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jules-leossi · 4 years
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I will be your air
(Trigger warning - self harm and suicide)
♡For my dearest friend Luka♡
I care for you so much
And you don't even seem to know it
I'll be the first snowflake that you'll touch
And the songs you love to write moonlit
I will protect you from everything and all
And I'll care for how your day went
I'll be the trees in your forest-dark and tall
And your favorite beachy scent
I will be scared and cry when you lie
Lie about how you almost took your life
I'll be your clear, blue afternoon sky
And your bloody cutting knife
Without you I wont bare in this planet
If one night you cut the cord of your heart
I'll be you sketching pencils granite
And I'll be the one to tell you that your smart
So please tell me all you feel
And don't let me rott in guilt and pain
I'll be the dress you like thats teal
I'll be you childhood paperplane
So tell me if you wanna go
And I'll go with you
We will lift up slow
And forget all that we went through
- Jules Leossi
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jules-leossi · 4 years
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Silence
Though the night is dark and cold
And there's no one to say a word
I'm still up with the moon bright
Sitting here with my small light
Writing stories of the night
In my bed oh all so tight
Where does it come from?
Maybe out of boredom
Feeling strong and feelings frail
About their skin soft and pale
About their pretty bright eyes
Bluer than midsummer skies
About their warm and cozy smile
That I've observed for a while
Falling for the sound of their laugher
That I won't forget even after
After years of pain and sorrow
Crying in my bed till tomorrow
Cause they won't ever say those 3 words
And pull me to themselves towards
They won't ever say ''I love you"
And I won't get the chanse to say me too
I won't ever kiss them till the sunrise
Won't ever help they're painful cries
Won't ever hold them oh so close
Till my heart calms and slows
I will never stare into they're eyes
And promise to never tell lies
And they won't ever do that to me
They let me sit in tears and be
Cause silence is what hurts most
Like a lonely boat floating by the coast
Feeling left alone and forgotten
Like an apple on the ground that's rotten
Just in need to catch a glimpse of air
Or walk on the golden beach bare
Listen to the whispers of the forest there
Or to see a stone of a colour rare
To lay on the grass still damp from rain
And watch the stars small as a grain
At moments like that you understand
Why do I cry for their hand
If life is full of so much more
Why do I still cry on the floor
I shall go and and forget their name I say
But a close friend are they
May a lose a pain and a fellow of mine,
That will help me not to cross the line?
I'll keep stary at the stars
And forget the future of ours
In silence I'll find grace
And forget their stunning face
Jules Leossi
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