Chinese traditional celebration/comfort food aka Chinese spaghetti. It tasted so much better than the bread pastries and milk teas you had been living off of in the past year.
Everyone was very talkative during dinner, you even found out that Ten choreographs his own dances for himself and the others to perform and learned that Kun has a degree in music from a prestigious university in Beijing. The boys you had dinner with were really fun to be around and gave you lots of energy after the intricate start to the new semester.
You didn't realize how lonely your little apartment was until now, even when sharing it with your mother most nights. They made you feel so comfortable and content after lacking companionship since your high school days. Also the food was really good, thanks to Kun.
Everybody finished their food but still continued the little chat at the dinner table "And this one time, Ten ate butter thinking it was ice cream! Who does that!?" Yangyang finished off his story punching the table with laughter.
You glanced at the time on your phone. It was almost 10 o'clock and you had to get to sleep early for your new 8 AM class.
Ten turned to you when he felt short tugs at his hoodie. "Cinderella has to get home?"
The room got quiet with Ten’s words, but quickly exploded in a swarm of whines and begs for you to stay. You gave them an apologetic smile.
Ten stood up, pulling me with him, "I'll walk you home." He was already at the door, kicking on his shoes. Everyone bid you good-bye as you waved to all of them before you and Ten were out the door.
"It's this way." You motioned in the direction of your apartments. Ten nodded and followed your path. It was silent the whole way, but it was a nice silence. It was peaceful with just you two. Arriving soon, you  stopped in front of the entrance and turned around to look at Ten.
"Thank you for having me over, I really enjoyed it. Your friends are really nice."
"Of course. I’m really glad you came. I like spending time with you and I think my friends do as well."
Smiles were exchanged and hearts skipped, both of your breathing patterns were evident in each other’s dialogue. "Do you have any last lyrics before we end the night?"
Your building never shines like the others in its distance. The only light around you is the one that blooms in space and allows the stars to twinkle down to where you stand. Ten took your chin is his hand and created perfect eye contact:
"Look at the stars. Look how they shine for you. And all the things that you do.”
He tossed your chin up before walking off into the night.
To Be Continued…
Something by The Beatles
Yellow by Coldplay
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qianoir · 3 years
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I can’t upload long posts :(
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This was supposed to be posted yesterday, sorry for the delay. I have the sniffles :’)
IT3D 3 - Poison Mooncakes
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𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: college students!WayV x Chinese fem!reader
𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: college au, non-idol au
𝐑𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠: 18+ (Do not interact if you are under 18)
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: heavy cursing (censored), mentions of sex, love octogon, foreign humor, jealousy, mentions of racism/fetishization, touching, almost virginity taking (consensual)
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“As all of you know, this biology course will focus heavily on medical training so you will be spending the next week discussing phlebotomy with a partner. And It seems this class is even; please choose a partner to train with in class.”
“Y/N be my partner!”
Lucas tugged at your arm, but your gaze naturally fell on Ten, who smiled at you, “It’s OK. I’m going to see if that Hyo Yeon girl wants to be partners.” Ten stepped over some people to sit down next to the Korean girl from your dance class.
The professor gathered your attention again, “For the next three days, you and your partner will be studying chapter three of your biology textbook. At the end of this week, you will have enough knowledge to be able to take a bile of blood from your partner.”
Your eyes widened, not knowing if you trusted Lucas enough to give you a little stab.
“Spend this class time reading with your partners. We will go over the syllabus tomorrow.”
You propped your textbook up on your desk for you and Lucas to share. “Are human veins similar enough to animal veins for you to be taking this class?” You ask Lucas, remembering his animal science major.
“They differ quite a bit, but breaking the skin is the same for both species. Plus, if an animal bites someone while I’m working, IV fluids is an immediate treatment for that person so it would be useful to have a certification to do that I guess.” Lucas replies with eyes glued to the page, turning to the next after a moment.
“Look at this! Veins are sites that help warm up cold bodies.” Lucas reads, taking your cold hand in his own. His much bigger hands caress your skin, index finger running down a prominent vein on your wrist, the feeling making you shudder. The hands that were once cold, now feel very warm from his hand and the vein his finger entices feels warm while the surrounding skin is icy.
You don’t notice, but Ten is looking behind his shoulder at the two of you. He observes his friend’s grasp on your wrist and the way his fingers dance up your arm.
“You feel warmer now.” Lucas’s smile courses through your veins as you feel your entire body heat up. “Thanks, but I think your cocoon hands did most of the work.” He laughed and let go of your hand.
Ten turned away from the sight.
“Did you see here? Animals are immune to vein complications!” You pointed at a headline in the book.
“That’s a farce. My grandma has the worst veins I’ve ever seen.”
You lurched forward in your seat, trying not to laugh as hard as you wanted to. “Lucas, that's a horrible thing to say.” Tears pricked at your waterline as he tried to suppress his laughter as well.
“Can you please focus on this assignment?” Hyo Yeon sat back, annoyed with her partner. Ten shuffled in his seat, trying to do the impossible of getting comfortable. “Sorry. First day jitters.”
“What’s with you and that girl? Is she an ex? Or is the guy your ex perhaps?” Ten groaned. “No. It’s nothing like that. We are all just friends. Let’s get back to the readings.” He forced open his book, pages sticky with this morning’s coffee, to the correct chapter. And Hyo Yeon didn’t object.
It was now 4 o’clock, you and Lucas collected your items and headed down to the bottom of the lecture room where Ten was waiting. “How was working with Hyo Yeon? Is she nice?” You asked Ten, who only shrugged. “She is nice, doesn't really talk about things except coursework, but that’s how it should be.” He gave Lucas a mean look, his sudden mood change surprising you both, but decided to not press on it as his mood changed again.
“What class do you have next? Psychology with me I hope!” Ten excitedly questioned you, searching for the schedule that rarely left your hands all day. “Sorry Ten, the only class I have left for today is ballroom dance.” Both Ten and Lucas looked a bit upset at this information. “I have to go back to my dorm to get ready to meet up with Yangyang for a chem project tonight.”
Lucas wrapped you into an embrace gentler than the one that afternoon. “See you tomorrow, Y/n. I hope you had a great first day.” You pat his back, “Thank you, Lucas, you as well.” Lucas let you go and Ten gave you an awkward little fist bump little thang. “I’ll see you guys tomorrow.”
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Announcing your entrance with the door thrown open, you enter your dorm, making Xuejiao jump upon your arrival. She was on her stomach typing away at her computer. “嗨 girl~ How was your first day?”
“It turned out better than I expected.” You started undressing your outwear, “I made some new friends- and not with my professors.” You teased her.
“About that.. my astrology professor said he is not into Asians.”
“We should bring him a box for poison mooncakes for Halloween.” You suggested, plopping on top of her, exhausted bones enjoying the comfort of her bed and back.
“I’m sure the members of the Chinese Student Alliance would gladly help us.” Xuejiao closed her laptop and you removed yourself from her. “I’m going to shower now. I have to meet up with the guy I told you about. I don’t know if I will be able to stay civil in the library without hate-criming him.”
“You know when they say to ‘put your blood sweat and tears into a project’, it’s not meant to be taken literally.” She sighs and goes to give you a hug, much needed affection that you return. “I know you’re upset about leaving home, but try not to let those feelings determine your ability to make good memories here.” She brushed the little bangs away from your forehead before letting you go.
“It’s college! In the land of the free! Let loose and have some fun!”
Xuejiao was right. Maybe Yangyang is only a d!ck in my mind.
𝐖𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠.
“Why are you so late? I’ve been waiting here for-e-ver.” Yangyang enunciated his last word and yawned obnoxiously loud.
“You said to meet you here at 6:00, it’s 6:02.” You pulled up a chair next to him, placing your bag onto the wooden desk. Yangyang had chosen a spot near the back, by the books that pitifully collect dust. The only tell of your existence is the high arch of the ceiling that will echo any sound louder than a whisper.
“Did I? I could have sworn I said 5:00.” You rolled your eyes and took out your computer. “Anyway, I was thinking since the objective of the project is to follow the electromagnetic spectrum, we should melt metals that emit different colors.” Yangyang proposed a fascinating idea. Getting better.
“That’s a good idea. Do you have experience lighting things on fire?” You taunted the delinquent front of his just a little.
“Do you always have that pole up your butt?” You gaped at him in shock. “Excuse me!?” The words echoing in the tall space, a distant ‘shhh’ following.
“I just mean that you have never missed an opportunity to look at me sideways since we’ve met.”
“Forgive me if I prefer not to associate with faulted jerks who can’t own up to their attitudes.”
“Oh my God is this about me and my bike this morning? I apologized for that!”
“No you didn’t!”
“Well I am sorry. Seriously. You bought me boba even after the mess I caused and the way I treated you wasn’t fair.” Yangyang looked down, looking very vulnerable for the first time ever to you.
“Thank you, Yangyang. Let’s outline this lab, it really is a fantastic idea.” Yangyang beamed at your acceptance and compliment, eagerly pulling out his supplies to help.
An hour passes with you and Yangyang researching safe metals to burn and their colors. You peer over at Yangyang, his bottom lip is sucked between his teeth, his eyebrows crease above his eyes laced with frustration, and the grip on his pencil makes his knuckles pale. “Ugh I can’t figure out the outcome for this equation, but the book says I should get 1106.6.” He throws his pencil down on the table and sits back, throwing his head behind his chair as well.
You stand up to look over his notes with a hand on the top of his chair to steady yourself. “You’re calculating for the final equation when we haven’t even conducted the lab yet.” You chuckle and think that the poor boy is close to burning out. Looking back at Yangyang, you find him staring up at you with crossed arms.
Xuejiao’s words rang in your ears. Have fun and let loose.
“It seems like you could use a break.” You say, the thumb, from the hand on the top of Yangyang’s chair, pushing at his shoulder. His energy suddenly returns as his eyes shoot to where you are touching him.
“What are you doing?”
“Do you want a break or not?” Your hand detaches from the chair and caresses the back of his neck with your thumb reaching to run over his throat, the fading hairs tickling your fingers and his Adam’s apple twitching with each touch. His shocked expression doesn’t change as he nods.
“You’ve been such a brat to me today, I deserve a break more than you.” Both of your hands find his chest to glide down to the knee your place in between his legs, dangerously close to where he needs you the most. Yangyang anxiously whips his head around to see if there was anyone nearby, but the room was perfectly bare.
Part of him thinks he fell asleep in the library so he does not dare make a sound to avoid being CoIumbia’s wet dreamer for the rest of the term. He holds his breath when your hands start to play with his belt buckle. Your knee presses into the middle of his jeans and he jumps forward, knocking his head into your lip. You instinctively jump back at the painful impact and hold the lip that is now bleeding. Yangyang looks up with wide eyes and immediately starts apologizing, his arm reaching up to move your hand to see the damage he has caused.
You swat his hand away and start putting away your things. “I’m so sorry Y/N! I swear I didn’t mean to do that! I can take you to the infirmary or someth-” “It’s fine, Yangyang. I wasn’t keeping track of time, I needed to be at my last class 10 minutes ago.” Yangyang sat back still looking very guilty. “I’ll see you tomorrow.” Offering him a smile, you walked out of the library and back to the dance hall.
To be continued…
𝘲𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘪𝘳
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IT3D 3 - Poison Mooncakes
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𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: college students!WayV x Chinese fem!reader
𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: college au, non-idol au
𝐑𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠: 18+ (Do not interact if you are under 18)
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: heavy cursing (censored), mentions of sex, love octogon, foreign humor, jealousy, mentions of racism/fetishization, touching, almost virginity taking (consensual)
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“As all of you know, this biology course will focus heavily on medical training so you will be spending the next week discussing phlebotomy with a partner. And It seems this class is even; please choose a partner to train with in class.”
“Y/N be my partner!”
Lucas tugged at your arm, but your gaze naturally fell on Ten, who smiled at you, “It’s OK. I’m going to see if that Hyo Yeon girl wants to be partners.” Ten stepped over some people to sit down next to the Korean girl from your dance class.
The professor gathered your attention again, “For the next three days, you and your partner will be studying chapter three of your biology textbook. At the end of this week, you will have enough knowledge to be able to take a bile of blood from your partner.”
Your eyes widened, not knowing if you trusted Lucas enough to give you a little stab.
“Spend this class time reading with your partners. We will go over the syllabus tomorrow.”
You propped your textbook up on your desk for you and Lucas to share. “Are human veins similar enough to animal veins for you to be taking this class?” You ask Lucas, remembering his animal science major.
“They differ quite a bit, but breaking the skin is the same for both species. Plus, if an animal bites someone while I’m working, IV fluids is an immediate treatment for that person so it would be useful to have a certification to do that I guess.” Lucas replies with eyes glued to the page, turning to the next after a moment.
“Look at this! Veins are sites that help warm up cold bodies.” Lucas reads, taking your cold hand in his own. His much bigger hands caress your skin, index finger running down a prominent vein on your wrist, the feeling making you shudder. The hands that were once cold, now feel very warm from his hand and the vein his finger entices feels warm while the surrounding skin is icy.
You don’t notice, but Ten is looking behind his shoulder at the two of you. He observes his friend’s grasp on your wrist and the way his fingers dance up your arm.
“You feel warmer now.” Lucas’s smile courses through your veins as you feel your entire body heat up. “Thanks, but I think your cocoon hands did most of the work.” He laughed and let go of your hand.
Ten turned away from the sight.
“Did you see here? Animals are immune to vein complications!” You pointed at a headline in the book.
“That’s a farce. My grandma has the worst veins I’ve ever seen.”
You lurched forward in your seat, trying not to laugh as hard as you wanted to. “Lucas, that's a horrible thing to say.” Tears pricked at your waterline as he tried to suppress his laughter as well.
“Can you please focus on this assignment?” Hyo Yeon sat back, annoyed with her partner. Ten shuffled in his seat, trying to do the impossible of getting comfortable. “Sorry. First day jitters.”
“What’s with you and that girl? Is she an ex? Or is the guy your ex perhaps?” Ten groaned. “No. It’s nothing like that. We are all just friends. Let’s get back to the readings.” He forced open his book, pages sticky with this morning’s coffee, to the correct chapter. And Hyo Yeon didn’t object.
It was now 4 o’clock, you and Lucas collected your items and headed down to the bottom of the lecture room where Ten was waiting. “How was working with Hyo Yeon? Is she nice?” You asked Ten, who only shrugged. “She is nice, doesn't really talk about things except coursework, but that’s how it should be.” He gave Lucas a mean look, his sudden mood change surprising you both, but decided to not press on it as his mood changed again.
“What class do you have next? Psychology with me I hope!” Ten excitedly questioned you, searching for the schedule that rarely left your hands all day. “Sorry Ten, the only class I have left for today is ballroom dance.” Both Ten and Lucas looked a bit upset at this information. “I have to go back to my dorm to get ready to meet up with Yangyang for a chem project tonight.”
Lucas wrapped you into an embrace gentler than the one that afternoon. “See you tomorrow, Y/n. I hope you had a great first day.” You pat his back, “Thank you, Lucas, you as well.” Lucas let you go and Ten gave you an awkward little fist bump little thang. “I’ll see you guys tomorrow.”
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Announcing your entrance with the door thrown open, you enter your dorm, making Xuejiao jump upon your arrival. She was on her stomach typing away at her computer. “嗨 girl~ How was your first day?”
“It turned out better than I expected.” You started undressing your outwear, “I made some new friends- and not with my professors.” You teased her.
“About that.. my astrology professor said he is not into Asians.”
“We should bring him a box for poison mooncakes for Halloween.” You suggested, plopping on top of her, exhausted bones enjoying the comfort of her bed and back.
“I’m sure the members of the Chinese Student Alliance would gladly help us.” Xuejiao closed her laptop and you removed yourself from her. “I’m going to shower now. I have to meet up with the guy I told you about. I don’t know if I will be able to stay civil in the library without hate-criming him.”
“You know when they say to ‘put your blood sweat and tears into a project’, it’s not meant to be taken literally.” She sighs and goes to give you a hug, much needed affection that you return. “I know you’re upset about leaving home, but try not to let those feelings determine your ability to make good memories here.” She brushed the little bangs away from your forehead before letting you go.
“It’s college! In the land of the free! Let loose and have some fun!”
Xuejiao was right. Maybe Yangyang is only a d!ck in my mind.
𝐖𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐠.
“Why are you so late? I’ve been waiting here for-e-ver.” Yangyang enunciated his last word and yawned obnoxiously loud.
“You said to meet you here at 6:00, it’s 6:02.” You pulled up a chair next to him, placing your bag onto the wooden desk. Yangyang had chosen a spot near the back, by the books that pitifully collect dust. The only tell of your existence is the high arch of the ceiling that will echo any sound louder than a whisper.
“Did I? I could have sworn I said 5:00.” You rolled your eyes and took out your computer. “Anyway, I was thinking since the objective of the project is to follow the electromagnetic spectrum, we should melt metals that emit different colors.” Yangyang proposed a fascinating idea. Getting better.
“That’s a good idea. Do you have experience lighting things on fire?” You taunted the delinquent front of his just a little.
“Do you always have that pole up your butt?” You gaped at him in shock. “Excuse me!?” The words echoing in the tall space, a distant ‘shhh’ following.
“I just mean that you have never missed an opportunity to look at me sideways since we’ve met.”
“Forgive me if I prefer not to associate with faulted jerks who can’t own up to their attitudes.”
“Oh my God is this about me and my bike this morning? I apologized for that!”
“No you didn’t!”
“Well I am sorry. Seriously. You bought me boba even after the mess I caused and the way I treated you wasn’t fair.” Yangyang looked down, looking very vulnerable for the first time ever to you.
“Thank you, Yangyang. Let’s outline this lab, it really is a fantastic idea.” Yangyang beamed at your acceptance and compliment, eagerly pulling out his supplies to help.
An hour passes with you and Yangyang researching safe metals to burn and their colors. You peer over at Yangyang, his bottom lip is sucked between his teeth, his eyebrows crease above his eyes laced with frustration, and the grip on his pencil makes his knuckles pale. “Ugh I can’t figure out the outcome for this equation, but the book says I should get 1106.6.” He throws his pencil down on the table and sits back, throwing his head behind his chair as well.
You stand up to look over his notes with a hand on the top of his chair to steady yourself. “You’re calculating for the final equation when we haven’t even conducted the lab yet.” You chuckle and think that the poor boy is close to burning out. Looking back at Yangyang, you find him staring up at you with crossed arms.
Xuejiao’s words rang in your ears. Have fun and let loose.
“It seems like you could use a break.” You say, the thumb, from the hand on the top of Yangyang’s chair, pushing at his shoulder. His energy suddenly returns as his eyes shoot to where you are touching him.
“What are you doing?”
“Do you want a break or not?” Your hand detaches from the chair and caresses the back of his neck with your thumb reaching to run over his throat, the fading hairs tickling your fingers and his Adam’s apple twitching with each touch. His shocked expression doesn’t change as he nods.
“You’ve been such a brat to me today, I deserve a break more than you.” Both of your hands find his chest to glide down to the knee your place in between his legs, dangerously close to where he needs you the most. Yangyang anxiously whips his head around to see if there was anyone nearby, but the room was perfectly bare.
Part of him thinks he fell asleep in the library so he does not dare make a sound to avoid being CoIumbia’s wet dreamer for the rest of the term. He holds his breath when your hands start to play with his belt buckle. Your knee presses into the middle of his jeans and he jumps forward, knocking his head into your lip. You instinctively jump back at the painful impact and hold the lip that is now bleeding. Yangyang looks up with wide eyes and immediately starts apologizing, his arm reaching up to move your hand to see the damage he has caused.
You swat his hand away and start putting away your things. “I’m so sorry Y/N! I swear I didn’t mean to do that! I can take you to the infirmary or someth-” “It’s fine, Yangyang. I wasn’t keeping track of time, I needed to be at my last class 10 minutes ago.” Yangyang sat back still looking very guilty. “I’ll see you tomorrow.” Offering him a smile, you walked out of the library and back to the dance hall.
To be continued…
𝘲𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘪𝘳
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After Midnight 2 - Rhiannon
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𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: college dropout!Ten (WayV) x fem!reader
𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: non-idol au, angst with fluff on top
𝐑𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠: 13+
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: cursing (censored), lying, family problems, mentions death of reader's father, romance, this part determines the reader’s age but feel free to ignore
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𝟏𝟎:𝟎𝟎 𝐀𝐌
Should I call him? No! What if it wasn't meant for me? Idiot, there was no one else in the café of course it was meant for you! What if it's a prank? It's probably the number to a McDonald’s or something. And if it's not..? What if he never comes into the café again?
You woke up in a freezing cold room with an acquainted boy named "Ten Lee" on your mind, contemplatively staring into his napkin before finally deciding to text him.
You typed the 11 digits into your phone.
Ok... now what do I say?
Hi Ten, this is Y/N from Décalcomanie.
Hi Ten, this is Y|
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Why do I even care about this so much? It's just a text and for all I know this kid could be some kind of siren-vampire trying to seduce me with song lyrics at nighttime.. is that even possible?
Hi Mr. Lee this is Y/N from Décalcomanie.
Why so formal? Oh God I sent it..
It’s done.
You grabbed a towel and prepared a quick shower before continuing the rest of the morning. Intruding thoughts about Mr. Lee fill your mind under the water.. like.. why does he only visit the café at night? Your prior superstitious suspicions about him being a vampire fall back in mind.
At least if I get to be a vampire I can live this timeline as a doctor and make my mom happy, then be a dancer for eternity.
As much as you did not know about Ten, you still knew quite a bit about him. His favorite combination at the café is an iced Americano with pandan cake, his favorite color is black— you assume since it's the only color his outfits consist of, and he has a younger sister, which you found out after hearing him say 妹妹 over the phone one night.
The loud text notification sounds throughout the bathroom and you nearly slip trying to quickly finish your shower to check the new message.
Mom (Work)
My daughter! Your grandmother is sick, I am going to Incheon to bring her medicine and groceries so I need you to open the café today. I should be back to take over at 2 o’clock. Be careful on your own!
Unwrapping your body of your towel to dress into a nice outfit, you sighed knowing your Saturday would be another day spent on your sore feet. The café opens at 11 AM so you would only be working an extra few hours, but you hoped your mom would let you take a slice of delicacy home for the filial overtime.
“Aya!”
Another loud notification tone beamed from your phone, forcing your name brooch to prick at your fingertip. The screen luminated with an unknown number.
Contact Not Found
hihi Y/N! no need to be so formal with me! I'm only from ‘96 :)
Contact ‘TEN’ Added
TEN
are you free today? I was wondering if you wanted to get coffee and ice cream, if you're not sick of the smell yet ;p
You frowned remembering the plans your mother made for your day.
Y/N
I'm so sorry Ten my mom wants me to work opening for the café today :(
Figuring that was your ending, you packed a bag full of necessities for the day and walked to Décalcomanie.
TEN
why don't I come over there? the café serves bingsoo this time of year right? it’s barely the afternoon, not many people will be dining. we could still hang out if you’re down?
Butterflies soared in your stomach just like they do every night at 11:59 PM.
Y/N
Yeah that sounds perfect :)
TEN
okk see you soon!
Eek!
It felt so weird to think of seeing him in the daytime, especially after just mentally accusing him of being a bloodsucker.
Upon your entrance, the café was soon bright with morning light and you patiently awaited Ten’s arrival. Nearly an hour had gone by and there was no sign of him. You didn't think he would flake out, but you barely know each other so why wouldn't he?
Ten was right; it was pretty empty here this morning. You bent forward to hand one of the regular old women her tea in the Décalcomanie’s prettiest teacup upon your mother’s request of the best service for all of her regular customers.
The bell chimed with an open door. Your eyes blinked to the woman's upturned phone by her saucer.
𝟏𝟏:𝟓𝟗 𝐀𝐌
Could it be? You laughed at the irony in the thought, but when you looked up from the woman’s table, a rice cake cheeked boy stood across from you.
"I'm here!" He announced to the entire floor.
You bowed a greeting like you do for every customer and ushered him to the bar, "Sit down over here." where he sat in front of your standing form. "What type of bingsoo have you come in for, sir?" You teased.
"Coconut with vanilla ice cream! And.. two spoons?"
You blushed at the thought of sharing subtle intimacy with the fine young man before your eyes. You had only just met him, but you saw no harm in sharing a dessert with him as you would do with friends.. if you had them.
Nodding and running off to make the icy dessert, you heard the ripple of a writing pen. From the corner of your eye, peeked Ten orchestrating an English poem onto a stray napkin, his brown bangs falling on the bridge of his nose. These little actions made your heart jump; his passion for various styles of music felt so endearing to you.
You paid for the grandiose bowl of sugar and presented it to Ten. His phone lit up with a notification and you took notice of his wallpaper: Him with a disgusted looking boy that he was French kissing on the cheek. I'm not judging but.. whomst?
"Who's that?" You asked, handing him a spoon, taking another for yourself.
He glanced at his phone and blushed, breaking out in quiet giggles.
"That's my friend, Yangyang. We really enjoy our time together."
You hummed and smiled. They seem to have a good friendship, but you were still curious to know more about this Yangyang guy.
"So you attend university?" Ten asked before shoveling a high spoon of ice flakes into his mouth.
"I'm a sophomore at SNU." You replied, mirroring his bold eating style.
Ten spoke with surprised eyes, "Really!? That's a fancy school. Wow~ you must be really smart."
"Not really.. I'm studying dance. All I do is move my feet."
"I'm a dancer, too! It's a really hard and beautiful art, you shouldn't sell yourself short for being a part of it." He genuinely advised.
You looked down after thanking him for his kind words, suddenly feeling very bashful. "How old are you, by the way? You calling me Mr. Lee this morning is all I've been thinking about." You both laughed.
"I'm 20, turning 21 this year.” He nodded. "You're from ‘00? Yangyang is the same age as you!"  He exclaims.
"I’ve never met someone my age! How many friends do you have?"
"I have a few, but I’m closest to a specific six and we all live together."
"It must be nice to have so many friends. It’s been a little difficult for me to make friends this semester.." You stirred some melted ice cream around your side of the bowl, suddenly feeling very lonely in Ten’s personal presence.
"You should come over sometime! We love new friends!" He was pleading with his eyes for you to agree.
"Oh.. I don't want to intrude-" "No really! We would love to have your company. Here..." He flipped over the napkin he was previously writing on and scribbled a short address on it, sliding it over to you.
"You should come by tomorrow evening. 5 o'clock if it works for you." Ten says before finishing off the last bit of flavored dairy in the bowl.
You scanned over the inked napkin in your hand.
97 Saemunanro, Sinmunno 1 il-ga, Jongnogu, Seoul
"It's apartment number 117. Just call me when you get there because we may not be able to hear your knocks over the screaming." You looked at him in slight concern, but he only smiled in return.
Ten took out his card to pay for the bingsoo, but you stopped him. "Oh I already paid for the both of us!"
"Aww you didn't have to," Ten frowned, but handed me $20 anyways, "Here take this at least. A tip for my favorite barista." He winked and ran out of the café before you could protest.
"REMEMBER 5 O'CLOCK!"
Ten shouted, bumping into a man, who cursed at him, profusely bowing on the way out. You shook your head at his silliness and flipped the napkin over to a pretty poem.
She is like a cat in the dark and then
she is the darkness
She rules her life like a fine skylark
and when the sky is starless
To Be Continued…
Rhiannon by Fleetwood Mac
𝘲𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘪𝘳
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I FORGOT AFTER MIDNIGHT IS DELAYED COME BACK AT 12 PM EST INSTEAD OF 12 AM EST I’m still getting used to dog mom life
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writing divine lies, I've decided that it will only be one long post with the whole story. I may write a prequel or a mini sequel if it receives the intended interest.
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Divine Lies - Preview
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𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: Guardian angel!Winwin (WayV) x human fem!reader
𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: angst
𝐑𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠: 13+
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: cursing (censored), lying, mentions of death, talk of Christianity, angels, demons, eternal angst
𝐑𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐃𝐚𝐭𝐞: July 25, 2021 (read here)
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“Tell me what is on your back then?”
“A birthmark. I was born with them. Shouldn't you know this?”
“Those are the marks of a fallen angel.”
“I am— was— an angel?”
“You were never an angel, and you never will be. You are a sinner.”
𝘲𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘰𝘪𝘳
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adopted a forever friend to watch kdramas with me today 🐶
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IT3D 2 - Galaga vs. ET
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𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: college students!WayV x Chinese fem!reader
𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: non-idol au, college au
𝐑𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠: 18+ (Do not interact if you are under 18)
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: heavy cursing (censored), mentions of sex, nudity, love octogon, foreign humor, overbearing parents
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Your stomach started to churn during the lesson so you pulled out a handful of white rabbit candy from the front pocket of your bag. There was more candy than school supplies in your bag so you generously handed a few each to Xiaojun and Kun, whose empty tummies thanked you greatly. The professor soon closed the lecture and the three of you headed out together.
"I don't suppose either of you guys have dance next?" You ask the two boys with a slight laugh.
Both shook their heads. Kun pulled out his schedule, "I have biology." Xiaojun was searching for something or someone behind you as he spoke, "My next class isn't until 2. I'm gonna go try to find one of my other friends. I'll see you guys later?" Kun and you farewelled Xiaojun’s take off.
"Come on, I'll walk you to the dance studio." Kun offered his arm, which you accepted. "You know where dance class is, but you aren't in it?" Kun shook his head, "One of my friends takes dance, as well. He got so lost this morning, I had to help him find the hall."
"Wow I wish I had a friend like you four hours ago.." You told him, remembering Xuejiao and her useless a.ss. Kun smiled, "He should still be in there. He has like 3 dance classes mixed in his schedule." You took note of this and unlinked your arm from Kun's as he delivered you to the dance hall. "Thank you for walking me."
"No problem. I'll catch you around. Good luck!" Kun waved good-bye as you walked into the studio. Immediately, you were hit with shocking sound waves and saw a few very skilled dancers performing some contemporary urban routine. You walked along the far wall to the back corner of the room to put your stuff down then unpacked your dance clothes and walked into the dressing rooms.
Dressing rooms in China are usually very strictly organized to separate genders. The room you walked into did not clearly decipher what gender it was made for, so you could only hope you chose the correct one. You turned a corner housing unoccupied lockers and.. a man fully clothed in ballet attire.. thankfully. The beautiful Asian man looked up from fixing his tights.
"I'm so sorry I thought this was the women's dressing room!" You stuttered, blushing in uncomfy embarrassment.
The man chuckled at you and stood up straight. "You're fine. Everything on this campus is co-ed." He said with a small eye roll. "Oh.. that's a little.. discomforting.." You said, dragging your eyes to the floor to avoid staring at the beautiful man's beautiful body.
He pointed to your dance clothes. "You're taking ballet?" You nodded. "So am I. The class is about to start.. you should get ready quickly." He walked past you, out into the studio.
The strange encounter gave you chills. You wondered if he was the friend Kun mentioned. After all, he was the fourth Asian guy you had seen today. Am I just like a magnet for cute Asian boys?
Taking his advice, you quickly got dressed and slipped out into the dance room where the instructor was already giving his new term speech. You tried to attract as little attention as possible as you walked to sit in an empty space on the floor, which was a little further ahead from the boy you previously met.
"So enough about myself, let's go around the room and have each of you introduce yourself and tell us about your dance background. Starting with blondie over there." The instructor points to a pretty girl with dyed blonde hair.
"Hi, I'm Hyo Yeon Kim, I'm from Incheon, South Korea and I have been dancing mainly hip hop since I was seven years old."
The class claps and this continues for every student. Then it's his turn. He sits up straight and waves around the room as he introduces himself.
"Hi, I'm Sicheng Dong. I'm from Wenzhou, China and I have specialized in traditional Chinese dance since I was 10 years old."
So Sicheng is his name..
Suddenly, the studio door bursts open with a petite Asian boy panting like he just ran the Great Wall.
"S.. sorry.. I'm late.. I slept through the alarms.. I never set." The boy fixes his dance clothes which were thrown carelessly over his body.
"That's ok, son. Come in and introduce yourself and tell us about your dance history." The instructor motions for him to join the group. The boy suddenly has so much energy and brightly greets us, waving his hand high in the air.
"Hi everyone!! My name is Chittaphon “Ten" Leechaiyapornkul! I'm from Bangkok, Thailand and I have been dancing since the womb!!" Everyone laughs at his personality, except Sicheng, who just rolls his eyes, but still smiles at the bubbly boy. Ten takes a seat on the floor next to Sicheng who offers him a hi-five. I guess all the Asians keep it tight here, huh?
"We're almost done, you there, go ahead." The instructor points to you and you straighten your spine before speaking.
"Hi, I'm Y/N. I'm from Hong Kong and I have been dancing contemporary ballet since I was eight years old."
"Very good, Y/N. I think you will fit in nicely with our ballet class." The instructor nods at you before addressing the whole class, "Right, so we will continue to get into actual dancing in the next class. Thank you all for showing up, even if not on time." Everyone turns to Ten who just smiles cheekily in return. "Class dismissed."
You pick yourself up from the floor and decide to wait until everyone has changed to change yourself, since the idea of co-ed dressing rooms still doesn't sit well in your mind. While you wait in the corner, Ten and Sicheng walk towards you.
“Y/N, right?" Ten asks. "Yes, that's me." You smile. "We should hang out sometime! We have a whole clique of native Chinese friends you could be a part of."
"Actually I think I may have already met some of them. Do you know Dejun Xiao and Kun Qian?"
Ten nods enthusiastically. "Wow small world! I'll add you to a group chat with all of us. Give me your phone!" Ten takes your phone from your hands and starts typing your number on his own. The device is suddenly buzzing with new message notifications as it is returned to your hands.
"I can't be late to my next class- we can meet up later! See you, Y/N!!” Ten rushes out of the studio, leaving you and Sicheng alone in the corner.
"Sorry if he scared you. He can be a bit hyper." Sicheng says with a small grin. You wave him off, "It's fine. You should go change now."
"Are you waiting for me to change so you can be alone in the dressing room?" You stay silent. "If you've been taking dance classes since you were eight, you should learn that going out of your comfort zone is essential." Sicheng teases, but offers another option, "There is a better place to change if you're that uncomfortable with it, come on."
Sicheng leads you into the dressing room where you are met with various colors of boobs and a.ss cracks. You just look up and let Sicheng guide the rest of the way. You hear him giggle at your flushed face. You arrive at a spatial closet that is filled with hi-tech film equipment. "This is one of the theatre storage closets. Xiaojun and I hang out here a lot."
Sicheng looks around the room while you stand there, bag in hand and ready to change. His eyes land on you awaiting awkwardly in front of him and he realizes, "Oh sorry! I'll leave you to change." Sicheng apologizes and rushes out of the closet. You laugh at the quirkiness of the cute boy and start getting dressed up again.
Walking out of the storage closet, you see Sicheng waiting in the empty dressing room. He holds up your schedule as he notices you coming out. "You dropped this and I couldn't help but see you're free for a couple of hours. I was wondering if you wanted to get lunch with me and the rest of the guys in the group chat Ten added you to? My treat." He says, handing back your schedule.
You stuff the paper back into your bag, "I would love to."
"Awesome. Let's go."
The two of you walked around the campus and met up with five other Asian guys by the sculpted fountains, three of them being Xiaojun, Kun, and Ten. Xiaojun and Kun noticed you immediately. "Hey nice to see you again. I see you've met Winwin and Ten." You look at Xiaojun confused. "Winwin?"
"That's my nickname." Sicheng blushes. "You can call me 'Win.' It sounds manlier." He puffs his chest a little.
“Y/N, this is Lucas and Hendery. Hendery is from Macau and Lucas is from Hong Kong, like you!" Kun introduced you and Lucas gave you a hi-five, "Waaah what's up, little Hong Konger!?" You laugh as his hi-five pulls you into a bro-hug, where your face painfully smacks into his hard chest. "It's been a while since I've met someone from my hometown. What are you doing in America?" Lucas asked you.
"My parents wanted me to attend an Ivy League to become the best doctor in Hong Kong, so here I am with painful irony." You answered. "Cool, cool. I'm studying animal biology. I love animals, especially puppies."
"You are a puppy!" Ten calls out and everyone agrees. "We actually have a dog and two cats hidden in our dorm, but don't tell the DA." Lucas puts a finger to his lips.
"GUYS LOOK WHAT I JUST SCORED! THEY'RE GIVING OUT FREE CONDOMS!!"
The annoying, orange-haired, Taiwanese kid from your chem class ran to all of you with like 20 unopened condoms in his hands. All of the guys facepalmed and you just rolled your eyes at more of his immature behavior. Yangyang’s eyes fell on you and hid all of the condoms behind his back as he screeched, "What the hell guys!? Why did you invite a chick to hang out with us?? We can't have a girl knowing our manly secrets!"
"B!tch, you and I both know those aren't going to fit your 5’8” a.ss." You motioned to the golden X-tra large rubbers hiding behind his back. The guys except Yangyang laughed when his face started turning red, proving the accuracy of your assumptions.
"You two know each other?" Asked Xiaojun. "We have a.. history." Yangyang narrowed his eyes at you, stuffing the condoms into his backpack without breaking visual contact. "Get over yourself. We only met this morning." You scoffed. The young boy stuck his tongue out at me like he had done once before.
"Let's go eat. I'm starving." Hendery groans.
The group walks to the dining hall where different restaurants are catered to the students and staff. It was decided to eat at a Hawaiian rooftop grill. You sat near the edge with a great view of Manhattan. Winwin sat on your right with Lucas and Kun next to him. Xiaojun sat across from you with Hendery and Yangyang on his side, and Ten at the front of the long table. You looked over the menu placed in your hands.
"Get whatever you want, ok?" Win told you and you complied with thanks. The guys ordered a bunch of food for the table as well as for themselves; you ordered a simple ahi tuna poke bowl.
Upon the food’s arrival, Kun starts a conversation. "How is everyone's first day going?"
"My professor hit my wrist with a ruler because I said Galaga sucked." Yangyang answered. "You had it coming. You think ET: The Video Game should have made a comeback." Xiaojun attacked.
"None of you fools gave ET a chance." Yangyang crossed his arms and looked away.
"My calc professor ate an egg and bacon biscuit from Tim Hortons, then fell asleep." Win said as he stuffed his cheeks with macaroni salad.
"Did he ever wake up?" You wheezed and asked him.
"No."
"Hendery what's on your neck?"
"He got that good-good on the first day- my man!" Yangyang said with his cheeks full.
"Some kid in my aerophysics class launched a bottle rocket into my neck. It really hurts." Hendery replied, rubbing the sore area.
"D.amn."
...
"This dude in my psych class kinda packing no homo." Everyone groaned at Xiaojun’s comment, Ten just smiled and beamed him up.
Everyone finished eating and you offered to pay for yourself, but Winwin wouldn't allow it. You all walked back to the fountains you had met up. Yangyang, Hendery, and Kun left for their next class together. "What do you have next?" Win asked you. "I have biology." You replied.
"Oh you're with us!" You looked over at Lucas and Ten. Turning back to Winwin, "I'll see you later. Maybe we could have a movie night sometime this week, just you and me?" He proposed. "Sure. That sounds fun. Also thank you for buying me lunch, it was yummy." Win smiled at you. "No problem. I'll text you tonight." You nodded and parted ways with the lovely boy who walked with Xiaojun- the other lovely boy.
You walked off with the three Chinese boys, not looking forward to biology, but glad to spend the hour with your cool new friends.
To be continued…
*DA = dorm advisor
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𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: college students!WayV x Chinese fem!reader
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"I've only been in New York City for 15 hours, Xuejiao. And it's huge! I don't know these streets you're telling me!" You shout, ignoring the side-eyes from the passerby city slickers that give New York it’s bad stereotype.
"You're going down 96th Street right? I told you to keep going down. It's a long a.ss street. You'll find the campus eventually- look for the dome!"
The connection breaks as Xuejiao finishes the call, "I gotta go now, I’m trying to get in my astrology professor’s pants after class!" The line goes silent and you huff, opening up GPS to lead you down the forsaken 96th Street. Distracted with directions, some guy crashes into you with his bike.
"What the hell!? Watch where you're going!" You yell picking up your fallen bag- which scattered all of my weeaboo s.hit.
"Maybe if you didn't stand in the middle of the street, you wouldn't have wrecked my bike! You're lucky you didn't get killed by a real car!" You looked up at the ignorant voice and found a young, orange-haired Asian boy. Maybe Chinese, like me?
"I wrecked your bike!? You're really unbelievable.." You placed everything back into the bag and took out your wallet. "Look, I don't have time for this. I'm sorry for damaging your tricycle, or whatever- here." You threw a fully punched Xing Fu Tang loyalty card at the kid’s dumbfounded face and walked off.
It's 9:57 AM, your o-chem class starts at 10 and you still can't find the campus. Why did my parents even make me leave Hong Kong? Because of the government, the pollution? Both countries are f.ucked. I choke there and I choke here.
Finally, I'm here.
You ran to the STEM building and up the stairs to land in a spacious lab room. You hurried to an empty seat near the top row. 9:59 AM.. Thank goodness.
In the midst of the lesson, the door opened to reveal the same clumsy jerk you had encountered a few minutes ago. He rushed to an empty seat, you going unnoticed by him.
Your first 50 minutes of college went by pretty quick. Nothing more than a syllabus review and a small question/answer session.
"I know it is the first day, but you are all in big kid school now, so I am assigning a semester project you will work on for all of this first term with a partner." Each array of your peers groaned at this announcement.
"You will use your knowledge from high school chemistry or an equivalent to complete it." The professor continued, "I will choose your partners and you are both expected to be responsible with it all semester."
"Remember your partner's name so that when I'm done, you can come down to get each other's contact information."
"Man Wol and Ji An.. Ha Jin and Hae Soo.."
The professor continued to call out names as you were caught up in texting Xuejiao about the kid who crashed into you earlier this morning being in your class, only half listening until you heard your name being called.
“Y/N and Yangyang.." Did I miss a racist joke or something? What the hell is a Yang Yang?
You kept texting Xuejiao, deciding to deal with it after class.
"I know it's a lot to take in on the first day, but on the bright side, you don't have to do the project," Some idiots celebrated, "but know that I will judge you harshly on it and I will be teaching at an Ivy League while you get kicked out of an Ivy League, never achieving your dreams." He fakes a sad face and the same idiots fuss.
"Now come meet your partners and have a good rest of your first day!" Your first professor dismissed the first class.
You put your phone in your pocket and stumbled to the bottom of the classroom, calling out for "Yangyang," the name feeling awkward as it rolled off your tongue.
"That's me." You spun around and were met with the trike guy from earlier.
"IT'S YOU!" You exclaimed in unison with him, the space between you two silencing for a second, before you spoke again.
"Oh my God I can't believe I got such a d!ck as a partner." You rolled your eyes with crossed arms.
"Hey! It takes two to d!ck!" Yangyang argues back. You stared at the fellow Asian boy in disgust and dismay.
"What the f.uck!?"
Both of you suddenly broke down laughing, your huddled classmates peeking at you with judgemental stares.
Yangyang calmed down and talked more comfortably with you, "Thanks for the boba by the way. I drank it deliciously.. before I dropped it because I crashed again."
"That's what you get for being a pr!ck to me." You scoffed.
"Oh baby that wasn't being a pr!ck. That was simply getting you warmed up to want me." He tapped your chin to bop your head back while giving a creepy stare.
...
"You're a f.ucking crazy person."
"Like it or not, Mulan, you're stuck with me for an entire semester." He stuck his tongue out at you.
"Mulan?" You questioned.
"Yeah. You're a Chinese b!tch, right?" You glared at him, but had to nod ‘yes’ anyway.
"Cool. I'm Taiwanese.. I need to get to the other side of campus so give me your number so we can work out the details on the project. You wanna meet up at the library tonight?" You agreed and gave him your number.
"Great. See you tonight, Mulan." He winked and jumped out of the room.
Shaking your head at the ironic situation, you walked to the next class with a little over 10 minutes to spare, so you stopped for coffee at the Starbucks on campus.
The shop was pretty small and there weren't a lot of people inside. As you were about to enter, another Asian boy held the door open. "Thank you." You smiled, bowing your head in gratitude.
"Anything for a girl with such a charming smile. Can I buy you a coffee?" He asked.
"No, that's ok!" You replied, not wanting to inconvenience this guy- and besides, he might just be trying to get in my pants.
"Please I insist! Get anything you want!" You decided to take his offer because in the end, it’s free coffee. He was also pretty charming himself, and seemingly harmless.
"Could I get an iced Americano, please?" You ordered. "I'll have the same." The boy told the barista.
You both stood to the side of the bar, talking while the identical drinks were being made. "Thank you for paying, you really didn't have to." "No no it's really fine. I wanted to.. I'm Dejun Xiao by the way, I think I'm in your chemistry class. What's your name?"
"I'm Y/N." "Oh are you Chinese!?" You nodded. "I'm Chinese as well. Are you from China?" "I'm from Hong Kong." "That's so cool! I'm from Guangdong." "Oh nice, nice.." The drinks were handed to you and you walked out together, strolling into the center of the campus.
"What class do you have next?" Dejun asked, sipping at his coffee. You took out a crumpled paper to examine the schedule printed on it. "I have biochem next." "Oh we have the same class!" Dejun announced. "That's crazy! Are you premed?" You asked him. "No, I'm studying forensic science. I want to be a homicide detective.”
Wow this guy is impressive. "Wow, that's awesome.. I want to be a heart surgeon.”
“That’s so cool!” "Thank you." You laughed at his energy. The two of you walked in the direction of your next shared class, conversing and giggling with each other along the way.
You reached your next classroom and found empty seats next to one another. “You can call me Xiaojun, by the way. I think it’s cooler than Dejun.”
“If you have to say your name is cool, then it’s not cool.” Another Asian man walked up to your row.
"Hey man! You're in here, too?" Xiaojun asked. "Yeah! It was a lucky draw." Xiaojun then motioned over to you, "This is Y/N. She's my new.. friend?" He smiled at you, looking for confirmation. Returning his smile, "Yes I am. Nice to meet you." The other male shook your hand and introduced himself. "Nice to meet you, too. I'm Kun."
"She's from China, like us!" Kun was surprised. "Really? Why did you come to America?" "My parents made me." You shrugged. "Wow mine did, too." Kun chuckled and sat down in the row of you and Xiaojun.
I left China, but China came to me. Maybe this year is destined to be good..
To be continued…
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“You’re such a whore for having twenty-two as your body count!” You laugh while teasing the mysterious guy named Dong Sicheng.
His demeanor changes as the end of his lips tugged into a sinister smile. It happens so fast, he had already a strong grip on your neck. You choke out for air.
“Do you want me to make it into twenty three?”
Your mistake. The body count of winwin doesn’t mean the total count of the people he has slept with already. It’s his total kill.
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[2:56] The taste of dark chocolate and natural saltiness from Kun’s thumb lingers on your tongue as his hand draws back leading up to a smile of adoration on his face. His thumb was the only finger that landed on your tongue, the others smeared somewhere on your cheeks and nose.
He puckered his lips that you had decorated with strawberry frosting and golden sprinkles, daring you to make an even bigger mess with him. So you leaned into him. Your mouth gently chomped down on his bottom lip, much to the surprise of Kun, his candied lipstick falling into your mouth and onto the kitchen floor.
Kun’s lips were the greatest confection ever created.
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𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: college dropout!Ten (WayV) x fem!reader
𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: non-idol au, angst with fluff on top
𝐑𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠: 13+
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: cursing, lying, family problems, mentions death of reader's father, romance
𝐑𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐃𝐚𝐭𝐞: July 12, 2021
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𝟏𝟐:𝟎𝟎 𝐀𝐌
Well you can't get what you want, but you can get me
Your eyes attract to Ten's as one hand cradles your hip and the other delicately holds your palm against his.
So let's set out to sea, love
His eyes treat yours like they are the only others in the full room. Never breaking his gaze with a pitter patter in his heart for you and not the audience.
'Cause you are my medicine when you're close to me
Bodies swaying, the pain throughout both vanishing with each back, sympathy being shared for one another with each forth.
When you're close to me
Families watching, but not applauding, but at least I have you.
On Melancholy Hill by Gorillaz
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confession: haven't even written divine lies yet
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