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mybpdiary · 2 days
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i have adhd so if i remember an odd, specific thing you liked that you mentioned only one time like 4 months ago, believe me, you truly have a special place in my heart
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mybpdiary · 3 days
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Can we talk about something
When someone is trying to manipulate you but you don't like them so you WILL NOT be manipulated by someone like that and you immediately call it out cus you don't like them enough to put up with it and the embarrassment on their face as they realize their plan failed.
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mybpdiary · 5 days
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My love language is loving so much that I don't have any left for myself
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mybpdiary · 6 days
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watching her going from "can i text you when i get home so you know i got home safely during the night?🥰"
to "what the fuck does it have to do with you if i get home or not?"
has got to be one of the most painful experiences i've ever had
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mybpdiary · 9 days
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Why! Why why why why why why
Why do I keep caring about her even after she said she's selfish and only going to care about herself.
Why is it so damn hard not to care. Feels like it should be easier the way people are in general
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mybpdiary · 11 days
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you see, when someone abandons me i relive every single occasion someone has abandoned me. used to be bad but manageable, now tho i cant even form new connections because if i have to go through another breakup and consequentially relive everything else all over again i'm a 100% sure i'll snap. i'm barely holding it together after the last one anyway.
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mybpdiary · 15 days
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Remembering the time when my ex was asleep until like 2 pm and I had no way of knowing this so I thought she was dead and cried so much that I threw up
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mybpdiary · 17 days
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Fr tho
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mybpdiary · 19 days
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I think the saddest part was never you leaving me. I think it was you taking a piece of me that I don't think I'm strong enough to ever get back
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mybpdiary · 23 days
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And then I send it all anyway 😎 *crying under the glasses*
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mybpdiary · 24 days
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mybpdiary · 24 days
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My skin care routine
1. Wash face with some water and dab gently with a towel
2. Apply toner followed by serum
3. Destroy the world
4. Apply moisturizer
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mybpdiary · 25 days
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I'm so tired of getting taken advantage of. Why does it always take me so long to recognize that someone is being toxic and stop myself from getting used again
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mybpdiary · 28 days
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keeping myself sharp by asking myself tricky and intellectually demanding questions like "what day is it" or "what did i do yesterday"
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mybpdiary · 1 month
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✨Information post✨
If anyone is looking for some good info on BPD that doesn't immediately show crap like "How to live with someone with BPD" or "Calm down! It's all in your head!!!" or "Get her! she's a mind witch!", I recommend Mind's website.
Mind is a mental health charity currently run by a lot of passionate volunteers, and the very amazing Stephen Fry.
Here's a link if anyone's interested
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mybpdiary · 1 month
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mybpdiary · 1 month
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*Me taking my Bulbasaur plushie to the toy store*
Me: Hey, can you let him see his friends once. I think he may be lonely
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