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justsahraxo · 6 hours
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And I carried that conversation
Don’t forget this
I asked about;
How you are doing
What you’ve done today
How you’ve been in general; ‘how’s it going anyways?’
If you’ve gone to the gym
If you’ve worked on your story
How your mom is
And you… didn’t once ask me anything
You were quiet so many times, whenever I was quiet, you didn’t step in and talk.
I had to continue the conversation so it wouldn’t be awkward and silent in the phone for too long.
So I talked. I mentioned the series you recommend me, just to make you start a conversation with me. I acted dumb, just to make you talk, so it wasn’t just me, leading this conversation.
I felt like I was taking up your time, forcing you to stay on the call, because of your silence and the fact that you didn’t ask me any question in return, made me feel exactly what I told you that I feared, that ‘you’re not interested’, that I was forcing you to talk with me
[19/4/24]
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justsahraxo · 8 hours
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“I didn’t know you felt that way”
[19/4/24]
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justsahraxo · 2 days
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Look what you’ve done
Your messages
Memes
Reels
Likes
Don’t excite me anymore
[17/4/24]
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justsahraxo · 5 days
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justsahraxo · 5 days
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It doesn’t seem like you’re interested in me
Well, at least now, it seems like you no longer are
And if that’s true
Then just man up and tell me
[14:4/24]
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justsahraxo · 5 days
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I mean, really now?
I really don’t know what to feel
But I still believe and feel like something is wrong and off
Now you asked me to meet up yesterday but you cancelled because you’ve become sick again
He’s been sick for 5 weeks (he said 6 which makes me think bed counting next week as well)
[14/4/24]
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justsahraxo · 7 days
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My mood
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justsahraxo · 8 days
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You can walk away
I won’t beg you to stay
You can leave
I won’t ask for anything anymore
[11/4/24]
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justsahraxo · 10 days
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I miss him so much
I want to tell him
But I don’t know if he wants me
I don’t know if he misses me
It’s been more than a month since we last met up, and could his feelings or interest in me gone?
I just want to hear it from him, hear the words that he misses me
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justsahraxo · 11 days
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Thinking and thinking till I’m shrinking
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justsahraxo · 12 days
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I know her tumblr would be fire
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justsahraxo · 12 days
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Damn, she’s a real mood
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justsahraxo · 12 days
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In 11 days so far
All I’ve got from you is a like
[7/4/24]
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justsahraxo · 12 days
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You say that you hate texting
That’d you’d rather talk in person
But when we can’t see each other for weeks
Then why don’t you wish or want to text
Why don’t you want to reach out
Is it because you aren’t curious
Do you not care?
[7/4/24]
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justsahraxo · 12 days
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I’m calm
But I still feel the same
I still miss you
I still want to see you
Though I’m calm now
I still wonder if this will work
[7/4/24]
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justsahraxo · 16 days
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I’m really hurt
[3/4/24]
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justsahraxo · 17 days
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I want to hear from you
Just something
A word
A meme
A reel
Anything
I miss you so badly
And I want this with you so badly
Please don’t leave me or end this
We haven’t even begun a life together yet
I pray to God that it’s me and you
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Please dear God, let me have this man in my life as my husband
[3/4/24]
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