can’t convince me this wasn’t improvised.

Hi Hi i’m bacckkk with another series finished!!

i have no idea why i didn’t watch bad buddy the first time it premiered but ive watched it all now.

i was in tears!!! what a beautiful story! the amount of times i laughed, cried and smiled was countless

i hope pran & pat are living happily ever after rn hopefully they’re married already!

i wanna talk about the last two episodes.

episode 11

well… i bawled my eyes out. the pain i felt seeing pay say “let’s go home” with tears in his eyes…. i felt soooo sad for them & their love. the song pran sang to him while they were away… 😭💔

now episode 12

the beauty in them keeping their love a secret? my goodness so damn cuuuute 😭😭 the fact that their parents knew tho lowkey.. that made me tear up too! no matter the disagreements and hate they had for each other their children were always friends and eventually fell in love. that’s karma for you lol

anyway, this series was sooo good. beautiful story, ohm & nanon have amazing chemistry! i hope to see them in more series together (despite the news i found out while watching their content :( ) i really hope it’s like taynew. take a little break but come back.

checked off another great series off my list, idk how many times i’ll rewatch but it’s not one of those series i’ll just watch once that’s for sure.

rn i’m watching our skyy 2 with them

next series i have in mind to watch is eclipse?

let’s talk about it!!! 😭

ngl i miss them

too cute <3

little late but Cherry Magic ep 1

I MISSED TAYNEW

cherry magic trailer & cooking crush

MY TAYNEW & OFFGUN are back yall im gonna cry!! 🥲💙💚

I’ve mentioned it before but I’m so happy my main four have series going into the next year. They deserve to have so many projects and if they’re together even better! their talent has progressed so much as years have gone by. Taynew was my introduction to bls and I’ll never get tired of saying that, offgun? They completely dragged me into the world of bls and gmmtv. I can’t ever not show my love for these four actors fr. I can’t wait to start cooking crush and cherry magic premiers Dec 9!! 😭 both shows at the same time?! Never thought I’d see the day I was booked with both taynew & offgun 😭

LIKE DO YALL REALLY GET IT GET ME!!!!😫

One thing I love so much about Only Friends is our reactions to the cameos.

I will never be able to watch these episodes and not go "Drake?!" Or "Mond?!" when they show up.

NO CAUSE I SHIP IT ALL THE WAY

no i absolutely ship it, i love the fact that nick is kind of the one who sets up the dynamic, good for them

DADDY DAN IM IN LOVE WITH YOU

He’s one hot ass ex omg

THE TENSION MY GOODNESS

LOOK TOXICITY ASIDE THIS WAS HOT!?!?!? Like you know they've been itching to just kiss each other BUT THESE CIRCUMSTANCES AREN'T IT.

the way I screamed!!!

Mond Tanutchai as Boeing Only Friends Ep9

In todays, BL scenes i can’t stop rewatching:

Series: Kiss Me Again

Couple: petekao

Ship: Taynew 💙

the music, the reflection in the water, the dive in for the kiss. ugh, one my fav scenes, ever.

fun fact: my very first bl back in 2019 🫶🏽

Only friends Ep 8

Thoughts were all over the place…

Let’s dive in, before I go on these are MY opinions. You’re welcome to come for me or not lol that’s up to you. I simply write my personal thoughts during and after watching the episodes.

I want to start with the mess that is Raymew, but before I hit up on that, cheum baby, let’s talk about you shall we?

Up until this episode I’ve been riding with cheum. I love her, this episode however, I started feeling some type of way towards her. She’s still a very likable character don’t get me wrong but in this specific episode I was not on board with her though i get her pov. that’s the beauty of writing. I feel as though p’jojo had her be the one to go off on ray to let us know that she’s the one who can bring and probably keeps them all together as a friend group. But we might dig into that later. I just personally felt the attack on Ray, after so many times he’s fucked up. Like I said I get her. I see why she’s frustrated, Ray is a mess and that boy needs help, but where will he find it or heal if he gets it from no one? Not his parents, for obvious reasons we already know, not from his friends, we saw it from Mew but only for a brief time and the love Ray has for Mew maybe affected the way Mew cares for Ray now. I’m not defending Ray at all. He’s making endless mistakes and I’m honestly getting so annoyed at him but that’s how unstable people realistically act. They can’t accept or receive help even when it’s given, i.e Sand in Ray’s case. I just thought the both times she blamed Ray for Mew, a grown ass man who’s capable of making his own decisions, for the bad boy choices. I felt like she just wanted to blame Ray due to his obvious constant behavior but Mew is choosing to deal with his pain this way, and again; realistically some people do cope with pain in that way, we see it in Ray all the time. She needs to pull Mew aside and talk to him about why he’s acting out.

Now RayMew. Mew was chill for me but up to this point he’s been making decisions that irk the shit out of me. Like i mentioned in last week’s post, he was getting on my nerves with the way he was acting over Top but I was shut up which I really liked! But this episode i was back to disliking this new version of Mew. It’s good that he’s giving Top the cold shoulder that’s what I support but what I don’t like is that he’s using Ray in this messy ass revenge he’s got going on. Again, not defending Ray cause I know damn well he knows he’s being used. He knows Mew is hurting and is using him as a rebound. I don’t think it’s okay to use anyone in any matter the way Mew is using Ray. For the story, it makes sense and I guess the choices they’re making in the writers room will eventually make sense as we continue watching but for right now I stand by my feelings towards Mew & I don’t like him at all. There’s something very fishy about him. I feel he makes himself seem like this sweet innocent kid but in reality he’s as evil & toxic as his friends. Maybe he’ll grow on me later? Idk I liked him last episode this episode, not so much.

Top & Boston. I’ll do these two in one. Okay, Top is shining now. He’s trying. However, i still don’t feel anything towards his character. The love he has for Mew is clear now, I guess he really is serious about him. It was nice to see him being caring towards him but I’m still eh. Boston on the other hand, im warming up to. He’s funny. He is probably the only character besides Sand that is so real & gives no fucks. He literally is so chill and unbothered by everything. He made me laugh so much this episode and I’m starting to love him cause he never fakes who he is. Boston is Boston and I’m loving him for being himself regardless of anything.

Nick, he really is so lost. My boy is just obsessed. It’s sad in my opinion. I still like him for some reason and I think that reason is because Mark is too adorable to hate. I don’t condone his stalker ass tho lol from the start I’ve said he’s creepy for have gone after Boston the way he did but hey it worked for him. I just want him to move on, tho it’s clear he’s very much in love with Boston and maybe Boston is feeling something towards him as well? I gotta admit that scene of him at the bar was super cute. But they’ll be toxic together given Nick’s spying kink and Boston’s “I can’t stick to just one person” but there’s potential I guess.

I’m very biased I know, Sandray….

Ugh, what to say? Ray is an idiot. Like I said he’s getting on my last nerve. Not only is he all kinds of fucked up but to have the audacity to cock block Sand from moving on is actually gross. The satisfaction I felt when Sand told him he wasn’t his second option and shoved his ass onto that couch?! Ughhh love! I fucking clapped and cheered. That’s what I need from Sand. As much as I love FirstKhao, Sandray is not my go to no more. Sand deserves so much better but he ain’t safe either i have shit for him too! Not him running back to Ray next episode! Face palm! Sand cmon man you’re stronger than that!! I will admit Sand is my favorite character, as if I haven’t mentioned that previously lol but yes I will stick up for him but this episode him going to safe Ray’s ass yet again got screaming at my screen “WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!!” And next week’s episode put the cherry on top to my disappointment lol however, despite that whole party interaction, That sandray scene at the very beginning of the episode is also my favorite sandray scene thus far. The smoothness and calmness of it ? Beautiful. First & Khao are so talented. I felt Sand’s pain and First’s pain for sand. I also felt Ray’s disappointment to Sand learning to let him go. The writing in that scene is what i hope to write in the future as a screenwriter. These situations are what inspires me. Big props to P’Jojo for that beautiful scene and the crew for beautifully transferring it on screen.

Little note: sandnick’s friendship needs protection at all costs!

Next week’s promo: im ready for that daddy Dan & Nick dynamic… oh lord! But… Dan seems kind of sus ngl. Boston… back to making bad decisions but that’s what makes him Boston and i can no longer hate him for it lol Top forcing himself back into Mew’s life, yikes. Sandray get away? It’ll end in pain again, i already know it. I’m not getting my hopes up at all fuck that. They can give us hopes and then they just take it away. I also feel it won’t be real? I have a sense that it’s more of a dream sequence? But maybe not. Idk it seems too good to be true, but at least we get the “now that you walked into my life, I’m not letting you go” scene!!! That song they used for them: broke back mountain reference for sure you can’t tell me otherwise. I’m very anxious for next week & i have zero patience.

Mhm

I try so hard to not get angry at Chueam because female characters are over hated in BL's as it is and she hasn't done anything near as bad as those men but boy was she boiling my blood this episode

also, sand walking away? chef's kiss.

This!!! Thank you. I love cheum but she annoyed me tgis episode

This might be a hot take but to me there is one thing that was made very much clear in this episode and that is where cheum stands. From what we've been shown she has never seen Ray as a friend at all. Even 2 years ago after Ray had attempted to leave this world she says the most superficial things that he has money and that he's handsome. Nothing about his personality just all the shallow things. Her whole focus on this episode was Mew. In her eyes Mew was taken from her because of Ray, and now him being in this relationship and he's as she's saying being introduced to all these bad things. While mew willingly is choosing to do these bad things that he is so much against because he just wants to try something new but she puts that blame on Ray.

Mew is her friend more than anything and to some extent she also has been Boston's friend too but she also very much s*** Shames Boston a lot for sleeping around. When Boston is very open about who he sleeps with and his lifestyle. Coming for his behavior is one thing but coming for how he decides to live his life is another. And even if it comes out as a joke it's a very much apparent thing that she says that he's a s*** for sleeping with other people and not settling. But one thing is for sure is she never fails putting all the blame on Ray like that long speech she gave at the end it was very much like what?? to me. Because in that moment you can see ray isn't and hasn't been okay he's spiraling. Like no Ray hasn't been the best of a friend to everyone, but I do think he cares, and when he's sober i think he genuinely helps his friends out he's enjoyable to be around. But like cheum you haven't been a good friend to him like I understand where she's coming from, but she made that whole last part about herself. Ray's state of mind is absolutely concerning, he literally went into that car and not one person came out. It's like I said she just sees Ray continuously as a problem and not as the friend that has a problem needs to actually be there for and support. Is it tiring and draining it probably much so is but if you haven't shown yourself to be a friend to someone at all you really wouldn't pay attention or notice. To what they are actually going through. He needs to see that he is someone that can be loved yes that also comes from within. But also from his friends and they want him here! but it's hard when you have that one friend who constantly reminds you what you are to them all the things that you already started to believe. And I'm not saying she needs to Baby him because at the end of the day all of this comes down to Ray and if he's willing to make those changes to be more present. And be a better version of himself like he is because he has the potential to be we've seen it when he's with Sand especially. (not to mention He said himself he's happy with sand)

Because even in the last scene Boston didn't say anything, because I think this is something that Boston has become sadly used too. Seeing Ray at his lowest like this, like i said he was a Outsider this ep and a Observer he just looked on because I think he is feeling like this was inevitable and he knew this was going to happen at the some point. (Also remember it was Boston's pov so that says alot of how he views this group through his eyes).

I really hope we see where and how they all came and started to become this friend group, and who clicked with who instantly. But as the years go by and they get older. It's normal to get closer to other people more in your circle than others and I'm not saying that she's wrong for getting closer to mew but it's just now how she views Ray and her approach with him.