I was so happy back when I liked homestuck and was allowed to enjoy it. I want to destroy everything homestuck related that I've made on my social medias because just looking at them gives me such grief, but I cant because that was most of my platform and I can't waist my time looking at my things and deleting them. Honestly it would make me feel worse looking at the times I was *actually* happy. Idk what to do, at times I just want to delete every social media, ghost my friends, and just get rid of my social life. Maybe make a whole new identity but I know I can't do any of those things. Mainly because I have a friend that makes me so happy that just them existing helps me from doing things I might regret and I'm happy to have them there. They make me feel true happiness, and sometimes I think