so I was playing Still (Deans Song i) today for the first time in like years and I just I JUST one of the last lines is “this time I'll save you not the other way around” I just FEEL it would have been a beautiful full circle if DEAN had saved CAS from the EMPTY like CAS had saved DEAN from HELL I'm just SAYING I wrote this a million years ago and I still think its a GOOD IDEA
Alright friends I'm a full on adult with a full time job and I haven’t watched supernatural since season ten a.k.a I have no idea what the hell has happened the past few years but I saw supernatural was ending and decided to read the synopsis for the last few episodes and let me tell you I am SAD.
So sad in fact I need to work through this by playing all the songs I wrote for this show ten years ago.
I found some messages from some peeps from back in the day in my inbox and I've replied to all of you and I also have no idea when you sent those messages because this whole situation is not date stamped (but you all seemed to have messaged pretty recently like in the last 12 months?)
It looks like a good majority of you are still following me so I figure what the hell lets like reminisce or whatever and I'm going to sing my feelings out until my little heart can’t no more.
Please enjoy me mourning some characters that were special to me when I was a teenager :)
i found a folder on my hard drive from 2012 and it had a heap of songs i'd written back in the day and never recorded. i decided to record them in 2019.
"Blue" Original
take in one more sigh
to get me through tonight
i’m sure you're here but i
look like i’m talking to sky
so who am i talking to
i look up and i all i see is blue
its not enough to understand
i cant leave this up to chance
there are lives that will burn
and yet still you wont return
for faith to bleed away
i wont leave this up to fate
all i see is blue
i don’t want it to fall apart
but they say i have to much heart
too much love and too much sense of right that i cant
save the world at all
and as punishment i will fall
as punishment i will fall
i just found a folder on my hardrive from 2012 with about ten original songs id written and never recorded. ive decided to record them becuase i’m having a midlife crisis at 26.