Waking up with such dread of the day ahead you close your eyes tight and beg your bed for any more sleep. Precious minutes without the stress of the day.

Reality

Just a desperately lonely sole - hoping another sole will see this and start any form of conversation. I’m very alone and just want to hear about someones day. If you see this, please just simply tell me about your day/. <3

What's chaos for the fly? What's normal for the spider?

Morticia of Addams. paraphrase

Next economic recession

In 2008 we dropped interest rates to spur spending and our governments baled out banks. In 2020 our government are at rock bottom interest rates an spending dangerous debt to recuce job losses. If governments bust and need funds banks dont have due to leverage likely solutions are immense corp bailout or hyperinflation. If google, or any combination of giant corps bailed out a county a huge related party threat arises with inevitably more favourable laws passed for the companies. Potentially resulting in dictatorships and company led nations in the near future. 

No God, just the Devil exists.

Maybe God is no more and the devil runs our earth. Capitalism favours ruthlessness and greed. The wa of llife on earth means capitalists thrive and suceed. Often the good face adversity and evil catch  break, we are given hope of love and happieness but it’s usually ruined, broken, stolen. So much paid in this earth cant be our fathers plan, but the pain that leaves you chocked up seems more a devils cruel and torturous design.

Lessons from the rich

Often poorer citizens are taught how less is more and inspired by the church explainin the meek shal inherit the earth. But read my next theory and see what you think.

I questioned why any all powerful being could be so cruel as it often appears christian's God can be. I was shown the three bible chapters of Wisdom. Proverbs, Ecclesiastes and Job. A ot of answers came from asking the question and understanding these passage. If you lost faith for similar reasons understand these chapters.

Fathers day

When I was twelve, I found you were ignorant, embarrassing and distant. At  twenty-one, I was astonished at how much you learnt  in seven years, excited to teach and shock you with my wild stories. At 40 I finally understood why you'd always been watching and smiling. Amused and content that someday I'd get your longest secret. Letting me explain my learning t you let you  innocently guide me