Babe, it's not always Yellow and Red, sometimes it's Blue and Gray.

Once you start chasing what shouldn't be supposed to be chased, you'll start feeling heavy in the chest. You know why? Because you know you shouldn't be doing that but you chose to anyway.

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no messages

woke up find my phone look at your name no messages

stood up find my reflection look at the mirror no messages

brush my teeth find myself look at the mirror no messages

run on treadmills find the song look at my phone no messages

started my work find the tasks look at my laptop no messages

we don't talk anymore

I will always look for you in a crowded place. Hoping that maybe our eyes will meet. But my heart breaks when I cannot even have a glimpse of your shadow. I miss you.

MeaddieAllistaire

You held my hands and did not let go for a minute or more. It felt like the world stopped spinning, that time froze for us. I looked at our intertwined fingers and I can't help but smile. I have dreamed for this moment to happen. I have been guessing how would it feel to have your palms against mine. I tried to pull mine away from yours but then you just held it tighter. Indeed, it was a night to remember.

MeaddieAllistaire

Sunset Memories

It pains me to know I'll never get a sunset memory with you, to never see the sun glisten against your skin, never see the glow in your eyes, to never kiss those lips underneath the setting sun as the wind rush past us. I'll never have that memory because we never got there, and I think maybe its good we never got there because if we did, every sunset after, would kill me. But the thing with humans are, things we don't get to experience becomes an obsession of what if's, and the cravings for that memory pains us just as much as it would if we did live through it and had to live after things ended.

-sillyjenny

My sunset, I hate to let you go but the darkness of the night is slowly drowning me and I never realised until now, that this darkness is somewhat comforting. I will never forget how enticing your colors are, how magical it is to witness your beauty. I was happy, I will always be exhilarated every moment I get to feel that warmth you bring. I like you as how I like the evening sky filled with stars and the moon. Let me be with the breezy night until I find the courage to face what your hues really means. I can't keep guessing what all those rays of beauty are telling me.

MeaddieAllistaire

I can't keep choosing you. I can't keep defending you. While you're already committed to someone else.

MeaddieAllistaire

I will blame my choices, but never you and never love.

MeaddieAllistaire

Please don't be sorry. I was happy. Even it's just one drunken affection.

MeaddieAllistaire

He held my hands so tight and kissed me on the cheeks. Yes, he was drunk.

MeaddieAllistaire

Love shouldn't be this tiresome...

MeaddieAllistaire

How can my love for you feels so invalid just because we don't have label?

MeaddieAllistaire

It's not that I forget things easily, it's just that I have no energy to pay attention.

MeaddieAllistaire

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