This is the one place I can post rn without drawing attention to myself. I feel so dead rn. I don't think it's a full on depression coming, hopefully just related to my begrudging menstruation. I hate interacting with people. It's always a performance, obviously in sx work, but even in my personal life. It's exhausting. You have to talk to people to show them you care, but as someone who resents participating in life, it can be torture. And I feel like an asshole for not caring enough to check in, but unless im in hypomania, checking in is almost always at my own peril. How is it that I barely have any friends and STILL keeping up w the few I have is so hard to me. Replying to comments complimenting me is a struggle. Idk just feeling burnt out with so very little to show for it.

Can we just go ahead and dedicate the entire month of October to the Cramps!

Pastels? For Spring? Groundbreaking. . . . . . . . https://www.instagram.com/p/CMXfBH0nb98/?igshid=1x3f61644dury

Banned from Facebook for 30 days

That's where the vast majority of my depop & sw clients are

BUT I'm taking it as f r e e d o m from the self-appointed duties & the endless ignorance I encounter

And that's on zuc as #SelfCare

Death For The Whole World To See --protopunk kinda day https://www.instagram.com/p/CMH-WzQnzvC/?igshid=1pwm8qb38p9wv

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