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jxnxai · 8 days
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So very normal about them
Inprnt
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jxnxai · 8 days
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Two guys learn to communicate over 5 seasons
or, the jmart triptych. Bonus under the cut:
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they deserve all the hugs and so does every tma fan
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jxnxai · 8 days
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stumbled upon a pic of this tweet somewhere i dont remember but i just saw it today and remembered that i had to draw this LMAOASDJFDG
elias talking as if he has an ass JK LSKJFLKS but he is an ass so
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jxnxai · 8 days
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THEY AREN'T THE FEARS ANYMORE!! THEY'RE DESIRES
(SPOILERS for TMA, and all of TMAGP episodes so far)
Okay, here me out
Tmagp1: Darla wants to hear Arthur's voice again. She even says: "I just couldn’t face the thought of the rest of my life never hearing him again, I had to try" and later on she even says: "But I had to know, so I went to the cemetery."
Tmagp1: RedCanary wants to know about the Magnus Institute. They want to know why it's listed under 'cleared' when there's no evidence of it. Hence why they go and explore it.
Tmagp2: Daria wants that absolute perfection. She wants to change who she is and get out of that dark place. When she talks about the thing that she felt was missing, she says, "... and that’s when I decide I need a tattoo. I had a couple already – just little things on my shin and my wrist – but I decided I needed something big. Something that really changed my look." She also mentions when talking about Ink5oul that "they just kept pressing me about my life, about why I wanted the ink" instead of asking what design she wanted. And when she got the tattoo she describes herself as now being, "Someone I wanted to know more about." Afterwards she even says how "For the first time ever [she] wanted to attempt a self-portrait. Something real and physical, [she] wanted to feel the brushes in my hands and the oil on [her] fingertips." I think a lot of her statement is about her desire and impulsive need for that perfection and that wholeness that she has been aspiring to for her whole life.
Tmagp3: Samuel wants to stay hidden. He wants and he "need[s] to get up, get out of here for treatment." He wants to get better and most of his delirious thoughts are the things that he wants, or feels like he needs. E.g. "I so much want to see it [the sun] again. This night seems endless. I want to be warm again. I am terribly afraid. Thank god for Maddie. I need to treat her better."; "I just need to rest."; "I need to be careful or we’ll drift apart." And then obviously as the narrative continues, Samuel wants to grow and 'put down roots'.
Tmagp4: The narrator wants to be revered and accepted into the Royal Court Orchestra of the Palatinate. He wants to show off and impress. The violin "was a creature with needs and purpose of its own. The needs were simple enough. Blood. Flesh." It has these needs and desires.
So far, I'm interpreting it to be that everything so far can be interpreted as a desire of sorts, varying in the strength and intensity of it. Obviously, fear is still a big part of it all, because if you want something so badly, aren't you afraid of it being stolen from you? Of it being out of your grasp? Of it being unachievable or impossible in some capacity? Of it being a lie?
Even Sam wants to find out more. He wants to know the why and the reason for things. Gwen wants Lena's job. Collin wants to fix all these bugs and keep Freddie running. Alice wants to just get on with it because she found out that wanting to know the 'why' of things is dangerous.
I think that somehow when the Web took all the Fears into a different universe, they morphed into something else. Or they changed to fit what was the most prevalent thing in that universe, because after all, everyone wants something, even if it's something small and inconsequential. Life and aspects of it has always been characterised by that desire for something. Like people wanting food, shelter, safety, love, warmth, happiness, etc. And I think since the Web was so intwined with Jon and Martin, it absorbed some of their emotions when it found its way into this new world, because after all Jon and Martin wanted to stop Jonah/Elias, to stop the apocalypse, to destroy the Panopticon, to be safe, and they wanted each other. I think the wanting and fear of things are really entwined in it all, though this could be absolute bullshit haha
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jxnxai · 8 days
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yeah so Tim why do you just have zip ties
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jxnxai · 9 days
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MAG156: Reflection and MAGP08: Running On Empty
i havent seen anyone talk about these two episodes; when i listened to magp8 for the first time i immediately thought of adelard dekker… i mean, the agonizingly thin figures who are violently hungry + getting transported to a pocket world that you can escape by going through portals??? sound familiar??? i swear this is connected
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jxnxai · 9 days
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oh… guys……
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jxnxai · 9 days
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i'll see a man with long hair and remember i'm not above temptations of the flesh
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jxnxai · 11 days
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here we go again
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jxnxai · 12 days
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there are so many things wrong with this drawing but i MADE IT AND I AM PROUD OF MYSELF so im POSTING IT ok its late good night 🤗
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here’s a quick doodle (it took me 3 hours) to celebrate how gay people saved the day once again (the magnus archives got me out of my 2 year long art block)
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jxnxai · 12 days
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here’s a quick doodle (it took me 3 hours) to celebrate how gay people saved the day once again (the magnus archives got me out of my 2 year long art block)
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jxnxai · 1 month
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THIS THSI THIS I LITERALLY HAD TO PAUSE AND REWING BECAUSE WHAT??? IRENE??? DID I HEAR THAT RIGHT OH MY GOD????
at 21:56 in the sherlock & co. episode 17- the readheaded league, john is reading out the cast list of the opera they’re at, and irene adler is mentioned. not seen anyone talk about it so thought i’d contribute.
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jxnxai · 2 months
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alice: you know, gwen… sam doesn’t have to be the only ex of mine working for the OIAR 😏
gwen: in order to become exes we’d have to date
alice: and?
gwen: I would rather peel off my own skin and put it through lena’s shredder than date you
alice: you say the nicest things
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jxnxai · 2 months
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hey you know that internet fear of a face popping into fullscreen on your computer with no prompting?
what if jon did that to sam with his entire watcher's crown getup, full eldritch horror-style
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jxnxai · 2 months
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First episodes impression
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jxnxai · 3 months
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im ngl i thought my spotify lagged because of the repeated convo in the new ep
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jxnxai · 3 months
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guys. guys i may be stupid and i was just thinkinf about how real the mariana x john possibility is when i REALIZED.
mariana. mary. oh my god theyre gonna get together arent they
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