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musicprincess1990 · 2 months
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Hi, everyone.
I’ve been absent here on Tumblr for quite a while now, and sorry to say, the break I’m taking is going to continue. I have lost my passion for writing. You don’t know how much that hurts. The one thing I have always, always loved to do, the thing I wanted to do with my life… there’s no joy in it anymore. I don’t want to say it will never come back, and I desperately hope that it will. But various external factors (and internal factors too, if I’m being honest) have turned writing into a chore.
I want so badly to fix that, but unfortunately, there’s no magic button or special switch. It’s going to be a process, one that I need to take its natural course instead of trying to force it. Because I’ve been trying to force it, and it had the opposite effect. All of this is undeniably tied to my own mental health, which has been suffering greatly for the past… Jesus, I don’t even know how long. But it reached a low point in the last few months, and I’m still climbing my way out of that downward spiral. But I wanted to get on and post this as a sort of check-in. I’m still here, I’m still alive, and I still love all of you.
I hope soon I will be able to get out of this slump, get back to I Know No Other Way, and take a crack at some of the other stories I’ve left unfinished. We’ll see. I won’t make promises I can’t keep. But I hope.
❤️
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musicprincess1990 · 2 months
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Why do people think Sherlock had sex with irene because of eurus asking? When he composed the song he wasn't having sex. When he composed it he was thinking about irene, her phone, the case, the pictures. The case involved sex, pictures of people having sex, dominatrix so tune definitely has a huge sexual influence. That's why eurus got a sense of sex in it. If Sherlock had sex eurus would've said "you had sex" not "have you had sex?" She wanted to know about the music. Why is has sexual influence, because the case was about sex.
I don't know how long ago you sent me this, nonny, and I apologize for not answering until now. I've been on a social media break. But I'll answer now.
For myself, I tend to think that Sherlock and Irene had sex for a couple of reasons.
He saved her life, in a very dramatic way no less, and that gets the blood pumping. That alone wouldn't be reason enough, though, which is where the second reason comes in.
There is definitely chemistry between them. It's pretty obvious all throughout "A Scandal in Belgravia" that both are attracted to the other. The tension is palpable, and while I absolutely do not ship them, I can see why some do.
I do see your point though, it may be that it's a much looser connection to sex that Eurus hears. And it's a fascinating idea, one that might be fun to explore in writing. Either way, my OTP remains unchanged. Sherlolly forever. ❤️😊
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musicprincess1990 · 5 months
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It's official...
Today, I plucked a loose hair off my shirt... and it was gray.
Then I took as good a look at all the hair still attached to my scalp... and found two more gray ones.
I'm not going to lie, this feels weird. I've always considered myself to be an old soul, but this is different. Now I'm actually getting old. I know, 33 isn't really all that old, but sometimes it feels like it.
And now that I'm starting to turn gray... it just hits me more than ever that life is so short. We really don't have all that much time in this world. I've wasted a lot of that time being a passive participant, just letting things happen, good or bad, without much effort. I want to change that. I want to take control of my life. It's going to be hard, really hard, especially with the triple-combination of ADHD, anxiety, and depression that I face every day. But I'm tired of letting things just happen. I want to enjoy life, to truly live, not just to exist.
Anyway... there's my little existential crisis. Y'all have a nice day.
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musicprincess1990 · 5 months
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9 People You Want to Know Better Tag
I was tagged by @dlrconlicense (thanks, friend!), so here it is.
Three ships: My main OTPs are Sherlolly (duh), Harry/Hermione, and Luke/Lorelai.
First ship: Ever? Probably Zach Morris/Kelly Kapowski. First ship after learning what shipping was? Harry/Hermione.
Last song: I guess this means the last song I listened to? Which I will get shamed to high heaven for, but fuck it... it was "Adeste Fideles" by Bing Crosby. Christmas music starts in November for me, thank you very much!
Currently reading: The Secret Life of Miss Mary Bennet, by Katherine Cowley. So far it's a slow start, but I'm optimistic.
Currently watching: Nothing, really. I guess I technically haven't finished S3 of The Witcher, but as soon as I found out Henry Cavill is leaving, I lost interest a bit. Can't imagine anyone else as Geralt, least of all Liam fucking Hemsworth. 😬
Currently consuming: Water. Boring, I know, but I take hydration seriously. (And I ran out of cream for my tea.)
Currently craving: Wine. (I'm out of that, too.)
I'm not going to tag anyone else, because I'm a lazy bitch. Feel free to respond or reblog to your heart's content.
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musicprincess1990 · 5 months
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I did it. I finished listening to The Lord of the Rings audiobooks. And as expected, I bawled. This story is beyond good. I love everything about it, both movies and books, and when I die and reach the pearly gates, one of the first people I'm going to ask about (after I've reunited with family) is J.R.R. Tolkien. And I will thank him profusely for the gift he gave us all.
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musicprincess1990 · 6 months
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Jesus... I didn't just open a can of worms, I kicked the damn thing and sent it through the roof!
I've started listening to an audio book of The Fellowship of the Ring. It's my first time getting past the first few pages (ADHD and Tolkein don't easily mix), and while I'm enjoying it, I'm surprised at how different it is from the movies. And y'all know I love those movies!
Today, I foolishly thought it was a good idea to post on the LotR subreddit, asking people what they thought about the movies. Man, it's been 20 years since Return of the King came out, and people are still triggered! Violently so! There are a few people who have said they still like the movies, but the majority seem to relish the chance to shit on them and curse Peter Jackson's name.
...I regret making that post.
I will always love the movies. It's too early to say if I'll grow to love the books more than the movies, but even if I do, the movies are spectacular. It's taking all my strength not to defend them, but I know it would be pointless to argue. Nothing some stranger on the internet could say would change their mind.
Still. I'm really enjoying the audio book so far. 😁
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musicprincess1990 · 6 months
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People who say this are literally saying that they prefer for the workers to all be inexperienced and desperately looking for other jobs. But they somehow also expect good service.
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musicprincess1990 · 6 months
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I knew I would be disappointed. I knew it... but I did it anyway. I watched the 2020 adaptation of Emma.
...Two hours of my life I will never get back.
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musicprincess1990 · 6 months
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"Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light."
"While we may come from different places and speak in different tongues, our hearts beat as one."
"You think the dead we loved truly ever leave us? You think we don't recall them more clearly in times of great trouble?"
"To the well-organized mind, death is but the next great adventure."
Rest in peace, Professor. /*
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musicprincess1990 · 6 months
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Roses aren't always red, violets aren't exactly blue,
People will come into your life,
To break your heart when you won't have a clue.
Being in a crowd of people isn't always happy,
And being lonely isn't always upset,
Be very careful about who to give your heart,
Don't let them control you and become their puppet.
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musicprincess1990 · 7 months
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I'm gonna be straight with you all... I'm thinking of deleting my Tumblr.
I don't want to, but I'm so damn tired of blocking bot after bot after bot. I had to report and block 5 of them today alone!! It's getting to the point where it's just not worth it. And as I'm still struggling to get back into writing, it's getting harder and harder to justify keeping it.
No decision has been made, just... it's a possibility.
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musicprincess1990 · 7 months
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This is for my fellow Gilmore Girls fans.
I had Indian food for dinner last night, a nice chicken tikka masala from a local place I adore. A little while later, I was talking to my mom on the phone (she's also a Gilmore Girls fan), and I told her about my dinner, knowing full well what she'd say. She did not disappoint.
"You gonna burn the house down later? Only way to get rid of the smell." 😂
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musicprincess1990 · 7 months
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I mean, his curly hair, her ponytail, her putting his heart back in place, it all fits with Sherlolly. 🥰
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musicprincess1990 · 7 months
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I should have done this years ago!
No pics, wanna stay completely anonymous here, but I got my hair cut on Saturday. SHORT. Like, really short. Somewhere between a pixie cut and a bob, with lots of layers, and I LOVE IT. I have been wanting to do it for years now, but was always afraid it would look bad on me. I've never gone shorter than shoulder-length, not since before my hair had fully grown in as a tiny tot. But this weekend, I decided you know what? Fuck it. If it looks bad, oh well. Hair grows.
Man, am I glad I did it!
Not only do I feel so much more free, I have had SOOOO many compliments today! I feel like a million bucks. 😄
That's all, just feeling the joy today and wanted to share. Love y'all.
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musicprincess1990 · 7 months
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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you to get to know your mutuals and followers.
If you insist. 😉
My family 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦
A good story 📖
The smell of rain 🌧
Going to the theatre 🎭
Coffee ☕️
These are just the first 5 that came to mind. Thanks for the ask!
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musicprincess1990 · 7 months
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I fucking love this. Protect your art. ❤️
Glaze is out!
Tired of having your artwork used for AI training but find watermarks dismaying and ineffective?
Well check this out! Software that makes your Art look messed up to training AIs and unusable in a data set but nearly unchanged to human eyes.
I just learned about this. It's in Beta. Please read all the information before using.
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musicprincess1990 · 7 months
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Patient: Hi, I’m calling to schedule an appointment.
Me: Great! We definitely have availability for a consultation.
Patient: No, I don’t want a full appointment.
Me: ...I’m sorry?
Patient: I'm only free for maybe 20 minutes tomorrow at lunchtime. Can you just squeeze me in?
Me:
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