it really is insane how waking up early will grant you access to some of the most beautiful sights and sensations in the world that will make you want to live forever, but only if you overcome the gauntlet of a thousand razors that is getting out of bed early. truly one of life's little saw traps.
my problem is i am a girl who likes the idea of doing so many things but in reality only has the energy to daydream about doing those things rather than actually doing them
I'm not a fan of how tired I am these days but it's also understandable since I haven't had a genuine day off to recharge in over 30 days. I knew that this last semester of uni with my bachelor's thesis was going to be hard... but man, being chronically ill and unable to get the rest your body needs is debilitating. I'm scared of the consequences this busy semester will leave me with because I'm at a point where I know what my body can handle and where my limit is and I constantly have to cross this line at the moment... so hopefully I'll get through it. 🤧