all i know is pain
The Case of Luca Balsa, who has poor memory
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Iām just an evil person, right? hehe
(( no wait, luca youāre my angel
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just wanted to play around with Lucaās poor memory , not meant to be too serious _(:_ćā )_im nervous abt drawing more serious stuff haha
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would anybody be interested if i did commisions??
im getting a tablet and i need some extra money but idk if anybody would be interested :/
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Kaemugi cosplaying is my biggest hc for them
(In case you couldnāt tell I have no idea how to use markers-)
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Hereās a cat boy Kokichi I drew for my friend
Might draw maki later
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You deserved so much more than a mask in a world of deceit.Ā
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I have no coloring skills
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Itās been six days and 16 year old Karlie Lain Guse is still missing, with no new information about her disappearance or where she might be at. Last time she was seen, she was walking towards the direction of Highway 6. She has no personal belongings on her, including her phone. People in her life are adamant that this is completely unlike her and that she wouldnāt just walk away like that. Iāve seen tweets from her friends and family and they all fear for her so much. Please, letās help them spread her face around, it might make a difference!
edit: I canāt believe I forgot to add a link, my apologies, hereās another source to the news about her disappearance: x.
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No thoughts, just Kaimaki
(Also yes I know Kaito looks funky shh)
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Glimmer says violence is ok
Itās been said before but I love that She-ra has a sparkly pink character named Glimmer and her mom has to sayĀ āno violenceā before letting her outside
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Update:
They think I have late stage Addisonās disease.
I have more testing I have to do.
Iām without words. This is terrifying.
I canāt even let myself grieve or relax because I donāt even have enough money to be diagnosed properly OR treated.
So please, please. If you have anything to spare.. I need it now more than ever ..
I appreciate any and ALL HELP!!!
If youād like to immediately help me my PayPal is
https://www.paypal.me/YvesOrage
I donāt want to die because I canāt afford to get treatment. Iāve come this far.. Iām desperate. I need my community now more than ever. Please donāt let me be forgotten
BOOST THIS
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I have like three followers but Iām bored af
This will be interesting. Let it begin!
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Bruh this is the purest shit out there i-
Hands
I made a Kokichi/Kaito/Maki (Really it's just Kaimaki + Oumota) oneshot~ because why not~ Reblogs super super appreciated!
Kaito Momota closed his eyes and simply felt the world around him. The grass under his head reminded him of in his childhood when his Grandfather would take him out on top of thier grand hill and point out constellations.
He begged to be shown them over and over, wanting the night to always last until dawn. His grandfather, however, was too old to stay out all night and would eventually convince him to come inside. Whether it was by bribery, surely Grandma wouldn't notice a cookie being snuck, or telling him of the peril of the night (mention a ghost, and Kaito left there quicker then he came).
He thought about it. He was older now, almost eighteen, he could stay out all night. If, of course, the people beside him didnt mind.
He held both thier hands, squeezing them as he thought.
One hand twitched under his own. Not in a bad way- she just wasn't used to it. She was barely accustomed to have friends even, so holding hands had been just a fantasy until recently. He could picture her without even looking. She'd let her hair down just for this occasion, as it being tied up when you lay down can be cumbersome after a few hours. Her hair would splay out in the grass, if he so desired he could've realeased her hand and gently brushed through it.
Maybe later, he wanted to feel this moment for longer. So he kept his own hand in her calloused and scared one.
Kaito shifted his mind to the other hand, or rather the person behind it. He was unusually quiet, perhaps even he could sense such serene tranquility in a place like this? Or maybe he was preparing some sassy remark? He would never fully know, since despite now dating him, Kaito could never quite figure out the inner workings of his mind. Hell- he hardly understood his wide fake smiles, and the words that held falsity at ever turn. Yet, despite it all, the checkered scarf wearer had someone crawled his way into the astronaut's heart. And he wouldn't have it any other way.
Finally a voice broke the silence, though not the one he expected.
"Did you fall asleep? Dork," He opened his eyes, and he was almost postive the ex-assasin was rolling her own. He would usually counter her, but all he could do was smile.
"Momota chan," The other fake whinned "You can't just take us out in the middle of no where just so we can sprawl out and sleep! Point at the stars and start naming them already!"
His eyes landed on the sky, it was a gorgeous night just like he thought it'd be. Far from any lights, the stars glimmered brighter then he'd seen recently. That was one bad thing about living in the dorms of Hope's Peak; they were located in the middle of the busy city which made star gazing much harder than at Kaito's home.
"Alright, alright. So I'll start with the most common ones. The Big Dipper is-" halfway through his third sentance and already he was being interrupted.
"Where? Where? Wha-air?" The supreme leader waved his free hand in the air, impeding Kaito's vision.
"... You will have to point them out, Kaito." Was all the assassin said on the matter, her tone contrasting the childish one in his left ear.
That was simple enough, point out the stars. It's not like he forgot where the constellations were.
However, his eyes darted back and forth between the two people. He hadn't thought this through all the way.
"I think Momota Chan is going through a moral delelma~"
"Shut up Kokichi, I'm sure he'll choose in just a moment".
"Well Duh, it's an obvious choice. After all, Its between an evil supreme leader who plans on taking over the whole planet, and an assassin. He'll choose me."
"Kokichi!"
"Maki~"
Kaito, putting an end to the bickering, lifted up both thier hands. Much to each's surprise. Using thier own hands, he pointed upward showing the Big Dipper.
This continued, he pointed out all the constellations in the sky. By the end of it, the three of them were huddled together. Taking in the expance of space.
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everyoneās making ākomaedaās in smashā jokes but can you fucking imagine. if there was a reveal trailer and itās this nice tropical island and you hear footsteps in the sand and this pale ass hand reaches into a mailbox. the cameras in the area swivel to catch a puff of white hair as we hear the paper unfold. and then we hear His voice. āAhaā¦ what kind of luck will this turn out to be, I wonder?ā he says. And the camera reveals nagito fucking komaeda holding a smash letter. can you even imagine if that happened irl. what the consequences of that would be. i think that would kill me in one hit.
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Self check check list
ADHD can make it difficult to figure out how we are feeling physically, mentally and emotionally. Commonly it is due to difficulty with self awareness caused by our executive dysfunction.
This is a checklist I go through mentally to try and figure out why I might be feeling off. Referring to it helps speed up the process.
I feel off..
Am I sitting funny/ have I been sitting in this position for a period of time?
Am I mentally drained?
Have I been working on this task for a long time?
Have I eaten/ drank anything recently?
Have I been eating properly? Am I craving something specific?
Have I gotten enough sleep recently?
If not, am I being kept up by any specific thoughts/ worry?
Have I socialized recently?
Have I forgotten to hang out with my friends?
Have I spent time with my family?
Is how Iām feeling positive or negative?
If negative, have I experienced anything recently that I havenāt processed?
Have I fought/ argued/ had disagreements with people close to me?
Is there anything coming up that I am worried about?
Have I been making a lot of small mistakes recently?
Have I felt that I lot of things have been happening to me that I canāt control?
If positive, have I let myself enjoy the feeling?
If donāt know, has anything happened recently out of the usual?
Have there been any changes in my life, big or small?
Have I done my usual relaxing activities/ hobbies?
Have I been unable to follow my normal schedule due to any reason?
Have I exercised recently?
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Iāll stop when Iām dead m8
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