Those days of blistering cold are almost always accompanied by a kind of light that is so pure and crystallized it feels like salvation, if salvation could feel like anything. There is a type of winter light, a cold light seeming warm, a light that, when beamed through a windowpane, feels like it clears whatever it touches, maybe even forgives it. It is a light that makes you forget death, a light that makes you wonder if death is even possible. It is a light like water, as beautiful as it is full of life.
you can tell Zayn is enjoying the stationhead thing cause he completely forgot about the whole point of it (playing the current single over and over for streaming stats) and is just having fun playing his other songs and fucking around now
"I've been listening to quite a bit of One Direction lately, reminiscing ...good times... we made some good music, as a band, we were pretty good" -ZAYN
"I can't wait to be onstage I'm really excited I think we all deserve it... I feel like a different person I'm really charged up I'm a go getter" -Zayn talking about getting ready to play shows 😭
(I'm not a stenographer this was the best I could do in the moment I think it's close)