my first edit in three weeks is rarepair angst marvellous :-) -ac: forgot sorry -dt: myself because i love matt holt sm omg
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me too. you
you told me last night that
one day
you hope we might be able
to restore a healthyhappyfunctional relationship
and that
you hope i might be able
to realize how much my father loves
his daughter
before it’s too late.
because, you said, it would be sad
if
i didn’t realize it before it’s
too late.
sad for me,
that is,
you said.
and
you probably think
i disagree.
when, in fact,
i
wholeheartedlypainfullylongingly
agree.
however, a
healthyhappyfunctional relationship
won’t happen in this life.
because your
narcisisstic personality disorder
drives wedge
after
wedge
into our relationship, and
you don’t even know it.
i realize you love me
as much
as you’re capable of
loving someone more than yourself.
i realize your disorder
is not your fault.
i realize Jesus Christ suffered the Atonement
for you as much he did
for me.
but your disorder is like
poison
to my physicalemotionalspiritual well-being.
and don’t misunderstand
when i say
that some nights i am on my knees
hyperventilating
sobbing
trembling
because i want my earthly father and i
to have
a healthyhappyfunctional relationship.
so, me too.
but i doubt it will happen in this life.
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i wish you would quit using your nickname for me in attempt to manipulate me. my blood boils and my heart hurts at the sound of it.
noontime angry thoughts about my dad
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When Yato's heart broke into pieces :(💔 My audio 🎧🎶👀 (Sorry for the reposts I wanted it to loop lol😂)
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koi no yokon ❥ {requested}
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.*❁~ι wιll reмeмвer yoυ~❁*. ꒰˘̩̩̩⌣˘̩̩̩๑꒱♡ -{IB below}-
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{ g o d o f c a l a m i t y } [my audio and tysm for 14.1k
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"I think you're fine the way you are."
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ghibli (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡ {ty for 15K (。・//ε//・。) my audio}
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koi no yokon ❥ {requested}
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#8DaysOfAnimeCharacters day 7 ~ favourite side character, MIZUKI ❤️🐍
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