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                                    One Hell of a Butler
A/N: My recurring crush on Alfred and general love of Gotham made me want to write some Fan fiction. I’ve had The Character in My head since Suicide Squad came out and finally decided to write her down! Slight background of her can be found here. 
Also Gifs are of Leslie Thompkins but they represent My Character since Lee’s new style looks alot like Carrie’s.
Warnings: Cussing,None really. Will be Smut later on!
Part 1
I am The shadow they never see coming,Leaving nothing but feathers in my wake and marks at your back,I am his right hand woman. The Carrion Crow. Or at least I was….
Until the night Penguin kicked me out. His obsession with Edward Nygma or The Riddler as he was calling himself now,had come between us. We had started out thick as thieves,The Three Musketeers,who just so happened to kill people. Until Edward betrayed us,almost killing Penguin
“Yes and who saved me and nursed me back to health. hm?” Penguin questioned rhetorically. Then raised his eyebrows in mock remembrance.  “Oh that’s right! Ivy” He finished with a sarcastic grin. 
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I gave him a dark look.” I was trying to find Nygma.” 
“Right and where is Ed hm?” Penguin asks sarcastically,gesturing widely. “Cause I don’t see him.” 
“I couldn’t find him.” I admitted sourly. “You know hes good at hiding.”
“Whatever I don’t have time for this.” Oswald turns his back to me and says seriously. “I don’t need you anymore,you can go now.”
I stare after him in shock. “What? Why because you have Ivy and your new gang now? Fuck Oswald we’ve been together for how long and this is the thanks I get?! Because I couldn’t find your precious Boyfriend?!” I snap angrily.
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Oswald whirls on me,pointing a finger.  “OUR Boyfriend Cair or did you forget that?” 
I bite my lip,raising my eyes to meet his angry one’s. “ No Ossy I didn’t. But he turned his back on us to further his own agenda or did you forget that?” I snipe back. 
Penguin looks me right in the eyes as he said. “No I did not but I have my own agenda as well and it does not include you. Not anymore.”
“Ossy…” I try once again to get through to him,placing a hand on his face as he turns it away from me,his jaw set. I sense his resolve and lower my hand in defeat as I then hear Ivy enter the room.
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“She’ll never be me.” I whisper to Penguin as he looks down at me giving me a stubborn look,a look he usually reserved for those beneath him or his enemies. I saw a glimmer of regret behind his dark eyes but I no longer cared.
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“Fine. Goodbye Penguin.” 
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He straightened,hands clasped in front. “Goodbye Carrion Crow.”
I walk away,gathering my things,but not before I pass Ivy and say in a low tone. “He’s all your Plant Girl.” 
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I don’t bother to wait for a response or look as I walk out,shutting the door firmly behind me. 
Once I’m far enough away I let out a scream of frustration,anger and betrayal all at once. First Jerome (Or The joker as I called him) then Nygma,now Oswald. 
“Fuck Men.” I swore under my breath.  I had no where to go either,My former bestie Barbara Kean and her oh so lovely girlfriend Tabitha hated Penguin and by extension me for siding with him.  So they weren’t an option. I resolutely gave into the fact that I had no one else. Jerome was dead,missing or in Arkham,I didn’t know which and frankly didn’t care enough to find out or lower myself to join him again. 
I sighed and,shielding myself from the rain and dark clouds ever present in Gotham,I made my way out. Not knowing where I was going,maybe I’d find a decent house to squat in,seeing as I had no money. 
I found nothing. By the time I was done looking I was soaked,glad I had remembered to grab my long black feathered cloak. Tired and Hungry.
I spotted an alley and stepped towards it grateful to have some sort of coverage. I leaned against the cold wet brick and slid down,my eyes slowly closing,I paid no attention to the cold anymore. As my last thoughts were of Penguin. “How could you do this to me?” I murmured unable to prevent a tear from escaping,but it only got mixed with the rain dripping down my face as I finally fell asleep. 
I woke up to rough hands patting my cheeks firmly and an older British voice calling out to me. “Miss? Miss wake up!” 
I opened my bleary eyes and into a pair of older concerned blue one’s. “Are you alright?” I wiped my wet black hair out of my face and nodded. Knowing I must look a mess,soaked with running mascara and eyeliner streaked across my face. 
I didn’t notice when the man took a step back,standing. “The Carrion Crow?! dear lord what happened?”  He asked in surprise but also caution. It was then that I recognized that accent,the gentleman attire. I looked up,frowning. Alfred Pennyworth,Ex special ops but most notably Bruce Wayne’s butler. 
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Also the man who I had been attracted to since I saw him at a party Oswald had been hosting.  Alfred had put Ossy in his place that night. 
I couldn’t help but smirk at the thought. I was snapped out of it as Alfred asked me again,this time more firmly. “I will only ask one more time Miss Crow what happened and why are you out here?” 
I rose up slowly,then put my hands out when Alfred reached for his gun. “Always on guard Mr Pennyworth.” I said smirking.  
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“Well when you tried to kill me,A mate gets cautious,even when faced with a beautiful dame such as yourself.” Alfred admits,his eyes suspicious but also looking me over I noticed. I could use that. 
“I was only trying to hurt you not kill you. And only because Penguin told me too.” I admitted to him. “Plus I wouldn’t want to deprive the world of that handsome face.” I wasn’t playing,I honestly thought he was handsome. Definitely of the silver fox variety. 
Alfred looked down at me but I could tell he appreciated the compliment. 
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“So Miss Crow are you going to divulge why you’re out here.Sleeping in an alleyway and…Sopping through.” His voice hitched as he said the last words I noticed as he cleared his throat to compose himself. 
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“Well I can see flirting isn’t going to get me anywhere.” I said playfully,playing with the lapels of his long coat.  I step back  and take a breath. “Penguin left me. Or should I say kicked me out of his Mansion.” I answer lowering my eyes. 
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I was hoping that Alfred could tell I was sincere and not just pulling his strings. Unfortunately he didn’t buy it,as he crossed his arms and gave me a look. “Lover’s spat,was it?” 
I let out a laugh and rolled my eyes. “If only. No I’m pretty sure we’re done or he’s done with me since I couldn’t find The Riddler.”
“All this because you couldn’t find that Nygma nut?” Alfred replied,not convinced. 
“He’s obsessed and crazy in love. Key word crazy.” I sighed,impatient. “Look I’m freezing,if you’re not going to believe or help me,can I just go? So I can may be find somewhere warmer to sooth my ego.”  I say,more irritated with myself then him. 
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Alfred looked at me then,watching me rub my arms and frowned. I studied him him out of the corner of one eye,it seemed like he had relaxed and by his expression it seemed like he believed me now. Good. Because I didn’t lie,for one I was horrible at it. 
“Yes of course. I’m sorry Miss Crow.” Alfred seemed to collect himself as he nodded to me but I could tell he was nervous as he started to walk away. 
I shook my head in disappointment. I should have known even a supposed gentleman wouldn’t be nice enough or foolish enough to take me in. I started to pick up my bags when I felt a hand on my shoulder.
“Shall I get those for you?”  I turned to see Alfred staring back at me a small smile on his face. 
That little…Arse. To steal one of his words. He had wanted me to think he wouldn’t help.  “Look if this is some kind of ploy…I’m not going back to Arkham.” I warned. 
Alfred’s eyebrows rose in seeming innocence. “Of course not. Especially since you are mentally sound now,correct.” 
I smirked at him. “For the most part.” Actually compared to the other men in my life I was the picture of perfect health. 
Alfred leaned down to take my bags. “Now lets be on our way and out of this sodden rain.” 
I frowned,curious. “Where exactly?” 
Alfred grinned at me over his shoulder and gestured to the limo at the curb. “Wayne Manor of course.” 
I let out the breath I was holding as I followed him. I was going to actually stay at Wayne Manor with Bruce Wayne and more importantly…I bit my lip,Alfred Pennyworth. This was going to be…interesting. 
End of Part 1
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Knowing I shift there now...and the fact that I break up with Alfred and get back together with Ed & Ozzie once they reconcile 😂🖤💚
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This reminds me of My Character Carrie,The Carrion Crow. She’s like me but more Crazy and Dominant now. Carrie was in a relationship with SS Joker but was taken by Penguin,and is now in a Polyamourous relationship with him and Eddie Nygma aka Riddler.
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OUAT Memories
I am getting little flashes or resonance from my life in Storybrooke, Maine.
While watching the scene on Once where Belle is in the tavern and she talks to Grumpy aka Dreamy about his feelings for Nova. I got a feeling that that did happen with myself as Belle and that Grumpy and I grew close. We bonded over our relationship troubles which does extend outside of The Enchanted Forest.
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I also got another feeling while Regina and Mr Gold were talking (when Mary Margret was locked up) about working together and that he owed her. Yes it is about his son, but also about me. She brought us together and she can pull us apart...very much like her mother...
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I also get that in Storybrooke especially I am very invested in other's relationships lol because I am a romantic and love true love. Which is why I am close to Snow and Charming. I appreciate Emma's intelligence but she's closer to my sister Izzy. Though I am invested in her and Killian lol.
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I am also besties with Ruby/Red because she is a breath of fresh air and I don't have to be perfect around her. Same goes for Jefferson/Mad Hatter.
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Update: Surprise I'm apparently with Jefferson too! Not scripted. I had a memory of me being locked in my room or "grounded" because Regina did that when she didn't want me going out aka running into Mr Gold....and I see Jefferson at my window, I would usually sneak out and we would go have fun together, usually the forest or his house. At first it was innocent but then it became intimate and he told me we knew each other in he said "past" lives so as not to scare me.
Once I remembered though, he does admit we were together after I broke up with Rumple the first time and found myself in Wonderland. I also help reunite him with his daughter.
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would you mind elaborating a bit more on synastry overlay in the 12th being very loving xx
It’s very soft! It makes both parties tremendously forgiving of one another’s faults and adds this warm and tender air to the union that I think really allows both sides to be there honest and truest selves without backlash.
Sun in the 12th house synastry: It can add a huge level of depth as often the house person feels safe in the presence of the sun person like they can be goofy and playful and prideful without judgement mainly because the sun person represents the themes of their 12th house and gives them both the confidence and encouragement(subtle) to express that side! I think both sides can loose their sense of self in one another but in most cases it’s very sweet and very connected and these two are always alone together as if all they need were each other to have a good time! Both of them can act WAY different around one another than they normally would.
Moon in the 12th house synastry: THEY ADORE ONE ANOTHER! this is a huge intimacy placement as even more so than Neptune aspecting moon these natives literally see each other clear as day! They can sense one another’s feelings and one another’s fears, they can hurt when the other hurts and they can anticipate every vibration from one another like it was there own individual heart beat! Honestly this is a very gentle and loving house overlay be it friends, be it family, be it a lover! This person just knows you like the back of there hand and because of that the love the have for you is honest and pure due to it being love that is based on “what you are” not what they see you to be. Def the types to cry together and be very lovey dovey!
Mercury in the 12th house synastry: Very bubbly together! Mercury brings out so much youth in these natives! I’ve seen elderly couples with this overlay and the way they light up and beam when there lover comes around is so heart warming because even if they’ve changed, even if their loosing their minds or suffering from old age there whole bodies will glow at the sight of there lover! Often it shows a lot of mental and tender energy between the two! They have their puns, they have their incognito lango and they often speak in silly faces and smiles! It’s so deep and it’s a connection that runs deeper than words. These two speak to each other through energy and often that’s what makes them so deeply intertwined! Very protective of one another and I’ve seen this in those friends and lovers who don’t tolerate you talking over their buddy.
Venus in the 12th house synastry: This is something you have to experience as I can speak on it but words alone? Won’t do it justice. It’s a connection that is so sensualBut also so tender! It’s about letting go and also holding tightly with freedom and comfort! These two are usually deeply connected and often much of the affection and love they have for one another is instinctual as if they’ve met before and are just picking up where they left off! They know how to love and care for one another in a way that fits like a puzzle piece! They are tremendously gentle with one another and never overstep bounds set by the other but often I see that boundaries can often be blurry with these two! Romantically you can’t pry them off one another they just need each other and it can be a need so primal to them both. This is the couple that might act oblivious to one another in public but be so magnetically linked that they often crave one another.
Mars in the 12th house synastry: Contrary to belief this doesn’t always mean problems with assertion! Actually mars is always so poorly judged as a planet and only lessened to our more canine of instincts but infact mars is so much more! Its physical, it’s grounded, it’s our feelings and it’s also our sense of self! And often in the 12th house these natives will often find that anger is never a simple topic! They can let go of their angers and passions easily when it comes to one another often choosing the higher route and cautious decision making as to protect one another’s feelings! They always treat one another with respect and kindness forever and no matter what. This is so loving and honestly both parties tend to grow tremendously as people because they learn that anger is often just a mask for the emotions she choose not to acknowledge. It’s very humble and very childlike and these two can honestly be big cuddle balls and goofy as hell with one another!
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Taurus Female x Cancer Male
First Meet - 
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When they forget I'm a witch in both realities and keep running their mouth...and giving me nightmares.
Fuck HYDRA especially Baron Zemo, you don't control me anymore, you should feel lucky, It's my reality I could do more than just banish you. 😈🤬🖕🏻💔💥🧠
Update: Also did a cord cutting! MF's were holding on! They definitely don't like reliquinshing control.
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Hello dear ! tell me pluto opposition to moon is not bad harsh aspect🤯 i hope only one bad aspect in synastry is managable🥲
Hello dear! 💕
No need to worry! It's manageable. A single aspect wouldn’t make or break a relationship. 😊
Note on harsh aspects: I think it’s a common misconception that harsh aspects (squares, oppositions, sometimes conjunctions) are really terrible in relationships. We actually need these aspects to create interest, awareness, and attraction. Any form of relationship whether that be romantic, platonic, familial, or professional helps us grow as a person. We need to meet people different from us to learn about ourselves and others. The more we’re used to there being differences between people, the less likely we are to be judgmental and critical of others for not fitting what we think is normal. This creates openness, acceptance, adaptability, and awareness - all of which are important skills in life and in relationships. My advice: embrace harsh aspects in synastry :) Whether a relationship works out depends on many other things besides astrology, too.
I had my Moon conjunct my ex’s Pluto (2° orb) so I’m familiar with Moon - Pluto synastry dynamics. I’ll be real with you, there were very prominent themes of manipulation, codependency, and extreme emotions in our relationship. It was incredibly emotionally exhausting/draining for me, but it was a pivotal and transformative relationship in my life. I do not regret it because it taught me what I need in relationships.
*HOWEVER, this may not be the case for you because each aspect can manifest positively or negatively, so please don’t think your whole relationship is unhealthy based on one aspect! There were many other indicators that pointed to our dynamic. Also, I just want to be clear, synastry aspects are never an excuse for manipulation.*
My brother’s Moon is conjunct my Pluto (also 2° orb) and we’re very close. I'm his older sister and I'll admit I have a tendency to tell him what to do, and he's told me before I can be overbearing. But we love each other and I wouldn't intentionally hurt him so I listen to him, make sure I'm conscious of his feelings, and respect this boundary he set. We still have a healthy relationship. This is what I mean by aspects manifest differently. Look at the whole chart and remember we still have free will.
Moon opposite Pluto (+ all Moon - Pluto aspects)
Karmic connection -> major emotional transformation
The Pluto person really sees the Moon person for who they are and brings up subconscious emotions
In romantic relationships, they're attracted to each other’s emotional and sexual magnetism
Psychic connection
Vulnerability, depth, and intensity are main themes
On the negative side, obsessiveness and control issues could be present
The Pluto person might try to control the Moon person and the Moon person might feel easily manipulated
On the other hand, Moon and Pluto rule over Cancer and Scorpio so there’s a strong ability to relate to each other even though both planets are opposite in this aspect
Both find that transformation is often present in their relationship because the Moon’s emotions are very changeable and Pluto rules over transformation and rebirth. Both could heal each other and they probably change together in the relationship. Might mold themselves into what their partner wants. Could struggle to maintain their own identity.
Can indicate power struggles
Are very in tune to each other’s moods and feelings. They might find it easy to communicate their feelings
Both value vulnerability
The Pluto person might hurt the Moon person’s feelings easily
All Moon-Pluto contacts in synastry will likely find it hard to let go of each other if the relationship ends
Both bring out strong emotions in each other
Each know how to push the other's buttons
Has the potential to be very loving and supportive
Might be together for a long time
Strong, intimate bond. Very attached to each other
At their best, both parties feel emotionally regenerated when they're with each other
Can have very heated, destructive arguments but this can be remedied -> read below
Advice for this aspect: Both parties need to take a step back and recollect themselves when things start to get intense. Maybe even take a break, get your mind off your emotions, then come back and talk calmly and rationally. Give each other some space to be yourselves. Both need to be aware of their role in this dynamic and view themselves as companions, not enemies. Remember you love and respect each other first. Let go of the need to be in control.
I know this one was long, but I hope you enjoyed this. Read this with an open mind - not everything may be true. As always, take what resonates!
With love,
~ Celeste 💚
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Hi! Hope you’re doing well :) I’d like to hear your take on ascendant conjunct midheaven in synastry and how you think that plays out
Hi pepsi,
I hope you are well-rested. :)
ASCENDANT CONJUNCT MIDHEAVEN IN SYNASTRY CHART
This indicates that you might make some sort power due. Might not even be just romantic, it really depends on the sign here, but people could see you as a good team, goody mates or as really working well careerwise or you look like you are very much aware of what is your purpose together in the connection. You might feel like you truly see this person in your future as well. You could sense that you can rely on them. Yet, they can be quite detached or independent at times. This allows both of you to work well together, so you can come together and be a duo, but you are also good at work apart since you are highly independent. You might also feel like your reputation together is "determined" from your intitial meeting. Also, the roles you formed in the early stages of getting to know each other will likely stay the same. It will be very hard for the both of you to think outside those roles.
Keeping having an interest in astrology and learn more about synastry charts, they're really fun!
@astroismypassion
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When it Rains- One Shot
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This was inspired by a dream I had...Erik wanted me to write some smut for him, I guess I was taking too long lol
Warnings: Smut, soft daddy dom, erotic, shower sex.
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We had been driving in the dark for hours, "Erik where are we going?" I asked him as Hank Mccoy sat in the backseat.
"Home." Erik answered without looking at me, "My home."
I glanced over at Hank but didn't say anything.
"It's been a long time since I've been here. I just need to grab something." Erik answered our unspoken questions as we finally reached his childhood home and parked. "I won't be long." Erik said as he got out of the shiny black porsche and headed up the steps of the small cottage like house.
"What do you think he's doing?" Hank asked.
I shook my head, "Your guess is as good as mine." We waited until finally he came back pocketing what looked like a small coin and a journal. All that driving for this?
By the time he got back it had started raining, Erik somehow knew the car was having issues before we did as he knelt in front of the bumper. Looking it over, I got out with a sigh.
The sky seemed darker as the rain poured as did his clothes as they clung to him, he seemed lost in thought, frowning.
"Erik we need to go. I'm sure the car's fine." I knelt down beside him, cold in my short dress.
"It is now." Erik muttered as he pulled something from the bottom with his powers.
"Cmon you're going to get sick out in this rain and your miserable when you're sick, for everyone." I told him half joking half concerned as I rubbed his back.
Erik gave me a look but didn't say anything as he stood up.
"It's about time, you could have caught a cold and you're miserable when your sick." Hank reiterated from the back seat, with a grin.
Erik rolled his eyes as we got in the car. "Fine. I get it you two. let's go."
I will admit he did look good all wet like that...his black turtleneck and slacks clinging to all the right places, showing off the muscles in his arms, his dark hair glistening as he swiped it back. "You do look good wet though." I told him playfully.
Erik smirked back at me, putting a hand on my knee as we pulled away.
Hank shook his head at us, "Can you guys wait till we're back at the mansion?"
Once we arrived back at Xavier's mansion, Hank split off from us saying he needed to talk to Charles in his lab.
We waved goodbye, holding hands as we got to Erik's room. Once inside Erik peeled off his turtleneck, "I need to take a shower." He replied noticing me stare at him he smirked holding out a hand, "Care to join me?"
I smiled back, of course I did, as I took his hand. Erik led me into the bathroom, using his powers to turn the shower on, as we undressed, then without saying anything Erik picked me up, my legs wrapped around his waist.
Guiding us into the shower, Erik grabbed my jaw gently kissing me then passionately as I wrapped my arms around his neck. "Do you want me?" Erik asked his voice low.
"Of course I do." I whispered back, still kissing him.
That was all he needed as he held me, thrusting up into me as I sank down onto him, we moaned in unison at the feeling. It had been too long since we'd been like this.
The water ran down our bodies, as he fucked me, slow at first but then picking up the pace as he grasped my throat lightly, the other one tangled in my hair as I held onto him.
Erik fucked me through my first orgasm of the night as he held me up against the shower wall. He wasn't far behind, as I felt him pulse inside me.
We came down from our highs then but this was not the end. "I'm not done with you yet..." Erik murmured in my ear, his tone a promise or a warning of things to come.
Erik held me to him, still inside me as we got out, as he carried me to the bed, flicking his fingers as the heater turned on.
I laughed a bit when he dropped onto the bed, pulling out and peppering my neck with kisses. Erik raised an eyebrow with a smirk, "Is this really a laughing matter?"
I shook my head then, biting my lip. "No sir."
"Good. Cause I would want you prepared for what I'm going to do next, or how long we're going to be..." Erik said his voice low with lust.
I closed my eyes as he kissed down my body, running his hands down me as well. "I need you Erik please." I moaned softly.
Erik stopped then looking up at me, "What was that little one?"
"Please Daddy." I begged again, as he leaned over me, grasping my wrists with his hands. His blue eyes dark with lust and hunger.
"Good girl. But...I'm not going to just take you My love, I'm going to make it last." Erik murmured as he kissed me softly.
As we continued kissing I heard his voice in my mind through the psychic bond we shared. {I'm going to go slow, take my time with you.} He promised as I felt him already hard again, slowly enter me, I let out a small whine at the feeling of him entering me.
{I want you to feel every inch of me, as I slowly make you submit.} Erik whispered through our bond as he did just that. Letting go of my wrists so I could touch him as he slowly pulled all the way out then all the way back in. Erik groaned then as he felt me clench around him, kissing my neck.
{Ah not yet. I want you to enjoy it. You're mine. as I am yours and I want you to feel everything I have for you...}
{I do. It feels so good.} I whispered back through the bond, my eyes closed.
{Good. Cause I want to pleasure you all night long. I don't want to fuck you into submission I want you to feel it gradually. Do you?}
{Yes.} I answered back as he moved slowly inside but pushing deeper each time.
{That's a good girl. Look at me.} Erik demanded soft but firmly as he grasped me by the neck. I opened my eyes staring into his blue one's still hungry but filled with love as well. He didn't squeeze on my neck just kept his hand there, flattening his palm pressing down a bit to show he could choke me but he wouldn't just yet.
As Erik sped up slightly faster and deeper, he'd thrust harder and then hold it there when he thought I was about to cum, once the feeling had died down, he'd pull almost all the way out slowly and then back in again.
I could tell he was enjoying teasing me, as he smirked down at me. {I could do this all night long. Can you?}
{I...I'm not sure.} I answered honestly,squirming a bit under him, needing a release.
Erik stopped moving when he felt me squirm but pressed into me deeper. Then relented, {Yes you can. But I'll let you come this time.}
As he thrusted into me deeper and harder then before, I moaned out his name as I came around him.
"Oh we're not done yet." Erik whispered in my ear, "We're not done until I am. And I am far from ready to come myself."
With that Erik slowly fucked me through my second orgasm, and then my third as I shook around him, I could feel everything then as he soothed my orgasm with his touch, soothing my insides with his cock.
He promised all night and delivered as he held me to him and slowly made love to me, making me feel every inch of him over and over again, he was so hard,it felt so good. He didn't stop even when I felt myself drifting in and out of consciousness only kissing me to wake me up.
{Hold on my love I'm almost there.} Erik encouraged me, yes at times he would take me while I was sleeping but not while in the middle of us having sex. He wanted me alert and receptive this time, he knew by the look in my eyes I was spent but also in subspace.
{Daddy please cum in me.} I wasn't sure how long I would last. My orgasms had been one long drawn out feeling, my limbs weak as I came one after the other. The feeling with him was like always spiritual, out of body, incredible. My mind hazy.
{Alright little one, just cause you asked so sweetly.} Erik teased as he picked up the pace, the warmth of him indicating he was close. As he pulled me towards him, thrusting deeper as he came hard, the warmth of him spreading through me. {Oh that's it sweetheart, take all of me.}
we both let out a contented moan at the feeling. Erik held me to him for a while longer until he finally rolled off me. I sighed, as he wrapped his arms around me.
"How was that my love?" Erik asked in my ear, kissing my shoulder.
"Amazing as always." I answered back smiling as I snuggled into him.
"Do you need anything?" Erik asked, always very attentive after wards.
"No just you and sleep." I murmured my eyes already starting to close again.
"As you wish. I could use the sleep as well." Erik murmured back as he rested his chin on my head, letting me burrow into him as we fell soundly asleep.
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A/N: This was inspired partially by a dream I had. As this is My Marvel DR this will not be in MCU chronological order. In my reality the snap/blip only lasted a year on earth but 5 in whatever dimension they were sent to. And the years are different.
Warnings: Smut, slight daddy kink, oral
Pisces Season- A Red Widow One Shot
March 10th 2017
Lilianne Liandre' glanced up in the vicinity that she knew Bucky Barnes would be, watching her from a rooftop, and smirked.
"Like what you see Buck?" She asked over the comms her tone teasing.
"What's not to like?" Her boyfriend quipped back in amusement.
Lilianne just lightly laughed as she walked down the city streets of New York, seemingly window shopping. Knowing she looked good in the ripped jeans with the red fabric peeking underneath that she'd changed into earlier, seemed Bucky appreciated the view as well. "Keep your mind not in the gutter Bucks...we're on a mission remember?"
"Oh I know, I can multitask." Bucky teased back.
They were actually on a mission for SHIELD, seemed like they had another bomber in their midst, this one had an alien weapon with them. Damn how were they finding these? How many did those guys drop after the snap anyway?
Lili was tasked to stay on the ground, undercover and let Coulson know if they found anything, while Bucky was scouting from the rooftop with a sniper rifle. In case anything went sideways which it usually did.
The streets were sectioned off by construction tape and signs. People wouldn't know it was SHIELD and they wouldn't get hurt either.
A low whistle sounded, seemed like Bucky had found something or someone.
"What is it?" Lili questioned over the comms.
"Back entrance of that shop, looks like we found the bomber." Bucky answered. "Want me to take care of it?"
Lili shook her head, "No. You may hit the weapon. I'll handle it." Lilianne snuck around the building, using her abilities to stick to the shadows unnoticed.
The bomber, male early 20's, looked up then as she came up behind him, the weapon he was hiding let out a high pitched screech then and Lili dropped out of the shadows holding her ears. As the guy looked at her, raising a gun.
Lili managed to shield herself with her shadows just in time as the gun went off.
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Bucky saw her fighting the guy, surprised he had gotten the jump on her, he slid down the roof, using his super soldier speed to rush the guy and hit him in the face with a vibranium fist.
Helping Lili up, he looked at her in concern. "Are you ok?"
She nodded back, putting her black Marvel cap back on. "Yeah I'm alright."
"Who was that? How did he see you?" Bucky wondered with a frown.
"It wasn't him, it was that." Lili replied, pointing to the alien weapon that had fallen out of the guys jacket. "It could sense I was there."
"How?" Bucky wondered.
"I don't know." Lili engulfed the sizable alien artifact within shadow, placing it into a bag. Careful not to touch it. "That'll be a job for Fitz Simmons. I'll call in agents to detain this guy."
She starts to reach for her phone when an older male voice answers seemingly out of nowhere. "No need. We got this." Phil Coulson stands there smiling at them.
Lili smiles back, "Hey Da- I mean Agent Coulson. Their all yours." Lilianne stops herself from calling her adopted father that, needing to be professional.
Coulson puts a hand on her shoulder, "They know your my daughter Shadow no need to be so professional." He grinned. "Save that for when were at headquarters."
Lili nodded, giving a small smile. "Thanks Dad."
"We'll take things from here. Given its Lili's birthday tomorrow You two can take some leave, Bucky don't you have a birthday also?" Coulson questioned, looking at Bucky.
Bucky nodded back, "Yes Sir." A bit more serious around Coulson, given that was his new boss.
Coulson raises an eyebrow, "1004 now isn't it? You look good despite it."
Bucky couldn't suppress a smirk at that. "Yep. Thank you sir, cryo sleep will do that."
Lili grinned at the banter between the two, seeing Bucky relax. "Well we should head on home, cmon old man."
Bucky gave her a look at that shaking his head.
"Have fun you two." Coulson grinned as he picked up the bag and walked off.
They reached Bucky's motorcycle as Bucky started it, getting on and Lili took the backseat, her arms around Bucky's waist as they drove home.
Well okay home was actually Bucky's one bedroom apartment. Which as he unlocked the door to let them inside, Lilianne could see wasn't much of one....as she looked around, taking off her hat and quirking an eyebrow. "I see not much has changed."
Literally nothing had. It was still simple, clean...ish and well pretty bare actually.
"Hey I'm a minimalist." Bucky shrugged as he turned a light on.
Lili gave him a look, " There's minimal and then there's...this." It didn't look like he rarely if ever lived here to be honest. "Bucky do you sleep out here?" She gestured over to the blanket and pillow over by a chair on the living room floor, next to a small tv.
Bucky took his own cap off, running a hand through his hair, "Yeah so? I find it more comfortable."
"More comfortable then a bed?" Lili asked skeptically then noticing the scrutinizing was getting on Bucky's nerves, she changed the subject. "Sorry I just..."
"It's not like you've never been here before." Bucky remarked looking over at her.
"It was when you first moved in, I thought you were still settling." Lili shrugged. "But hey it's better than staying on plane." She remarked.
Bucky scoffed, "Right. That plane might as well be a suite. But...did we really come here to talk about my decorating habits?"
"Or lack thereof." Lili teased. "No we didn't."
Bucky walks over to her, putting his arms around her waist. "Good. I was hoping you would say that."
"What exactly did you have in mind?" Lilianne smirked up at him flirtatiously.
"A few things actually..." Bucky murmured, with a grin. "Like this for one." Bucky leaned down kissing her softly.
Lili closed her eyes, enjoying the feel of Bucky's lips on her and his strong arms around her as she played with his hair. "I like that..."
"Yeah? Well I do have an actual bed you know." He implied suggestively.
"Really? Wow. Progress." She teased back, smiling.
Bucky smirked, "Ha ha. C'mere Doll, let me show you." Without another word he picked her up and carried her to the small bedroom.
Lili laughed when he did so, once inside the room, just as bare as the rest of the house save for a worn dresser, some vintage collectibles on top and a full size bed, Bucky set her down and went to sit on the bed taking off his hoodie, waiting.
Lilianne grinned knowing what he was waiting for, she slowly took off her bomber jacket, giving him a show as she shook out her long dark hair with it's purple streaks, Lili walked slowly over to Bucky.
Bucky smirked as Lilianne put her arms around his neck, "Happy Birthday Sergeant." She whispered. "Happy Birthday BabyDoll." He answered back his voice low and his eyes fixed on hers.
No words were needed then as Bucky pulled her close, kissing her again more passionately then the first. His hands running over her body, settling on her rear as he squeezed, causing a moan to escape from Lili.
Lilianne ran her own hands over Bucky's chest clad in his tight black t shirt. Bucky grinned around her lips, "Damn I love how your ass feels in these jeans."
"I bet it feel even better without them.." Lilianne said softly, still kissing him.
Bucky gave her a wide smile at that. "I'm sure it would." He agreed, as he broke the kiss, standing up he turned her around, moving her hair to one side as he kissed her neck softly, down her shoulder blades, as he moved the strap of her black tank top down.
Lilianne let out a light gasp as her eyes fluttered closed, Bucky could be gentle but was dominant at the same time and she loved it. She never felt safer than when his arms were around her or his hands on her.
Bucky knew that, he felt the same. Their first time had been cautious and gentle but still spiritual once they gave into each other and put there fears aside. And after that things were never the same, now they were intune to one another as much as two people could be.
Bucky knew all her tells, and knew when to push and when not to. Lilianne was in a habit of wanting to go fast, of getting what she wanted quick, Bucky had taught her to appreciate making love, going slow and to enjoy it, that she could trust him.
Like now. They weren't tearing each others clothes off, no Bucky had more patience than that. As he dragged one hand down her arm, moving his metal hand around her waist, holding her close but not pressing hard enough to hurt her.
"Do you want me?" Bucky asked in her ear, his voice husky. Knowing she loved the way he sounded when he got more needy.
"Yes, Bucky please." She breathed out, her own voice wanting.
Bucky gripped her hips when he felt her squirm a little. "Patience Doll." He warned. Lili stopped, knowing if she got too needy Bucky would stop, like he had before.
Bucky's gentleness and going slow was almost like four play in itself. But he could go all night this way, making her feel everything.
Bucky turned her around then, cupping her face as he kissed her deeply. The coolness of his metal hand feeling good against her skin. Lili couldn't help herself as she pushed lightly against his chest, as he let her push him onto the bed.
Bucky gave her lustful grin as took his shirt off. Lili's heart beat faster as she looked at his well defined chest, one of the benefits of being a super soldier, Lili then took off her own top as she smirked down at him.
Bucky's eyes roamed over her as his hands ran up her. Lili leaned down then, kissing him as she moved on top of him. Bucky groaned, the friction turning him on even more.
"Now who's needy?" Lili remarked, as she kissed down his chest. "Can I?" She asked.
Bucky nodded, running his hands through her hair as she went lower. Kissing until she got to the waist of his jeans, she slowly took them off.
Already noticing how hard he was underneath his briefs, she smirked as she pulled those off as well. Her eyes brightening, she loved how naturally big he was, despite what others said size did matter.
Lili took him then, running her nails up his length as she heard Bucky shiver at her touch. Lili opened her mouth more as she took him in deeper. Bucky grasping her hair tighter now. His head back, breathing heavy as she continued to lick and stroke him.
When it got too much for him, Bucky stopped her, pulling her away. "Ah Doll I don't want to cum yet. C'mere."
Lili obliged, crawling up him. Instantly Bucky moved and had her pinned under him. Bucky laughed low at Lili's sudden gasp. "My turn." He gripped her wrists with his metal hand, not wanting her to move, as he moved his other hand down her, undoing her bra, he grasped her breasts as he kissed down her neck, then reached her breasts, licking and sucking on her nipples, his tongue swirling around them slowly.
With a loud pop, he released her, then ran his hand down her stomach, kissing her stomach as he unbuttoned her jeans, dipping his hand underneath them, rubbing her over her underwear slowly teasing her as she let out a whine needing more.
Bucky stopped then, his fingers hovering over her so all she could feel was the heat of their energy between them. "Patience baby, stop squirming or I'll stop." He warned.
"Sorry I just...need you." She practically begged. Biting her lip to keep from moving.
"I know." Bucky smirked as he released her wrists, so he could take her jeans off. Along with her underwear, noticing how wet she already was. "Mmm all for me. I think I may need to test how ready you are though." With a dark glint he ran his metal hand down her body.
Lili took in a breath at the feel of the his cool metal fingers pushing into her, almost like she was fucking a toy but this was better and very much alive. She always loved the different sensation those metal fingers brought her and he knew it.
As he brought her to the edge and then stopped. "Not yet. Breathe...this is going to be awhile." Bucky knelt down then as his mouth latched onto her, Lili gasped loudly her head back at the first feel of his tongue against her.
Bucky didn't stop then as he licked and sucked her, his tongue delving deep inside as his fingers did the same, his other hand running up her clit lightly. He stopped long enough to tell her to cum. And once his steel blue eyes met her honey ones, she came hard her legs shaking and back arching as he held her down, not stopping until she calmed down.
When she finally came down, Bucky leaned over Lili, whispering in her ear, "Good Girl. But I'm not done yet." His voice husky. As without warning he slowly entered her, making her feel every inch of him as she tried to not cum again at the sheer feeling of him.
Bucky moaned, loving the way she felt just as much as she did, as he slowly stroked her with his cock, over and over again. Holding her close now, he rolled so she was on top of him as he sat up.
Lili moaned at the new sensation, he felt even deeper and harder inside her as he lifted up, she grasped him as she moved on top, kissing him deep. Bucky held her to him, slowly running his hands up and down her body,memorizing every inch of her as she ran her hands through his hair and then down his chest.
Bucky touched her face, gripping her jaw lightly, "Look at me Babydoll." His tone gentle but commanding as she stared at him. They looked into each others eyes as he touched her lips, and softly kissing and licking them as she bit his lower lip lightly.
They moved together as one, wanting to cum but not needing it. They were just enjoying the feeling of being close together again of the sensations coursing through their bodies, giving each other pleasure not searching for a climax. It would happen when it happened.
Bucky broke first as he gripped her waist, "Baby, Daddy's gonna cum. Are you ready?"
Lilianne grinned at the pet name he rarely used. "Yes cum with me Daddy." She was so ready one last push and she'd be there.
Bucky took that opportunity to go as deep as he could, practically moving her as if she was a real doll, moving her almost all the way off him only to push her back down and thrust into her as deep as he could as he came inside her with a deep moan.
Lili came at the same time, not being able to stop herself from letting out a loud cry as he fucked into her hard, gripping onto him as they came together, shaking. Black exploded behind her eyes but she managed not to pass out once the sensations died down.
Bucky held onto her his breathing heavy, his forehead touching hers. "Fuck I love you."
"I love you too." Lili murmured back.
After a bit Lili managed to roll off him then, still breathing heavy. This was more of a work out then training.
Bucky got up then, cleaning them both up as he crawled back into bed with her, covering her up with a soft red blanket. "Damn that was a great birthday present don't you think?" Bucky commented as he pulled her close to him.
"Absolutely." Lili replied sighing happily, laying on his chest. "Breakfast in bed tomorrow?" She suggested.
Bucky grinned down at her,kissing the top of her head. "Of course." He wasn't a great cook but he'd try.
"Oh I meant I'd cook, we both know your version is take out or the microwave." She teased.
Bucky chuckled, "Ha fine with me, Just means I don't have to. But for now we need sleep."
Lilianne nodded grinning. Yes they did, she agreed. Snuggling up to Bucky as his strong embrace and warmth lulled her to sleep.
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The Red Widow- A Marvel AU
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A/N: No smut this chapter, sorry! I'm not really in the mood to write her and Zemo but I'll make a one shot of it! My face claim is Chloe Bennet.
Part 4
Part 5- Three's a Crowd
After their night together, Lilianne and Helmut got back to his place. Once they step inside they are met by a very pissed off Bucky Barnes, he doesn't ask where they had been all night, he didn't have to. As he immediately pinned Zemo to the wall.
"You son of a bitch. How did you convince her? Did you drug her?" Bucky practically growled, his voice low and angry. When Zemo didn't reply, Bucky grabbed him by the throat. "I should kill you right now."
"Bucky stop!" Lili cries out, "It wasn't like that. He didn't force me, I want to." I looked at him, hoping he would believe me.
"I asked her-" Zemo started to add until Bucky gripped his throat tighter. "You coerced her." Bucky ground out, glaring at Zemo.
"No I...well their may have been a little coercion but I wasn't manipulating her." The Baron admitted.
"Bucky just let him go. Can we talk in private please?" Lili asked.
Bucky's expression never changed but he did as Lili asked, letting Zemo go.
"I knew as soon as we walked in here and saw the look on your face.." Zemo muttered softly, "Bucky don't you think it ironic that you are doing the same thing I used to? Controlling her and not trusting her judgement? Let me spell it out for you James, her and I had a wonderful night and it was entirely consensual."
Bucky shot him a look, shaking his head, "Not if you activated The Red Widow. Did he?" Bucky questioned looking at Lili.
Lili nodded, "Yes." She could tell by the way she had responded to him. "But I wasn't brainwashed this time, I knew what was happening."
Zemo nodded in agreement, adding. "Yes Lili knew what was going on. I never messed with her mind. This time she was fully aware of everything."
"So you're just going to let him control you again?" Bucky shook his head, looking away.
"Bucky it's not like that. He's different now." I looked over at Zemo as I said that.
Zemo nodded calmly as he looked Bucky straight in the eyes, "Look I'm not the same person I was back then James. You can trust me or not but you should at least trust that she can make her own decisions."
Bucky only stared right back, his eyes boring into Zemo's. Zemo didn't flinch only staring calmly back. Lili sighed knowing Bucky wouldn't believe Zemo not yet. I put a hand on his arm. "Can we just talk in private?" I ask Bucky. Away from Zemo as he might listen.
Bucky let out a breath but nodded begrudgingly, "Alright." Bucky stepped aside, he looked skeptical but he was willing to hear her out.
They walked into the living room, while Zemo poured himself a drink in the kitchen. "if he activated The Red Widow then you had no choice. Brainwashed or not, you know you can't resist him in that mindset." Bucky told her, crossing his arms.
"Yes but doesn't that say more about our connection then him activating me?" Lili questioned, looking up at him.
Bucky nodded, still upset. "I guess. I just don't want to see you get hurt again after what he did. What he made me do..." Bucky trailed off then sitting on the couch.
Lili sat beside him. "I know trust me. But I put that fear behind me, we talked. Maybe you should too?"
Bucky stayed quiet for a few minuetes before replying quietly, " maybe you're right..." He replied looking at her, "I should try to talk to him again. You obviously see something in him that I just don't see yet. I don't understand it but I'll trust you if you say he's changed."
Lili smiled a little at that, "I hope we're still ok though?" They had been through so much together, she didn't want this to be the end of them, but she would understand if he did.
Bucky gave her a small smile back, "Of course we're okay. I understand why you'd be worried but I'll make sure that never happens again. No one is ever going to try and change your mind again or control you no matter what."
I sighed, closing my eyes. He still didn't quite get it. "Bucky he didn't control me. I wanted to. True it may have been nostalgic at first but that's not the only reason..."
Bucky raised an eyebrow at that, "What do you mean exactly?"
"I..." How could she tell him she still had feelings for Zemo? Although she still loved Bucky. She could try and hide it, but that never worked around Bucky he knew her too well.
Bucky leaned back, studying her for a moment, true to form her boyfriend knew what she was thinking, "Do you still have feelings for him?" He asked.
"Yes." I admitted, not being able to look at him.
"Are you planning on being with again?" He asked serious, already knowing the answer.
"I don't know. It's too soon to tell."
"So you're keeping your options open then?" Bucky replied sarcastically, with a scoff.
"Bucky...don't do this." She looked at him, pleading with him to understand. That she needed Bucky as well, she didn't want to lose either of them.
Bucky heaved a sigh, trying to calm down. "Okay Lili I'm not trying to start a fight and I'm sure you realize how much I care for you, so I'm not trying to blow this out of proportion but I can't help but be upset and hurt by the fact that you still have feelings for him. I mean after what he did to you, I don't get how you could have anything but resentment towards him."
"It's hard to explain," Lili let out a breath, calming her anxiety. "When you and Sam went off to fight The Flag Smashers, yes Zemo and I fought but we also talked. After what I said he actually broke down and felt sad, guilty. I told him he would have to prove he changed, then we would see. last night wasn't expected, it was a moment of weakness on my part."
"And how did he prove himself?" Bucky frowned, curious. Trying to be calm.
I took a breath before answering, "I asked him to help me take down Hydra."
Bucky only looked mildly surprised at that, "So that's what he's doing, making amends by helping you take down Hydra? And that's why your falling for him again."
"I didn't start having feelings for him. I just stopped suppressing them underneath anger and resentment." I admitted.
Bucky's eyes narrowed as he looked at me, "Okay...You're making it sound like you never stopped loving him."
"I'm not sure. I can't even say if that was real love back then or not but I think so." Lili wanted to tell Bucky that she felt the same for him back then and now, except with him it had been real without manipulation, but she didn't know if he would believe her now.
"Are you sure what your feeling for him is real?" Bucky asked looking over at her, "That he didn't manipulate you into anything?"
"No he didn't. Not last night." Lili answered.
"So everything you did last night happened because you wanted it to?"
"Yes. I was even in control for awhile. If he didn't care he wouldn't have allowed that."
Bucky was silent for a moment not sure what to make of all that, finally he asked what he really wanted to know, "Just answer this truthfully then. Do you still love me? Not The Red Widow but you Lili."
"Of course I do Bucky." Lilianne answered, looking at him in earnest.
"And your just going to throw all that away because of Zemo?" Bucky questioned.
Lili shook her head, "I don't...that's not what I want. I haven't even told him my feelings yet. But I don't want to lose you." Lili put her head in her hands then, not knowing what to do.
"So you'd want to have both of us in your life?" Bucky asked frowning.
"I know that probably sounds selfish of me but yes I'd like to keep both of you in my life. After last night I can't imagine losing either of you." Lili looked up sadly then.
"Selfish may not be the word but you're definitely asking for a lot. Your expecting to keep me in your life and with me being okay with you possibly being with him? What about Zemo? You think he's okay with that?" Bucky asks, serious.
"I think Zemo already know what I'm thinking with that. He didn't seem bothered by it." I told Bucky.
Bucky looked a bit surprised by that, furrowing his brow as he looked at her. "Really? He actually seems fine with it? Now I feel like I'm the only having issues with it."
"I mean I know it won't be easy and we have a lot of healing to do but wouldn't be easier to do that together?" I asked him, trying to find a reasoning.
Bucky still seemed apprehensive, "I don't know how to answer that, you're basically saying you want to be with us both. Which honestly I'm not that comfortable with. But then again you don't seem like you care that you're risking losing me if you do this." Bucky scoffs, looking away.
"I do care, If I didn't I wouldn't be trying to find a solution!" My voice going louder in frustration.
Bucky heaved a sigh, "I'm not trying to pick a fight, but tell me what is your solution? How do you plan on making this work?"
"I don't...I think it's too soon to make this decision. I'm not even sure how I feel right now. I just..." Lili tried not shake or break down. Her fight flight was kicking in and right now she wanted to pick flight. She tried to calm down to remember her training.
Bucky noticed her reaction as he tried to calm her down. "Hey hey calm down. Look I know right now it seems confusing but you need to keep a level head. Don't run away or shut down that won't help either, trust me. Just take some time to process everything that's happened and when you've made up your mind then you can tell me."
Lili nodded trying to calm down. But she was scared.
Bucky grasped her hands in his, softly. Genuinely concerned for her, despite what she had told him he still loved her. "Just try and calm down. It's okay to be scared but nothing bad has happened yet. We can still figure this out."
"But if I lose both of you..." If she did she was truly lost, even with Shield, she'd be alone again. Lili tried not panic, her legs shaking. Only one other person could calm her down...
Bucky looked at her, worried as he tried to reassure her, "Look I don't think you should worry about losing us just yet. You should try and sort out your emotions talk to both of us before jumping to conclusions. I don't want to rush you. So just keep a level head for now and don't worry about losing us, I don't think that will happen. It's just this is new to me."
Lili nods not trusting herself to speak. Knowing that Bucky's words were sound but at this point, she couldn't hear them.
Not knowing what else to say Bucky stays holding her hand, trying his best to calm her by touch alone, at a loss. Until he hears a familiar voice behind them.
"Hey is everything okay?" Zemo asks stepping over to them.
Bucky looked up at him not thrilled he was here, "Yeah. Everything's ok." He answered, but Zemo could easily read that he was lying.
"Are you sure? Neither of you look like it is." Zemo surmises, looking over at Lili concern darkening his features.
"I mean weren't you listening in?" Bucky snapped giving him a look.
Zemo lets out a chuckle at that, "I heard most of it yes. That's not important though what's important is how she's doing."
"I was trying to get her to calm down and process everything before you showed up." Bucky replied glaring at him.
Zemo glanced at Lili, before regarding Bucky, "Well that doesn't seem like it's working."
"Obviously not." Bucky snapped, then relented with a sigh. "Can you..."
Zemo gave a short nod looking down at Lili, noticing how far away she looked. Right now the relationship drama didn't matter, calming her down and getting her emotions centered was. Zemo kneeled down in front of her as Bucky let go of her hands, leaning back.
"Lilianne look at me." Zemo tilted her chin to look him in the eyes. Then said the phrases he knew would activate her. "Prinzessin. Kätzchen. Himmel. Meine Dunkelheit." (Princess, Kitten, Sky, My Darkness)
Bucky realized what Zemo was trying and sat up starting to protest. "What do you think you're doing?!"
Zemo put a hand up. "I'm helping. She needs to calm down and come back to herself. This won't control her, not this time. Remember your training Lili." Then he snaps his fingers.
As if waking up from a trance, Lili's eyes blink open, feeling like herself again. "Good girl. You are ok." Zemo says rubbing her back reassuringly.
Zemo's methods catch Bucky by surprise, a feeling of relief washing over him that it worked but she was still herself. Though it made him feel a bit jealous and inferior if he was being honest with himself, Bucky had trying calming her and nothing worked, Zemo had swooped in and knew exactly what to do...
"Thank you Mas- Zemo." Lili answered, realizing what she was about to call him out of habit and stopped herself. She turned to Bucky a sad look on her face, "I'm sorry Bucky."
"It's okay Lili, really. I'm just glad your feeling better." Bucky gave her what he hoped was a reassuring smile but the jealous feeling was still there. He didn't like how she looked at Zemo like there was something special between them. He tried to remain calm but what he wished she would look at him like that. But he stayed silent.
"Are you sure you're okay?" Bucky asked instead, gently caressing her cheek. Trying to ignore his own emotions.
Lili smiled warmly at his touch, "I am now."
Bucky smiled back, "Good, I'm glad you're okay." This is what he needed to see her looking at him like that and that she was alright.
Zemo stood up quietly, observing them. He could tell that Bucky had seemed put out earlier so he was glad that seemed to have dissipated for the moment. As he watched them, though Zemo knew they might still have a lot more to sort out, for now he didn't interfere. Lili almost calling him Master again did not go unnoticed however.
While Bucky continued to caress her cheek he spoke up again, a bit more serious, "But you said earlier that you were going to talk with Zemo about how you're feeling right? That still needs to happen."
"Yeah I will."
"Ok because you told me that you never stopped loving him, you were just suppressing your feelings. And you still love me..." Bucky trailed off before continuing, "Was it your intention to be with both of us?" He questioned her.
Zemo eyed him, looking between the two, noticing Lili had gotten quite again. "Bucky...don't push her." He warned his former adversary.
"Don't tell me what to do." Bucky shot Zemo a look, dropping his hand from Lili, his tone more hostile towards Zemo, "I'm not pushing her. I'm just asking a question. I have a right to know how she felt towards you or feels...We never went into this being polyamorous. I thought we were monogamous until this point."
It's alright Zemo." Lili tells him. Zemo sighs irritated crossing his arms but keeps quiet. "I understand where Bucky's coming from but I didn't expect this either I thought Zemo would stay in prison." Ironic that Bucky was the one who let him out. "I thought I would just be with you and hate Zemo forever."
"So now that he's not you feel like you have to be in a relationship with both of us?" Bucky frowned at, trying to understand and remain calm.
" I don't feel like I have to be. It's not like he's making me. I just realized how I really felt. How I feel about both of you." Lili admitted, letting out a breath.
"So you're in love with us both?" Bucky asked though he already knew the answer, his feelings a mixture of hurt, anger and jealousy.
"I think so." Lili didn't want to fully admit that because she didn't know how Zemo felt about her yet.
Lilianne looked over at Bucky then noticing him trying to keep his emotions in check, "I can tell it's not what you want though." She looked down, defeated. She knew it had been wishful thinking, she should have known they could never put aside their resentment towards one another even for her.
Bucky tried to think of what he'd say to not make things worse but he didn't have the right words to say. He wished that things were different but he just had to accept this reality, he couldn't change how you felt. Did his opinion even matter at this point anyway?
Lili spoke up then, "It's your choice too, both of yours. I think we should just take a bit before we make any decisions." Lili shook her head then, getting up. She needed air. "Gods it was easier back when I didn't feel anything."
Bucky stood up then as well, agreeing with her, "Yeah, we should take some time before deciding anything. This is a big deal, you need time to think about your feelings and I need time to process this whole thing."
"Zemo what about you?" I asked, looking at him, since he'd been quiet this whole time.
"What about me?" Zemo looked over at them from where he'd been leaning against the wall. " I know how I feel and I plan to follow those and what I think is best for me." he replied matter of factly, "As for the poly part of this, I gather that will be decided later on probably when you two aren't so emotional right now. My only concern is you two being okay"
Lili looks at Bucky, "See? Zemo's actually concerned about us, doesn't that say something?"
Bucky shook his head, frowning, "Yeah but he's only looking at this logically. How do you even plan to make this work? A normal relationship is hard enough without trying to share you but having all of us be together? I don't see how that's going to work."
"I'm not asking you two to be together like that...Bucky I wouldn't ask that of you." I look at him concerned, was that what he thought? I knew the history between the two, I wasn't that selfish.
"You're not?" Bucky looked at her mildly surprised yet relieved, "I might have overreacted then. I thought you were implying..."
Lili looked at him understanding dawning on her face then, "No. After your guys's history, I would never...I mean if you two could try and get along that would be nice but I'm not holding my breath."
"Well at least we're on the same page with that. It's one thing for us to both be in a relationship with you. It's another thing to have us actually like each other. I don't see that happening at all honestly." Bucky answered, scowling.
Lili nodded, she'd thought as much. "Yeah though it might help if you talked. It' helped me get it out."
Bucky hesitated before answering, "The thought of that hadn't really appealed to me before but I guess I could give it a chance." He agreed begrudgingly. Bucky always hated talking about his problems but maybe he would make an exception for her.
"Sorry I know you don't like therapy...It helped you and I in the beginning though. Not that I'm suggesting that." Lili said in a rush, making sure he knew she didn't mean actual therapy.
Bucky sighed, his hands on his hips. "I'm not entirely against working this out. But it's not going to be easy. I mean what am I supposed to say to him huh? "I hated you for years because you controlled me in Hydra, helped turn me into a sleeper agent, made me almost kill the girl you claimed to care for but now that I'm in a relationship with her and you still like her too that all seems pretty irrelevant. Want grab a beer?" Bucky finished sarcastically.
Lili gave him a look at that, "Hey he did the same thing to me. But why are we talking about him like he's not even here?" She asked.
Zemo didn't say anything but stifle a laugh.
"Good point." Bucky agreed as they looked at Zemo, "So should we talk about this now?"
The three of them were silent for a moment contemplating. Eventually Zemo broke the silence, "Maybe we should make this a group conversation," He suggested, "We each get a turn to talk about our thoughts and feelings. That way it won't just be one of us talking, we all get time."
Lili nodded in agreement, "That sounds good. Bucky?"
"Yeah...I suppose it wouldn't hurt." Bucky shrugged.
"Alright then," Zemo smiled, "Who wants to go first?"
Bucky and I look at him in surprise as we sit down, "Wait right now?" But better now then never."
Zemo gave a slight smirk, "Yep. So which one of us is first?"
"I want to hear from Bucky." Lili chimed in.
Bucky was silent for a moment before speaking, "Okay...I guess I'll start off by saying that this whole situation isn't something I thought would ever happen...I've always hated him and I thought you felt the same. I never thought you'd ever want to be with us both. How am I supposed to accept that and not be angry about it?"
"I understand. I would probably feel the same." Lili agreed.
"Yeah it's a lot to take in." Bucky admitted, "I can't lie that it does make me jealous. I just feel like this whole thing is going to mess with my head. I don't mean to sound so selfish but..." Bucky looked away upset. He didn't want to ruin anything and he didn't want to sound like a jerk for how he felt but at the same time he couldn't really pretend like it was something he was okay with.
Lili regarded Bucky, sadly. "I know. I'm sorry. I wish I could feel differently but I can't."
"Well it's not like I can force you to feel otherwise." Bucky said with a sigh. Though he was still a bit bitter about this. "It's just going to take time for me to accept this I guess."
Lili takes his hand then, grateful that he let her, "Bucky I still love you. I need you to know that."
Bucky smiled slightly as he took her hand, "I know you do." His blue eyes still held some sadness though.
Lili smiled in relief. trying not to cry.
Bucky smiled back, not saying anything for awhile as they held each other's hands. It felt good to be close to her again and to hear she still loved him. Bucky just hoped it would be enough to convince himself to accept this whole polyamory relationship in the long run.
After awhile, Zemo spoke up, "I suppose it's my turn now."
"Yeah it's your turn." Bucky nodded as he let go of Lili's hand.
"I would like to know your feelings about this too." Lili told Zemo.
Zemo leaned back, still appearing calm. "Alright then. To be honest, you still feeling this way towards me isn't a big surprise. I already suspected as much." Zemo smirked at Lili who slightly blushed, averting her gaze, "The bigger issues lies with both of us being with you. As much as I love you I don't know, I'm unsure about living in a polyamorous relationship."
Lili looked at him then, "What about just sharing me for now? Maybe not putting a label on it just yet."
"That sounds better for now. No labels until we figure this out more. Are you okay with that though? No commitments until everything is sorted out?"
That would be hard. Especially with Zemo. But Lili would try for them. She nodded in agreement.
Zemo seemed satisfied with that as he grinned at her, "Alright, I agree that the situation with him and I is going to be the hardest part but we'll just have to give it a try and see where it goes." Zemo appeared more at ease then he was.
Lilianne smiled but it didn't quite reach her eyes. She was still unsure of Zemo's feelings towards her but she didn't think he'd talk about them in front of Bucky.
She was right, Zemo didn't like talking about his feelings in front of others not his real feelings or thoughts anyway. "Well that's all I have to say, Lili?"
"Bucky knows how I feel about him. I'm not ready to talk about my feelings for you." Lili told him, glancing at him but not meeting his gaze.
Zemo looked at her, frowning slightly trying to gauge why she was being so secretive now. But he realized that for now getting her talk was a lost cause, but eventually he would get her to open up. He looked over at Bucky then, "Well then a much as I'd love to stay here longer, I think we should all get some rest. We've had a long day and I'm sure everyone is tired of dealing with this emotional rollercoaster."
"Tell me about it..." Bucky grumbled, getting up.
"I think I'm going to sleep alone tonight." Lili stated.
"Yeah that's fine." Bucky shrugged, still a bit upset.
"I suppose that makes sense." Zemo agreed.
What they really wanted to do was hold Lili and never let go but now wasn't the time.
Lilianne decided to take Zemo's bedroom as he had taken the couch. She changed into black silk pajamas and tried to rest but her mind couldn't shut off after everything that had happened. So she decided she needed to talk to someone, someone who wasn't close to or hated either Bucky or Zemo. Someone who was like a brother to her. Lili decided to call Clint Barton.
To be continued...
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This is My version of The Thunderbolts in my Marvel dr. Yes it includes Magneto! My face claim is Daisy Johnson though in my dr we're twins.
Who's most likely to betray the group? In my dr Zemo is slightly worse then Erik...so it would be him. He has before which is why he's no longer leader...
Save one person in the group: One?! Well I feel like the one with the least experience would be Kate so I would save her, the others can take care of themselves.
Who is not who they say they are? Zemo but it may be in a better way then others think.
Least trust with a critical mission? Mags and Zemo would have their own agenda and if they weren't trying to save or help me, they'd probably do what benefited themselves. Though they might help Bucky because of my relationship with him.
What's one secret You're keeping from the group? I personally don't keep secrets from them anymore. Maybe my current relationship with Zemo.
Who's most likely to sabotage the groups efforts? Zemo, he can't seem to help himself...
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Bucky no question. Maybe Kate lol
Nat or Yelena, they are Widows gadgets and weapons are kinda their thing.
Myself or Clint.
Higher kill count: Bucky as The Winter Soldier though he maybe tied with Magneto.
Shows mercy: Kate and Clint.
Short temper: Bucky
Better liar: Zemo
Most dominant: Bucky (out in the field anyway)
Better leader: um Zemo and Erik are going to fight about this...
Zemo since Erik has been reformed longer.
Medic? Myself since I'm a healer.
Most sarcastic? Bucky, or us Widows.
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A/N: This was inspired partially by a dream I had. As this is My Marvel DR this will not be in MCU chronological order. In my reality the snap/blip only lasted a year on earth but 5 in whatever dimension they were sent to. And the years are different.
Warnings: Smut, slight daddy kink, oral
Pisces Season- A Red Widow One Shot
March 10th 2017
Lilianne Liandre' glanced up in the vicinity that she knew Bucky Barnes would be, watching her from a rooftop, and smirked.
"Like what you see Buck?" She asked over the comms her tone teasing.
"What's not to like?" Her boyfriend quipped back in amusement.
Lilianne just lightly laughed as she walked down the city streets of New York, seemingly window shopping. Knowing she looked good in the ripped jeans with the red fabric peeking underneath that she'd changed into earlier, seemed Bucky appreciated the view as well. "Keep your mind not in the gutter Bucks...we're on a mission remember?"
"Oh I know, I can multitask." Bucky teased back.
They were actually on a mission for SHIELD, seemed like they had another bomber in their midst, this one had an alien weapon with them. Damn how were they finding these? How many did those guys drop after the snap anyway?
Lili was tasked to stay on the ground, undercover and let Coulson know if they found anything, while Bucky was scouting from the rooftop with a sniper rifle. In case anything went sideways which it usually did.
The streets were sectioned off by construction tape and signs. People wouldn't know it was SHIELD and they wouldn't get hurt either.
A low whistle sounded, seemed like Bucky had found something or someone.
"What is it?" Lili questioned over the comms.
"Back entrance of that shop, looks like we found the bomber." Bucky answered. "Want me to take care of it?"
Lili shook her head, "No. You may hit the weapon. I'll handle it." Lilianne snuck around the building, using her abilities to stick to the shadows unnoticed.
The bomber, male early 20's, looked up then as she came up behind him, the weapon he was hiding let out a high pitched screech then and Lili dropped out of the shadows holding her ears. As the guy looked at her, raising a gun.
Lili managed to shield herself with her shadows just in time as the gun went off.
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Bucky saw her fighting the guy, surprised he had gotten the jump on her, he slid down the roof, using his super soldier speed to rush the guy and hit him in the face with a vibranium fist.
Helping Lili up, he looked at her in concern. "Are you ok?"
She nodded back, putting her black Marvel cap back on. "Yeah I'm alright."
"Who was that? How did he see you?" Bucky wondered with a frown.
"It wasn't him, it was that." Lili replied, pointing to the alien weapon that had fallen out of the guys jacket. "It could sense I was there."
"How?" Bucky wondered.
"I don't know." Lili engulfed the sizable alien artifact within shadow, placing it into a bag. Careful not to touch it. "That'll be a job for Fitz Simmons. I'll call in agents to detain this guy."
She starts to reach for her phone when an older male voice answers seemingly out of nowhere. "No need. We got this." Phil Coulson stands there smiling at them.
Lili smiles back, "Hey Da- I mean Agent Coulson. Their all yours." Lilianne stops herself from calling her adopted father that, needing to be professional.
Coulson puts a hand on her shoulder, "They know your my daughter Shadow no need to be so professional." He grinned. "Save that for when were at headquarters."
Lili nodded, giving a small smile. "Thanks Dad."
"We'll take things from here. Given its Lili's birthday tomorrow You two can take some leave, Bucky don't you have a birthday also?" Coulson questioned, looking at Bucky.
Bucky nodded back, "Yes Sir." A bit more serious around Coulson, given that was his new boss.
Coulson raises an eyebrow, "1004 now isn't it? You look good despite it."
Bucky couldn't suppress a smirk at that. "Yep. Thank you sir, cryo sleep will do that."
Lili grinned at the banter between the two, seeing Bucky relax. "Well we should head on home, cmon old man."
Bucky gave her a look at that shaking his head.
"Have fun you two." Coulson grinned as he picked up the bag and walked off.
They reached Bucky's motorcycle as Bucky started it, getting on and Lili took the backseat, her arms around Bucky's waist as they drove home.
Well okay home was actually Bucky's one bedroom apartment. Which as he unlocked the door to let them inside, Lilianne could see wasn't much of one....as she looked around, taking off her hat and quirking an eyebrow. "I see not much has changed."
Literally nothing had. It was still simple, clean...ish and well pretty bare actually.
"Hey I'm a minimalist." Bucky shrugged as he turned a light on.
Lili gave him a look, " There's minimal and then there's...this." It didn't look like he rarely if ever lived here to be honest. "Bucky do you sleep out here?" She gestured over to the blanket and pillow over by a chair on the living room floor, next to a small tv.
Bucky took his own cap off, running a hand through his hair, "Yeah so? I find it more comfortable."
"More comfortable then a bed?" Lili asked skeptically then noticing the scrutinizing was getting on Bucky's nerves, she changed the subject. "Sorry I just..."
"It's not like you've never been here before." Bucky remarked looking over at her.
"It was when you first moved in, I thought you were still settling." Lili shrugged. "But hey it's better than staying on plane." She remarked.
Bucky scoffed, "Right. That plane might as well be a suite. But...did we really come here to talk about my decorating habits?"
"Or lack thereof." Lili teased. "No we didn't."
Bucky walks over to her, putting his arms around her waist. "Good. I was hoping you would say that."
"What exactly did you have in mind?" Lilianne smirked up at him flirtatiously.
"A few things actually..." Bucky murmured, with a grin. "Like this for one." Bucky leaned down kissing her softly.
Lili closed her eyes, enjoying the feel of Bucky's lips on her and his strong arms around her as she played with his hair. "I like that..."
"Yeah? Well I do have an actual bed you know." He implied suggestively.
"Really? Wow. Progress." She teased back, smiling.
Bucky smirked, "Ha ha. C'mere Doll, let me show you." Without another word he picked her up and carried her to the small bedroom.
Lili laughed when he did so, once inside the room, just as bare as the rest of the house save for a worn dresser, some vintage collectibles on top and a full size bed, Bucky set her down and went to sit on the bed taking off his hoodie, waiting.
Lilianne grinned knowing what he was waiting for, she slowly took off her bomber jacket, giving him a show as she shook out her long dark hair with it's purple streaks, Lili walked slowly over to Bucky.
Bucky smirked as Lilianne put her arms around his neck, "Happy Birthday Sergeant." She whispered. "Happy Birthday BabyDoll." He answered back his voice low and his eyes fixed on hers.
No words were needed then as Bucky pulled her close, kissing her again more passionately then the first. His hands running over her body, settling on her rear as he squeezed, causing a moan to escape from Lili.
Lilianne ran her own hands over Bucky's chest clad in his tight black t shirt. Bucky grinned around her lips, "Damn I love how your ass feels in these jeans."
"I bet it feel even better without them.." Lilianne said softly, still kissing him.
Bucky gave her a wide smile at that. "I'm sure it would." He agreed, as he broke the kiss, standing up he turned her around, moving her hair to one side as he kissed her neck softly, down her shoulder blades, as he moved the strap of her black tank top down.
Lilianne let out a light gasp as her eyes fluttered closed, Bucky could be gentle but was dominant at the same time and she loved it. She never felt safer than when his arms were around her or his hands on her.
Bucky knew that, he felt the same. Their first time had been cautious and gentle but still spiritual once they gave into each other and put there fears aside. And after that things were never the same, now they were intune to one another as much as two people could be.
Bucky knew all her tells, and knew when to push and when not to. Lilianne was in a habit of wanting to go fast, of getting what she wanted quick, Bucky had taught her to appreciate making love, going slow and to enjoy it, that she could trust him.
Like now. They weren't tearing each others clothes off, no Bucky had more patience than that. As he dragged one hand down her arm, moving his metal hand around her waist, holding her close but not pressing hard enough to hurt her.
"Do you want me?" Bucky asked in her ear, his voice husky. Knowing she loved the way he sounded when he got more needy.
"Yes, Bucky please." She breathed out, her own voice wanting.
Bucky gripped her hips when he felt her squirm a little. "Patience Doll." He warned. Lili stopped, knowing if she got too needy Bucky would stop, like he had before.
Bucky's gentleness and going slow was almost like four play in itself. But he could go all night this way, making her feel everything.
Bucky turned her around then, cupping her face as he kissed her deeply. The coolness of his metal hand feeling good against her skin. Lili couldn't help herself as she pushed lightly against his chest, as he let her push him onto the bed.
Bucky gave her lustful grin as took his shirt off. Lili's heart beat faster as she looked at his well defined chest, one of the benefits of being a super soldier, Lili then took off her own top as she smirked down at him.
Bucky's eyes roamed over her as his hands ran up her. Lili leaned down then, kissing him as she moved on top of him. Bucky groaned, the friction turning him on even more.
"Now who's needy?" Lili remarked, as she kissed down his chest. "Can I?" She asked.
Bucky nodded, running his hands through her hair as she went lower. Kissing until she got to the waist of his jeans, she slowly took them off.
Already noticing how hard he was underneath his briefs, she smirked as she pulled those off as well. Her eyes brightening, she loved how naturally big he was, despite what others said size did matter.
Lili took him then, running her nails up his length as she heard Bucky shiver at her touch. Lili opened her mouth more as she took him in deeper. Bucky grasping her hair tighter now. His head back, breathing heavy as she continued to lick and stroke him.
When it got too much for him, Bucky stopped her, pulling her away. "Ah Doll I don't want to cum yet. C'mere."
Lili obliged, crawling up him. Instantly Bucky moved and had her pinned under him. Bucky laughed low at Lili's sudden gasp. "My turn." He gripped her wrists with his metal hand, not wanting her to move, as he moved his other hand down her, undoing her bra, he grasped her breasts as he kissed down her neck, then reached her breasts, licking and sucking on her nipples, his tongue swirling around them slowly.
With a loud pop, he released her, then ran his hand down her stomach, kissing her stomach as he unbuttoned her jeans, dipping his hand underneath them, rubbing her over her underwear slowly teasing her as she let out a whine needing more.
Bucky stopped then, his fingers hovering over her so all she could feel was the heat of their energy between them. "Patience baby, stop squirming or I'll stop." He warned.
"Sorry I just...need you." She practically begged. Biting her lip to keep from moving.
"I know." Bucky smirked as he released her wrists, so he could take her jeans off. Along with her underwear, noticing how wet she already was. "Mmm all for me. I think I may need to test how ready you are though." With a dark glint he ran his metal hand down her body.
Lili took in a breath at the feel of the his cool metal fingers pushing into her, almost like she was fucking a toy but this was better and very much alive. She always loved the different sensation those metal fingers brought her and he knew it.
As he brought her to the edge and then stopped. "Not yet. Breathe...this is going to be awhile." Bucky knelt down then as his mouth latched onto her, Lili gasped loudly her head back at the first feel of his tongue against her.
Bucky didn't stop then as he licked and sucked her, his tongue delving deep inside as his fingers did the same, his other hand running up her clit lightly. He stopped long enough to tell her to cum. And once his steel blue eyes met her honey ones, she came hard her legs shaking and back arching as he held her down, not stopping until she calmed down.
When she finally came down, Bucky leaned over Lili, whispering in her ear, "Good Girl. But I'm not done yet." His voice husky. As without warning he slowly entered her, making her feel every inch of him as she tried to not cum again at the sheer feeling of him.
Bucky moaned, loving the way she felt just as much as she did, as he slowly stroked her with his cock, over and over again. Holding her close now, he rolled so she was on top of him as he sat up.
Lili moaned at the new sensation, he felt even deeper and harder inside her as he lifted up, she grasped him as she moved on top, kissing him deep. Bucky held her to him, slowly running his hands up and down her body,memorizing every inch of her as she ran her hands through his hair and then down his chest.
Bucky touched her face, gripping her jaw lightly, "Look at me Babydoll." His tone gentle but commanding as she stared at him. They looked into each others eyes as he touched her lips, and softly kissing and licking them as she bit his lower lip lightly.
They moved together as one, wanting to cum but not needing it. They were just enjoying the feeling of being close together again of the sensations coursing through their bodies, giving each other pleasure not searching for a climax. It would happen when it happened.
Bucky broke first as he gripped her waist, "Baby, Daddy's gonna cum. Are you ready?"
Lilianne grinned at the pet name he rarely used. "Yes cum with me Daddy." She was so ready one last push and she'd be there.
Bucky took that opportunity to go as deep as he could, practically moving her as if she was a real doll, moving her almost all the way off him only to push her back down and thrust into her as deep as he could as he came inside her with a deep moan.
Lili came at the same time, not being able to stop herself from letting out a loud cry as he fucked into her hard, gripping onto him as they came together, shaking. Black exploded behind her eyes but she managed not to pass out once the sensations died down.
Bucky held onto her his breathing heavy, his forehead touching hers. "Fuck I love you."
"I love you too." Lili murmured back.
After a bit Lili managed to roll off him then, still breathing heavy. This was more of a work out then training.
Bucky got up then, cleaning them both up as he crawled back into bed with her, covering her up with a soft red blanket. "Damn that was a great birthday present don't you think?" Bucky commented as he pulled her close to him.
"Absolutely." Lili replied sighing happily, laying on his chest. "Breakfast in bed tomorrow?" She suggested.
Bucky grinned down at her,kissing the top of her head. "Of course." He wasn't a great cook but he'd try.
"Oh I meant I'd cook, we both know your version is take out or the microwave." She teased.
Bucky chuckled, "Ha fine with me, Just means I don't have to. But for now we need sleep."
Lilianne nodded grinning. Yes they did, she agreed. Snuggling up to Bucky as his strong embrace and warmth lulled her to sleep.
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Outfits inspired by a dream I had ❤💜
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