I <3 My Mom but Sometimes... UGH!
Mom called today. <3 I’m always happy to talk to her, but I don’t know, sometimes she’s so…much.
It’s like she needs to know exactly when I’m uploading and what I’m spending my money before we can talk about anything else. Plus, she’s still being snippy about Alex. It’s like, I’m the one dating him, mom!
I can make my own choices!
I know I’m complaining a lot. I guess it’s kind of unfair. She raised me by herself and she’s always been super supportive. She’s the one keeping the books, making sure my money doesn’t get stolen and stuff. Plus, she makes the best shortbread cookies, they taste exactly like the Girl Scout ones. I love her a lot.
It’s just sometimes I wish she’d calm down? Like, I have a life outside of YouTube, I’m not an unboxing robot.
Well, Stay-O-Kay, guys.
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ugh - homework!
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OH. MY. GOD.
So Alex straight-up DELETED my YouTube channel??
Like, WHAT THE HELL?
I know he doesn’t like that I make money off of YouTube, but I thought we had an agreement. He knew I wasn’t “selling out” or whatever, I’m just trying to make money to get through college.
But last night he comes storming into my room and goes, “Why didn’t you tell me you worked for TNE?” and I swear, he’s, like, shaking, he’s so angry.
And I have no idea what’s going on. I’m like, “They’ve sponsored a few of my videos, yeah.”
“They’re a corporation! A sick one!” he screamed at me.
I’m not gonna put everything he said here because it was pretty ugly and I really don’t wanna risk this sponsorship.
But basically, Alex went on another one of his anti-corporation rants and we yelled a lot. Finally Alex was like, “Fine! If you won’t quit, I’ll make you!” and deleted the channel!!!!
It was pretty intense. I’m not sure if I can get over it, to be honest.
Alex and I fight a lot, usually about this same kind of stuff, but I’ve never seen him this angry. It was almost scary.
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OH. MY. GOD.
So Alex straight-up DELETED my YouTube channel??
Like, WHAT THE HELL?
I know he doesn’t like that I make money off of YouTube, but I thought we had an agreement. He knew I wasn’t “selling out” or whatever, I’m just trying to make money to get through college.
But last night he comes storming into my room and goes, “Why didn’t you tell me you worked for TNE?” and I swear, he’s, like, shaking, he’s so angry.
And I have no idea what’s going on. I’m like, “They’ve sponsored a few of my videos, yeah.”
“They’re a corporation! A sick one!” he screamed at me.
I’m not gonna put everything he said here because it was pretty ugly and I really don’t wanna risk this sponsorship.
But basically, Alex went on another one of his anti-corporation rants and we yelled a lot. Finally Alex was like, “Fine! If you won’t quit, I’ll make you!” and deleted the channel!!!!
It was pretty intense. I’m not sure if I can get over it, to be honest.
Alex and I fight a lot, usually about this same kind of stuff, but I’ve never seen him this angry. It was almost scary.
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MOM!!!
Is everyone just going crazy!?!?!?!
I called Mom about the Alex thing, and you know what she said? She said, “You put it back up, right? You don’t want to lose your sponsorship.” I’m LITERALLY telling her about a fight with my boyfriend and all she cares about is this tech company sponsorship.
I don’t even know why I’m surprised, ugh. It’s always been like this with her. The craziest part is, when I met Alex in my art elective, I knew that my mom would hate him.
He’s the kind of person who doesn’t care about money at all–he’s just really into art and doing the right thing. And I wanted to see what that was like. </3
But MOM! Seriously!!! If I dropped dead would you still make it about money?!
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How about a little positivity?
Things have gotten pretty heavy around here, so how about some positivity?
PUPPIES! *Heart Eyes*
Tea! (My favorite!)
Dream Hotel! (I’m gonna work in a place like this someday!)
Alex’s Apology Flowers! <3 (see, I told you he was sweet!)
Life can sometimes be terrible, but we’ve got to look on the bright side. We’re here, we’re alive, we can make a change. That counts for a lot.
Stay, O-Kay <3
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Mocha with the Sweetest <3
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Long walks - so romantic!
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Date Night <3
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I think we’re done... :(
I’m so tired. I think Alex and I are done.
I told him about some stuff going on with the unboxing channel–if you guys watched my latest unboxing video, it’s the phone thing–and he got angry again. He doesn’t get that I can’t just drop this. His parents are paying for his art degree, but my mom and i need the money from unboxing.
He texted me after. Said he was going home to Vermont. He was already on the train to the airport.
I wish I could call my mom. :’(
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so maybe alex was kind of a jerk but what if he was right? what if i am selling out, too much? what if i’m ending up just like my mom where my life is just uploading constantly? am i doing the right thing? fuck if I know
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In hospitality management, your job is to keep customers happy and safe.
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In hospitality management, your job is to keep customers happy and safe.
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so maybe alex was kind of a jerk but what if he was right? what if i am selling out, too much? what if i’m ending up just like my mom where my life is just uploading constantly? am i doing the right thing? fuck if I know
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I think we’re done... :(
I’m so tired. I think Alex and I are done.
I told him about some stuff going on with the unboxing channel–if you guys watched my latest unboxing video, it’s the phone thing–and he got angry again. He doesn’t get that I can’t just drop this. His parents are paying for his art degree, but my mom and i need the money from unboxing.
He texted me after. Said he was going home to Vermont. He was already on the train to the airport.
I wish I could call my mom. :’(
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