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littlebirdiekusanali · 3 months
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hi everybirdie !!!
i'm sorry for such a long hiatus, but I'm going to try and get back into the swing of things here soon! I tried to start back up a bit ago but ended up accidentally clearing my inbox, so please please please send in any requests you have!!
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littlebirdiekusanali · 3 months
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yall idk how to use tumblr but here's. my genshin oc!!!
she is originally from fontaine but now works as a genetic counselor at bubu pharmacy! also she is married to zhongli they are and love and kiss every night amen
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littlebirdiekusanali · 3 months
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"Ever since Vix has come to work at Bubu Pharmacy, the children seem to enjoy their visits much more. Her playful personality makes them more at ease.. it's no wonder that consultant took a liking to her." -Baizhu
◆ Vix ◆ Fox of Wild Embers ◆ Bubu Pharmacy's Genetic Counselor ◆ Vision: Pyro ◆ Constellation: Felix Lucerna
If you are no stranger to the land of Liyue, word of the 'Phoenix-Fox" is sure to have crossed your path at least once. Some believe she is one in disguise, a benevolent being that came to bring their land prosperity... Such an illustrious beast, thought to only exist in legends and children's storybooks. The reasoning behind this title may be quite conspicuous - however most are unaware of the curse that befalls this woman.
She still remembers the night she met the man amongst the glaze lilies. A small song bringing the azure flowers to full bloom as night approached, and the wind carrying her tune... The phoenix's first step into the land caught his attention.
"The glaze lilies are beautiful, aren't they?" She smiles at him.
"Yes, but their history is too much to bear." His golden eyes held much sorrow. The wind blew as if it was giving its approval, rustling the brilliant flowers.
They sat for a while in comfortable silence, accompanied by the wind and moon alone. Perhaps by mere coincidence, or maybe the fate of the gods, the one moment is just what they needed.
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littlebirdiekusanali · 6 months
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hi everybirdie !!!
i'm sorry for such a long hiatus, but I'm going to try and get back into the swing of things here soon! I tried to start back up a bit ago but ended up accidentally clearing my inbox, so please please please send in any requests you have!!
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littlebirdiekusanali · 6 months
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hi everybirdie !!!
i'm sorry for such a long hiatus, but I'm going to try and get back into the swing of things here soon! I tried to start back up a bit ago but ended up accidentally clearing my inbox, so please please please send in any requests you have!!
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littlebirdiekusanali · 6 months
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Draw badly. Write nonsensically. Embroider messily. Burn what you bake and cook. Get paint everywhere. Read half a book. Lose your mind for a bit. Plant things. Have faith in the process. Abandon 70 wood-carving projects. Get a kit and do some of it and never return to it. Get comfortable with sucking and losing motivation. Continue to create with reckless abandon.
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littlebirdiekusanali · 11 months
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hii! can i request genshin characters with a s/o that has a lot of plushies.
thx if you did my request and have a nice day 💗
a/n: thanks for the request anon <3 hugs for being patient w/ me!!
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aren’t they adorable?
summary: how would they react/act when you have a lot of plushies.
chars: wanderer, albedo, diluc, xiao, zhongli, heizou, ayato, baizhu, alhaitham, cyno, tighnari, thoma, kaeya, itto, kazuha, childe, kaveh.
warnings: gn reader, mentions of jealousy, sfw, established relationship. FORMATTING WILL BE WEIRD TUMBLR IS GLITCHING
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loves them just as much as you (or maybe even more) - thoma, kaeya, itto, kazuha, childe, kaveh.
what they think:
it’s cute, you’re cute. you’re happy, they’re happy. simple. of course, it was a bit of a surprise when they found out about your collection. pleasantly surprised, mind you. they were particularly enraptured by your gentleness with them - the beautiful way how your eyes lit with love and care, it was irresistible. your affection was contagious. suffice to say, they’re also undeniably fixated with it all.
(bonus) what they do:
tea parties! gathers each one of the plushes and arranges them in a cute circle (with space for both of you as well !!) you have the whole thing. not just a pretend game, the real deal. the food, the games, the decorations. it feels just like one too <3 they just like putting a lot of effort into what they do.
will happily buy you more - ayato, baizhu, alhaitham, cyno, tighnari
when they first discovered your collection, one of their first responses was: ‘oh, do you want any more?’
they don’t mind one bit.
on the contrary, they think it’s incredibly wholesome of you. your empathetic and nurturing nature was so admirable and…lovable. these were treasured moments that felt surreal to them. where it felt as if the universe had slowed, the world had brightened, and the storm had opened into a beaming sky. perhaps it’s a bit melodramatic, but they promise you, they’re not exaggerating.
slightly envious - albedo, diluc, xiao, zhongli, heizou
puts on a convincing nonchalant facade. so you have an extensive amount of plushies? that’s all means fine by them! but.. you’re showering then with such genuine affection. a lot of it. why?
they won’t outrightly ask, because it’s slightly embarrassing.. jealous? over a few inanimate items? they must be unhinged. yet, the feeling is getting stronger by the day, getting more difficult to shake off with a few self-reassured words that you weren’t in love with the plushies. you were 100% in love with them, and all those displays were just basic compassion.
oh and you, you know how they feel. and maybe, sometimes, you just feel an urge to tease them. cuddling the plushes, kissing them, talking and laughing with them, your lover’s envious looks fuels you up to increase their difficulty. how long can they last?
supposedly “hates” them - wanderer, (idk who else to put here 😭)
gives you a strange and contempt look whenever they spot you and your ‘much too many’ collection of plushes. they are bold with their words and emotions, and are not afraid to explain their ‘reasoning’ onto why you shouldn’t own so many. how it’s hard to take care, it takes up space…whatever. if you look and listen between the lines of their actions, analyse them a bit further, it could reveal, that maybe…they just want to hold them too.
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forgot to post these from when i did the facial expressions meme thingy c:
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Sweet Gorou returning to you after a long mission, crawling up onto the couch and laying between your thighs, nuzzling his face into your tummy. His tail thumping gently when you lift a hand to lazily run it though his hair, careful to avoid his sensitive ears. He would sigh contently, visibly relaxing against you and letting out soft hums at the pleasant tugs that come with your fingers in his hair.
Him slowly dozing, which prompts you to gently nudge him and unbuckle some of his straps to remove his chest plate. He lazily obliges, lifting himself enough to slip the armor off, but then its right back to nuzzling your stomach.
You lifting your arms to rest across his back, earning a soft sound of cheer from the general. His ears flick when he hears your breathing is getting a bit strained, so he moves to your side, still hugging your waist but no longer weighing you down. The bronze haired man pressing his face against your chest, hugging you close even though he was the smaller spoon. You kissing his head and letting him slowly fall asleep against you.
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⋆。°✩Lady of dawn✩。°⋆
Aight, this is the first time ive ever written something so i would greatly appreciate any criticism on the notes <3
-Based off In a House, Not a Home by @ranalatus -
Genre: angst , platonic
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ミ★ 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘊𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘥𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘚𝘬𝘺 ★彡
premise: they walk in on you having an absolute fucking mental breakdown :) pairings: my precious pubby boi gorou x fem!reader warnings: extremely self-indulgent, sad :( ,, fluff!! a/n: this was supposed to be itto and gorou but i accidentally turned gorou's into a whole ass fic so i'm posting it by itself :) itto's will also be up shortly
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ミ★ 𝘨𝘰𝘳𝘰𝘶 ★彡
Gorou's instincts were never wrong. Not when it came to you. You'd been suffering through a depressive episode lately. They came every once in a while. He would usually be able to tell before you could. He knows there's nothing he can do to stop them, but it still kills him that he can't make your pain go away.
That morning had been difficult for the both of you. He didn't mean to wake you up, but you had been sleeping so terribly that as soon as he moved, your eyes shot open.
"'M sorry, angel," he had murmured, pressing a soft kiss to your lips. You sat up and just watched him as he got ready for the day, your face borderline emotionless as he went through the motions. When he approached you to give you your goodbye kiss, that was when the tears started. He felt himself start tearing up too, knowing immediately what was going to happen.
"Stay," you whimpered, clutching at his harness.
"I can't, angel. You know I can't. I'm sorry," he replied, feeling absolutely terrible at having to leave you. When tears began falling, he caved briefly, crawling back onto the bed, shoes and all, just told hold you for a few more minutes. His tail curled around you as he held you close, using up every last second he could before he absolutely had to leave. "I love you, sweet girl. I'll be back, I promise." His voice near broke as he had to pry you off of him, and he couldn't bring himself to look back as he left, his tail between his legs.
It was evident to everyone that the General was distracted. He seemed lethargic, almost, which was odd for him. Though he was as effective and efficient as ever in his duties, his tail had hung between his legs for the most part of the day, going against his typically cheery attitude. Kokomi had noticed this, and gently questioned him about it in a private meeting.
"Gorou," she began, moving to sit down, "something is bothering you." The general's ears twitched as he locked eyes with his leader. "What is it?" She asked him, her voice soft as if to signify he was not in trouble.
"I-I-...It's nothing, Your Excellency." He replied, though his tail betrayed him by pressing further between his legs. Kokomi did not miss that detail.
"Gorou, I'm not talking to you as your boss right now. I'm asking you as your friend, what's bothering you?" She gently insisted, urging him to open up to her. The guilt from earlier that morning came rushing back to him, and he began to tear up again. "Sit," she urged him, grabbing him by the hand and pulling him down onto a couch.
He obliged, tangling his fingers in his tail as he stared down at it, clutching it tightly as his tears began to fall. The head shrine maiden's hand rested on her friend's back, rubbing gentle circles as she waited.
"It's Y/n," he answered, squeezing his eyes tight. Instead of pestering him, Kokomi waited for his explanation. "She's...she's going through...she's going through a depressive episode, and I-" He cut himself off, shaking his head as more and more tears flowed. "I don't know what to do. I don't know how to help. And I can't be home to take care of her all the time, but she needs me, and I'm so scared," he finally admitted, bending forward to bury his face in his tail.
"I see..." Kokomi sighed. She was no stranger to mental health issues. She herself suffered from them. Though she was unfamiliar with depression, severe anxiety was the head priestess' constant companion. She knew how difficult it was. Which was why she granted Gorou temporary leave without a second thought.
"But- but Your Excellency-!"
"It's not forever. I'll call for you if I need you. But we're at peace now. You can take some time off to take care of her." She reasoned with him. After a brief silence, he nodded, and rose from his seat.
"I-I'll take my leave then...thank you, Kokomi," his voice was hushed as he spoke his thanks, and he departed straight for your home.
"Y/n?" He called as he entered, his eyes adjusting to the light- or rather, darkness, inside. He found you just where he left you a few hours earlier: sitting on the bed, staring down at your hands. He felt his heart shatter into a million pieces as he looked at you. Your eyes were red and puffy, almost as though you had only just stopped crying, and your face was once again nigh on emotionless. "Y/n," he repeated, walking over to the bed.
"G-Gorou?" You asked in a daze, lifting your head. When you realized it wasn't a dream- he was really back already- you couldn't help but start crying again. Gorou dropped to his knees next to the bed, in front of where you were sitting, and he wrapped his arms around your waist, his claws gently digging into you as he buried his face in your lap. His own tears quickly dampened your pajamas, and you slowly ran a hand through his hair, making sure to scratch between his ears as you did so.
"'M here, angel. I'm not going anywhere this time. I promise."
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Hi every birdie!! A minor update:
Unfortunately I haven’t been doing any better than when we last chatted. My boyfriend and I broke up, and even though it was amicable and we’re still friends, I feel more alone than ever. I’m feeling incredibly lost right now and I ask that you all please continue to be patient with me as I try to keep myself afloat in this seemingly never ending down spiral. Thank you all for your patience and kindness thus far- I promise it hasn’t go unnoticed. I already have everyone’s matchups planned, and all requests are written down in my phone. I see you all and I love you and I’m so thankful for your continued support through my period of silence.
Happy love month to all my lovebugs, and to all my birdies who are suffering like me, remember this season of love is actually the commemoration of a tragedy. You’re not alone. It will get better. I love you all so much 🫶🏻
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ok wait, reblog if you’ve cried at least once because of math, doesn’t matter which grade i’m trying to prove something 
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Giving Genshin Men & Women Flowers HCS! <33
Okay I just got the sudden idea/urge to write this, some just seem so cute I can’t <33 I’m also still learning their personalities so bare with me </33 Feel free to send a request as well, either hcs or an art request! :D! Gn! Reader!! <33 & not proof read. Including: Ayato, Xiao, Lisa, Itto, Candace, Ningguang, Thoma -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ 
Ayato
-Firstly, he’d think its so cute that you gave him a gift that you time and effort into!
-Before you could pull your hand away after giving him the flower, he’d gingerly take hold and plant a light kiss over your knuckles <33
-I could see him turning into a pin to add to his attire, or find a way to preserve it! Either drying it out into a frame near his desk!
-^Just so whenever he’s lost at his endless hours of work, he’d glance over at the gift to try and finish to come to bed early to join you <333
-ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹
Xiao
-At first confused, BUT HE’S VERY GRATEFUL!!
-His expression may seem like he doesn’t like it, narrowed gaze as he holds the stem like glass. 
-He won’t say anything for a moment as he taking in that you gave him a gift
-”Oh..do you not like i-”  “No!-…I do, I’m just not-….used to receiving gifts like this..thank you, [Name].” 
-Another one who would try to keep it for as long as he could, but might break it when hes fighting :((
-Reassure him its okay!! You’ll give him more!!
-He thinks of them as good luck charms <3
-ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹
Lisa
-*Adds it to her hat* LMAO -Bonus points if you give her a rose too, no matter what she’ll love it -Would give you SO take on the chance to make you flustered, just to steal a kiss from you! <33 -You might even catch her holding the flower, admiring it with a warm smile -^If she catches you staring, she twirl the flower with a giggle and send you a wink -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹
Itto
-Ah the himbo, 11/10 will probably destroy the flower without meaning too
-He means well, but with whatever crazy antic he’s up to that day something is gonna happen to it </3
-He’ll feel SO UPSET THAT HE BROKE IT THOUGH!!
-On his knees, hugging you tightly as he cries on how he’s sorry
-As you hug him back though. you got him a backup *thinking* something may happen and hes so happy omg <33
-This time he’ll be EXTRA CAREFUL WITH A PROMISE!!!
-ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹
Candace(My beloved)
-Okay but here me out, surprising her with a flower from outside region
-Picture her surprise when you give her a Cecilia!  
-She’s heard of them before but never got the chance to see them in person!
-So when you give it her, wanting to give her a little something you’ll get her all soft inside <33
-She’ll lean in and give you a kiss on the forehead while thanking you!
  -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹
Ningguang 
-Another one who would definitely save it as well
-Similar
 to Ayato, would also have this at her desk as well!
-With all that she has, nothing can compare to anything that you give her-which only makes her love it more!
-You’ll 10/10 will also get a gift back in return! A certain outfit you’ve been wanting? Its yours. That new hair piece? She got it.
-But you wanted to give her something and not expect anything in return, just wanting to give her a gift! 
-She’ll think its sweet but will spoil you still lmao <33
-ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹
Thoma
-Sweetheart, beloved, you know he’s going to melt when you him Windwheel Asters <33 -Just like Candace, you were able to order them from Mondstadt after the vision hunt degree was over -You gave him a touch of home thats he’s been yearning for a long time -He stares at the flowers before bringing you into a loving kiss with a smile -He now feels so spoiled by you, and he feels all warm inside -And you’re happy seeing how over the moon he is! -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹ ‧̫‧ ⊹ ̥ ̮ ̥ ‧̥̥‧̥̥͙ ⑅ˏ͛- -ˏ͛⑅ ‧̥̥͙‧̥̥ ̥ ̮ ̥ ⊹
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ミ★ 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘊𝘭𝘰𝘶𝘥𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘚𝘬𝘺 ★彡
premise: they walk in on you having an absolute fucking mental breakdown :) pairings: my precious pubby boi gorou x fem!reader warnings: extremely self-indulgent, sad :( ,, fluff!! a/n: this was supposed to be itto and gorou but i accidentally turned gorou's into a whole ass fic so i'm posting it by itself :) itto's will also be up shortly
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ミ★ 𝘨𝘰𝘳𝘰𝘶 ★彡
Gorou's instincts were never wrong. Not when it came to you. You'd been suffering through a depressive episode lately. They came every once in a while. He would usually be able to tell before you could. He knows there's nothing he can do to stop them, but it still kills him that he can't make your pain go away.
That morning had been difficult for the both of you. He didn't mean to wake you up, but you had been sleeping so terribly that as soon as he moved, your eyes shot open.
"'M sorry, angel," he had murmured, pressing a soft kiss to your lips. You sat up and just watched him as he got ready for the day, your face borderline emotionless as he went through the motions. When he approached you to give you your goodbye kiss, that was when the tears started. He felt himself start tearing up too, knowing immediately what was going to happen.
"Stay," you whimpered, clutching at his harness.
"I can't, angel. You know I can't. I'm sorry," he replied, feeling absolutely terrible at having to leave you. When tears began falling, he caved briefly, crawling back onto the bed, shoes and all, just told hold you for a few more minutes. His tail curled around you as he held you close, using up every last second he could before he absolutely had to leave. "I love you, sweet girl. I'll be back, I promise." His voice near broke as he had to pry you off of him, and he couldn't bring himself to look back as he left, his tail between his legs.
It was evident to everyone that the General was distracted. He seemed lethargic, almost, which was odd for him. Though he was as effective and efficient as ever in his duties, his tail had hung between his legs for the most part of the day, going against his typically cheery attitude. Kokomi had noticed this, and gently questioned him about it in a private meeting.
"Gorou," she began, moving to sit down, "something is bothering you." The general's ears twitched as he locked eyes with his leader. "What is it?" She asked him, her voice soft as if to signify he was not in trouble.
"I-I-...It's nothing, Your Excellency." He replied, though his tail betrayed him by pressing further between his legs. Kokomi did not miss that detail.
"Gorou, I'm not talking to you as your boss right now. I'm asking you as your friend, what's bothering you?" She gently insisted, urging him to open up to her. The guilt from earlier that morning came rushing back to him, and he began to tear up again. "Sit," she urged him, grabbing him by the hand and pulling him down onto a couch.
He obliged, tangling his fingers in his tail as he stared down at it, clutching it tightly as his tears began to fall. The head shrine maiden's hand rested on her friend's back, rubbing gentle circles as she waited.
"It's Y/n," he answered, squeezing his eyes tight. Instead of pestering him, Kokomi waited for his explanation. "She's...she's going through...she's going through a depressive episode, and I-" He cut himself off, shaking his head as more and more tears flowed. "I don't know what to do. I don't know how to help. And I can't be home to take care of her all the time, but she needs me, and I'm so scared," he finally admitted, bending forward to bury his face in his tail.
"I see..." Kokomi sighed. She was no stranger to mental health issues. She herself suffered from them. Though she was unfamiliar with depression, severe anxiety was the head priestess' constant companion. She knew how difficult it was. Which was why she granted Gorou temporary leave without a second thought.
"But- but Your Excellency-!"
"It's not forever. I'll call for you if I need you. But we're at peace now. You can take some time off to take care of her." She reasoned with him. After a brief silence, he nodded, and rose from his seat.
"I-I'll take my leave then...thank you, Kokomi," his voice was hushed as he spoke his thanks, and he departed straight for your home.
"Y/n?" He called as he entered, his eyes adjusting to the light- or rather, darkness, inside. He found you just where he left you a few hours earlier: sitting on the bed, staring down at your hands. He felt his heart shatter into a million pieces as he looked at you. Your eyes were red and puffy, almost as though you had only just stopped crying, and your face was once again nigh on emotionless. "Y/n," he repeated, walking over to the bed.
"G-Gorou?" You asked in a daze, lifting your head. When you realized it wasn't a dream- he was really back already- you couldn't help but start crying again. Gorou dropped to his knees next to the bed, in front of where you were sitting, and he wrapped his arms around your waist, his claws gently digging into you as he buried his face in your lap. His own tears quickly dampened your pajamas, and you slowly ran a hand through his hair, making sure to scratch between his ears as you did so.
"'M here, angel. I'm not going anywhere this time. I promise."
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Sitting on Their Lap for the First Time
a/n: Hi this isn’t going to be aesthetic or anything bc it’s 6 am and my brain is rotting away and I have work today but I just rlly needed to write something and I was inspired by @watatsumiis :) hello new moot 💗
pairings: my faves ofc (itto and gorou) and whoever else I fancy :)
warnings: fluff :)
ITTO
The first time you sat yourself down on Itto’s lap was because you were tired. You hadn’t even been dating at the time, but the two of you were open and close enough to enjoy the gesture. Of course, Itto had the FATTEST crush on you at the time, so he thought he might have died when you curled into him, but he happily wrapped you up in his arms and made sure you were cozy. And you were. Very cozy.
GOROU
Gorou loved to hold you. In any way he could. Whether it be wrapping your hand in his or wrapping his arms around you in an embrace, it didn’t really matter. He didn’t expect you to get yourself cozy in his lap that first time, however, and his tail swished so excitedly that it almost hurt when it thumped against your thigh. His arms wrapped firmly around your middle and he lightly bit at your shoulder, causing you to giggle, which in turn caused his grin to broaden. You were hardly ever allowed to sit anywhere else these days.
AYAKA
Poor Ayaka thought she might actually have a heart attack when you climbed into her lap for the first time. There was no denying that you still made her extremely nervous, even after ages of courting and even being together. But despite her nervousness, she wrapped her arms around your middle and buried her face in the back of your neck. Partly to enjoy the closeness, and partly to try and hide her beet red face.
THOMA
The first time you decided to crawl into Thoma’s lap, the two of you were under a kotatsu. You had just been chatting about your respective days when you decided his lap looked like a much comfier place to be. He didn’t flinch, or grow nervous, or even so much as question you. Instead, he took the little act of intimacy in stride, easily wrapping his arms around you as he continued to tell you some story about the new dog he met in Hanamizaka earlier in the day.
TIGHNARI
Your boyfriend seemed to be growing increasingly frustrated as he poured over research papers. You thought that maybe your presence might ease his stress a bit, so you gently called his name, and crawled into his lap when he turned his attention to you. He was surprised, of course. But the weight of you on his lap, and leaning up against his chest did prove to soothe him, and he found himself absently rubbing a hand on your back as he continued his studies, now with a much clearer head as you started drifting off to sleep.
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..in desperate need of tooth rotting Gorou fluff but ive read all the Gorou fluff that currently exists and I don’t have the brain juice/mind set to write my own sob
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