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leosluvr · 5 months
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I LOVE YOU — ron kamonohashi
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pairings: ron kamonohashi x gn!reader. warnings: fluff. established relationship. 0.9k wc. notes: this is my first fic for rkdd but i had to write for ron bc hello ?! he's such a menace (affectionate) <3
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when you wake up, the first thought on your mind is that you haven’t slept this well in ages. usually you’re a light sleeper, roused from sleep by even the smallest disturbances.
this morning however, your eyes don’t open until past 10 am— extremely late by your standards. maybe it’s because this is your first time sleeping over at your boyfriend ron’s place. it’s also the first time in a long while that you’ve felt so loved, so safe.
his bed is as comfy as you’d expect it to be, covered with soft blankets, tons of pillows and platypus plushies. it’s huge too, easily big enough to fit both ron and you— but he’s not here.
you blink sleepily and sit up in bed, rubbing your eyes. the space beside you is empty, but the sheets are messy, meaning that ron did sleep here, at least for a while.
you frown. did he find sharing his bed with another person uncomfortable? or did he just have to get up early because toto brought him a case to solve?
you’re snapped out of your thoughts by the sound of something shattering. it seems to be coming from the kitchen. you throw the covers back, about to go find the source of the sound, when ron appears in the doorway.
he looks messier than usual, and it’s cute. his long dark hair is damp, and obscuring his eyes, slightly more tousled than what you’re used to. a towel is slung around his shoulders, and he’s already dressed in his usual t-shirt, jacket and jeans.
“good morning, y/n.” his voice is warm and tinged with excitement as he beams proudly and holds out a tray. “i made you breakfast!”
“good morning,” you mumble back sleepily, stifling a yawn. “i heard something break, are you okay?”
he waves a hand dismissively. “it was just a plate. an occupational hazard.”
“of being a detective?”
“of being a prodigal chef,” he corrects, gesturing towards the tray.
there’s a cute mug with a cat face on it, filled with coffee, alongside a plate stacked with fluffy-looking pancakes.
you sip at the coffee, and almost spit it right out when you taste just how much brown sugar he’s put in it.
“i didn’t know how you took your coffee,” ron says apologetically.
you gingerly sip at the drink again and grimace. “so you decided to add ungodly amounts of brown sugar syrup to it?”
ron blinks. “you don’t like it?”
his head is tilted to one side and he’s watching you keenly, waiting for an answer. the embarrassing truth is that you’d do anything to see him smile, so you steel your nerves and say, “no, um, it’s great! really.”
you can’t tell if he buys the lie or not, but he seems happy enough either way. “good.”
he hugs you from behind, arms wrapping around you as he rests his chin on your shoulder. his warm breath tickles your neck. “you should sleep over more often.”
“yeah?”
“yeah. i… i liked it. you’re cute when you’re asleep.”
the unexpected comment has you flustered, but ron seems oblivious as he stabs a pancake with a fork and feeds it to you.
you take a bite and prepare yourself for the brown sugar taste to flood your senses, but instead it’s actually balanced out by the other ingredients. “wait, ron— this is really good!”
“i knew it.” his tone is smug as he eats the rest of the pancake you just took a bite out of. “and now we’ve shared an indirect kiss.”
you try not to laugh at how proud of himself he looks. “we can share a real one too if you want.”
the tips of his ears grown pink. he murmurs, “okay,” and leans in to kiss you, eyes closed.
he tugs you closer onto his lap, one hand resting against your back, keeping you steady. despite his inexperience, he’s a good kisser. it makes sense, you think to yourself— he’s an incredibly quick learner, and even more so when it’s something he enjoys— and the eagerness with which he presses his warm lips to yours proves that he definitely enjoys kissing you.
when you finally pull away, he grins. “if you stay over more often, we can do more of this.”
“you don’t have to try and convince me,” you reply. “i’d love to spend more nights with you.”
“you would?”
“of course, i love you.” the words slip out easier than you’d thought. truth be told, you hadn’t even meant to say them, but now that you had, you weren’t going to take them back.
there’s silence for a few seconds. ron’s eyes bore into you, and both of you hold your breath. then he drapes himself over you like a koala, clutching you tightly, and says, “i love you too.”
you try and fail to hide your giddy smile, burying your face into his neck. “oh.”
he pulls himself off you and observes your flustered expression, a smile pulling at the corners of his lips. “i’d assumed it was a given, but you seem to like it when i say the words out loud. hmm. cute. i love you, y/n.”
you hit him on the arm and huff, “you’re insufferable.”
“but you love me, right?”
you stick your tongue out at him. “actually, i love your cat more, so there.”
he sulkily replies, “well, i love brown sugar more, so there.”
“oh, okay.” you get up, pretending to leave. ron grabs your wrist and tugs you back into his embrace, murmuring, “i was kidding.”
you smile and take his hand. “i know.”
he links his fingers with yours tightly and says, “i’ll always love you most.”
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leosluvr · 6 months
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your rewards are so sweet : ̗̀➛
RANPO EDOGAWA x gn!reader
cw: suggestive but no explicit smut
wc: 1.6k
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Ranpo sat idly at his personal desk in the Armed Detective Agency: A dimly lit office, his hands perked behind his head in a resting position, his legs on his desk, and a strawberry lollipop wedged in between his pouted lips. Underneath his feet were piles of documents he had yet to even look at, and it seemed like he had been procrastinating his duties for what was likely an hour now, just staring at the clock as the minutes went by.
He didn't even seem startled by the sound of footsteps approaching his office, despite having done literally nothing within the past sixty minutes. Scolding? Punishment? Ranpo had been through all of that before, and besides, he was already the greatest detective that the agency had to offer. What was the worst that could happen to him if he was caught slacking on the job?
"What is it you want? I'm busy." He groaned, knowing that he had done nothing but get lost in his own daydream the entire time. However, his demeanour changed when he caught wind of the voice that was on the other side of the barrier as the entrance to his office slowly tilted open.
"Oh, that's no way to treat your coworkers." You made her presence known to him, your voice low in a teasing tone.
Ranpo's heart leapt as soon as he heard your sweetness. How could he mistake that voice for anybody else? It was the voice of the coworker he was practically head over heels for, the one he would do anything to impress.
It was no mystery to the agency that Ranpo was hopelessly in love with you- It was no mystery to you either. In fact, it seemed like the only one who seemed to deny his infatuation was himself, disliking the fact that people could accuse him of being so devoted to another person's approval. Despite what he said though, it was abundantly clear that he was constantly at your feet, desperately waiting for just a shred of praise.
He quickly turned around, his lollipop dropping onto his desk accidentally as he was shocked by your sudden appearance, his face flushed with embarrassment.
"(Y/n)-San! I didn't even know you were here." He stammered, immediately going to wipe the drool that leaked from the corner of his lips when his lollipop hit the table, trying to seem as casual as possible but unfortunately failing miserably. He glanced down at the desk and swiftly picked up the treat, wrapping it in tissue before nonchalantly discarding it into the bin and standing up. "—What are you doing in my office? Are you investigating something?" He turned his attention towards you, still a little nervous. "You could have knocked first.."
"Had to make sure you were doing your work instead of slacking off." You hummed, making your way towards his workspace. It seemed like his eyes hadn't moved from you since she entered the room- Although, how could they? You seemed so serious and elegant in everything that you did, even walking seemed like an accomplishment of yours to him. "The President ordered me to make sure that you were working on the cases instead of just sitting at your desk and eating sweets like you always do."
"Just eating sweets?" He seemed offended, adjusting his detective before looking you in the face face. "I am investigating all cases that come to me with seriousness, thank you very much." He huffed. "Sweets are important for a detective's health! Detectives must use their brain a lot, so they need a lot of energy. Besides, I am doing all of this work for the sake of catching criminals, for the sake of justice. Shouldn't I be rewarded for my hard work with sweets?" He asked you in a rhetorical sense, already reaching into his pocket to take out another unwrapped lollipop to replace that one that was just wasted.
"Rewards come after you get the job done." You proclaim with a faint smirk as you watched him carefully remove the wrapper from his candy. Just as he was about to take the second lollipop into his mouth, you swiped it from him and stuck it in your own, enjoying the delectable taste of raspberry-flavoured goodness. At the action, his face took on an expression of both offendedness and arousal at the sight of you stealing his candy and he wasn't sure whether he should address it. But as you sucked on the lollipop with such relish, his face flushed and he let down a gulp. Just the sight of you taking the candy from his mouth and putting it in your own filled him with emotions he never knew he could feel, as well as a range of private thoughts he had thought about every night.
You truly were one of a kind. He would do absolutely anything for you, and he'll do it willingly.
"Can you tell me what you've found out about the case at least?" You asked, your words muttering, the lollipop was stuffed between your teeth and cheek. He quickly adjusted himself and cleared his throat, tugging on his collar as he sighed, pointing at the documents.
"Of course... Well, I've already found out that we're dealing with a serial killer, probably a woman. According to the evidence we’ve collected, the culprit also suffers from some form of illness." Ranpo replied obediently and swiftly, as if he had known that information all along despite having just looked at the case for the first time since being assigned it.
You smiled at his immediate response and just chuckled, your index finger swirling around the stick of the lollipop. The first sentence he said came out casually, but when he caught a glance of your approving nod, Ranpo’s head immediately went down to skim through the document some more to desperately search for more leads and clues.
“…More specifically amnesia.” He continued. “Though, it’s quite clear that her loss of memory was not natural and it was forced from her by someone who’s powers probably has something to do with the mind.” He spoke fast, still trying to catch glances at you to see if you were still listening as he rambled on, pointing towards the documents. “The murders lead back to her, but she is not the villain. She was instead brainwashed into doing someone else’s dirty work for them so that they couldn’t be traced back to the crime… The only reason we haven’t found the culprit yet is because they’re already dead. Her latest mission was approximately one month ago.”
He turned the sheet of paper towards you and you scanned the collection of images and texts written down, continuing to swirl your tongue around the lollipop.
“All of the previous murders are relatively close together- Perhaps by two or three days. The absence of murder in such a long period of time is clearly an anomaly. But it’s only this way because I’ve concluded that her latest murder was killing the person who set her up to all this after she gained clarity over what she had done. This murder-slash-victim in question is Yori Hazaguchi: a meek, little office woman, who has probably already thought about turning herself in.”
As his last finger pointed towards the papers once more, he stood himself back up to his fullest height to proudly admire the case he had solved yet again. He then turned his head towards you to see if you agreed, and was met with the perfect sight of your smile just growing into a wider, proud grin.
"Ah, good. So it looks like you actually have been working. Fukuzawa was wrong to be so accusing. Maybe you’re deserving of rewards after all." You got up.
Removing the lollipop from your mouth, you strolled slowly over to stand right in front of him. You saw the way his chest tightened the closer that you got, and it fascinated you to see him so nervous in your presence. It wouldn't stop you in any capacity though. You kind of liked seeing him in such a way.
"Say 'ah'." You smiled, holding his chin with your thumb and beckoning him to open his mouth.
He looked at you while you stood in front of him, his eyes actually fully opened for once to welcome you with a love struck gaze- The pupils of a puppy. Your faces were so close to each other that he felt your sweet breathing mingling through the air, the aroma of the lollipop still being present in your breath. Your lips, your eyes, your hair: As he scanned these things and felt your thumb softly graze his chin, he pulled a weak smile. All of these aspects filled his mind and made him go weak.
"Ah..." He opened his mouth, awaiting for the reward.
As his jaw hung open, you shoved the lollipop that you had previously sucked on into his mouth, smiling as you watched him happily close his lips around the treat. He took a couple of glances at you, before stuffing the sweet between his teeth and cheek without a second thought, the stick hanging innocently from his lips- The fact that he could still taste your warm saliva on it was even better to him. The action made his heart go even faster and his brain rushed with memories of how you had licked on that candy... God, he felt so special.
These kinds of rewards were the best.
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leosluvr · 7 months
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they pyonpyon-ed their way to success. proud of them so much <3
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leosluvr · 7 months
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SOOO CUTEEEE
bc i love my son so much
(reblogs are greatly appreciated, it helps get my content out there! if you guys like what you see, please reblog it too <:D)
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i'm not scary. — megumi fushiguro x reader
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listening by the sidelines as megumi scolded nobara and yuji for their recklessness at exorcising the curse assigned to them, you noticed that your boyfriend was actually very... intimidating. it was actually funny that you hadn't found him the least bit frightening before you dated him–in fact, you found him quite cute. you always thought that the fact he cared so much for his colleagues and friends, despite being so stern and strict at times, was actually a very endearing trait about him. though the way he can go about it isn't the cutest bit about it, and just now did you let the fact that he can intimidate you in the slightest confused–but weirdly interested–you.
you had only recently discovered this side of megumi because every time he would get angry, he would always ask you to leave the room or distract himself from his anger with your presence; never did he willingly let you see this side of him if he could help it, but this time, his anger got the best of him and he snapped at the two in front of you. nobara and yuji were already used to his bouts of anger, it wasn't anything new to him–though what was new to them was how sudden his change from anger to surprise was when megumi felt your hand on his.
his eyes widened a little and he turned his head to look at you, uttering your name in a soft voice as he felt a bit flustered that you caught him in a bad mood earlier, but lightened him up slightly by holding his hand. you smiled up at him to get him in a less agitated mood, and of course, the sight of you smiling involuntarily made him even more flustered and he momentarily forgot why he was so angry earlier, giving nobara and yuji the chance to escape megumi's wrath and run off. he called out to them in irritation, but that went away gradually as megumi heard your soft voice speak out to him. "you're pretty scary sometimes, huh, gumi?" "i'm... not, though." he said in a soft voice, not realizing he was just a bit intimidating.
you giggled. "really, well how come nobara and yuji always come running to me when they make you angry all over again?" you asked him with a smile, with megumi looking away from you as he shrugged. "they wanna find anyone to grasp onto for protection, i guess. but that doesn't make me scary, it just means i care." he said, defending himself. you chuckled as megumi tried to make himself sound less scary.
"well, regardless, you do seem like you bite sometimes." you said with an innocent grin as megumi looked at you with perplexity in his eyes. "like i bite?" "nevermind." you said as you gently pat his head, which instantly calms him down–despite him insisting you shouldn't do things like this to him in public. from a distance, he heard giggling–which came from where nobara and yuji hid from megumi, with a phone in their hands as they were smiling to themselves all gleefully.
megumi lost his cool at them again and wanted to yell at them both, but you wrapped him in your arms for a hug–stopping him in his tracks as he tried to resist your very comforting, relaxing hug. he sighed as he felt a blush coming on his face as you purred to him how he looks much cuter when smiling, when he's less angry. he decided to let the two knuckleheads go and just focus on the one person who can calm him down after a bad mission: you, his beloved partner.
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leosluvr · 7 months
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SO TRUE I AGREE
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LEO TSUKINAGA!!! YOU AGREE!!! REBLOG!!!
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The leo tsukinaga gap moe
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Izuleo week Day 1
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KOPPE !!!!!!
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leosluvr · 7 months
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₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ゚. [ T. leo x gn reader ]
a/n : umm leo come home challenge!? anyways anyone wanna explore my genshin world with me (asia server. am lonely)
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" knights killer? " you repeat as you had a hand over your mouth, trying to hide the smile crawling up to your face.
" yes, knights killer! please give us, advice. I don't want knights to disband just when I joined! " tsukasa's hold on your blazer tightens as he looks up at you with slightly glossy eyes.
izumi tched as arashi and ritsu tried to hide their smiles. what a sight to see, the little red knight trying to protect his big brothers and sister's group. you can't help but ruffle his hair in response as tsukasa finally let go of your blazer to wipe his tears.
" oh come on, don't tell me you're crying? haven't you embarrassed yourself enough? by making those rookie mistakes earlier, heck even ou-sama saw those. you're nowhere near knights standards. go home if you're not up for the challenge of taking leo down! " izumi scolds as he takes your hand away from tsukasa's head to ruffle his hair, slightly gripping it as the poor boy whines from the impact.
" now now, don't be so mean to suu-chan. he's trying his best and if it helps I could walk with y/n to talk to tsukipi, " ritsu teasingly smiles, hoping he could ease up the atmosphere a little.
" oh it's really fine. I'll talk to him about it, though I doubt knights killers vs knights will really be cancelled after he posted that tweet on his socials, " you got up as you bid the rest of knights, goodbye. ready for your own solo mission to get the tyrant king to change his mind.
now. you did tell them you'll talk to the king but you've been called by eichi right after talking to knights. helping the blonde with whatever and before you know it, it's late and everyone has probably gone home. leaving you with nothing but the same idea to go home.
the next day, of course knights would be hunting you down for information, especially one they've been dying to know. did you talk to leo? did leo promise not to disband knights? will leo join knights? you could only politely refuse and tell them to wait a little longer and they do. they'll wait for both you and their beloved tyrant King.
after school, you went to one of your favourite spots in the school. the garden, not only was it filled with flowers of so many colours but there was your favourite set of chair and table. one where you'd escape the little school life by doing your works in the spot. one that feels like a spot, right out of a fairy tale book. perhaps one where the main lead found or confess their love.
" y/n! thought I spot you from afar. what brings you here? " leo greets out of nowhere before grabbing your hand to plant a kiss. this wasn't the first time he's done something like that. eversince your first encounter, he can't help but truly treat you like royalty. always giving you a kiss on the hand or cheek if you allow him to, his way of giving you the royal life despite knowing a little of it.
" why, I'm just doing a little work. care to take accompany me? " he happily takes on the offer and sits directly infront of you. letting one of his smiles crawl onto his face as he watches you do your thing.
silence filled the garden but leo can't help but hum a little tune to break the silence. you find comfort in his voice, like he finds comfort in you. after awhile or what felt like forever. leo stop his humming and pull back a strand of your hair. doing that, caught your attention.
" what? " he starts as you stare at him.
" you're not really... going to disband knights, are you? " you replied as your voice quivers from the thought.
leo stood up and walk up to you, pulling you into a hug, as your pen drops and you find yourself crying.
" I'm sorry, I won't drop knights or you. I love you and knights too much to do that. I'm sorry. I wanted to test that rookie. I love you and I'm sorry! I just- " leo was interrupted as he felt you hugging him back and tightly.
" it's okay, just promised you won't leave again and knights will still stand, with you in it. " he smiles upon hearing your words, cupping your face as he wipes your tears.
pressing his forehead against yours, he whispers " I won't, for I love you too much to do anything that'll break your heart. "
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leosluvr · 8 months
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Anddd another request..I’m not sure if you’ve already done it but here you go..!
Again, if I broke any rules please ignore or delete this
How will these characters(Mika,Leo, and Izumi)react to you/reader crying for the first time?
Reader is a very “strong” levelheaded/serious person and no one has seen them cry before. Not even their own family(except the mom) or close friends
But of course, everyone has their limits and Reader has been so stressed out that they cried for the first time in years
What they didn’t know though was that their s/o was planning a surprise visit that very same day
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I’m Here For You
Synopsis : After dealing with constant stress for the past few months, today you finally reached a breaking point. Letting out your emotions in the comfort of your home, the last thing you would've expected was a surprise visit from your lovely partner.
Era : N / A
Warning/s : Stress / Overworking / Breakdown / Hurt & Comfort
Mentioned Character/s : G/N!Reader / Leo / Izumi / Mika
Word Count : 1,579
A/N : Shimeji anon this actually hits so close to home for me cuz I’m literally like that too LMAO I keep it in for ages until I flat out explode AHAHAHA Anyways~ Once again I'm really sorry this took forever but I hope you enjoy regardless 🥺 💕
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Today was just awful, you could even argue that it was the worst day you've ever experienced in literal years. Various tasks and projects alike seemed to pile up due to the busy season that's currently happening but the problem was that none of your peers were pulling their weights… At all… Originally, you were tasked with handling a do-able job, which would’ve been simple to complete in itself. Yet, the problem was the fact that your part was heavily reliant on your peers' parts but, since your peers were doing absolutely nothing, you ended up having to do their work in order to meet the actual deadlines… So it’s safe to say that you were overwhelmed, stressed and overall just not having a great time.
You thanked every star in the sky and whatever higher being up there that you were able to hold yourself together throughout the day but, as you were packing away your things once you got back home, the emotional bottle within you finally bursted. Soft, quiet sobs escaped your lips as you tried to stop yourself by wiping the tears away but they kept on coming with no end in sight. So… after years of staying cool and keeping yourself together, you finally allowed yourself to shatter under the pressure and let everything out.
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Leo Tsukinaga :
Leo wanted to surprise you with a new song that he composed so he climbed up the tree beside your bedroom window and was about to swing it open, [ usually he would throw rocks to get your attention but at some point you gave him a small key so he can unlock it from the outside before he ends up actually breaking the glass ], when he suddenly stopped as he felt his heart shatter at the sight that laid before him. You were curled up in your bed as your shoulders shook from how hard you were crying, your sobs emanated throughout the room as Leo looked at you worryingly. So he opened the window carefully before he hopped onto your bedroom floor.
This caused you to perk up but you didn’t even have the emotional capacity to hide your emotions as you desperately tried to wipe away your tears instead. Leo could tell that you were trying to calm yourself down and he had his own idea to help you with that! With a big smile and his signature laugh, he tackled you into a bear hug and smoldered you with kisses, no part of your face was spared. He even kissed the tears away before he snuggled into the crook of your neck.
Leo isn’t good with words and he knows that so, instead of fumbling to say the right thing, he started to hum a gentle melody instead.
At this point, he has you in an embrace where you’re both cuddling each other, your head's resting against his chest as you could hear the rhythmic beating of his heart while he hummed his ballad dedicated to you. His hums caused small rumbles in his chest that could be felt through the embrace. You both stayed like this for a while as you let everything out before finally calming down. Through it all, Leo was even playing with your hair as he comforted you.
Once you were ok, he would pepper you with kisses once again as he proudly proclaims how much “I love you!” His kisses are light, causing you to giggle from how ticklish they were.
“Wahaha~☆ You’re laughing again! Ah~ Your laugh is a wonderful melody, my muse! I can feel inspiration gushing forth once more!”
For the rest of the night, Leo would distract you from your thoughts by playing games, singing songs or just generally doing anything to make sure that your project doesn’t even cross your mind. After all, to Leo…
Your smile is the most beautiful thing in the entire galaxy.
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Izumi Sena :
Izumi came to visit you because he was worried. Your last text seemed a bit off. There was no logical reason behind this feeling. To anyone else, it seemed like a regular message from you but Izumi’s gut feeling told him otherwise… And he was right. Izumi had a spare key since he would often come over to cook for you and just take care of you in general, and he would even proclaim how much he hated waiting outside, so when he entered your house to see you curled into yourself on the couch, his eyes widened with worry as he walked up towards you.
This was the first time Izumi has ever seen you cry, so it was a bit jarring for him as he didn’t know how to comfort you. He knew he shouldn’t say anything sarcastic or harsh, since that would most likely make you cry even more, so he just sat beside you and wrapped his arm around your shoulders before pulling you close.
The two of you stayed like that as you gripped onto his shirt and cried into it, your tears made his outfit wet but that’s not important right now… What’s more important is the fact that you’re releasing all the pent up emotions within you, and Izumi will be that shoulder you can cry on in order to achieve that. No words were exchanged as a comforting silence surrounded the two of you, the sensation of him gently rubbing your back helped you greatly.
Izumi’s quick to figure out what must’ve happened. After all, the timing of everything lined up perfectly; One moment you were venting to him about your peers and your project, the next you’re crying by yourself at home. It doesn’t take a detective to figure out that the problem stemmed from your project and peers alike.
Once you finally calmed down and your sobs turned into small sniffles, Izumi would take some tissues and wipe away your tears, all the while mumbling about how you look “absolutely awful” but his tone clearly implies that he just hated seeing you in such a state of anguish.
“Come here... Go wash your face and freshen up. I better not see any more tears or snot when you get back, am I clear?!” [ Translation : Go and wash your face, it’ll help make you feel better. I’ll still be here waiting for you when you’re done. ]
This is when Mama Sena kicks in as he immediately starts to take care of you in order to make you feel better. Just relax as he cooks a hearty dinner that will surely take your breath away! What’s that? You still need to work on your project even when you’re at home? There’s no way in hell Izumi would let you do that all alone! So c’mon, don’t be annoying and explain the details already! Let him help while he’s here because…
He’ll do everything in his power to make sure you’re not carrying this type of burden alone ever again.
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Mika Kagehira :
Mika stood outside your door anxiously as he fidgeted on the spot. Usually you would answer the moment he rang the doorbell or, at least, yell through the door that you were coming to open it. So the fact that he didn’t hear anything for a while caused him to immediately assume the worst, and seeing your puffy eyes when you did open the door freaked him out.
You thought you hid your breakdown well but the moment Mika asked you what was wrong, as his heterochromatic eyes were filled to the brim with worry, you couldn’t help but fall apart once again. Small confused noises and squeaks left his lips as he guided you back inside your house, closing your front door with his foot, before pulling you into a comforting hug.
You both just stood there as he slightly swayed you from side to side, all the while he would rub your back, caress your hair, and pretty much do everything he could to try and get you to calm down as you continued to cry into his chest.
He didn’t know what happened, and the fact that you were seriously so distraught that even you of all people started to cry, caused millions of thoughts to run through his head. You’re known to be so calm and level-headed, even through the most challenging moments Mika could ever imagine, so he knew that whatever happened seriously affected you to the core.
The moment your tears dried up and you slowly stopped crying, Mika would pull you into a more tighter, but still gentle, embrace. Small hushes would leave his lips as he would comfort you to the best of his abilities and, once you were ok, you would both pull away from the hug. Mika would wipe any remaining tears off your cheeks as he would give you a soft smile. It had a hint of worry within it, but that’s just because he wanted to make sure that you’re genuinely ok again.
“No buts! I ain’t hearin’ them from ya! Imma stay here till yer feelin’ better n’ that’s final!”
Mika would be there by your side for the rest of the night, listening intently to your vents and rambles about the entire situation as he would even make some comments here and there about your whole ordeal. Overall, he would be there for you to let it all out because, at the end of the day…
He doesn’t want to see you crumble again in the future…
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"Are you sure you don’t like me back?"
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Ritsu Sakuma x Reader
Genres: Angst to fluff.
Word count: 2,562
Plot/summary: Ritsu has had a crush on you for the longest time. He doesn't even try to hide it. However, you believe that you don't share the same feelings for him...
A/N: Oh, I just know how sweet a boyfriend Ritsu would be. He's adorable and I love him so much. I'll be writing more fics of him, so please keep a look out!!
UPDATE: I decided to proofread this a second time, so to any returning readers, a bit has changed to some parts of the dialogue.
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Koga was explaining to Anzu that Ritsu needed to rest before tonight's concert, and to do that he needed her help to convince Ritsu to take a nap in the music room where Rei had already prepared a bed for him.
"We don't get along well, but he will listen to you," Koga said. "Sorry, I would've asked (Y/N) to do it, knowing how much Richie likes her, but she's busy with her own rehearsals... although I did tell her that she should rest too."
So, Anzu agreed to accompany Koga to get Ritsu to go to sleep. When they finally found him, he was pushing a pile of boxes on a trolley.
"What do you want, Corgi?" asked Ritsu, slightly annoyed. "You even dragged Anzu with you."
"Who you calling 'Corgi'?!" Koga yelled.
Ritsu ignored him. "Perfect timing, actually. The people in charge of food asked me to make a lot of desserts." He took one of the lids off the boxes to present them a dozen of neatly decorated cupcakes. "I get half of the profit. Easy money~" he sang happily.
Koga berated the younger Sakuma sibling on why he was wasting his energy on things unrelated to being an idol, but Ritsu ignored him again.
"People didn't really like these ones," he continued. "I even offered one to (Y/N), and even though she tried to be nice about it, I could tell she just wanted to spit it out. So, I tried a new recipe."
"Aren't you preforming later?" cried Koga. "Get some rest!"
Ritsu stared at him hazily for a second before smiling. "Okay, I'll rest... only if you try out my new recipe to see if it's okay. I would've asked (Y/N) again, but I don't want to disturb her when she's practising."
Koga was right, Anzu thought. He really does like (Y/N).
Ritsu opened up another box, and the sight was shockingly horrifying. In the box laid another dozen of cupcakes, but these looked like it came from some toxic wasteland. The cupcakes were even emitting its own purple aura.
Anzu and Koga gawked at the cupcakes nervously. It's a good thing you weren't here to witness this catastrophe.
"These are definitely not safe for humans to eat," commented Koga who grimaced at the sight of them.
Ritsu was offended by his comment and insisted that he should still try it – well, he forced Koga to try it. As Koga's screams were heard throughout the hall, Ritsu asked Anzu if she could try one too. She hesitated for a moment, but in order to get Ritsu to go sleep, she needed to take the risk.
Her eyes lit up. "These are actually good…!” she exclaimed.
Ritsu smiled. "I'm glad. Thanks for being my first taste testers, Anzu, Corgi."
Koga was on the floor trying to wipe away the sugary sweetness off his tongue. Ritsu couldn't help but smirk at this. He knew very well that Koga didn't like sweets, but he knew that it would be funny if he gave him some.
"As promised, I'll go rest," Ritsu said. "Corgi, could you transport the cakes..."
Anzu lead Ritsu through the hallways to the music room. She looked around the room for the bed Rei had prepared for him, but it didn't seem like there was one. Ritsu, on the other hand, was distracted by the piano.
"I often come here to play the piano," he said, describing his fond memories of being scolded by Mr. Kunugi, receiving lessons from him after, and how Arashi got mad at him because of the fact he was receiving those lessons. Then Ritsu continued, "And (Y/N) would listen to me play too."
"(Y/N)... you really like her, huh?" asked Anzu curiously.
"Yep..." he replied nonchalantly. "I like her a lot, but I know she doesn't like me in the same way I like her. ...I bet you were wondering why I don't keep this crush a secret, right?"
Anzu nodded, she did wonder why Ritsu was so open about liking you. She knew that you two were close, and she knew a little bit of his feelings for you, but what she didn't know was how you felt about the overall situation. Did you know that Ritsu likes you or were you just painfully oblivious?
"(Y/N)'s not an idiot," he began. "She can read the room, and she knows of my feelings towards her... it's just... she hasn't answered my feelings properly, but I want her to. So, at one point, I couldn't keep it a secret anymore."
Ritsu pointed at something from across the room, changing the subject completely. "By the way, what's that?"
Anzu turned around. In front of her laid a long, rectangular vessel that was covered in a thin sheet. That must be the bed Rei prepared for him!
She ripped off the sheet and lo and behold, a coffin appeared. Her jaw dropped at the creepy sight of it.
"Eh...? If I sleep here, I'll be like my brother," he stated, disgusted. "I don't want that–"
"I designed it!" Anzu said quickly. "I thought that because you were a vampire too, you'd like it this way!"
Ritsu wasn't buying it, but he was tired, so he plopped himself inside the coffin and drifted off to sleep. Anzu was relieved that he ‘believed’ her.
She got up and left the music room, closing the door behind her.
A few minutes passed, and the door clicked open again. This time it was you who had arrived at the music room.
The only reason you were here was because Koga kept yelling at you to go rest before the concert. Though, you knew he was just looking out for you especially when you also had to perform for said concert too. And anyways, you were pretty sleepy.
But because of your frantic footsteps, Ritsu woke up. He wasn’t a light sleeper, so this surprised him too.
"Ritsu?" you questioned. "I'm sorry, I didn't know this room was occupied."
Koga didn't tell me Ritsu was sleeping here! This is so awkward! you thought to yourself.
Ritsu couldn't help but smile. You, the person he has loved for so long, was here with him. Although he saw you earlier today, he was still happy to see you again.
"Did you come here to sleep too?" he asked you.
"Yeah, Koga told me to rest here," you replied, picking up the thin sheet that was used to cover the coffin. "I'll be performing before you after all~”
You walked over to the corner of the room and made yourself at home.
"(Y/N), you can take my place if you want. It's comfier here than over there," he said.
"No, it's fine. Rei probably prepared that coffin for you anyway."
Ritsu sighed, but then said, "At least sleep closer to me..."
You looked at him from across the room. He gestured for you to come closer. You giggled at this, it’s not like you could refuse his cute tactics.
You got up and laid yourself by his coffin, but you spared a safe distance between you two.
"(Y/N), seriously, you can take my place," he repeated, worried that you'd get yourself even more dirty. "Let me sleep on the floor; I sleep on the floor all the time."
You shook your head. "Nope, not happening!" You turned away from him as you wrapped the sheet around you.
"(Y/N), I don't want to see the girl I like sleeping on the floor whilst I sleep on an actual bed."
You winced at this. You knew that Ritsu liked you since he never kept his crush on you a secret, but you just didn't share those feelings that he had for you. You believed that you didn't anyway. You avoided all romantic feelings since you were an idol at Yumenosaki too. Of course, you liked being with Ritsu. It was fun being around him all the time. You couldn’t see yourself without him, but you believed that those feelings were just platonic.
"Ritsu, I–"
"I'm sorry," he interrupted. "This will be my last time."
Huh?
You couldn't see his expression as you were turned away from him, but you could make out the hurt in his voice.
"You know that I like you, right?" he began. "I've liked you for years... ever since I met you, but because you've never answered my feelings properly, I feel like I didn't deserve to like you. I can’t keep pestering you about my feelings, so this will be my last confession, I promise."
Wait.
"I love you, (Y/N)… so much... Will you please give me a proper answer now?"
You were silent, and that silence to him was unbearable.
"I'm sorry..." you said finally. "I just... can't accept your feelings."
Once you bared those words, you immediately regretted it, but before you could say anything else, Ritsu forced out a chuckle.
“Okay... thank you for your answer," he croaked out. He expected this, but your answer still hurt him. He was hoping that by time, your feelings could change, that you two would be able to share the same feelings for each other. But he got his hopes up, and for what?
You felt incredibly guilty for the answer you gave him, but you just couldn’t correct yourself. Your tongue was tied, and for some reason, it was getting harder to breathe. No one said a word, and the atmosphere in the room was suffocating.
You knew he was upset, you could feel it, and now you felt awful. All he ever was to you was sweet, the loveliest boy you have ever met. He had always helped you in your time of need; even when he was constantly tired and needed a nap, he would do his best to stay awake for you. He loved you that much, and all you’ve been doing is avoid his feelings.
Why did I do that? you thought to yourself, berating yourself for being so awful. However, you still didn’t understand your feelings for him. You always believed you didn’t have romantic feelings for him, but now you’re questioning that.
Finally, you turned around to look at him. He was staring at the ground, eyebrows narrowed and lips pursed as if he was trying to hold his tears back. In the past, whenever you’d turn his advances down, he’d usually laugh it off, so this wasn’t like him at all. This really was his last confession.
You didn’t want that. You couldn’t bare seeing him like that. You regretted everything.
He glanced up at you, noticing your worried expression on your face. Instantly, he smiled at you. He didn’t want to make you feel bad for him. You weren’t entitled to like him back after all. But seeing him smile at you so sweetly like that, knowing that his heart was broken, made you feel even more horrible.
"Could you at least give me a kiss before I give up on you for good?" he joked.
You couldn’t take it anymore. You sat up and scooted over to him. He giggled at the joke he had just made, but out of the blue, he felt your lips crash onto his.
He was taken aback by your action, but he couldn’t help but melt into it. His lips were soft, kissing them felt like heaven. You wanted more of him, you didn’t want to let him go, but he was the one to break off the kiss in the end.
"I... was joking... but thank you," he laughed.
His face was red, he could feel how hot it was. He was glad that the room was dark so you couldn’t see it. Your cheeks were heating up too.
"Alright, I'm going back to sleep," he said. "Corgi might get mad at me if I don't rest well–"
"Wait!” you cried. "...Can I have another one?"
Ritsu was confused. "What?" he asked.
"Another kiss..."
Even though he couldn't see you that well in the dark, he could still make out how desperate you looked. Were you really being serious? You turned him down, didn't you?
But he obliged. This time, he was the one who went in for the kiss. The way he kissed you made you feel happy. You wanted more, you wanted to touch him, and you wanted him to touch you. You didn’t understand why you were doing this, you always felt like these feelings were platonic, so why were you enjoying this so much?
“Satisfied?” he teased. "This is weird... why did you want another kiss? Are you sure you don't like me back?"
You were gripping onto his blazer.
"Ritsu, I don't understand this..." you said slowly. "I always thought I didn’t like you the way you like me, but when you said this was going to be your last confession, I felt sad..."
Ritsu looked at you wide-eyed.
"I don't want you to move on," you admitted. "I don't want you to leave me."
"H-Hey, I won't leave you–"
“I-I think my feelings for you aren’t platonic after all. Ritsu, I think I really do l-like you the way you like me…!” you stuttered. “But I don’t want to ruin our friendship… if we were to date, things would change, wouldn’t they? I like the way you treat me now, I like the way we are right now, I don’t want that to change…”
Ah. So that’s why. He understood you clearly now. Maybe you were an idiot after all. If Ritsu saw Anzu again, he would take all his words he said about you back.
"(Y/N), things won't change between us if we got together," he told you, cupping your face gently. "I'm still going to treat you the way I've always treated you, and I promise to treat you even better. The only things that will change is the new ways I'm going to show you my love."
Your heart ached, you were feeling incredibly emotional now. You really thought you had lost him.
"I'll give you another chance, okay?" he said. "I'll give you as many confessions as you want. Just answer them truthfully this time."
You nodded.
"(Y/N), I love you so so much... Will you let me be your boyfriend?”
You nodded again and again, sniffling. "Yes, I would like that," you whispered.
He chuckled. "Ah, don't cry, silly. I promise to not leave you... Come here..."
You crawled into the coffin with him as he made room for you to lay down. He held you close to him and your arms naturally made their way around his body.
The two of you looked into each other's eyes longingly. Ritsu couldn't stop himself from smiling.
"Ahh, I'm so happy..." he said, caressing your cheek. "You really do like me back..."
"I'm sorry for being stupid..." you murmured. "I love being with you… so much…”
"I'll love you even when you're stupid," he replied. "I'll always love you, (Y/N)."
He nuzzled your nose with his which made you giggle.
“I want another one," you said.
"Ehhh, you want another kiss?"
You were slightly embarrassed. You've only kissed him twice, but you were already addicted.
"Yes, you'll give me another one, won't you?" you asked sweetly, tugging on his shirt.
He sighed happily.
"I'll give you as many kisses as you want."
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It's alright if i request headcanons for Izumi and Arashi when they s/o feels neglected or ignored because they are busy on their job but she don't say anything until they find her crying for it? Please and thank you
Oooh, you just know how I can never say no to writing angst (to fluff)! Honestly, I can never see Arashi ever neglecting us, but Izumi is a whole different story lmao
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When they neglect their s/o for their work
Featured characters: Arashi Narukami, Izumi Sena (separate)
Genres/types: headcanons (angst to fluff), established relationships
Word count: 1,224
Synopsis: Arashi and Izumi have been extremely busy lately, leaving you alone. You try to communicate to them on how you feel, but because of their tight schedules, they couldn't even send you a reply. You wonder how this is going to affect your relationship with them...
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ARASHI NARUKAMI
– She told you beforehand that she was going to be busy. She even suggested that you two should keep in touch through video calls. You agreed with this as things went swell through the first few weeks of being separated.
– However, as time went by, she stopped calling you, apologising over text that she had a photoshoot or that she was too tired so she'll call you tomorrow. Though, when tomorrow struck, she was even more busy and had forgotten.
– You forgave her, of course. She's your girlfriend after all, and she's an idol of the big three top units in Ensemble Square. You had to understand that she was going to be busy and indulged in her work.
– But it was so annoying! The two of you planned to have a date this week, but she had to cancel it last minute!
"(Y/N), I'm so so sorry!" she exclaims on the phone. "I promise to make it up to you!"
"Arashi, this has happened way too often nowadays," you begin. "I can't keep–"
"(Y/N), love, I'm sorry, but my break's over. I have to go. Take care of yourself, okay? I love you, bye."
"...Bye."
– And as always, you forgive her.
– But despite your numerous attempts at communication, it seems that Arashi was just too busy to hear you out.
– And eventually, you stop trying.
– You two were becoming distant anyway.
– It seems as if she had forgotten your two year anniversary too. She hadn't called nor messaged you about it, causing your tears to spill as you wrap yourself in the blanket you two shared.
– When she finds you crying to yourself as she finally arrives home, she immediately regrets the way she treated you. She didn't realise it before since you have always kept up your positive facade, but she should've noticed how your smile was always so strained around her nowadays.
– She hugs you tight, soothing you that everything will go back to normal, and promising you that she'll do better as a partner.
"I'm so sorry, my love. You must've felt so lonely... I shouldn't have gotten ahead of myself on work, but I do want you to know that you were always on my mind."
– She wipes your tears and peppers your face with little kisses.
– And little did you know, she didn't forget your 2nd year anniversary as she fishes out a small gift box from her pocket, handing it to you delicately.
– You open it up to find a beautiful diamond necklace.
"Hehe, I saved up to get this for you, my love~!" she chirps happily. "Let me help you put it on!"
– And of course, she wasn't going to end the day there. She had planned a whole night for the two of you to enjoy!
– She helps you get ready, putting make-up on you, zipping up the dress she picked out for you. You can't help but laugh along with her, helping her with her make-up too, and zipping up the matching dress she was going to wear with you.
– Because after all, it's Arashi. She was never going to forget your anniversary, and most importantly, you.
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IZUMI SENA
– Izumi is always hopping from one country to another, but he used to call you whenever he wasn't busy. He would ask you how you're doing and if you're eating well, and you'd ask him how he was holding up too.
– You always look forward to when he'd call you, and you were always so excited to see him return to Japan.
– But things weren't the same as it used to be. Calls between you two began to feel like a chore, and slowly but surely, they stopped altogether.
– You kept hoping that he'd call to wish you a good morning, a good night, whatever. You just wanted him to call.
– It was all wishful thinking though.
– Even when you try communicating these feelings to him, he'd brush it off with, '(Y/N), you know how busy I am. I can't call you everyday.'
– You understand that, but still...
– When he’s finally at home, you try to make the best of it. You tell him all about the plans that you came up with, so before he travel abroad again, you two would have already made some new memories together.
– However, he tells you how tired he is, so right now all he wants to do was rest.
– Your heart sinks right there.
"B-But Izumi, it'll be so much fun! Plus, we haven't gone on a date in a while–"
"(Y/N), please be quiet... I really don't have the energy right now."
– And so you leave him be.
– You just wanted to be with him, but it seemed like he didn't.
– You end up watching movies on the couch, wrapped up in a blanket, crying softly to yourself.
– Izumi felt bad for the response he gave you because he knows that you're right, that you two haven't gone on a date in a while, and that with him being gone most of the time, you were probably incredibly lonely.
– When he finds you crying to yourself, he immediately brings you into his embrace, spouting out heartfelt apologises.
"I'm sorry, (Y/N)... I'm sorry, please don't cry... I knew how you must've felt with me being gone all the time, yet I still treated you horribly... I shouldn't have only thought about work and myself..."
— He wipes away your tears with his thumbs, kissing your forehead softly.
“So, what did you want to do? We can do all the activities you’ve planned today, but please let me spend some time with you here for a bit.”
— Cuddling with you on the couch, his grip on you was tight but loving. He holds your head gently, stroking your hair.
— It feels nice to be able to do this with him again.
— He also promises that he'll never neglect you again, but he assures you that one of the reasons why he keeps working is to keep you happy and live a peaceful life.
"But you said that you're not able to call me everyday..."
Izumi tenses up at this, remembering how harsh he was that day.
"(Y/N), I'm sorry, I didn't mean it," he said. "It's true that I am sometimes too busy to do that, but if you really do want me to call you everyday, I'll do so from now on. But just know, that you never leave my mind... not even for a second."
— You two fall asleep in each other's arms, but he wakes you up after a few minutes so the two of you can spend the day out properly.
— He smiles at you, hand in hand, telling you how much he loves you. He admits that he misses hanging out like this, and that the two of you should do it more often when he comes back from his trips.
"Oh, I nearly forgot. I brought you something from France. It reminded me of you. I hope you like it, my love."
— Despite his harsh personality and tight work schedules, he will always love you.
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Kitty (part 7)
Parts 1 - 6 here. Rei x (afab) reader fluff
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You wake up to the sunlight streaming through the curtains, thankful for what turned out to be a dreamless sleep. You sit up in the bed, stretching, when it hits you. Wait… The last thing you remember was being in the car, on the way back to the apartment with Kazuki, so how did you get here?
It’s late, or late for you, as you note from the alarm clock displaying that it’s already half past nine. You’re still in your clothes from yesterday, so you quickly get changed and hurry out of the room. Rei often pops in to retrieve fresh clothes in the morning when you’re downstairs and you’re slightly worried your lie-in has thrown him off his routine.
You open the door and step out into the hall, where you can hear Kazuki humming away in the kitchen and Rei is sweeping around the ground floor – he must’ve heard the door open as he looks up in your direction, smiling shyly. There it is again – your stomach flips as you smile back before descending the stairs.
You pause at the bottom, feeling a little like a spare part due to your late wake-up. “M-m-morning.”
“Good morning!” Kazuki chimes back, a bright smile on his face as always. “Did you sleep okay?”
“Y-yes, thank you,” you nod. “H-how did I get t-to bed?”
“Well,” Kazuki scratches the back of his head, “you fell asleep in the car on the way home – you looked so peaceful I didn’t want to wake you. I carried you in and then Rei here tucked you up in bed.”
You look over to Rei, but now he’s concentrating particularly hard on one spot of the floor in a continuous sweep. The negative thoughts start to rise up – what a burden you are, can’t even wake up to walk up to the apartment, sleeping in… His voice pipes up in your head. Lazy, useless, worthless, waste of space… You bite your lip, trying to quell the unhelpful voices with distraction. Pain is a good one. You know if you were to voice these aloud that Kazuki and Rei would reassure you, that it’s fine, and that must be tiresome to repeat themselves. But you can’t help it – it’s a 180 whiplash-inducing turn from the past few years.
“Kitty?” Rei’s in front of you now, a hesitant look on his face as he breaks through your thoughts. He’s so good now at telling when you’re caught in your head. “Sorry if that wasn’t okay, you were really out of it.”
It clicks that he’s worried he’s overstepped a line by carrying you up there, and it’s sweet. “N-no, that w-w-was ve-very kind of you. T-t-thank you.”  
The shy smile appears back on his face. “That’s okay.”
“I saved you breakfast.” Kazuki interrupts. He’s removing containers from the fridge. “I’ll admit I went a little overboard trying to hit all the nutritional groups.”
“C-can I h-help?”
“Nah, just take a seat.” He points to the table. “It won’t take long.”
You sit down, feeling a little awkward as Kazuki continues retrieving things from the fridge and laying them out on the counter. You can’t believe he’s done all of this for you. Rei finishes sweeping and, after grabbing his mug and filling it with some juice, he hovers beside you.
“Mind if I join you?”
You shake your head.
He takes the seat next to you, bumping your leg with his own as he does so. You’re not sure if it was deliberate.
“How did you find the clinic?”
“It w-was g-g-good.” You pause, and close your eyes, preparing yourself mentally for the next sentence. “S-said the s-stutter was maybe psy-psycho-log… logical.” You force out, before opening your eyes. Thankfully he isn’t looking at you.
“Mm,” Rei takes a sip from his mug. “You should be proud of what you’ve accomplished so far too. It can’t be easy.”
Kazuki comes over with a loaded plate. It is a lot. He chuckles as he sets down a plate in front of you – you guessed you’d let your shock show on your face. “Don’t worry – I don’t expect you to eat all of it! Just a little bit of everything, hm?” He starts pointing around the plate, explaining what’s what and why it’s good for you. “I’ll grab the vitamins too – I put them up in the bathroom cupboard.”
“He made me and Miri eat everything too – said my diet could use it, probably.” Rei confides as you start on the food.
Kazuki returns with the paper bag in his hand and sits opposite you, digging out different bottles and consulting the instructions. It’s quiet for a few moments – just the sounds of Kazuki opening the pill bottles and removing a tablet, lining them up in front of you as your chopsticks scrape the plate.
He then retrieves what you presume is the anxiety medication – it’s in a cardboard box rather than a bottle – and reads through the leaflet carefully.
“What’s that one?” Rei asks, curious.
“Oh, I mentioned the panic attack the other night. Doctor said it could take the edge off. It’s obviously up to you, though, Kitty, if you want to take them. I know it’s not the most professional set-up there. I think the vitamins are a good idea though, but, again, it’s your choice.”
“N-no, v-vitamins s-sound good.” You set down the chopsticks. The doctor had listed symptoms last night of vitamin deficiency and they’d all rang true with you – fatigue, aches, bruises and wounds taking a long time to heal. There had been times when you’d got up too fast from cleaning the floors and felt woozy, having to sit with your head between your knees until it passed, hoping that no-one would see you and accuse you of slacking off. “I’m n-not sure on t-these ones.” And you pause, always bracing for a backlash, even though you know he’s said it’s your choice. “W-will t-they make my h-h-head feel w-w-weird?”
“Mm. There are a fair few potential side effects, that’s for sure. It’s what you feel is best for you.” He reassures again, passing over the box for you to take a look.
“Did he make you take something that made your head feel weird?” Rei asks, quietly.
“A-at the be-begin-ning, h-h-he made me t-take s-s-something to-to relax.” It was to stop you screaming and struggling, really, while he mulled over exactly what he was going to do with you.
“Relax?” Kazuki raises an eyebrow. Rei’s clenching his fists. He wishes the man wasn’t already dead so he could shoot him all over again and not make it as quick as a death as he’d had.
“It m-made m-me sleepy a-and f-f-fuzzy.” You swallow. “I d-d-don’t w-want to f-feel like that a-again.”
“Yeah, I think I can understand that. We’ll just keep these aside, as an option, okay? You all done there?” He gestures to the plate.
“Mm. It w-was r-really nice, thank y-you.” There’s still things left on the plate but you made a decent dent in it, more so than you would’ve a week ago.
“Good! Here,” he slides your glass of water closer to you. “You’ll probably want to wash those pills down with something.”
He stands up and takes your plate, pausing as he scrutinizes Rei. “Hair’s getting long again, man. Want me to do a trim?”
“Sure,” Rei nods. He’s gotten used to Kazuki’s haircuts. It keeps it easier to manage.
“Y-you can c-cut hair?”
“Eh, I kinda have the one style,” he gestures at Rei’s cut. “Your hair bothering you?”
It has been bothering you. It’s so long, seems to tangle constantly and the ends are particularly dry, splitting when you braid it. It feels heavy on your head, really, like it’s weighing you down. It wasn’t something you ever thought much about in the house – there was no way they’d let you have access to scissors and they were hardly going to sit you down and cut your hair. Your showers had been sporadic at best– you managed to get one usually once a week when you were cleaning bathrooms, but never a relaxing experience. Here, though, it was nice to wash every day and not have to worry about when the next one was coming.
“Mm, it’s s-s-o l-long.”
“Well, I can book you in at a proper salon?” you shake your head furiously at the idea. “Yeah, maybe still out of the comfort zone. Hm. I reckon I can cut in a relatively straight line by now, if you like.”
“If t-t-that’s okay, I t-think I would l-l-like that.”
“Of course! I can book you both in for today,” he winks.
--
Kazuki makes another snip. “What are you thinking for your next move, then?” You’re in the bathroom, washing your hair in preparation for your haircut. Rei’s staring into space – Kazuki won’t let him use his phone whilst he cuts in case it goes wonky.
“Move?”
“With Kitty.”
“Oh. I…” he hesitates. “I don’t know. Am I meant to be doing something?”
“That depends. Like, would you like to kiss her?”
Rei feels the blood fill his cheeks as Kazuki continues snipping away at his hair, though he’s not sure why. It’s not like he hadn’t kissed a girl before. His father had hired escorts for his 18th birthday – not that it was something he’d ever shown an interest in, but the other men in the compound had seemed pleased. An escort had dragged him back to his bedroom and there had been some kissing but that’s as far as it went. He wasn’t one for a honeytrap – what need was there for it?  He was skilled and stealthy enough to complete jobs without the need for seduction. As if he could seduce anybody…
“Mm.”
“Well, I think your next move should be working up to that. You gotta handle this delicately, though. She’s been through a lot.”
“I… I don’t want to hurt her. Sometimes…” A pause, this is exactly the type of feeling his father would tell him to ignore – to feel at all is to show weakness, but he trusts Kazuki. “Sometimes it feels like all I’m good for is hurting people.” He stares at his hands.
“Hey, that’s not true, buddy.” Kazuki pauses the trim to place a hand on his shoulder. “You make Miri really happy, for one. And, for what it’s worth, having you around makes me happy too.  You’re not going to hurt Kitty. Come on, Rei, remember how I had a freak out about how she wouldn’t say my name and then there was you with your research and listening and all that?”
“I guess.”
“Uh-uh, no guessing about it.”
“What did you do the other night, when she panicked?” It’s been bugging him what happened in the bathroom. He’s wanted to ask – of course he’d searched up on panic attacks as soon as he’d heard the term, but he wants to know what Kazuki did specifically because it seemed to have really worked.
“Oh, yeah - it was a breathing exercise. Breathing’s an unconscious action mostly, so it helps you really focus on it. You inhale through your nose for four seconds, hold the breath in another four, exhale out your mouth for four, hold for another four. Repeat. It can take a fair few goes but it usually works.”
He goes to nod but knows that Kazuki will tell him off for jeopardizing the haircut. “Thanks.”
There’s another spell of silence. “Rei, you do believe me right? You’re more than just your family’s name. Plus, it’s not like Kitty doesn’t know what you and I do for work.” He continues snipping away as he talks. “The most important thing, I think, is to make sure you’re going at her pace.”
“Her pace?”
“I mean, you’re not, like, throwing yourself at her.”
“She held my hand.” He confesses.
“She did?” Rei swears he can hear the smile in his voice, somehow.
“The other day, when we were walking home. She reached out for my hand…” He flexes his fingers. “It felt different from when Miri’s held it before. I didn’t want to let go.”
“Ugh,” Kazuki sniffs loudly and Rei doesn’t even need to look to know he’s crying. “I’m a sucker for a good romance. This is so sweet! Think of the story you’ll tell your kids…” Rei stiffens. “Okay, okay, I’m jumping the gun. It’s still sickeningly sweet though.”
He wipes his sleeve across his eyes before he continues the haircut. “Hey, I know - you could take her to the zoo.”
“The zoo?”
“Yeah, you said you hadn’t been before when we went, and we were kinda too preoccupied on the mission for you to see the place properly. I bet she’d like that, it’d make a great first date.”
“Yeah, that could be nice.” He’s ignoring the date part, but he can’t help a dig. “When you say mission, though, you do mean when you made us stalk Miri to get her lunch?”
“It was a mission.”
The bathroom lock clicks and you exit, your hair partially dried and hanging loose to your lower back - you’ve thoroughly brushed it out too, ridding it of all knots and tangles. Rei’s haircut looks to be coming to an end.
Kazuki whistles, “That is long – I guess I hadn’t realized since you have it up all the time.”
“I w-wasn’t s-sure what would b-b-be easier to cut. S-should I br-braid it?”
“Yeah, I think braided would be easier to get a symmetrical length off it.”
You nod and head over to the sofa, tucking your legs underneath you before you part your hair. You make quick work of the two braids, securing them with elastic bands. Your hair is pretty thin – another possible side effect of vitamin deficiency, you’d learned.
“Right,” Kazuki whips the cloak off Rei with a flourish. “Next customer, please.”
Rei gives you a smile before immediately heading to the bathroom, grabbing some clothes out of the laundry pile to be folded on the way, muttering about how itchy he was – you’d guessed some hair had made its way down his back despite the cloak.
You sit down on the chair and Kazuki drapes the cloak over your shoulders. “Now, Kitty, you’re sure about this?”
“De-def-initely.”
“Where do you want me to cut to?” He crouches a little, his hands on his knees to get level with you.
Your fingers wrap round one of the braids and you tug it forward, trying to picture a length. “H-here, I t-think.” You press your finger against your collar bone.
“And, again, you’re absolutely 100% positive?” Kazuki seems nervous as he picks up the scissors.
“Pos-positive.” You give him what you hope is an encouraging smile.
“Okay, here we go…” He takes hold of the braid, gently, and snips through in one smooth motion. “Here, hold on to it for me.”
It feels weird to hold it in your hand, almost a physical representation of your last few years. Cutting off dead weight, things holding you back. It isn’t long until the other one is gone too, and you feel lighter. Kazuki runs his fingers through your hair to free it from the braids and sets about evening things up until he seems happy with his work.
“I think that does it.” The bathroom lock clicks and Rei emerges, freshly showered and dressed. “Ah, perfect timing. Go have a look in the mirror though to make sure you’re happy.” He pulls the cloak from your shoulders and lays it on the table, before laying the cut braids on top.
“I think it looks pretty cute, though. Don’t you agree, Rei?” Kazuki winks behind your back as you head towards the vacated bathroom.
“Y-yeah,” Rei stutters as he stares, “Really cute.”
There it is again – the heat in your cheeks. You duck your head in thanks and walk a little faster to the bathroom. It’s steamy in there after Rei’s shower, so you have to rub some condensation off the mirror to see at first. There’s a weird sense of déjà vu as you see your reflection. It’s almost as if you’ve had this haircut before, and maybe you have - is that why you asked for that length, a subconscious reflex? You smile as you admire it in the mirror. It sounds silly in your head so you’ll keep the thought to yourself, but you feel like you - more so than you have in whoever knows how long, even if you still didn’t remember your name.
Kazuki is hovering at the bathroom door now, looking tense. “Is it okay?”
“I l-l-love it, Z-Zuki.” You smile, brightly, and the blonde bursts into tears.
“Not again,” Rei sighs.
Again?
--
Rei and you headed to pick Miri up later that afternoon. Kazuki had pretty much hounded the two of you out the door earlier than usual. You could’ve sworn he’d whispered “Ask her,” in Rei’s direction as you stepped out the door. Ask her what? Are you the her?
You’d be a liar if you said you weren’t nervous about facing an inquisition into Kazuki’s whereabouts from the daycare mothers, but having Rei with you again is reassuring at least. You step into the elevator and as the doors slide close, his hand brushes up against yours, hesitantly.
“Is it okay if I…?” He murmurs, softly, but before he finishes his question you lace your fingers with his and squeeze in affirmation.
You walk the route to Miri’s daycare at a slow pace, in a companiable silence – it doesn’t feel awkward or clumsy, just as if the two of you savoring in each other’s company. As the daycare comes into sight – mothers already in the playground with a few kids already out - you feel his grip slip out, before he stops in his tracks completely and your heart sinks a little. Does he not want them to see? Is he embarrassed?
“I need to ask you something.”
You are the her. Immediately, your mind skips to what you could’ve done wrong to be questioned about - a trained reflex.
“Oh?” You try to keep your voice steady, trying to reason with the doubt in your mind. This is Rei, kind, sweet Rei who was just holding your hand.
“Would you like to go to the zoo? With me, I mean. On a date.”
“I would.” The words are out of your mouth before you can even think about it – no hesitancy, no stutter.
“Great.” He nods, smiling, before he grabs hold of your hand again and walks at speed towards the daycare. As you reach the gaggle of mothers, he does drop your hand again, but only to wrap his arm around your shoulders as last time to keep you close as he navigates his way through the crowd, ignoring all remarks thrown his way.
Miri waves as she spots the two of you, hugging Ms Anna’s legs before she sprints over, eyes wide in wonder.
“Kitty, your hair!”
You crouch down so she can see it better and her small hands grab at the ends in fascination.
“D-do you l-like it, M-Miri?”
“Yes! It’s pretty. Isn’t Kitty pretty, Papa Rei?” She giggles at her rhyme.
“She is,” Rei murmurs in agreement, placing his hand affectionately on Miri’s head. “Very pretty. You both are.”
“Thank you! You’re…” She stops, frowns and leans into the side of you, cupping her mouth in a theatrical whisper directed into your ear. “Can boys be pretty too?”
“Mm-hm, or h-han-handsome.” Miri giggles at your response, a glint of something in her eye.
“What’s the big secret?” Rei looks down at the two of you.
“Kitty says you’re handsome, Papa Rei!” The little girl squeals. You don’t even need to look around to know the mothers are frantically texting each other and you get to your feet, wanting to make a quick exit. Rei grabs both yours and Miri’s hands and walks speedily to the gate, pulling you both along but Miri’s already seen Rei’s face.
“Papa Rei, you’re so red again! Red like an eucky tomato.” Miri giggles as she points up at the black-haired man.
“Am not.”
“Are so!” --
Author's note: I hope the slow burn isn't getting too boring, but I feel it's necessary for the both of them. When I started writing this, I didn't think it would end up being so long, but I'm sitting at over 26,000 words cos they're just adorable. I have started working on how to wrap this series up but, who knows, maybe we'll return for some one-shots... Thank you for all the support so far - please, like, reblog and follow if you can. Love reading all your comments too <3
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LEO MY PRRCIOUS BABY 😭😭😭😭😭☹️☹️💓💓💓
hi!! may i req Jun and Leo separately with a fem reader with them going to cat cafés and doing cutesy romantic stuff in the café??? thank u!!
★彡 Jun and Leo with a gn reader going to cat cafes
a/n: HI this is perfect LITERALLY cause i've been getting so many thought of cafe dates and honestly i love it so much!! i have a kaoru one in drafts so KaoruPs look forward to it ig Thank you for requesting and i hope you enjoy, Anon!! Also to take note, it can read as gn reader too
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♡Jun
You and Jun had the day off so of course why not visit the cat cafe that you two have been eyeing?
The cafe wasn't too crowded and many of the cats were just idling around the cat posts or flat on their stomachs. Jun went to buy some drinks and cat food while you started patting the cats heads.
Upon returning, oh my gosh they're adorable. Of course he was referring to the sight of you cooing at the cats that cautiously approached you, one even resting on your lap, snoozing away.
He continued to quietly admire the sight in front of him, Jun then got slightly bolder, sneaking little pecs on your cheeks. Encouraged by your melodious giggling, he closed his eyes once more and aimed for your lips.
"agh- what?" he jumped back, eyes widened in surprise at the feeling of something wet and cold touch his nose.
"heheheHAHA" you tumbled backwards on your back, giggling uncontrollably while hugging the cat tightly against your chest.
Jun shook his head as his shock face slowly dissolved into a poker face. This person rlly- He used one hand to slowly lift you to your feet before pulling you towards him.
"You're lucky that the cat was cute" he mumbled while rubbing your head.
"Stop lying to yourself, you know you love me" you sarcastically replied, grinning at him. Jun himself couldn't deny it.
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♡ Leo
After Leo pestering you about going to the nearby cafe, you finally found some time out of your schedule to go with him.
"Cats!! Cats!!" Leo yelled excitedly as he entered the crowded cafe. It was slightly more crowded than usual, it being the weekend.
After buying some cat food to feed to the cats, you and Leo started to roam the cafe, however only a pair of cats caught your eye. One of them was a ginger and the other was a white one. They were cuddling up to each other, tails intertwining with each other.
"Leo! Look! aren't they adorable?" you called Leo over to show him your discovery.
His eyes sparkled as he moved over to your side, patting both of their heads softly "they really are!!"
Suddenly a voice behind them said "oh? what a cute couple, I'll let you know, those two cats have been together ever since they arrived at the cafe. It has been four years since then but they still sleep together in that little corner. They kind of look like you two, don't they?" It was one of the owners of the cafe. Giving both you and Leo a little smile, they continued on attending to other customers.
Upon hearing the owner's words, Leo gripped your shoulders, pulling you to face him "YES they do like us! y/n! this is a sign! we're meant to be, forever! Just like these cats, we have been inseparable since we met and always will be!"
You can't help but feel your heart warm up at his words, you didn't even care about the mildly questioning stares other customers gave the two of you"yes Leo! forever, i promise" smiling back at him while linking your pinky with his.
Feeling electrified with energy after hearing your promise, he kissed your forehead and proceeded to press his lips onto yours, mumbling a little "i love you" along with it.
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don’t get cold now!
3 + jun sazanami / spending christmas on a date
— NOTE(S) ; jun’s a cringefail lovesick bozo merry xmas guys…
author’s note ; THIS GOOFY AHH MF COULDNT FIGURE OUT HOW TO VERIFY HIS EMAIL … i have never written for jun my whole entire enstarrie tumblr writer carrer. ori. have and i just forgot :3 half my works are knights and crazyb .. sometimes eichi maybe im biased maybe im not . also idek if bro jun knows how to skate but ill pretend he doesnt ..
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"S-Stop dragging me around! We might fall." Your boyfriend complained, keeping his grip on your hand as tight as possible. Not that you minded at all. It was funny watching him struggling as you drag him around the ice skating rink.
"Who care if we fall? It doesn’t hurt that bad, you baby." You teased, letting go of his hand and noticed how his legs started to shake trying to balance himself. Jun grumbled under his breath, stood still and watched as you happily started to skate around him.
"God, it’s cold…" He sighs, successfully grabbing onto your hand. However, this action ended up making the both of you slip and fall onto your ass.
You blinked, ignoring the slight pain that the fall caused. "Ow, ow…"
"Are you okay? Haha… don't get cold now! Get up and have fun~" Jun scratches the back of his head and grabbed ahold of your hand and carefully stood up.
Jun admired your enthusiasm, almost jealous, he'd say. "I just wanted to hold your hand." He bluntly confessed, tightening his grip around it.
"Even when we’re in the cold, it gets warmer when I'm close to you."
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