being the most mentally unstable girl in the room is a tough job but someone has to do it

Tumblr should add polls so I can force my followers to make all my major live decisions for me

the disordered urge to count cals in ur friends meals

Greetings professor, I did not do your assignment because I am mentally ill

me after one day of not b/p or starving myself:

am i actualy faking my mental illness?

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at the ed clinic i went to i overhead this one girl saying "when jesus doesnt eat for 40 days its called a miracle but when i do it i get sent to an ed clinic"

so i made this not so original thing

guyz. kiat jud dai. trust me.

i wish i could think like this. everything would be so much easier.

lol relatable

THE RELIEF when you wake up and realize that the binge you had was only a dream.

For my fellow baggy clothes hoes -

Does anyone else have a scene playing in you head that goes like this: you constantly wear loose clothes so no one can see your body or how skinny you get and then one time you wear something that reveals your body and BOOM you’re tiny as hell and people didn’t expect you to look like that but now they’re jealous

Like is that just me or...?

one of the worst things about eds is the constant inner conflict between the rational and the irrational part of your mind.

i want people to notice that i'm unwell, but at the same time i don't want people to bother me. i want to be free, but at the same time i don't want to let my ed go. i feel like i need to be hospitalized to prove that my ed is serious, but at the same time i don't want to end up in hospital. i want to reach my ugw, but i know that if i do reach it, i'll be forced to gain all the weight back so there's no point in doing so.

living with an eating disorder means living with a constant war in your mind, this shit is exhausting as fuck.

my ed is making me do really bad things sometimes. it's almost like another person in me that shows up anytime it wants and i can't control it. i can just wait. and survive.