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newhologram · 16 hours
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Oh my Gooood, bruh. They just called me back to clarify about the surgery, which I already had a full consult for last summer. “So you changed your mind and you want to get pregnant?” NO?? Who said that? I want the tubes completely removed, not just snipped 😭💀 Good grief.
Surgery authorization was redone for another hospital and they put in the wrong surgery. They put shit I'm not trying to get. Now I have to call all of these assholes to fix it. I already have a headache. I'm tired of fighting this shit. It's been years. Just years and years.
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newhologram · 18 hours
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Blepping catboy alert😛
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newhologram · 20 hours
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Surgery authorization was redone for another hospital and they put in the wrong surgery. They put shit I'm not trying to get. Now I have to call all of these assholes to fix it. I already have a headache. I'm tired of fighting this shit. It's been years. Just years and years.
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newhologram · 2 days
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I'm going mondo nuts!
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Sticky Business is so cute😭
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newhologram · 3 days
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Juicing frenzy!
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newhologram · 4 days
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newhologram · 4 days
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How to explain this thing:
Being “non-confirming” in my gender, sexuality, neuro-???, interests, self-expression, etc, is inherent to who I am and therefore not a conscious choice. I cannot pretend (I fail spectacularly anyway). I have to be Me.
But at the same time:
I also actively choose, when it is safe, to honor my full self by refusing to snuff out these things that make me “different.” I do not want to Fit In because, like. Why? When I look closely, most people who try to are miserable and possess a withered spirit because they aren’t in full expression, constantly measuring and compartmentalizing who they are even when general safety is not a factor in the choice. The casual comfort and false favor of peers is prioritized, which frankly—sounds fucking exhausting.
I choose freedom of self, almost always, except for in moments where I need to be safe.
Is it really so non-conforming to want to be in full bloom? I don’t get it. I didn’t get planted to wither. No one did.
Why do humans do that to themselves mostly for superficial social reasons? Is it ever worth it? Fit in, have it all, but are you free?
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newhologram · 5 days
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Idk how I used to do this for 5 hours straight as a teenager. My legs are still recovering days later 💀
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newhologram · 6 days
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newhologram · 7 days
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Kitty✨💖✨
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newhologram · 8 days
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Boys only want 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 if it's 𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊 💔
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newhologram · 9 days
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newhologram · 9 days
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Finally got a call back from the surgery scheduler. She said the reason it took 6 months to get to me is that my doctor is no longer in network with the hospital they wanted to do the surgery at. So she's had to cancel hundreds of surgeries and reroute the authorization to a different hospital. But then that hospital was also dropped so she had to do it again. Now I've gotta wait on another authorization, who knows how long it'll take. Unfortunately the hospital they wanna stick me in is the same one I had a rough time staying at last year. I'm worried that environment will affect my recovery. I'm just so tired.
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newhologram · 10 days
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Meow🐱💖✨
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newhologram · 11 days
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Late night painsomnia edits~*~*~
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newhologram · 11 days
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How to tell lucid dreaming from only thinking in the dream that I’m lucid. Is my whole life just the stress dream of a ball of fire in another galaxy?
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newhologram · 11 days
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Deadass, the real secret is to lobotomize cringe-sense from your entire soul, both ways into past and future incarnations (they deserve freedom too💙💜)
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