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Alaz: Accept that I can still surprise you.
Asi: I really didn't expect it. It was a surprising ending.
Alaz: You know I like surprising endings and save my show for last. And since I deserve it, rebel girl, I am waiting, come on.
Asi: Waiting for what?
Alaz: You owe me three words.
Asi: Let's do this instead. Write that on a bill journal, maybe I will pay it later.
Lololol, she loves teasing him but as he said once, he is not easy either.
Asi: Another show?
Alaz: No, it's not a show. Until I hear these three words, I won't let you go. I can give you some letters, it may help you remember. The words start with I, L and Y respectively.
Asi:…
Alaz: So you are not going to say it? Okay, as you wish. But until I get these three words from you, I won't stop it. Just so you know.
First stepping on the gas, then putting on the brake. He's a little dramatic. Well, you're testing his patience girl -keep going-, but believe me, it's not a show.
Basically he gives her two choices, -this is turning into a habit actually- either they will make out or she will tell him she loves him. No matter what she chooses, he wins anyway. Such a spoiled man.
You know, he doesn't say these three words again either but Asi doesn't make a big deal of it. He is just being Alaz, wants to hear it again and again.
And look at her…awww she loves him as the way he is.
After his kissing attack, she is like stop stop and he is like finally it's coming…but then the girl really makes a wise choice and says nope, i am not gonna say it. Basically it means "just kiss me hard."
He loves her choice, oh my. He even says "good". They're really something else.
She must be so strong to resist this.
Sometimes I wish that the reverse adaptation (from tv show to a book) could be more common. Wouldn't you like to read his thoughts here?
The man looks at her with such so much love, passion and lust…I can't.
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i guess sevinç will support yağız and about her behaviour to hazan i guess maybe she'll be harsh or cold with hazan at first like yağız 🤭 then later slowly, slowly she'll be bond with her like a mother daughter kinda bonding!
She would observe Yağız, Hazan and Sinan and try to understand what they really feel.
But maybe, she'd talk to Hazan and ask for her to not mess with her sons. (Not in a rude way of course) So Hazan would stay away from both of them.
There was a reason all mother figures died early in the show. First mom then aunt... Otherwise Fazilet couldn't have been so powerful.
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Things that ruined me
her trying so hard to smile for his sake
but the way he saw how uncomfortable she was
when they were asked how they met
The way suddenly this flashback appeared because yes this is literally the first time they saw each other and they still remember even though the only thing he did was to tilt his head in a mocking way but still it counts, it is still memorable, it still changed their lives...
BUT WORSE
THE WAY THEY LOOKED AT EACH OTHER WHEN THEY REMINISCED ABOUT THE PAST. They literally transcended to another world in front of other people. The very telling look that said they were glad they met and found each other against all odds.
The way they got uncomfortable about the waiter incident.
If he was former Alaz, he wouldn't notice the scene. But he realised it wasn't nice and immediately turned his head to her. Because he knew it made her feel worse. Because he knows her very well.
The way she snapped and reminded him of why he loves this girl so much
The way he did not give a shit about anything if it was about her
THE FACT THAT HE MADE HER SMILE WHEN SHE WAS CLOSE TO TEARS
HEIGHT DIFFERENCE
THE WAY SHE SMILED AT HIM BECAUSE SHE FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM AGAIN
AND THEM BEING THIS CLOSE
The way he got worried when she stepped on something sharp and started hopping.
PIGGYBACK RIDE BECAUSE HER FEET HURT
AND THE FACT THAT THEY STARTED LAUGHING IMMEDIATELY
They are making my heart melt with all of these. Angst + drama + cuteness, they can pull off everything.
And you know what came after this scene. Yeah, they never disappoint either when it comes to making out.
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I've replayed this scene at least 20 times already. And I still can't move on.
THEY ARE SO BEAUTIFUL
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Hello, I sometimes wonder what would happen if Yagiz's mother, I mean, Sevinç, was alive. What happens when she finds out that both Yagiz and Sinan fell in love with Hazan? Whom will she support, Yagiz or Sinan? Will she accept Hazan or not? Will she tell Yagiz to blackout Sinan, etc.?
Considering the fact that he was the most miserable and lonely character of the show, Sevinç wouldn't make things get better. The guy was supposed to suffer until the end, he would feel guilty towards his mother too this time, even if she didn't say anything. But I don't think she would act like Hazım, this guy was the worst I swear, she would probably make him behave more reasonable and wouldn't pick a side. And I have a feeling that she would be formal with Hazan at first but then try to form a bond with her.
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Hey girl, Yagiz is still your favorite male character, right? I don't know how many dizi I've watched yet their is no one like yagiz.. I really miss him!
Yes, he is still my number one. I miss him too but the show was so frustrating so I can't rewatch it. *lol*
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She is insecure about her look and shares her worries with him (Btw these little things make you realize they're really lovers, they're officially dating, because like this is such a girlfriend thing) but he is like shhh and kisses her.
Actually she is right about feeling that way. This is really not her. They're wearing something very formal (probably he told her that the place where they would go requires this) and her dress, her hair…everything screams this is not her.
But still, he doesn't give a damn and finds her beautiful. And even if she doesn't feel the same, he will make her feel relaxed. I love him for that.
And this is where everything becomes weird. Because it looks like he takes her to a meeting with his friends. But his friends are like more party boys or girls? What are they doing there?
Maybe he just wants to show everyone that this is the girl he loves. Maybe he just wants to try to do this "dating" thing with her. But in the end he will never allow her feel out of place, I know him. He isn't someone who cares about the opinions of others anyway. If she is disturbed by something or someone, he will give them a hell. She won't stay silent either.
And I think he won't be okay with ending the night this way or will be restless if she gets sad.
So...
What if he actually prepares a date night just for them in this scene? Or after the dinner he decides that they will go to the another place? Which things can get spicy? IT IS A MUST AT THIS POINT.
(I'm just a fangirl, standing in front of a bunch of writers, asking them to make this happen)
If he asked my opinion about the best place for that, I would suggest sailing a boat (like in 9th episode). Think about it, who could ruin their night if they were in the middle of the sea?
By the way isn't it amazing that the guy who made her feel like worthless and unhappy turned into the only man who makes her feel the most beautiful thing in this world and loved dearly?
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UPD
He's a total asshole
She's a badass softie
He was showing zero redeeming qualities when she fell for him while still pining for her first love - He's getting a perfect redemption arc while retaining his core bitch personality
He had a bit of a soft spot for her from the start (I believe) specifically because she had no problem threatening him with a switchblade - She got a soft spot for him after witnessing firsthand that he can love
She kissed him. Twice
He rejected her. Twice
He kissed her many times after
Oh, he kinda hit her after the first kiss (it was accidental but the asshole still didn't apologize) - She hit him accidentally too (didn't apologize either but came to check on him)
They sang together in an empty nightclub (there were two naked souls on the stage!) - They sang together in a full club (still completely emotionally naked, both of them)
He said that if she was the one to stab him at least he would die with a smile on his face - He said that if they died, they'd die together
She actually stabbed him some time later - She got stabbed in the exact same spot
He said he deserved it and to get away from the scene before someone saw her - She apologized for stabbing him and he said again that he deserved it, unlike her
She was going to but returned and got him to a doctor - He said he was never leaving her and kept his word
He never told anyone who did it but his loving mother found out anyway and knew he did some shit to deserve it
She was so shocked from what she did and hurt from what he did that she spent the whole night out in the cold and fell ill
He snuck from his house and into hers (with a fresh stab wound) to check on her
She was feverish and the only thing she managed to say to him was that she hated him - She was on the verge of dying and the most important thing for her was to tell him that she loved him
He definitely doesn't hate her - Of course he told her that he loves her too
He told her brother figure "she's in love with me" to provoke him into a beating - Her brother figure teases her about their romance now
She tells him off her brother and tells Him to let her go while she's the one who grabbed his collar
He replies that he'll let her go when she does the same (it doesn't feel like he means just her hand on his jacket. especially with the way they're staring at each other. the scene is magical) - He tells her that he cannot let her go in the most romantic circumstance
He's still a total bastard to her loved ones - He's still a sarcastic bastard but now in a much more entertaining way
She sees through him and tells him that he might like getting punished (kinkyyyyyyy) but she doesn't need a dog
He says she's in love with him again - He asks her to repeat her confession or he's not gonna stop trying to snog her
She slams his damn head into a mirror - She jokes she doesn't remember what he's talking about
He's completely feral for this girl - He captures her and kisses her against a wall 😭
There is a group standoff scene where she has her switchblade to his torso and then his throat
They both know she can use it on him (because she already did once) but there's more sexual tension than dangerous tension (even while surrounded by like 40 people including both of their families)
I have a feeling she's gonna be revealed pregnant and it's going to add SO MUCH MORE drama
I'm kinda feasting on this ship it's SO fcked up and delicious!
I don't think there ever was a better written and developed enemies-to-lovers trope than these two
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Çağla: *going into the room where Yaman and Rüya are getting prepared*
Everything is normal. He is stressed about his magic show and working hard.
Çağla: *going into the room where Asi and Alaz are getting prepared*
A PG+ 13 movie is being played. But she isn't even surprised. More like so done.
You know these students who always slack off but end up making up some creative answers on their exam papers and pass the exam.
They're those students.
This is Rüya and Yaman's show. They stick to their plan and preparations.
And this is Asi and Alaz who don't know what they are doing so end up ad-libbing and somehow the audience are delighted with the show...
Lol, I can't.
By the way this is funny actually. The play has some cultural context which I will explain otherwise it's hard to understand why it's so funny.
First of all they're pretending as if they were in early 1900s of Ottoman Empire era. He's a gentleman and she's a lady as you can see already. The song playing at the background is famous, there are many stories about why it was written. One of them is about a officer who was admired by many young girls at that time.
She throws her handkerchief like the girls being mentioned in the song which is a sign of that she likes him. He should pick it up to show he likes her back. This was a basic flirting method back then.
But Alaz doesn't pick up her handkerchief from the floor. Because he wants to show that he can be difficult too if she still insists on not saying "i love you" to him again. Look at his proud posture. Lol.
She waits and waits and waits while the song is still playing.
And this is the face he makes when Asi gives him a nudge as a warning. He loves messing with her.
She gets angry, making up new lyrics she starts singing.
Asi: *Mister shouldn't be stubborn and must smile.*
And he answers back through lyrics like her, changes the lyrics too. There are some word plays too but it's impossible to translate unfortunately.
Alaz: *My heart does what it wants, what's that to the others? Whatever it (my heart) wants, it suits me better.*
And their voices, oh my, they really should sing together again.
My witty couple. They are really one of a kind, I just can't explain it.
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Look at this new couple. It doesn't matter where they are, they just can't keep their hands off of each other even in these weird outfits and despite his fake mustache. Nothing stops them, NOTHING.
Asi: Alaz, stop. I put a lot of effort into preparing myself.
Well, the girl knows what's gonna happen. The best possibility is a ruined lipstick or a little messy hair. The worst possibility…ehem I am not gonna write it.
Alaz: Look, there is not only us. The others can start it (the show) first, we can get on the stage later. How about that?
Asi: No, it won't do. Let me go.
Alaz: But I can't. And I won't stop until you say these beautiful three words you said on that day.
Asi: Which three words?
Alaz: The ones you said in the storage when we were imprisoned. A perfect confession.
Asi: I don't remember. I'd lost so much blood.
Alaz: But for some reason, I remember all of it, Asi and I won't stop until you say it.
Asi: I really don't remember. I do not.
Alaz: This is what your choice is then.
"I don't remember what I said" is basically accepting his other option. Yeah, the girl wants to make out with him. And he smiles back at her saying "so this is your choice then". He's okay with that option too. Lol.
They are laughing at how absurd everything is. I CAN NOT. This is the first time they are having this much fun.
And still being this passionate. I think making love is on the way. I mean not even her outfit stops him wanting her very bad. This guy is seriously so hungry for her.
Alaz: So you're not going to say it? You're so difficult but I am not easy either. We'll see.
For some scientific reasons I can't stop looking at his fingers.
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This so-called cop investigated all of them.
The girls: Mad, offended, wanting to fight (rightfully)
Meanwhile him...
Alaz: This bothers me a lot. The photo. There are other photos which I look more handsome in. But what's written is true. Alaz Soysalan, prone to violence (smiling). Bingo. That's me, yes. We have such problems, unfortunately.
Even Yaman looks more offended than Alaz. LMAO.
Çağla: Çağla Soysalan has psychological problems. She is unbalanced.
I mean the girl isn't a crime expert, she is just a cop and already labelling his family members. And she writes "unbalanced" for Çağla. Well, look at the professionalism.
I can't with them.
When Yaman wants Leyla to give an explanation she says she is hungry now, her mind can't work. So that's why he sits down too and starts eating. You can never bother him. Never.
Asi: Alaz, what are you still doing here? Go after the girls.
Alaz: I have no problem but if the girls want to leave, I have to leave too because we came here by my car.
He speaks the same language with Leyla. The girls may throw a tantrum but he knows this doesn't affect Leyla. His evil mind is still there, I see. The best counter attack is to not give a damn about her.
Leyla: That insane man called Alaz, isn't he your boyfriend?
Asi: Yes, he is my boyfriend.
Yaman: And he is my brother.
Leyla: Your brother did every possible bad thing to you, Yaman but Asi became lovers with him.
Asi: What are you talking about? Alaz isn't like how he used to be. He has changed.
Omg, how protective they are.
Girl, your intelligence report doesn't include everything obviously. He is their problematic fave. Who cares if he almost killed his brother, they are family now. We stan Alaz Soysalan in this house.
Btw his traits haven't changed actually, he just doesn't want to kill his brother anymore. He is still that sarcastic and unhinged boy.
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The moment her hand fell down…
Alaz: This will pass. We will be how we used to be. I'll make you mad, you'll hit me, we'll fight, we won't talk to each other but we will never be apart. Okay? Because this is our routine, right?
Do you think how many minutes he continued talking to her unconscious self until they were found like this?
Honestly this guy has been through this for three times already. First he held his mom in his arms, then Çağla, now Asi. I think except his dad he saw his whole family members almost dying. He's so done.
But this is the type of angst I really enjoy. Also it's not my fault that he's so good at being a suffering character.
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Alaz: Where are we? We need a doctor! Open it!
Asi: Alaz…come.
Alaz: What's wrong? Tell me what's wrong.
Asi: Sit here.
Alaz: No, I can't. I need to persuade those guys.
Asi: Alaz…it's over.
Alaz: It is not, sssshhh.
Asi: Nobody will come.
Alaz: They will. You hold on, just hold on, okay? Asi…They will. Open your eyes, look at me. Listen what I am going to say…we haven't talked about this before. Asi, open your eyes, look at me. You know, that night, on new year's eve…I came to you. Do you know why? When I ran over Yaman and Rüya…you know there's a saying: "your life flashes before your eyes" There was only you before my eyes on that night, Asi. Only you. Then I found myself on your door. I was drawn to you. So it wasn't planned. Everything we lived was real.
He wanted her to not lose her consciousness but also finally cleared that misundertanding. That creep already made it clear that he didn't care if she was alive or not. He just needed Alaz. She knew nobody was coming. If they wanted to help them, they would have already done when they were being taken to the another place. Ooofff.
Like, I know he desperately needed to tell the truth because it was eating him alive…but honey, you already showed how real it was for you through your actions otherwise do you think she could let you be by her side?
Also they were holding hands for the first time. Well, this doesn't hurt at all.
Asi: Then do you know how I was drawn to you?
Alaz: How?
Asi: The first day I realised you were a human not a robot I asked myself what was going on, could it be that I was drawn to this spoiled rich brat?
Alaz: Which day was it?
Asi: You were sad about Çağla at the hospital. You left your arrogance aside that day. You acted like an elder brother. You acted like a human. I said to myself he knew how to love, he had a heart.
STOP IT STOP IT
No, you don't understand, this was the best explanation of why she could never lose her faith in him despite everything he did. She might fight him, say many hurtful things but at the end of the day she always remembers he's capable of loving selflessly, caring. They had an understanding because of Rüya & Yaman's relationship but to be able to love him, she needed to see something more. Because he wanted Rüya for his selfish reasons and he could be cruel to his own brother so it was normal for her to think maybe he was nothing but a monster. But after having seen how devastated he was for Çağla she let herself fall for him.
Asi: Alaz, listen to me. I am going to say something. Open your eyes. Look at me. Look at me in the eyes. Listen to me. We haven't talked about this before, right?
Alaz: About what?
Asi: I love you.
Alaz: Me too. I love you too. That's why you will hold on. We'll get out of here, okay?
OKAY STAB ME IT WOULD HURT LESS.
Just like how he tried to get her attention so she could think about another things not her wound, she freaking did the same, used the same words because he was crying but then she confessed her feelings and he couldn't even be happy for a moment because the only reason she confessed her love was the fact that she knew she was dying. And even in that state she tried to give him a little bit strength. Because you know she always puts her loved ones before herself.
Emotional state: 1 thousand percent not okay. Even after knowing they are well now, this will never stop hurting me. Because how raw, how touching their feelings are. I kind of agree with Zafer. This is such an epic love story.
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Alaz: (screaming at the door) Help! it's bleeding too much.
Also Alaz: (kissing her cheek) It's okay, it's okay. I am saying just in case.
Oh God he's hurting me so bad.
Asi: I am sorry.
Alaz: Ssshhh, don't talk nonsense. It's all my fault. If I hadn't said yes to your stupid plan, none of these things would have happened to us, okay? We should have sat and waited but I went along with your idea…So I am sorry. It's going to be all right, okay?
Asi: I am sorry because it really hurts.
Alaz: Oh, you're talking about that thing. But let's accept it. I deserved all of it but you did not deserve any of these…a terrible man like me, the things I made you go through…the wounds I've inflicted on your heart and soul…I am sorry for all of it. I am very sorry.
She said sorry for stabbing him because she finally knew how much it hurt. He said he deserved it and he was sorry for giving her so much pain.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this aches to the bone.
And also dear @mrsgreenworld reminded me that they would have matching scars. Because she got stabbed exactly where she stabbed Alaz.
Your otp could never.
Alaz: Look at me in the eyes. Don't close your eyes, okay? It's almost over. (still screaming) Open the fucking door or help!
Asi: I am okay, I am okay.
Alaz: You are okay. Hold on just a little longer. You endured me anyway, this is nothing compared to that.
He is like you put up with my shit, you're strong, you can get through this too.
The way he tried to lighten the mood
The way she understood and played along
The way he almost lost his mind
The way she saw it and caressed his arm to show she was still okay.
What is this torture?
I mean, obviously this wasn't enough because -
THERE IS ONLY ONE DAY BETWEEN THESE SHOTS
When I said they should lay on each other more often I did not mean this.
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Alaz: I will never be able to look at my mom's face again.
Asi: If you had killed me, you wouldn't have had this trouble.
Alaz: Actually the solution was to shoot myself in the head but-
Asi: You got scared. You don't have that courage.
Alaz: I wasn't scared of dying. I got scared because I thought I would lose both of you.
Asi: I still can't believe it. You really did get yourself locked up here. It's you that is a complicated question. From being a total selfish person-
Alaz: To becoming a total hero.
Asi: To becoming a total idiot. Because either heroes or idiots die.
Alaz: Bingo, Rebel Girl. No problem with that. But you still have to put up with an idiot who will live for a while. I am sorry. At least until those guys shoot us in our heads.
I think he meant that even if he had chosen to kill himself he would have been dead knowing that they would be killed after him. And if there was a chance to save one of them at least, he would make that choice which he did. He has always been someone who lives on edges, maybe Yaman would have chosen to kill himself even that would mean the other ones would die as well but Alaz is different.
Then things got interesting. She was ALSO furious because he came to her. He was actually right by saying that he unintentionally became a hero. I am not talking about being a lawful hero here, I am talking about the fact that he came for her in the end which totally meant he might die with her there if he couldn't find a way to save her. And this drove her mad. Because she was worried about him too.
He totally was fine with that possible ending. He knew what would possibly happen to them, because Zafer the Creep wanted that little kid whom Alaz thought Rüya and the others would protect. So he wasn't an idiot. He came there to die with her if things didn't go well.
Asi: I need to get out of here to kill that guy.
Alaz: If you have a bright idea, I am listening.
Asi: Actually I have. We'll do what we're best.
Alaz: What we do best..., yes but, really, here, under these conditions?
Asi: What did you think of?
Lol. He was tired af and already talking in his usual cynical way then she said something complicated…He only could think of having sex.
I mean…we were not there when it happened, we can only trust his words I guess. However it happened only once so this guy must be thinking of that night very often.
Asi: (starts acting) You're talking nonsense. Why are you looking at my face? What are you talking about? Why are you staring?
Alaz: Asi, are you okay?
Asi: What the hell are you saying? Take him away from here!
Him realising what she meant (they're good at arguing and fighting as well, lol) and playing along...
Alaz: You are maniac, girl! You're crazy! Crazy!
Asi: I'll blow your head off!
Alaz: You will blow my head off?
Asi: Yes!
Alaz: I'll do it myself so both of us will be saved.
If Asi really shared her plan in a more detailed way, he would have never agreed that, I am sure. A lot of armed men vs. them…nope, he wouldn't have let her jeopardise herself or might have been more prepared.
Deep breath...after this scene the pain level is going to increase. Be ready!
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Asi: Where did they take Yaman?
Alaz: I don't know.
Asi: Do you think they buried him?
Alaz: I don't know.
Asi: But he wasn't someone who didn't have a family. He had a mother, a father, siblings… It's unfair to bury him without a tomb as if he has no family. Why didn't you shoot me? Why?
They both know why he didn't shoot her but their mental health couldn't handle this conversation at that moment. And Alaz who would never forgive himself couldn't tell her that he would never point a gun at her. His guilty conscience didn't let him speak.
Also I don't think she waited for an answer from him. She just felt guilty too -because if it wasn't for her, none of this would have happened- and wanted him to carry this burden.
And he realised what she needed. He went to sit beside her.
Asi: I will never forgive you.
Alaz: I know.
She snuggled into him. He didn't expect her forgiveness, since he wouldn't forgive himself either. But he couldn't bear to know that she would hate him for the rest of their lives.
He did not defend himself, did not tell her anything just accepted her hurtful words. As long as this made her feel better, he would take it.
As for her, no matter what she always needed his arms being around her, that's an undeniable fact even when they were in their enemies era.
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