Sometimes she pops up into my head and I start missing her again

I made a mistake.

I have a crush on a nun.

This isn’t a bit or a joke in waiting I literally have a crush on a nun, let me explain.

My grandma is slowly starting to go, she’s currently housed at a catholic hospital and I’m one of the last few people alive that care for her. I spend everyday before and after work at the hospital with her and today was the weirdest day. A nun came in, something I hadn’t seen before and said she was here to provide prayer or whatever I needed. We talked for awhile and I couldn’t help but stare into her auburn eyes. She was very sweet and of course me being the fucking idiot I am asked her if she had ever heard of warrior nun. Of course she hadn’t so I explained the show to which she was highly entertained by the premise. Then I made *the mistake*… I asked her if she was apart of a secret society of ninja nuns and no joke her immediate response was to deadpan and say “If I told you the answer then it wouldn’t be a secret.” She got up with a smile and left giggling to herself and now I’m swooning. WHAT THE FUCK IM LITERALLY LIVING THE DAMN REDDIT AVATRICE FIC RN WHAT US WRONG WITH ME

being the flop mutual is hard work but someone's gotta do it

The choreographer for the mv: “so do you want to be held in a chokehold in between the legs of a buff woman whilst saying “I luv it”?”

Camila: “yes, and?”

Haha anyway it’s so good to finally have new music again! Gonna be streaming my ass off the next two days to hopefully get it on some playlists

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“The hardest thing about moving forward is leaving something behind - and usually it’s a part of ourselves.”

— Unknown

i need feminism because when jesus does a magic trick it’s a goddamn miracle but when a woman does a magic trick she gets burned at the stake

Good news... Camila owns her masters, licensed to the label, and she owns the copyright to the music video. Girlfriend was smart like I was hoping she would be.

How old are you ?

21

I'm not a pro at mastering but the part where the rapper comes in is toooooi loud. The song ain't that bad. I was scared in the beginning but it's actually kinda good. I will need to listen to it a bit more to enjoy the rap part but yeah!

You always were blue.

It never made sense,

Blue is such a sad color,

And you were always my sunshine ball.

But I guess I always knew,

I knew I would get disappointed by you.

I know you don’t mean to,

But now my heart is the one being teared apart, every time we interact.

Hey ,do u think camren are broken off right know cause Camila seemed really sad saying she didn't get to be with that person

In my opinion, they are not together nope. Sadly not every story is meant to be forever :/

Who Are You Live (11/29/13)

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I watched the one day movie back in the day. I always related to it. Because I 100% had a “dexter” we did grow up together? But lived hours away (our families were friends so we’d visit on occasion). He passed away almost three years ago, cancer. About a month after diagnosis. He always made me feel special and I always thought he’d be in my life, I always thought we’d have time. So I mean I say if you really want to contact someone, do it, go for it. You never know what might not be there tomorrow.

I'm sorry about your story and I genuinely hope you're ok. My doors are open for you if you need it <3 and yeah, I really want to but everyone tells me no because it was not good for me. And I see it too. I just love her and still wish she would come back and apologise but I know I shouldn't be the one going because I can't take the risk of going back to her and seeing the same version I left. And well, if it is meant to be then it will come back, but some people are sometimes meant to be loved from far away i guess. But I for sure do my best every day to cherish my relationships with everyone so if I go tomorrow, or they do, i don't regret a thing

I fucking want a reunion girls. PLEASE

I watched "One Day" last week and I have been wanting to call my ex ever since.

I don't want to spoil the series but I miss her so freaking bad and the moral of the movie is actually really making me cry lmao. I don't know what I'd do if I woke up one day with the news at the end of the series about her.

Gosh, is love really hard or are we just complicating things by fear?

Those who criticise don't deserve your love (I mean to a certain extent cause of course don't touch people without their consent but you know what I mean)

If I’m honest, my favorite form of showing love is by soft touch. I wanna massage your neck or run my fingers through your hair. I want to kiss your temple and lightly stroke your shoulders. I’ll let you rest your chin on my shoulder. Let me be gentle with you because we both know it’s needed.