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naensut · 9 hours

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There are movies that messed me up as a child. This is how I came to the realization that I can't cope like other people do, I'm talking nightmares, insomnia... I'm what they call a "Highly Sensitive Person". I don't know if that's what's considered autism nowadays, all I know is that I start to hyperventilate and get queasy when I see stuff that is too gory and graphic (which is ironic because my best friend introduced me to some of the most graphic action movies that exist and I'm fine with them...try and make sense of that).

I realized this when i was 11 and my class was watching "8-Legged Freaks"; which is a b-movie about spiders that grow to the size of bears and eat people... We had a movie day in school; it was thrash and I couldn't watch it like my peers could. I actually wanted to go to recess while the others stayed in and watched this carbage movie.

Another one was "Mars Attacks" which has aliens that can explode your head. Now I realize; this movie is a campy classic. But it really messed me up. I had to walk home everyday and I was scared to death that these things would find me on open places.

More movies that are kinda twisted and messed me up: An American Tail, Neverending Story, Ferngully, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory(2005) And the thing is: most these aren't even violent movies, they are just fucked up. And seeing them for the first time in your formative years, really does something to you.

My point is: just because most of the world has become desensitized to violence, there are still some of us who flinch at the sight of gore and violence. Just, be gentle with us. We know our limits.

#i use my tumblr for coping because i went to therapy and it didn't work #personal #hsp #highly sensitive person #even while writing this i want to laugh because it feels like a fucking joke #trauma #childhood trauma #i think that's what it is

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Make This Go On Forever - Snow Patrol

Please don't let this turn into something it's not I can only give you everything I've got I can't be as sorry as you think I should But I still love you more than anyone else could

All that I keep thinking throughout this whole flight Is it could take my whole damn life to make this right This splintered mast I'm holding on won't save me long Because I know fine well that what I did was wrong

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

We have got through so much worse than this before What's so different this time that you can't ignore? You say it is much more than just my last mistake And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes

The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love

And I don't know where to look My words just break and melt Please just save me from this darkness Please just save me from this darkness

#this song has so much in it #snow patrol #music #when you need something #video #Youtube #fav songs

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naensut · 5 days

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that one uncle that dont play about his nephew

#this is so great XD #natla #iroh #zuko #mugentakeda

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naensut · 6 days

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Sunafukin No Tabidachi, Moomin Metal Cover by Tolkuton

Chills... all over my body.

#muumimetallia #moomin metal #tolkuton #music #heavy metal #moomin music #video #Youtube #crank up the volume for maximum experience #moomins #muumit

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naensut · 6 days

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I’ve been waiting since episode one for a Bells Hells animated intro

#this is so rad #i'm so glad to be alive to see this #i love these characters so much #critical role c3 #bells hells #just catching up on the third campaign #critical role #video #watching these roleplaying sessions requires a lot of attention span that i don't possess

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naensut · 8 days

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Heath Ledger as the Joker in The Dark Knight (2008) dir. Christopher Nolan

#i still love him so much #joker #the dark knight #heath ledger #gifs #batman

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naensut · 16 days

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Rupture // Alice: Madness Returns

#so pretty #alice madness returns #games #aesthetic #gifs

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naensut · 16 days

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🦋𝐴𝑙𝑖𝑐𝑒: 𝑀𝑎𝑑𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑅𝑒𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑠 ~ 𝑉𝑎𝑙𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑇𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠🦋

#ahh so pretty #alice madness returns #games #gifs #i need to replay it

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naensut · 17 days

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nothing like a catchy tune about death

#where the water tastes like wine #until dawn #o death #shardlight #wadjet eye games #pray that the reaper comes #south of midnight #bluegrass #folk music #game music #the dead south #in hell i'll be in good company #southern gothic #music #Youtube

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naensut · 21 days

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RONJA RÖVARDOTTER (1984) dir. Tage Danielsson

#ronja ryövärintytär #ronja the robber's daughter #astrid lingren

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naensut · 21 days

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Hadestown - Any Way The Wind Blows

Eurydice was a hungry young girl A runaway from everywhere she'd ever been She was no stranger to the world No stranger to the wind

Weather ain't the way it was before Ain't no spring or fall at all anymore It's either blazing hot or freezing cold Any way the wind blows

And there ain't a thing that you can do When the weather takes a turn on you 'Cept for hurry up and hit the road Any way the wind blows

Do you hear that sound (Wind comes up, move) to another town Ain't nobody gonna stick around When the dark clouds roll Any way the wind blows

You met the Fates Remember them (anybody got a match?) Always singing in the back of your mind (gimme that) Wherever it was, this young girl went The fates were close behind

People turn on you just like the wind Everybody is a fair-weather friend In the end you're better off alone Any way the wind blows

When your body aches to lay it down When you're hungry and there ain't enough to go 'round Ain't no length to which a girl won't go Any way the wind blows

and sometimes you think (Wind comes up, you) would do anything Just to fill your belly full of food Find a bed that you could fall into Where the weather wouldn't follow you Wherever you go Any way the wind blows

Now Orpheus was the son of a muse And you know how those muses are Sometimes they abandon you And this poor boy He wore his heart out on his sleeve You might say he was naive to the ways of the world

But he had a way with words And the rhythm and the rhyme And he sang just like a bird up on a line And it ain't because I'm kind

But his mama was a friend of mine And I liked to hear him sing And his way of seeing things So I took him underneath my wing And that is where he stayed Until one day

#hadestown #drunkposting #music #musicals #earworms #Youtube

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naensut · 21 days

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this gif. this gif right here. the sympathetic look jeff gives miles and the way he hugs him back and the way he says “it’s ok” like. i will never recover from this especially with atsv and the knowledge of the canon.

#this right here is the reason why i watch anything #whenever i see any father-son relationships depicted this way in media #i latch on to them like a leech #jefferson davis #miles morales #spiderverse #gif #father son relationship

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naensut · 21 days

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prompt: being sad/being comforting

#yess.. the good stuff #just inject this directly into my vein #kalluzeb #beautiful art #star wars rebels #garazeb orrelios #alexsandr kallus

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naensut · 23 days

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the world is full of so much fucking. love. and nice people. I like it when people are nice to each other for noreason. people who are lame get talked about alot, but there are so many cool people

i love u guys your all so dang cool all the time I wanna be like you guys

#why do all the awful people get talked about #good people deserve the spotlight #especially now

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naensut · 23 days

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No one told me Keith David guest-starred in Grey's Anatomy??!!

#keith david #greys anatomy #bingewatching

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naensut · 24 days

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𝔑𝔦𝔤𝔥𝔱𝔴𝔦𝔰𝔥 - 𝔅𝔩𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔢 ℭ𝔥𝔦𝔩𝔡

#Nightwish #symphonic metal #this is the song that i always find myself humming randomly #bless the child #tarja turunen #tuomas holopainen #audio #music