The mask of grief

Heya guys. Sorry for posting this for the billionth time. But maybe if you guys would like to give my posts about patreon a boost it would mean the world to me. I know I post this a lot and I don't take any help I receive for granted. I've only been able to make two new drawings since February. Bc every day I have been working almost 9 hours. I'm sick nearly every other week, my lymph nodes are swollen n I've been feeling incredibly depressed. I am from the global south, in the philippines, government help is near nonexistent. I am the sole caretaker of three disabled people. My mom can not do any housework, she is a full time wheelchair user, she needs care 24/7, insulin, adult diapers and kidneys that are under threat of failing if we don't watch her health, my dad has a chronic heart condition and my sister is autistic with a very low frustration threshold. Both my parents are diabetic, and I am the only person in my family who can work. I currently have three jobs, one in publishing, but I have a morality clause which means the publishing house can take back every single penny I make if I or the author fail to meet certain expectations. Anyway.. I have been working nonstop, my scoliosis is untreated and extremely painful, n for the past few four days I have been rationing a single can of spam and a few potatoes. Would mean the world to me if you guys could pick up a print, or subscribe to my patreon, or reblog any of my old art or send me a tip on ko-fi or anywhere else. Sorry and thank you again. I remake these a lot, but I sincerely don't take any of the help I receive for granted. Thank you again.

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The monk’s beloved

the rafah border crossing could close as soon as next month, leaving people in gaza with no way out. please continue to fund trusted people who are on the ground. do not donate to anyone who does not know what they are doing or how to get funds moved properly, or those who have no connections to volunteers in cairo who are working tirelessly to transition traumatized people as smoothly as possible while the egyptian government does squat. many sources are aggregating vetted funds like the linktree to several funds below.

Dragons dogma 2 diary entry

Dd2 party synergy best works like this, straightforward fighter, simple thief and kindhearted mage, HOWEVER the straightforward pawns are so mean to me and its genuinely stopped me from making wise decisions because they'd get angry at me LOL, like when I'm like "ok we can rest here." And the straightforward pawn is like lol very well however I did not know this arisen I was serving was this weak but oh well!

Also they say that calm pawns will preserve themselves above anyone else but my calm pawn who is a thief has died countless times because of the meister skill where he lights himself ablaze, and also because of my arisen's trickster buffs that makes him delete goblins and minotaurs and whatever else. Like butter on a searing hot pan. Anyways, I have a kindhearted mage, a kindhearted warrior, and a calm thief by my side. Currently switched from mystic spearhand to trickster, which is such a fun and unique playstyle. I feel like the Leonardo Di Caprio pointing meme every time any of my trickster shenanigans work. Also am I doing something wrong, everyone keeps saying the mystic spearhand is op, but when I was on it I got my ass beat at the Battahl tavern, lol

I'm a trickster, but......

Sorry I'm not qualified to give advice, but just a warning from a recent experience, maybe it will save your cat. If you are in southeast asia, which is facing heatwaves rn (40*c / 105* fahrenheit on the lower end, 42*c higher end ), make sure your cats, especially the black cats, are properly taken care of. As each cat is different, you could do your own preventative research. Our family cat (indoors) just passed from complications following a heat stroke. During the summer, she has a cooling pad, a marble tile to lie down on, she is 24/7 indoors and we even turn on the air-conditioner for her, and we made it to the ER vet, but she passed only after 5 hours confined to the vet.

Hello guys, apologies again for reblogging this. Our family cat passed away suddenly 2 days ago at the er vet, and I had to pay 200 usd out of pocket. Overall. Just an upsetting way to start the month, as termites have eaten some of my shirts, books, pillow cases and bedsheets. Currently battling a tooth abscess and in some pain, and the electricity bill is about to to drop, and trying to stay sane through all this. Have missed work for over three days now. Would appreciate if anyone could help me out of this muck, by picking up a print, subscribing to my patreon, or sending a tip. It's my birthday next week, any help will absolutely turn things around. Thank you so much.

Heya guys. Sorry for posting this for the billionth time. But maybe if you guys would like to give my posts about patreon a boost it would mean the world to me. I know I post this a lot and I don't take any help I receive for granted. I've only been able to make two new drawings since February. Bc every day I have been working almost 9 hours. I'm sick nearly every other week, my lymph nodes are swollen n I've been feeling incredibly depressed. I am from the global south, in the philippines, government help is near nonexistent. I am the sole caretaker of three disabled people. My mom can not do any housework, she is a full time wheelchair user, she needs care 24/7, insulin, adult diapers and kidneys that are under threat of failing if we don't watch her health, my dad has a chronic heart condition and my sister is autistic with a very low frustration threshold. Both my parents are diabetic, and I am the only person in my family who can work. I currently have three jobs, one in publishing, but I have a morality clause which means the publishing house can take back every single penny I make if I or the author fail to meet certain expectations. Anyway.. I have been working nonstop, my scoliosis is untreated and extremely painful, n for the past few four days I have been rationing a single can of spam and a few potatoes. Would mean the world to me if you guys could pick up a print, or subscribe to my patreon, or reblog any of my old art or send me a tip on ko-fi or anywhere else. Sorry and thank you again. I remake these a lot, but I sincerely don't take any of the help I receive for granted. Thank you again.

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Trickster outfit goes so hard

This dragon will fall, dear prince. May better days come.

sea salt and mangoes

Dragons dogma is the game of all time. Flawed masterpiece that isnt its fault but capcom's. I see people talk about how they wish they could play dark souls if it was a bit easier or if they could play smth where they can have a rockin body type of their choice and in my brain I always go "dragons dogma". Bc dragons dogma is the game you are looking for. Like it really is that deep. I have 1,000+ hours on this game

dance of the bull leaper

Summer and Monsoon

Liberals in my notes all day every day

Heya guys. Sorry for posting this for the billionth time. But maybe if you guys would like to give my posts about patreon a boost it would mean the world to me. I know I post this a lot and I don't take any help I receive for granted. I've only been able to make two new drawings since February. Bc every day I have been working almost 9 hours. I'm sick nearly every other week, my lymph nodes are swollen n I've been feeling incredibly depressed. I am from the global south, in the philippines, government help is near nonexistent. I am the sole caretaker of three disabled people. My mom can not do any housework, she is a full time wheelchair user, she needs care 24/7, insulin, adult diapers and kidneys that are under threat of failing if we don't watch her health, my dad has a chronic heart condition and my sister is autistic with a very low frustration threshold. Both my parents are diabetic, and I am the only person in my family who can work. I currently have three jobs, one in publishing, but I have a morality clause which means the publishing house can take back every single penny I make if I or the author fail to meet certain expectations. Anyway.. I have been working nonstop, my scoliosis is untreated and extremely painful, n for the past few four days I have been rationing a single can of spam and a few potatoes. Would mean the world to me if you guys could pick up a print, or subscribe to my patreon, or reblog any of my old art or send me a tip on ko-fi or anywhere else. Sorry and thank you again. I remake these a lot, but I sincerely don't take any of the help I receive for granted. Thank you again.

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Really battling with my mental health atm. Usually I can draw 5 drawings a day. And now I am down to 2. I apologize. I am struggling with my termite problem, my number one fear, as in in personal terms, is being homeless. I found new holes in my room caused by termites and feeling anxious. I keep getting angry and upset over small things. Other than that. I feel like I am sincerely losing my mind over like. How the world is falling apart. To me the world has stopped spinning since October. I csn find no joy in anything. I feel helpless and feel extremely depressed, to the point I wake up feeling devastated every day, like I feel genuinely like a trapped animal and I don't know what to do, who to talk to about it. Idk. It feels so wrong to even be saying these things to the void rn. Sorry

Stargazer, Stargazer