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mienai-me · 9 days
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My childhood trauma didn't make me stronger. it made me a people pleaser. it made me forgive way too much. it made me not speak when i'm supposed to. it made me an extreme empath.
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mienai-me · 5 months
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Thirteen
13th of November is a Monday this year. I remember last year it was a Sunday - the saddest Sunday of my life. How could I forget it?
A part of me died on that day.
How did it feel? It was like ripping out a vital organ of your body - something that belongs to you, something you can't live without anymore, just endure. To endure this existence, to endure always "just one more day".
Thirteen.
Where there are no words, it's only distance what screams - if I can't. No one would hear me anyway. And even if they would, I know you can't be among them, and since that I don't care about anything anymore. There is nothing left in me but this phantom pain and absence, after something that has long since ceased to be a part of my life.
There is something deep inside me that will never be healed. Things we carry inside until the day we die.
Thirteen. "Just one more day".
And in the meantime, deep down I'm hoping - again and again - that I won't live to see the next year.
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mienai-me · 5 months
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Dvořák’s autograph of Jirka’s aria in Act One Já ubohej ovcácek from the opera Čert a Káča (The Devil and Kate), Op. 112; dated June 26, 1899.
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mienai-me · 5 months
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Thank you 〜
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Sketches by Yves Saint Laurent, via Le Musée Yves Saint Laurent, museeyslparis
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mienai-me · 5 months
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“It’s just that I belong in the quietest quiet, that’s what’s right for me.”
– Franz Kafka
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Juan Chao - Untitled, 2010
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mienai-me · 8 months
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Jennette McCurdy, I’m Glad My Mom Died
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mienai-me · 8 months
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