this guy was my friend but last week i was near him while him and this other guy were making a bunch of comments and jokes about rape, laughing like it was fucking funny or something, and my friend was like ''don't you hate it when they scream, its kind of a turn off''

like im going to move seats in all of my classes that i have with him, because i can barely stand the thought of him, my skin fucking crawls at the idea of having to hold a conversation with that pig. when you greet your friend with "hey i havent seen you in forever, where've ya been, rapin' bitches?'' SOMETHING IS FUCKING WRONG WITH YOU

seriously, i thought he was this casual dude, he liked screamo, and had a bit of a problem with depression im pretty sure, and people who usually struggle with depression aren't like...assholes that make rape jokes

literally disgusted

im angry im bitter im sick of you staring at her

collarbones natural tan completely lost not a plan

in her itty bitty mind you reside waisting time when you could be mine

failure is essential to those at rock bottom with living potential

once you reach the top all that's left to do is flop and once you flop all that's left to do is reach the top

processing, confessing, repressing my talent the truth the fall the rise and all

we walk the same halls everyday you wear the same t-shirts everday i still feel the same everday

everday, you bring me pain my hope deflates but youre still sane

my tongue is bitter and my lips are pursed do you feel better? can you define my self worth?

questions chase after me everyday why didn't i understand everday how can you lie everday

i still feel the same everyday

you told me you would use me i dont know how it could've been more clear grief and sadness pool my veins remind me that there's room to change

you told me you would use me i dont know how it could've been more clear and now we cant even meet eyes anger and hatred finalize 

final lies refuse to fight you told me you would use me i dont know how it could've been more clear

but maybe if i wasn't so blind and i grew a spine and i felt alive i would still be within your line of sights