I've never had a friend who I could show my true feelings to. I didn't think anyone was worth it. [...] Don't look. I had it hidden... The exhaustion. I didn't want anyone to know.
Let me tell you, having someone on your side makes a world of difference. You said not to trust anyone. No one's on my side. You're right. You never know who will stab you in the back. But there will be someone you'll gladly let stab you in the back. That's what it means to have someone on your side. Someone you'd understand even if they betrayed you.