“People will stare. Make it worth their while.”

— Harry Winston

The future is shaped by the past

IG: griefmother

it is july and no one loves me, 2022

Naming the female razor brand Venus is so personally offensive to me....you think Venus the goddess of love and sex and beauty was shaving her PUSSY? Go kill yourself

"who i am?"

Let me tell you who i am. big doe eyes with an even vision, a smile so unfamiliar with their opposite corners. lips like those of your seasonal roses, thin, pink, pretty...they also remind you of cherry if you are in love with me. an uneven moon of a face, with the prettiest points on ends. a mole on the left cheek. small opinions, big dreams, few demands and infinite whims. i do not stay close to the door, what if someone opens from the other side? it will hurt me of course. an unaltered story. a hate of lifetime. a love vanished in thin air. a white chamomile. moonlight from your upper window. coconut water in summers. cold cabin in winters. long awaited date. your one sided love. unscathed love letters. far away star in a twinkling night. seed of your watermelon. pride of none. a warm hug? or maybe a cold shower in winters. beautiful, exquisite, harmed, grief, ghost, lover, book, poetry, autumn, blanket, hate of your life. who i am? an untold story? a mysterious art? unknown poetry?! or just a girl....

i am putting my wounds in the past. closing the chapter. a new life is ahead. a new beginning. a new lesson to learn, to teach and to live. a happy one. with everyone i have ever loved.

“I pray you do not fall in love with me, for I am falser than vows made in wine.”

-William Shakespeare, as you like it

The storms have stopped. I am stepping into a new world. a world full of love, support and praise. I am the main character. A happy main character.

Honey, if you want to feel compassion

Melt into my arms

And never let go

u know what will really ruin ur day? anything if ur sensitive enough

"I am sorry my little one. My sister. To treat you the way mom treated me. As i, am too..a human, and i tend to forget how unpleasant my existence is. Hope you forgive me."

"Should I be happy or should I be sad? I am becoming like you, mom."

— Paul Guest, from “1987.”

“I pray you do not fall in love with me, for I am falser than vows made in wine.”

-William Shakespeare, as you like it

Aren't we all waiting to be read by someone, praying that they'll tell us that we make sense?

- Ruby Francisco

“No artist tolerates reality.”

-Nietzsche

“At the heart of all great art is an essential melancholy.”

-Federico García Lorca

“Artists are people driven by the tension between the desire to communicate and the desire to hide”

-Donald Winnicott

“How many times have people used a pen or paintbrush because they couldn’t pull the trigger?

-Virginia Woolf, selected essays

unstoppable force (wanting to be the kindest version of myself) vs immovable object (all the anger and hatred I have inside myself)