a smutty joel imagine with him saying, âyouâre in trouble dollâ
Pairing:Â dbf!Joel Miller x f!reader
summary:Â Joel, your dad's best friend, has pissed you off once again for his constant fear of your father finding out about you, so you decide to make him jealous, only he doesn't take it as well as you expected... or maybe exactly as you had
warnings: jealousy, he grabs you by the neck at one point, possessive!Joel smut| a bit of thigh riding, unprotected p in v sex, creampie, she calls him daddy ONCE bc I need to cut back on the daddy kink it's becoming a problem, kind of exhibitionism, and unnecessary feelings cause i can never fucking write a story where they're just fucking for some reason
You were flirting good
The way you only did when you weren't really interested, when it was just a game, when you were bored, or perhaps... in the mood for taunting someone
Maybe someone who was across the backyard, his hazel eyes burning a hole into the back of your head as he gripped his beer hard enough to shatter it, his head nodding slowly at whatever your dad was saying, but his thoughts only to you, only to that little asshole who had his hand on your cheek- on his girl
"I'd forgotten how funny you are" you said, after falling into a more than exaggerated laughing fit at one of Kaleb's miserable jokes.
He grinned with that smile guys have when they think they have it in the bag, when theyâre already picturing you in their bed
As if
âTell you what, I'm even funnier in front of a drink,â he said, his eyes glinting with victory âyou free tonight?â
But before you could respond, a very much non-friendly voice barked from beside you
"she's not"
Joel looked even hotter than usual with that t-shirt clinging to his toned biceps and pecs, and the way he was looking at Kaleb... he looked ready to kill, and fuck if that didn't make him even hotter
"Tommy needs your help on the grill, I'm takin' a break" he nodded toward his brother, giving the guy a chance to scramble before he had to punch him in the face
"now?" Kaled wined, his gaze trailing to you, as if counting on the understanding of another man of what he was interrupting
"Now."
There was no room for negotiating, and the guy finally got it, sighing loudly before nodding
"Fine, I'll catch you later then," he smiled, watching you reciprocate, before he started for the grill
You squinted your eyes against the sun as you looked up at Joel, making a show of rolling your eyes as he gave you that stern, angry look he was always so good at giving
"Cockbloker"
You didn't wait for whatever smart retort he was gonna send your way as you turned around and started making your way into the house,
only of course, he was right behind you, closing the glass door to the kitchen with a loud thud
"you're in trouble doll"
again, you could only roll your eyes as you opened the fridge to look for what you didn't even know
The party of people just outside the windows was loud, but his steps as he stalked to you were the only thing you could hear
"I'm talking to you"
You could hear the restraint in his voice, almost feel it oozing off of him, the way you were getting under his skin, the way he was controlling his own rage
And when you only sighed, still not acknowledging his presence... then his self-control slipped, and his hand had forced the fridge to fly shut, the bottles rattling inside.
maybe this will get your attention
And it did, you turned to him, a bored, stoic look on your face
"what do you think you're doing?" he hissed, his jaw tickingÂ
"what?" you cocked a brow "I'm not allowed to talk to people anymore?"
The way he tilted his head, flames of anger lighting his eyes as he took a step towards you made you want to get down on your knees and suck him off right there and then... but then again, you were supposed to make him pay
"Don't give me that bullshit" he growled "That wasn't just talking, there's only one thing that guy was after and you know it"
You scoffed, taking a step closer to him in affront
"so?" you asked, raising your brows "What I was after the same thing Joel?" you argued "You know, since you're so scared of my dad finding out... since you're always saying I should find someone more age-appropriate, I figured... why not Kaleb?"Â
Oh he was fuming
"At least he's not scared of my dad" you mocked "At least he wouldn't have to sneak out of my house after he's done fucking me-"
you didn't even see him move, the only thing you felt, was the back of your head hitting the fridge, and seconds after, his hand gripping your throat, and only then did you hear the gasp fleeing your throat
he had moved you to the other side of the fridge so that from outside, no one could see your dad's bestie choking his daughter without so much of a hair of second thought.
"If he even tries to come near you" his face was but an inch from yours "He won't have a dick to fuck you with sweetheart, got it?"
What did he think? That he was gonna scare you? please
You snorted, your mouth twitching in a smirk
"You don't own me Joel" you only purred "I can fuck who I want"
The snarl he let out was nothing but predatory
"You think that fucking guy's the right one for you?" he asked, his right leg in between yours, the top of his thigh dangerously close to your coreÂ
"you think that little asshole's gonna make you come?" his breath was ghosting your mouth, but he ducked lower, murmuring against your ear nowÂ
"You think Kaleb's gonna fuck you better than I do?"
Although shivers were running down your spine, you chuckled, as you murmured "Maybe"
He groaned, his thigh immediately going to your center, rubbing against your clit as his fingers tightened on your throat.
"say that again" he challenged, his voice rough and throaty
"what," you grinned, "you think you're some kind of sex god or something?"
The fact that he could hear all the little whimpers you were swallowing down your throat didn't help your case
"Have you forgotten already about all the times you were begging for my cock sweetheart?" he teased, his jeans damping with your slick as you parted your mouth in pleasure "All the nights you spent screaming my name, mh?"Â
His warm words felt so good on your neck, and his leg... if he kept at it you might just fall apart like that
"you think another man can do that for you?" his eyes were boring into yours now, his hand forcing you to meet his gazeÂ
And when you didn't answer, the same smug grin on you, he understood what he needed to do
"You need a little reminder, 's that it?"
And just like that, you had exactly where you wanted him.
If he was aware that this was your plan all along, he didn't show it, probably because you had turned his brain into a jealous angry heap.
He watched the way you bit your bottom lip, the same way he's seen you do thousands of times before, need pooling in your iris and panties at the same time
"ah that's it, isn't it?" he growled, his right hand going to squeeze your ass "my dirty girl needs me to remind her who's the only man that can make her feel good huh?"
And fuck it, but you were already palming the bulge at the front of his pants
"whose cock she needs to be filled with" he smirked, watching your pretty eyes fall to his mouth
"then I guess I just have to, don't I?"
His lips were on yours faster than you could blink, his mouth ravenous and hungry as much as his tongue, which was exploring every inch of you as if he needed to have all of you, right there, right now.
You felt his hand leave your neck and seconds after your ear picked up his zipper getting undone and then he was picking you up and he was hastily freeing his cock from his boxers and-
It was all so fucking fast- he felt like a man possessed
For this much talk of you being the one to need a reminder, it looked like it was him the only one to need this
And maybe it was because seeing you talking to that guy made him see red, or maybe because it had been more than 24 hours since he had a taste of you and missed you more than anything, or maybe... maybe he was just starting to realize that it wasn't the 24 hours, and it wasn't Kaleb, but it was you, it had always been you, with that smart mouth and that smug attitude and your determination and kindness and beauty and fuck- this had never been just fuking- he could never just be having sex with you, he wanted to have you, all of you, not just like this, but in public, in front of everyone, in front of Kaleb and you pissed off dad- he wanted to- to bring you on a proper date and pay the bill and only then fuck you so good you forgot your name- he wanted, he wanted everything, he wanted you, completely.
"You know anyone could come in here at any moment right?" you asked breathlessly as you leaned away, your lips swollen alreadyÂ
He had you propped against the part of the fridge facing the wall, so you were hidden from the outside, but anyone could have just taken a closer look, or come into the kitchen for a fresh beer and caught you just as he railed into you... and he couldn't have fucking cared less
"What, you scared?"
And the way you smiled- the way you smiled was enough to make a grown man drop to his knees in an instant
"fuck me, daddy"
God fucking damn him, but he might just be in love
"Jesus fucking Christ doll"
He didn't let you laugh at him before he had pounced into you with one hard and deep thrust, his mouth crushing into yours simultaneously to drown out that clamorous moan he already knew was coming from your throat
He didn't let you get used to him, he only started fucking up into you like he needed to split you in half, like he needed to get deeper into you that he'd ever been.
He was grunting with each push, and you could faintly hear the fridge beside you move in tandem with his movements, but you couldn't have cared less about worrying whether or not it could be seen from outside.
he hit a particularly deep spot inside of you and just as you were about to cry out like a mad woman, his hand was on your mouth, shutting you up for good
"you let another guy touch this fucking pussy and they're dead" his eyes were just as brutal as his thrusts, although a veil of harrowing honesty lay beneath them
He was being serious, he needed you to know that
 "got it?" he asked, your mind only half listening as your walls tightened around him "It's fucking mine" he purred, the hand he had on your waist tight enough to bruise "You're fucking mine," he said, "all of you"Â
You swore you felt pain underneath the anger in his voice
"I don't care what you say, I'm the only one that can make you come, 'm the only one who can touch you or fuck you or- or fucking take you out to dinner- got it?"
If it were any other moment you would have teased him, but this... there was something too precious- too honest about this
"yes" you whimpered into his palm,Â
And that sent him straight to fucking heaven, he couldn't help but relieve your lips of his hand and kiss you again, kiss you with every inch of life he had in him
"You're mine" he breathed, both of you breathing so heavily you were nearly hyperventilating
"I'm yours Joel" you promised, your core wisting and tuning as he drilled you closer and closer to the edge "I'm yours" you repeated, watching what it did to him, the relief plastered onto his face, the want only multiplying in his pace "only yours- all of me-"
"that's right" he breathed, his skin slapping with yours "My pussy, my body, my girl" he purred "You're mine, doll"
And just like that, he had pushed you over the edge, watching you fall apart closely before he couldn't help but follow suit, kissing you as he silenced both your moans, bottling them up inside of him, so he could never forget them, forget this.
You opened your eyes to find his already on you, so many unspoken words, feelings, hopes in them, and you couldn't help but smile, dropping your forehead to his as he settled you back onto the ground
"That was-Â wow" you sighed, still grinning like a kid "I should make you jealous more often"
"Please don't" he begged, his fingers drawing circles on your waist as you kissed him again, smiling softly onto his lips
You needed to talk, about what happened, about what this was, about everything... but as you both leaned away, a mutual understanding passed through you
Later
"You should get back out there" you murmured, although halfheartedly.
the prospect of moving away from his embrace felt like hell right now
"what about you?" he asked, his nose nuzzling against yours
"I gotta clean myself up"Â
"I could help"Â
You rolled your eyes playfully as a small laugh flowed through you
"Joel" you said, still smiling "go"
And so even if his whole mind, body, and soul were fighting against it, he did, kissing you one last time before he leaned away, fixed himself up, and looked at you one more time, before walking out of the kitchen and into the backyard
And as if on cue that fucking asshole had to come in and ruin his fucking vibe
"Hey, where's y/n? I've been looking for her" Kaleb asked, walking up to him.
Joel didn't even try to be nice, he didn't even bother with that "count to ten before answering" bullshit Sarah was always telling him about
"She's not interested, and if I see you even just looking her way ever again, I am going to kill you Kaleb, understand?"
To say the guy was taken aback was the understatement of the century
His eyes widened so much he didn't even look like himself
"w-what the fuck?" he spat "Where is she, I need to t-"
"she's in the bathroom" Joel cut him off, pure rage and annoyance in his voice, in his stare "cleaning my come off of herself"
Kaleb stumbled back, literally now
"w-wha-"
"I told you buddy" Joel said simply "she's not interested"
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Dr. Miller
Orthopedic!Joel Miller x afab!Reader || W/C: 3.5k
Summary: Youâve been dealing with a pain in your hip for a few weeks now, and itâs time you visit a specialist to see whatâs going on. Part 2 coming soon.
Warnings: Reader is able-bodied. No physical descriptions for reader, all neutral (âyour thighâ, etc). She/her pronouns for reader. Your occupation is a writer (LOLđ). Reader has a weird hatred for doctor appointments. Slight clothing description, no sizes mentioned. Pet names (darlin, angel, girl). Canon divergent - no outbreak, medical professional AU. You and Joel are literally strangers⌠like⌠ya just met today. 18+ MDNI. Inherent power imbalance (doctor-patient relations)âŚ.doctorâs officeâŚ.Lots of teasing/dirty talk...oral (f receiving)âŚâauthor chose not to use archive warningsâ - I donât want to say too much!!! But pls note that there is explicit sexual activity occurring!!... proceed with horny caution⌠Please let me know if I need to add anything up here!
A/N: I was talking to @javierpena-inatacvest about a doctorâs experience I had (IT WAS NOWHERE NEAR INAPPROPRIATE LIKE THIS LMAOO JUST TO CLARIFY), and then we started joking around about if Joel were the doctor that I saw. So, I wrote thisđš.
Also I must mention!! I wouldnât have been completely inspired/motivated to write this if it werenât for @swiftispunkâs gynecologist!Joel Miller series she put out a little while ago!! Itâs fucking amazing and yummy, and if you havenât read that yet, DO IT NOW! đŤś
Alrighty, I love you all, I hope you enjoy xxx
MASTERLIST || NOTIF BLOG || see end notes
Your appointment with DR. MILLER is coming up! Please arrive 15 minutes prior to your appointment time: 4:00PM.Â
You got this text yesterday, grumbling to yourself about the fifteen minute early request. Why not just schedule the appointment for 3:45 then? you thought.Â
Doctor appointments were your least favorite thing on the planet, no matter the reason. So when your hip started giving you trouble these last few weeks, so much so that you began to walk with a limp, you knew you werenât going to get away with time as your medicine.Â
You were pretty knowledgeable when it came to your body â thatâs what years of not wanting to see medical professionals have trained you for â so with this particular pain, you knew you had to see a specialist. After doing some research to see which doctors took your insurance, you finally settled on a practice just ten minutes from your house.Â
You arrived at your appointment at exactly 3:45, filling out the preliminary paperwork in less than five minutes leaving you to wait for ten.
Around 4:01, your name was called by one of the nurses, directing you to a room with two chairs, a medical bed, a light screen on the wall to display x-rays, and a computer screen mounted to the wall with a shelf below for the mouse and keyboard. The computer screen was facing away from where youâd be sitting.Â
You settle yourself into one of the chairs, waiting for the nurse to start his round of questions only for the doctor to ask you the same thing over again.Â
âCan you confirm your name and date of birth for me?âÂ
âMhm,â you reply monotonously, stating your information back to him.Â
âGreat, thanks! And what brings you in today?â
âWell, the last few weeks Iâve had this dull pain in my left hip. It hurts in any kind of position I put it into, and I havenât really done anything out of routine to trigger this,â you explain, still pretty annoyed.Â
âAnd do you have pain right now? Can you rate it, 1 to 10?â The nurse asks as he types up your explanation.Â
âMm, Iâd say about a 6 right now. Though, the pain has gone up to a 10.âÂ
The nurse hums in acknowledgment, clicking a few things on screen before he sets the computer into sleep mode. âAlright, Iâve put everything you told me in your chart. Dr. Miller will be in here shortly to review it over with you and get to the bottom of your pain. Iâm sorry youâve been dealing with this for a few weeks!â
His sweet and validating demeanor is like a slap to the face. Heâs just doing his job, while youâre over here being not as sweet for absolutely no reason. You let out a deep sigh before you give the nurse an apologetic smile. âThank you,â you say sincerely. âI really appreciate your help.â
âJust doing my job,â he responds with a smile, shutting your door softly to give you some privacy while you wait.Â
Maybe youâve been a little harsh towards the people in this field. Yeah, youâve had some shit experiences, and maybe thatâs why youâve always loathed appointments of any kind, but not all of them are that way. Some are simply just doing their job.Â
A few minutes pass, and a small knock to your door pulls you out of your thoughts.Â
âHey, there, Iâm Dr. Miller,â the man says, a deep southern drawl blessing your ears.Â
The moment your eyes drag up to meet the tall man before you, all words and breath are stolen from your lungs.Â
Oh, fuck.Â
Dr. Miller is fucking hot.Â
His eyebrows begin to furrow, staring at you a little longer before saying your name questioningly, followed by a âRight?âÂ
Finally, you break out from your trance, realizing youâre utterly staring. Your eyes go wide, and you realize heâs been holding his hand out for you to shake. âOh, shit..â you mutter to yourself. âHi, yes, thatâs me- sorry, Dr. Miller-â you ramble, cheeks on fire as you shakily reach for his hand.Â
A soft chuckle escapes his mouth, and God, your entire body starts to grow hot. âNo worries, darlinâ,â he smiles. God, his smile. What kind of water does this man drink?
You laugh nervously as your heart lurches in your chest from his name for you. Bedside manner, you think. He probably calls all his patients some kind of nickname. For comforting purposes. Right? You keep quiet, not wanting to let more words slip from your mouth in the case that you embarrass yourself more.Â
Dr. Miller logs himself into the computer, his eyes squinting at the screen as he reads the notes the nurse left behind.Â
âFew weeks⌠dull pain⌠left hipâŚâ he whispers to himself. âUh huh,â he says as he finishes reading. âAnd youâre sure you donât recall doinâ anythinâ out of your regular routine?â
âNo, Dr. Miller, I really canât,â you grimace, hating that you really donât know whatâs wrong.Â
As he sits there contemplating, you can physically see the gears turning in his head, and itâs just about the hottest thing you have ever seen. He is just about the hottest thing youâve ever seen-
âWait,â he says, the lightbulb shining bright above his head.Â
âWhat?â You reply a little too eager for your liking.Â
âWhat do you do for work, darlinâ?â He asks, scrolling through your chart once more to see if your occupation is on file.Â
The second he asks the question, you feel your face flush impossibly more, knowing damn well where this conversation is going.
You hesitate before you answer. â...IâmâŚIâm a writerâŚâ you whisper, a defeated smile weakly plastered across your face.
His eyebrows raise, a silent smug uh huh already bouncing around in your brain.Â
âAnd do you, uh⌠you sit a lot? Donât ya?â Dr. Miller asks, knowing your answer already.Â
âI do,â you admit, your hands going up to cover your face, your guilt.Â
âAnd I reckon you forget to take them breaks? Stretch out your body a bit, huh?â Dr. Miller has given up hiding his shit-eating grin at this point.
âYou reckon right,â you mirror his sentiment.Â
âMhm,â he hums. He waits for you to remove your hands from your face and you meet his eyes. When you do, he cocks his head to the side, gesturing to the bed. âHop up there real quick, I wanna try somethinâ.âÂ
âOh, okay,â you say softly, sitting at the edge of the bed timidly. His hands reach for your shoulders first, guiding you to lay flat on your back. âIâm gonna slide you closer to the edge here, so your legs dangle off. That okay?â
âYeah,â you squeak out, your breath struggling to make its way to your lungs at the way his ginormous hands ghost the coast of your thigh.Â
At your confirmation, his hands secure themselves on the underside of your thighs, pulling you to the very edge of the bed, your hips nearly an inch away from being right against his own. You swear he can hear the rapid beat of your heart right now.Â
âStill alright there?â he asks. So attentive, you think. You catch yourself smirking, immediately placing your hand over your mouth. You give him a muffled mhm in response.Â
âLet me know if Iâm hurtinâ ya at all, okay, darlinâ? Iâll stop,â he tells you as he slowly begins guiding your legs open. He spreads your legs into a near butterfly position â you can feel the tightness in your hips slowly start to release. âDeep breath in and out, it relaxes your body more.â
And to your surprise, it does. You take one deep breath in, then out, and you can feel your legs fall even wider, your hip joint completely relaxed and not as tight as it was when you came in.Â
âAtta girl,â Dr. Miller beams, feeling the stretch. Your heartbeat floats down to the heart between your legs under his praise, and all you wish you could do right now is shut your legs in case of any wetness thatâs bound to say hello any minute now because you are fucking soaked. You knew you shouldâve worn underwear today, damn it.Â
He keeps you in this position for a minute, letting your body enjoy the freedom of pain. If he can feel your body beginning to squirm â and not out of any discomfort â he doesnât say anything. Although he canât deny the pretty intimate position heâs put you two into. And, you are quite beautiful. He couldnât help the butterflies in his gut when he first walked in. And seeing you get all flustered with him? It was so damn cute-
âWhy the left?â He blurts out, trying to get his thoughts away from the fact that heâs holding you open and can practically smell the arousal radiating from you â nevermind the tiniest hint of your wetness leaking through your sweatpants.
You track your eyes to his. His gaze was somewhere else before he met yours. âHuh?â You ask, too distracted to register his sudden question.Â
âYou, uh- you say you write. And you sit. A lot. How are you sittinâ that itâs only your left bugginâ ya?âÂ
âOh,â you sigh. âYeah⌠I probably donât sit in very good positionsâŚâ you admit. His eyebrow quirks. You explain more. ââŚI sitâŚwith my left leg propped up-â
âJesus,â Joel cuts you off with a headshake. âWell, I mean. Youâre pretty flexible,â he says as he, without thinking, squeezes your thigh. âMaybe you oughta incorporate yoga or somethinâ throughout your day,â he suggests.Â
The tiniest of gasps leave your throat at the sensation. âYeah, maybe,â you reply breathily.Â
âYâknow what, letâs try one more thing, alright? How you feelinâ, you okay still, darlinâ?âÂ
âIâm good, Dr. Miller,â you reply honestly, your head feeling like itâs floating already the longer you stay in his presence and his touch.
He smiles at you, his eyes warm with a hint of something else you canât â or shouldnât â pinpoint. He places both hands on your left thigh, one on the outside and one on the inside. âAlright, Iâm gonna pull your thigh over your right one. Try ân keep your back flat on the bed. I wanna see how this stretch makes you feel. Again, darlinâ, let me know if Iâm hurtinâ ya.âÂ
The second your thigh crosses over, a shameless moan leaves your throat â your legs crossing did absolutely nothing to ease your aching center, only stimulating the smallest but sweetest amount of friction to get you to break. âFuck-â you gasp, âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry- that was loud-â
You glance at Dr. Miller. Heâs already looking at you, a pained look on his face. Heâs tense. The grip he has on your thigh is tightening, but you donât say anything. You donât want to. âYou donât need to apologize for that, angel,â he coos. âItâs such a relief when you finally get that release, huh?âÂ
âYe- yeah,â you manage, your voice barely a whisper, your eyes transfixed on the way his hands look on your body. Heâs guiding you back into your first position, the one that opens you for him.Â
âYeah,â he repeats. âYa just needed to be opened up a bit. Ainât that right, angel?â He asks, hands fixed on the inside of both your thighs, dangerously close to where you desperately need him.Â
Your breathing is heavy, heart running a mile a minute. âDr. Miller,â you whine. âPlease,â your eyebrows furrow, eyelids fluttering shut on the high your body is giving you.Â
One of his hands scoot closer in, his thumb slowly starts to caress the outer part of your pussy. âWhatâs wrong, darlinâ? Are ya in pain now?âÂ
âMhm,â you whimper, hips bucking into his hold.Â
âWhere, baby? Tell me where, let me fix it for you,â he says in a baby, almost mockful tone. Youâre too fucking turned on to analyze how heâs speaking to you. All you know is that you need his fingers, his tongue, his cock â something, to fuck you right now.Â
You buck your hips once more, wordlessly showing him where. That wonât do for Dr. Miller. âNeed to hear ya, angel,â he says, a mix of comfort yet stern in his voice.Â
âF-fuck-â you let out. You are not about to beg your doctor to touch you right now. That is wrong on so many levels. Especially for him. He could lose his license, his entire career, his-
âTouch me, Dr. Miller, please,â you whisper desperately, not wanting to be too loud in case anyone passes by.Â
A satisfied grin spreads between his cheeks. He taps your hip once, and you lift up, letting his fingers hook themselves in the hem to slide them off you. He whistles lowly at the sight, his head softly shaking in disbelief. âGod damn, angel. This messy for me, baby?â
You nod your head rapidly, soft mewls of an affirmative leave your throat.Â
Dr. Miller pulls the rolling chair underneath himself and he sits, lining his face right up against your sex. His hands are fixed on the outsides of your thighs, keeping you open for him. He leans in and breathes deeply. His lip twitches. His eyes are on yours again, dark, pleading. âTell me to stop,â he mutters.Â
âWhat?â you ask, dizzy at the notion that this man â your doctor â that you just met is mere centimeters away from your face.Â
âTell me to stop,â he nearly demands.Â
You shift your hips, bringing yourself closer to his mouth.Â
âNo.â
âFuckinâ christ, girl,â he snarls.Â
His fingers dig into your thighs, his face diving right into your core. He licks the entirety of you with the flat of his tongue, the slick building between your folds causing his eyes to fly back.Â
Youâre no better as your hand flies to your mouth, biting into your flesh to stop yourself from moaning out. He can feel your body writhe in his grasp, your hips utterly begging to grind against his scruffy face and hooked nose.Â
Your fast-paced breathy whimpers mixed with the sounds of Dr. Millerâs slurping are all what consumes the room â consuming him, consuming you.Â
His tongue massages around your entrance before he finally pushes himself in, his nose pushing against your pulsing clit.Â
âOh, Dr. Miller, yes-â you gasp out, particularly loud, at the action. You fully slap your hand over your mouth this time, immediately muffling the uncontrollable lewdness spilling from your mouth.Â
Dr. Miller reluctantly pulls his tongue from you and wraps his mouth around your bud, sucking and swirling his tongue against every sweet spot of yours, nearly yanking you to your mind-blowing high. One hand leaves your thigh and makes its way to you. He rubs his middle and ring finger in your arousal before he pushes his fingers inside of you, pumping at the same pace his tongue works your clit, and thatâs what does it.Â
âFuckfuckfuck-!â You scream out into your hand, biting into your palm with a sheer force you know your hand will suffer the consequences from later. He groans into your cunt, his vibrations sending further tingles up your spine. Your hips buck into Dr. Millerâs face once more, drawing out the pure ecstasy you never knew existed.Â
Dr. Millerâs head finally lifts off you, a blissed look written all over his shiny face. His fingers come to a halt and find their way into his mouth; Dr. Miller is very thorough in making sure he doesnât waste a drop.Â
The action sends you clenching on nothing, and Dr. Millerâs knees damn near buckle at the sight.Â
He checks the clock on his watch, and heâs still on track with his timing. His hands mindlessly reach for his pants, but he pauses as he finally realizes what the fuck heâs just done and actually doing right now.Â
You notice his hesitancy, and you know itâs probably the more rational decision to just stop right here. To stop this from going any further. To let this appointment come to an end, go home, and search for a new doctor. But when your eyes drag down to the tenting fabric of his scrubs, all rational thought fades from your brain.Â
âDr. Miller,â you whisper, bringing his attention back to you. You let your legs fall impossibly wider, allowing him the space to slot his broad body between your thighs. And just like that, his hunger is back.Â
He pulls his pants just enough to free himself, and holy fuck, is he huge. Thick and uncut, a slight lean to the right, and your mouth fucking drools. âGood god, youâre fucking huge,â you laugh nervously, your face hotter than the depths of hell.Â
He pumps his length once, a smirk forming at your comment as he makes his way to you. He lets it rest against your drenched folds, advancings his hips softly. His tip catches at your clit, your heart skipping a beat at the sensation. âYeah?â Dr. Miller asks. âYou nervous, angel?â
You look away from him, bashful at the question. âA little,â you admit.
His hand reaches for your face, his thumb and pointer finger grabbing on your chin to make you look at him. âItâll fit, angel,â he reassures.Â
âYou sure?â
âWeâll make it fit,â he tells you.Â
Withdrawing himself all the way back, he guides his tip to your entrance, settling his fingers to your clit, pulling more wetness from you to make this as easy as possible.Â
Steadily, Dr. Miller begins to push in, and right away, the stretch stings, a pained groan falls from your lips. He stops, his hands on your cheeks immediately.Â
âYou okay?â he grunts, trying his best to stay composed at how tight you are with him barely inside you.Â
You open your mouth to answer, but something else â someone else beats you.
âDr. Miller,â a nurse talks through the door, two knocks preceding their words. âEverything okay in there? Your next appointment just arrived.âÂ
Calm and collected, like the head of his cock is not inside of you right now, he responds. âJust finishinâ up,â he calls out. âGimme a minute.â
Both of you remain completely still, waiting to hear the footsteps walk away. After a beat, both of you release a heavy breath neither of you realize were holding.Â
Dr. Miller looks at you apologetically, both of you wincing as he pulls out of you. He pulls his pants back up in an awkwardly charged silence, tucking his shirt back in before he picks up your sweats off the ground and helps you back into them.Â
Without another word, he starts for the door.
âDr. MillerâŚâ you trail off, nervous.Â
He freezes, turning his body to you, but not meeting your face. He knows if he looks into those eyes, no one will be able to pull him from this room. âIâve gotta get to my next patient, darlinâ,â he tells you. âIâm sorry.â
The door clicks, and youâre all alone, the tears threatening to fall at the whiplash of emotional highs. You hear another soft knock, so you wipe your eyes away, your wishful thinking hoping that you donât look as wrecked as you feel.Â
The nurse who took the intake questions opens the door. âYouâre all set,â he says with a smile.Â
âThank you,â you say as you gather your things.
Before you can reach the exit, a woman calls out for you. âOh, wait up! Did Dr. Miller say when he wants to see you next?âÂ
âOh, umâŚâ you pretend to recall. You two were a little too occupied with other things to get to that part of the appointment.Â
âNo, he didnât- I donât think- I, um, I canât remember,â you stammer, the flow of your beating heart roaring in your ears.Â
âThatâs no worries at all, honey. Youâre good to go, then, Iâll talk with Dr. Miller, and weâll get scheduling to call you back, okay? Have a wonderful rest of your evening,â she tells you.
As soon as you get home, you plop into your bed, eyes stinging, pussy pulsing and wet, your heart full of every emotion under the sun.Â
Youâre unsure of what to do or how to feel now, but one thing is for sure.
You need to see him again.Â
âDr. Miller,â his nurse calls.
âYeah, Dee, whatâs up?â
âYour 4 oâ clock-â Dee repeats your name from the patient chart sheâs looking at. âWhen did you wanna see her again?â
âOh, uh-â
She speaks once more, her eyes fixed on the paperwork before her. âHer problems sound like a chiroâs issue, donât they? Why donât I just send a referral-â
âNo,â he cuts off, a little too much power to his voice. He clears his throat. âSorry- uh, I mean- no as in, Iâll treat her. She mentioned somethinâ else that seems more complex for one of them chiros, no offense to them. I just wanna check one more thing before I can diagnose and create a plan,â he explains.Â
âOkay,â she says without rebuttal. âWhen should we schedule her?â
âAs soon as possible.âÂ
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Summary: Youâve been dealing with a pain in your hip for a few weeks now, and itâs time you visit a specialist to see whatâs going on. Part 2 coming soon.
Warnings: Reader is able-bodied. No physical descriptions for reader, all neutral (âyour thighâ, etc). She/her pronouns for reader. Your occupation is a writer (LOLđ). Reader has a weird hatred for doctor appointments. Slight clothing description, no sizes mentioned. Pet names (darlin, angel, girl). Canon divergent - no outbreak, medical professional AU. You and Joel are literally strangers⌠like⌠ya just met today. 18+ MDNI. Inherent power imbalance (doctor-patient relations)âŚ.doctorâs officeâŚ.Lots of teasing/dirty talk...oral (f receiving)âŚâauthor chose not to use archive warningsâ - I donât want to say too much!!! But pls note that there is explicit sexual activity occurring!!... proceed with horny caution⌠Please let me know if I need to add anything up here!
A/N: I was talking to @javierpena-inatacvest about a doctorâs experience I had (IT WAS NOWHERE NEAR INAPPROPRIATE LIKE THIS LMAOO JUST TO CLARIFY), and then we started joking around about if Joel were the doctor that I saw. So, I wrote thisđš.
Also I must mention!! I wouldnât have been completely inspired/motivated to write this if it werenât for @swiftispunkâs gynecologist!Joel Miller series she put out a little while ago!! Itâs fucking amazing and yummy, and if you havenât read that yet, DO IT NOW! đŤś
Alrighty, I love you all, I hope you enjoy xxx
MASTERLIST || NOTIF BLOG || see end notes
Your appointment with DR. MILLER is coming up! Please arrive 15 minutes prior to your appointment time: 4:00PM.Â
You got this text yesterday, grumbling to yourself about the fifteen minute early request. Why not just schedule the appointment for 3:45 then? you thought.Â
Doctor appointments were your least favorite thing on the planet, no matter the reason. So when your hip started giving you trouble these last few weeks, so much so that you began to walk with a limp, you knew you werenât going to get away with time as your medicine.Â
You were pretty knowledgeable when it came to your body â thatâs what years of not wanting to see medical professionals have trained you for â so with this particular pain, you knew you had to see a specialist. After doing some research to see which doctors took your insurance, you finally settled on a practice just ten minutes from your house.Â
You arrived at your appointment at exactly 3:45, filling out the preliminary paperwork in less than five minutes leaving you to wait for ten.
Around 4:01, your name was called by one of the nurses, directing you to a room with two chairs, a medical bed, a light screen on the wall to display x-rays, and a computer screen mounted to the wall with a shelf below for the mouse and keyboard. The computer screen was facing away from where youâd be sitting.Â
You settle yourself into one of the chairs, waiting for the nurse to start his round of questions only for the doctor to ask you the same thing over again.Â
âCan you confirm your name and date of birth for me?âÂ
âMhm,â you reply monotonously, stating your information back to him.Â
âGreat, thanks! And what brings you in today?â
âWell, the last few weeks Iâve had this dull pain in my left hip. It hurts in any kind of position I put it into, and I havenât really done anything out of routine to trigger this,â you explain, still pretty annoyed.Â
âAnd do you have pain right now? Can you rate it, 1 to 10?â The nurse asks as he types up your explanation.Â
âMm, Iâd say about a 6 right now. Though, the pain has gone up to a 10.âÂ
The nurse hums in acknowledgment, clicking a few things on screen before he sets the computer into sleep mode. âAlright, Iâve put everything you told me in your chart. Dr. Miller will be in here shortly to review it over with you and get to the bottom of your pain. Iâm sorry youâve been dealing with this for a few weeks!â
His sweet and validating demeanor is like a slap to the face. Heâs just doing his job, while youâre over here being not as sweet for absolutely no reason. You let out a deep sigh before you give the nurse an apologetic smile. âThank you,â you say sincerely. âI really appreciate your help.â
âJust doing my job,â he responds with a smile, shutting your door softly to give you some privacy while you wait.Â
Maybe youâve been a little harsh towards the people in this field. Yeah, youâve had some shit experiences, and maybe thatâs why youâve always loathed appointments of any kind, but not all of them are that way. Some are simply just doing their job.Â
A few minutes pass, and a small knock to your door pulls you out of your thoughts.Â
âHey, there, Iâm Dr. Miller,â the man says, a deep southern drawl blessing your ears.Â
The moment your eyes drag up to meet the tall man before you, all words and breath are stolen from your lungs.Â
Oh, fuck.Â
Dr. Miller is fucking hot.Â
His eyebrows begin to furrow, staring at you a little longer before saying your name questioningly, followed by a âRight?âÂ
Finally, you break out from your trance, realizing youâre utterly staring. Your eyes go wide, and you realize heâs been holding his hand out for you to shake. âOh, shit..â you mutter to yourself. âHi, yes, thatâs me- sorry, Dr. Miller-â you ramble, cheeks on fire as you shakily reach for his hand.Â
A soft chuckle escapes his mouth, and God, your entire body starts to grow hot. âNo worries, darlinâ,â he smiles. God, his smile. What kind of water does this man drink?
You laugh nervously as your heart lurches in your chest from his name for you. Bedside manner, you think. He probably calls all his patients some kind of nickname. For comforting purposes. Right? You keep quiet, not wanting to let more words slip from your mouth in the case that you embarrass yourself more.Â
Dr. Miller logs himself into the computer, his eyes squinting at the screen as he reads the notes the nurse left behind.Â
âFew weeks⌠dull pain⌠left hipâŚâ he whispers to himself. âUh huh,â he says as he finishes reading. âAnd youâre sure you donât recall doinâ anythinâ out of your regular routine?â
âNo, Dr. Miller, I really canât,â you grimace, hating that you really donât know whatâs wrong.Â
As he sits there contemplating, you can physically see the gears turning in his head, and itâs just about the hottest thing you have ever seen. He is just about the hottest thing youâve ever seen-
âWait,â he says, the lightbulb shining bright above his head.Â
âWhat?â You reply a little too eager for your liking.Â
âWhat do you do for work, darlinâ?â He asks, scrolling through your chart once more to see if your occupation is on file.Â
The second he asks the question, you feel your face flush impossibly more, knowing damn well where this conversation is going.
You hesitate before you answer. â...IâmâŚIâm a writerâŚâ you whisper, a defeated smile weakly plastered across your face.
His eyebrows raise, a silent smug uh huh already bouncing around in your brain.Â
âAnd do you, uh⌠you sit a lot? Donât ya?â Dr. Miller asks, knowing your answer already.Â
âI do,â you admit, your hands going up to cover your face, your guilt.Â
âAnd I reckon you forget to take them breaks? Stretch out your body a bit, huh?â Dr. Miller has given up hiding his shit-eating grin at this point.
âYou reckon right,â you mirror his sentiment.Â
âMhm,â he hums. He waits for you to remove your hands from your face and you meet his eyes. When you do, he cocks his head to the side, gesturing to the bed. âHop up there real quick, I wanna try somethinâ.âÂ
âOh, okay,â you say softly, sitting at the edge of the bed timidly. His hands reach for your shoulders first, guiding you to lay flat on your back. âIâm gonna slide you closer to the edge here, so your legs dangle off. That okay?â
âYeah,â you squeak out, your breath struggling to make its way to your lungs at the way his ginormous hands ghost the coast of your thigh.Â
At your confirmation, his hands secure themselves on the underside of your thighs, pulling you to the very edge of the bed, your hips nearly an inch away from being right against his own. You swear he can hear the rapid beat of your heart right now.Â
âStill alright there?â he asks. So attentive, you think. You catch yourself smirking, immediately placing your hand over your mouth. You give him a muffled mhm in response.Â
âLet me know if Iâm hurtinâ ya at all, okay, darlinâ? Iâll stop,â he tells you as he slowly begins guiding your legs open. He spreads your legs into a near butterfly position â you can feel the tightness in your hips slowly start to release. âDeep breath in and out, it relaxes your body more.â
And to your surprise, it does. You take one deep breath in, then out, and you can feel your legs fall even wider, your hip joint completely relaxed and not as tight as it was when you came in.Â
âAtta girl,â Dr. Miller beams, feeling the stretch. Your heartbeat floats down to the heart between your legs under his praise, and all you wish you could do right now is shut your legs in case of any wetness thatâs bound to say hello any minute now because you are fucking soaked. You knew you shouldâve worn underwear today, damn it.Â
He keeps you in this position for a minute, letting your body enjoy the freedom of pain. If he can feel your body beginning to squirm â and not out of any discomfort â he doesnât say anything. Although he canât deny the pretty intimate position heâs put you two into. And, you are quite beautiful. He couldnât help the butterflies in his gut when he first walked in. And seeing you get all flustered with him? It was so damn cute-
âWhy the left?â He blurts out, trying to get his thoughts away from the fact that heâs holding you open and can practically smell the arousal radiating from you â nevermind the tiniest hint of your wetness leaking through your sweatpants.
You track your eyes to his. His gaze was somewhere else before he met yours. âHuh?â You ask, too distracted to register his sudden question.Â
âYou, uh- you say you write. And you sit. A lot. How are you sittinâ that itâs only your left bugginâ ya?âÂ
âOh,â you sigh. âYeah⌠I probably donât sit in very good positionsâŚâ you admit. His eyebrow quirks. You explain more. ââŚI sitâŚwith my left leg propped up-â
âJesus,â Joel cuts you off with a headshake. âWell, I mean. Youâre pretty flexible,â he says as he, without thinking, squeezes your thigh. âMaybe you oughta incorporate yoga or somethinâ throughout your day,â he suggests.Â
The tiniest of gasps leave your throat at the sensation. âYeah, maybe,â you reply breathily.Â
âYâknow what, letâs try one more thing, alright? How you feelinâ, you okay still, darlinâ?âÂ
âIâm good, Dr. Miller,â you reply honestly, your head feeling like itâs floating already the longer you stay in his presence and his touch.
He smiles at you, his eyes warm with a hint of something else you canât â or shouldnât â pinpoint. He places both hands on your left thigh, one on the outside and one on the inside. âAlright, Iâm gonna pull your thigh over your right one. Try ân keep your back flat on the bed. I wanna see how this stretch makes you feel. Again, darlinâ, let me know if Iâm hurtinâ ya.âÂ
The second your thigh crosses over, a shameless moan leaves your throat â your legs crossing did absolutely nothing to ease your aching center, only stimulating the smallest but sweetest amount of friction to get you to break. âFuck-â you gasp, âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry- that was loud-â
You glance at Dr. Miller. Heâs already looking at you, a pained look on his face. Heâs tense. The grip he has on your thigh is tightening, but you donât say anything. You donât want to. âYou donât need to apologize for that, angel,â he coos. âItâs such a relief when you finally get that release, huh?âÂ
âYe- yeah,â you manage, your voice barely a whisper, your eyes transfixed on the way his hands look on your body. Heâs guiding you back into your first position, the one that opens you for him.Â
âYeah,â he repeats. âYa just needed to be opened up a bit. Ainât that right, angel?â He asks, hands fixed on the inside of both your thighs, dangerously close to where you desperately need him.Â
Your breathing is heavy, heart running a mile a minute. âDr. Miller,â you whine. âPlease,â your eyebrows furrow, eyelids fluttering shut on the high your body is giving you.Â
One of his hands scoot closer in, his thumb slowly starts to caress the outer part of your pussy. âWhatâs wrong, darlinâ? Are ya in pain now?âÂ
âMhm,â you whimper, hips bucking into his hold.Â
âWhere, baby? Tell me where, let me fix it for you,â he says in a baby, almost mockful tone. Youâre too fucking turned on to analyze how heâs speaking to you. All you know is that you need his fingers, his tongue, his cock â something, to fuck you right now.Â
You buck your hips once more, wordlessly showing him where. That wonât do for Dr. Miller. âNeed to hear ya, angel,â he says, a mix of comfort yet stern in his voice.Â
âF-fuck-â you let out. You are not about to beg your doctor to touch you right now. That is wrong on so many levels. Especially for him. He could lose his license, his entire career, his-
âTouch me, Dr. Miller, please,â you whisper desperately, not wanting to be too loud in case anyone passes by.Â
A satisfied grin spreads between his cheeks. He taps your hip once, and you lift up, letting his fingers hook themselves in the hem to slide them off you. He whistles lowly at the sight, his head softly shaking in disbelief. âGod damn, angel. This messy for me, baby?â
You nod your head rapidly, soft mewls of an affirmative leave your throat.Â
Dr. Miller pulls the rolling chair underneath himself and he sits, lining his face right up against your sex. His hands are fixed on the outsides of your thighs, keeping you open for him. He leans in and breathes deeply. His lip twitches. His eyes are on yours again, dark, pleading. âTell me to stop,â he mutters.Â
âWhat?â you ask, dizzy at the notion that this man â your doctor â that you just met is mere centimeters away from your face.Â
âTell me to stop,â he nearly demands.Â
You shift your hips, bringing yourself closer to his mouth.Â
âNo.â
âFuckinâ christ, girl,â he snarls.Â
His fingers dig into your thighs, his face diving right into your core. He licks the entirety of you with the flat of his tongue, the slick building between your folds causing his eyes to fly back.Â
Youâre no better as your hand flies to your mouth, biting into your flesh to stop yourself from moaning out. He can feel your body writhe in his grasp, your hips utterly begging to grind against his scruffy face and hooked nose.Â
Your fast-paced breathy whimpers mixed with the sounds of Dr. Millerâs slurping are all what consumes the room â consuming him, consuming you.Â
His tongue massages around your entrance before he finally pushes himself in, his nose pushing against your pulsing clit.Â
âOh, Dr. Miller, yes-â you gasp out, particularly loud, at the action. You fully slap your hand over your mouth this time, immediately muffling the uncontrollable lewdness spilling from your mouth.Â
Dr. Miller reluctantly pulls his tongue from you and wraps his mouth around your bud, sucking and swirling his tongue against every sweet spot of yours, nearly yanking you to your mind-blowing high. One hand leaves your thigh and makes its way to you. He rubs his middle and ring finger in your arousal before he pushes his fingers inside of you, pumping at the same pace his tongue works your clit, and thatâs what does it.Â
âFuckfuckfuck-!â You scream out into your hand, biting into your palm with a sheer force you know your hand will suffer the consequences from later. He groans into your cunt, his vibrations sending further tingles up your spine. Your hips buck into Dr. Millerâs face once more, drawing out the pure ecstasy you never knew existed.Â
Dr. Millerâs head finally lifts off you, a blissed look written all over his shiny face. His fingers come to a halt and find their way into his mouth; Dr. Miller is very thorough in making sure he doesnât waste a drop.Â
The action sends you clenching on nothing, and Dr. Millerâs knees damn near buckle at the sight.Â
He checks the clock on his watch, and heâs still on track with his timing. His hands mindlessly reach for his pants, but he pauses as he finally realizes what the fuck heâs just done and actually doing right now.Â
You notice his hesitancy, and you know itâs probably the more rational decision to just stop right here. To stop this from going any further. To let this appointment come to an end, go home, and search for a new doctor. But when your eyes drag down to the tenting fabric of his scrubs, all rational thought fades from your brain.Â
âDr. Miller,â you whisper, bringing his attention back to you. You let your legs fall impossibly wider, allowing him the space to slot his broad body between your thighs. And just like that, his hunger is back.Â
He pulls his pants just enough to free himself, and holy fuck, is he huge. Thick and uncut, a slight lean to the right, and your mouth fucking drools. âGood god, youâre fucking huge,â you laugh nervously, your face hotter than the depths of hell.Â
He pumps his length once, a smirk forming at your comment as he makes his way to you. He lets it rest against your drenched folds, advancings his hips softly. His tip catches at your clit, your heart skipping a beat at the sensation. âYeah?â Dr. Miller asks. âYou nervous, angel?â
You look away from him, bashful at the question. âA little,â you admit.
His hand reaches for your face, his thumb and pointer finger grabbing on your chin to make you look at him. âItâll fit, angel,â he reassures.Â
âYou sure?â
âWeâll make it fit,â he tells you.Â
Withdrawing himself all the way back, he guides his tip to your entrance, settling his fingers to your clit, pulling more wetness from you to make this as easy as possible.Â
Steadily, Dr. Miller begins to push in, and right away, the stretch stings, a pained groan falls from your lips. He stops, his hands on your cheeks immediately.Â
âYou okay?â he grunts, trying his best to stay composed at how tight you are with him barely inside you.Â
You open your mouth to answer, but something else â someone else beats you.
âDr. Miller,â a nurse talks through the door, two knocks preceding their words. âEverything okay in there? Your next appointment just arrived.âÂ
Calm and collected, like the head of his cock is not inside of you right now, he responds. âJust finishinâ up,â he calls out. âGimme a minute.â
Both of you remain completely still, waiting to hear the footsteps walk away. After a beat, both of you release a heavy breath neither of you realize were holding.Â
Dr. Miller looks at you apologetically, both of you wincing as he pulls out of you. He pulls his pants back up in an awkwardly charged silence, tucking his shirt back in before he picks up your sweats off the ground and helps you back into them.Â
Without another word, he starts for the door.
âDr. MillerâŚâ you trail off, nervous.Â
He freezes, turning his body to you, but not meeting your face. He knows if he looks into those eyes, no one will be able to pull him from this room. âIâve gotta get to my next patient, darlinâ,â he tells you. âIâm sorry.â
The door clicks, and youâre all alone, the tears threatening to fall at the whiplash of emotional highs. You hear another soft knock, so you wipe your eyes away, your wishful thinking hoping that you donât look as wrecked as you feel.Â
The nurse who took the intake questions opens the door. âYouâre all set,â he says with a smile.Â
âThank you,â you say as you gather your things.
Before you can reach the exit, a woman calls out for you. âOh, wait up! Did Dr. Miller say when he wants to see you next?âÂ
âOh, umâŚâ you pretend to recall. You two were a little too occupied with other things to get to that part of the appointment.Â
âNo, he didnât- I donât think- I, um, I canât remember,â you stammer, the flow of your beating heart roaring in your ears.Â
âThatâs no worries at all, honey. Youâre good to go, then, Iâll talk with Dr. Miller, and weâll get scheduling to call you back, okay? Have a wonderful rest of your evening,â she tells you.
As soon as you get home, you plop into your bed, eyes stinging, pussy pulsing and wet, your heart full of every emotion under the sun.Â
Youâre unsure of what to do or how to feel now, but one thing is for sure.
You need to see him again.Â
âDr. Miller,â his nurse calls.
âYeah, Dee, whatâs up?â
âYour 4 oâ clock-â Dee repeats your name from the patient chart sheâs looking at. âWhen did you wanna see her again?â
âOh, uh-â
She speaks once more, her eyes fixed on the paperwork before her. âHer problems sound like a chiroâs issue, donât they? Why donât I just send a referral-â
âNo,â he cuts off, a little too much power to his voice. He clears his throat. âSorry- uh, I mean- no as in, Iâll treat her. She mentioned somethinâ else that seems more complex for one of them chiros, no offense to them. I just wanna check one more thing before I can diagnose and create a plan,â he explains.Â
âOkay,â she says without rebuttal. âWhen should we schedule her?â
âAs soon as possible.âÂ
Please let me know what you guys think!!! Your feedback keeps me going, and interacting with everyone literally brings the brightest smile on my face. All my love xoxo
I cannot get myself to write for Joel or for TLOU without mentioning the horrors occurring in Palestine. Please check out the links highlighted in red on my pinned post to learn about the situation in Palestine and also learn about some ways in which you can helpđľđ¸. Reading and interacting with those links takes 5 minutes of your time at the bare minimum.
@toomanyfanficfandoms I love you. I love you so much. Thank you for showing me so much support. I have so many WIPS that I canât wait to add to this Masterlist!!
Send me a message bb I wanna do something special for you đâď¸
⢠cancel culture - people have a lot of nasty things to say regarding the age gap in your relationship. â
⢠relapse - youâre a recovering alcoholic, Pedro sends you spiralling and to your demise. đ¤ď¸
⢠baby, baby! - youâre pregnant with twins and find out halfway through your pregnancy. âď¸
⢠donât listen - Twitter is a brutal place when you post about the lgbtqi community. âď¸ â
⢠cause for celebration - Pedroâs first Oscar Award show was a success. đŚ âď¸
⢠settling in - buying your dream home for your family before you give birth to your baby. âď¸ đŚ
⢠finding our way back - after being broken up for two years; you and Pedro rekindle your relationship. âď¸ đŚ
⢠breaking point - in the paparazziâs frenzy, youâre hurt and Pedro looses his shit. âď¸ đŚ
⢠polaroid - Oscar and Charlie are checking out an intimate photo of you and Pedro gets jealous. âď¸ âž đŚ
⢠his girl - unknown feelings between you and Pedro is admitted after some sexual tension. đŚ
⢠accidents happen - youâre badly hurt during a stunt in a scene with Pedro. â âď¸ đŚ
⢠family funtime- youâre Pedroâs girlfriend and meet the cast of the last of us. âď¸ đŚ
⢠content - after a hard week you and Pedro have a lazy day. âď¸ đŚ
⢠iâve got you - pedro takes care of you on your period. âď¸ đŚ
⢠his voice - Pedro is hurt on the set of tlou. âď¸
⢠the actor and the artist - the paparazzi make you wonder if youâre good enough for Pedro as a young upcoming artist. âď¸
⢠iâll wait for love - youâre in a bad relationship when you meet Pedro properly. What happens when youâve healed and are available? â âď¸ đŚ â ď¸ď¸
Joel Miller: (the last of us)
⢠all for love - you and Joel arenât seeing eye to eye, when he opens up he shows you how much he loves you. âž âď¸ â
⢠Iâll be there for you - youâve become Joelâs soft spot, reminding him of Sarah. âď¸ â
⢠girl dad - Joel comes to terms with his new reality, finding it hard to accept Ellie isnât his only daughter. đ¤
⢠vanilla - you use your safe word but Joel doesnât hear. âž âď¸ â â ď¸ď¸
⢠bittersweet - part 2 to âvanilla.â âď¸ â đŚ
⢠a mothers strength - you and Joelâs daughter arenât where he left you, when he finds your house empty, he begins to panic. âď¸ â đŚ
⢠all it takes - youâre attacked by a clicker and it forces Joel to admit his feelings for you. â
⢠her sanctuary - Joel notices you pulling away from him and works hard to fix it. â
⢠little mouse - a mysterious biker saves you when youâre in peril. (a collab with @katiexpunk) âž
⢠red wine & reparation - you and Joel are coparenting, but still secretly love each other. âž
Ellie Williams: (the last of us)
⢠can(t) do casual - you break the one rule of yours and Ellieâs arrangement; donât get attached. âď¸ â
Javier PeĂąa: (narcos)
⢠saviour - youâre captured by Pablo Escobars men as a wager against Javier. â
⢠confessions - youâve fallen for notorious womaniser Javier PeĂąa, a bad date leads him to confess his true intentions. âď¸ â
Frankie Morales: (triple frontier)
⢠baby blues - frankie realises just how much youâre struggling with your newborn baby and vows to be better. â
MULTI-PART SERIES FICS:
Din Djarin: (the mandalorian)
⢠walls come tumbling down - you and the infamous Mandalorian go through a series of events that either bring you closer or seperate you. (completed series) âž âď¸ â
Oberyn Martell: (game of thrones)
⢠eternal destiny - reader meets a handsome man at the markets, her destiny set for her once she receives her mark. Join her as she finds her soulmate and they embark on their journey. (ongoing series) âž âď¸ â
Dave York: (equaliser 2)
⢠thirteen days - everyday, you live a life of normalcy; children, a loving fiancĂŠ, and an incredible home. Nothing exciting ever happened; until youâre dragged into Daveâs personal business. Youâre being held for ransom until Dave is held accountable for his actions; he has 13 days to save you. (Ongoing series.) â đ¤âď¸
CHARACTERS COMING SOON:
⢠Jack Daniels âAgent Whiskeyâ (Kingsmen: the golden circle)
⢠Javi Gutierrez (the unbearable weight of massive talent)
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Untitled by @bubble-tea-blossom
This is just straightforward and nasty. This is smut in its purest form. No plot. Not a ton of dialogue. Itâs just Joel railing the daylights out of reader on the couch. Magnifique!
Ternion by @exquisiteserotonin
This is the first part and boy does it leave you thirsty for more. Who are we talking about here? Why, itâs Mr. Ben back when he was a TA and surprise guest Professor Jonathan Levy (Oscar Isaacâs character in Scenes From A Marriage!) I was seeing snippets of this as she wrote and I am not a religious woman, but I felt the spirit upon me.
Like Itâs The Last Time by @aurorawritestoescape
Talk about rattling the bars of your enclosure! This was not just good smut, but the ending was justâŚmaybe one of the most perfect endings Iâve ever read. I you ever just need to be horizontal and still after you read something? This is that.
Adrift With You Chapter 9 by @morallyinept
Wherein Frankie and Jude progress the plot!! I donât know what to say without giving away the whole thing, butâŚwhen I read it I think about Naked and Afraid. I wish Naked and Afraid had the sort of chemistry and heat these two have.
Itâs Hard by @toxicanonymity
Itâs hard? IâM Hard! What is it about a pathetic little crybaby man and some of the highest risk infidelity of all time? I feel like theyâre going to get caught. I also feel like if they get caught and step dad is free to just be readerâs full-time loser boyfriend in his too-small shirts maybe sheâs not going to be so into it. Fuck it up, reader!! (Itâs me, Iâm reader and Iâd take some sick pleasure in making him miserable them seeing how hard he would fuck me.)
Watchful Eyes by @josephquinnswhore
Two fucked up loser Joels in a row, Bat? You bet your ass. You know I do love the creeps! This shortie really delivers on the red flags and I hope and pray and wait patiently for more.
The Hounds of Hell by @aurorawritestoescape and @milla-frenchy
Fiction is so grand. Like. I can just read this again and again and be transported to a time and place where I get picked up in a bar by Javi and Steve and what happens happens. Time and space and reality are bullshit constructs of feeble, weak men, I tell ya what. Excellent smut.
Cabin Fever by @gutsby
My jaw was on the floor when I read this. On. The. Floor. Reader. Girl. What are we doing?? Honestly, this was just the best creepy reader. Iâm not sure Iâm falling for the little innocent act either. Reader, we are a nightmare in this fic and I just love that for us.
If Youâre Crazy Too by @qveerthe0ry
I love this very endearing mmm featuring reader and their fwb and their fwbâs bff, Frankie. Are you even friends if you donât wank together? I watch porn with my friends sometimes too, but just for the insane plots and the running commentary. Anyway, I want these three to just have all the best of everything because I love them. This is so sweet and intimate it almost feels like youâre intruding by reading it, but youâll be totally fine with it.
Untitled by @writefightandflightclub
What the fuck? This was so steamy. Like, I got flustered reading this. This is the second time in this fic rec list where I find myself in a bar with Javi and I loved every word of it. So much is packed in such a short fic!
Go Your Own Way by @schnarfer
I really, really enjoyed being this reader. Sure, we fall victim to fuckboi Javi and make some questionable choices, but does he get away with it? Or does reader set him on the path to being sad, lonesome, non-committal sad sack Javi we know and love? Find out in this beautiful one shot.
pairing + fandom: joel miller x reader, the last of us (hbo)
word count: 5k+ oops
warnings/notes: smut smut smut!!! minors DNI, 18+!!! no outbreak!au. age gap (it's implied reader is in her 20s while joel is 45) and mentions of joel being kinda perverted and liking it lol. drinking (both reader and joel, not excessive), use of a dating app like tinder but not specified, unprotected PIV w creampie and oral (m+f receiving), do not fuck your tinder hookups without protection i'm just horny and gross. excessive use of darlin' as a nickname. implied that reader likes men. she/her pronouns used, afab!reader (with mentions of body parts), no use of y/n. if i missed anything lmk!
a/n: heavily inspired by this post by @yesttoheaven about joel's tinder profile!! it has been rotting my brain since i saw it which literally inspired me to write my first fic in the tlou fandom ever so please be gentle with me. i imagined show!joel because i've never played the game so do with that what you will. please reblog and leave comments if u enjoy it <3333
divider by @cafekitsune
summary: after deciding to change your age range on a dating app in hope of a change of scenery, you stumble across joel miller.
No one likes using dating apps.
Swiping left, left, left mindlessly at troves of men holding fish, showing off their trucks, or with deer heads mounted to the walls behind their selfies holding guns.
This was Texas, after all.
Having just moved here, it was a little shocking, to say the least. But you were getting used to the âeligibleâ bachelors that were your age generally looking and acting the same. When you did end up finding someone of interest, you were usually turned off pretty quickly by whatever shitty pick-up line they had chosen. Or, your personal favourite, âwanna fuck?â
No thanks.
It was an idyllic summer evening, the hot stuffy air of Austin flowing in through your windows. You laid in bed, propped up on the pillows against your headboard and sorting through the faces that adorned your screen. No one particularly interesting, as usual, and every profile was starting to melt together to look the same.
You sighed, looking into your settings, adjusting and increasing different metrics to hopefully change the pool just enough for there to be someone new or interesting.Â
Age range: 25-30
Your eyebrow cocked as you looked onto the screen, pulling the slider more to the right experimentally. No one was here to see you, and even though it was slightly embarassing to be interested in older men, youâd be lying if you said it didnât pique your interest to imagine it. Even just to try, and see, if they ever really did grow up. You imagined it was wishful thinking, but increased the range anyways.
Age range: 35-45
Feeling the need to throw your phone across the room after doing that, you placed it face down under your pillow and slid out of bed. No use in swiping through them now, and you were getting tired of looking. A pint of Ben and Jerryâs and a new episode of your favourite show was waiting for you downstairs.
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Joel Miller does not use dating apps.
He barely knows how to send a text on his phone, let alone navigate the world of online women. Not to say he didnât explore the options, so to speak, but they usually were not ones that were single, his age, and in his area. Unless the ads on those sites were real, that is.
âItâs starting to get sad,â Sarah had remarked at breakfast, when they got on the topic, and Joel feigned hurt. Hand over his heart, he dropped his fork onto the plate. âItâs not sad, Jesus. Iâm just busy, is all.â
âBusy not gettinâ busy,â Sarah remarked, and Joelâs eyes widened. âHey now! None of that.â
A blush spread up his cheeks and ears as they continued to eat breakfast in slightly awkward silence, before Joel took his plate to the sink. âOkay, off to school, you. And no more conversations about my dating life. Ever.â
Sarah laughed as she finished off the last of the juice in her glass. âIâm just saying, dad. You can if you want to. Might be nice for you.â
Joel planted a soft kiss to her head before she bounded out the door, rolling his eyes and calling out a âlove youâ before she closed the door swiftly behind her. Joel stared at his cell phone on the table. Maybe it would be nice.
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The following evening, you were a little too excited to see the dating app specimens you had acquired. Not sure what to expect, really, and you went in with no expectations. Itâs not like theyâd magically all be tall, dark, and handsome, but some variety never killed anybody.
Paul, 41
Daddy, but not yours. No libs allowed. 6â because that matters.
You sighed deeply. Some things never change.Â
After swiping through much of what you were used to, a profile managed to catch your eye among the sea of disappointment.
Joel, 45
Just a Southern gentleman trying this out for the first time. Contractor of over 10 years. I love my daughter, BBQ, strong coffee, and sleeping in.Â
Now that was the most interesting thing youâd seen in a while.
He didnât look a day over 40. His eyes creased at the corners when he smiled wide in his photos. He looked tan, a product of the Texas heat and his job, you thought. His features were accompanied by salt-and-pepper facial hair and messy curls that looked soft and pliable. His photos showed off his physique incredibly, tight wash-worn t-shirts pulling over his arms and shoulders, looking big, broad. He was no doubt the most handsome man youâd seen on an app, maybe ever.
When you swiped right before you could think too hard, you were surprised to see the green âMatch!â Flash across your screen.
Your fingers ghosted over the keyboard on your phone, thinking of a witty thing to say, probably for too long.
Your phone buzzed as you saw a notification pop up.
Joel has sent you a message.
Hey, darlinâ. How are ya?
You felt your face warm at the sweet message, when was the last time someone had called you darlinâ? Ever?
Hey cowboy. Iâm great, how are you?
He was certainly an eager responder, taking only a few seconds to reply. You found yourself smiling down at your phone screen.
Cowboy⌠I like that. Iâm better now that Iâm talking to you.
Oh, Joel, who told you to say that? đ
No good?
Not bad. 6/10.Â
Only 6/10? Iâll work on it. I like to think Iâm better in person.Â
I would love to find out.Â
You found yourself emboldened by how easy the conversation was flowing. Joel was certainly easy to talk to, easier than the other matches you had going for you, and infinitely more handsome.
Oh, would you? Alright. Iâd love to take you to dinner sometime. If you donât mind being seen with an old man such as myself in public. Or meeting a stranger from the internet.
Heâs a very handsome stranger. I would love to go to dinner with you. Know any good spots? Iâm new around here.
Thereâs a great barbecue spot in downtown Austin. If youâd prefer something fancier, let me know.
I love bbq. Just tell me where and when, cowboy.
Tomorrow, 7pm ok?
You sent him your phone number in the message. Fuck it.
Sounds great. Text me the address, Iâll be there. :)
Joelâs reply didnât come. Instead, a text appeared at the top of your screen with an unknown number.Â
Itâs Joel. This the right number?
Yup. You found me.
Great. Talk tomorrow sweetheart. Looking forward to it. :)
He texted you the address of the restaurant, right before you opened the contact card, saving his name as âcowboy âĄâ.
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Cowboy. Cowboy. Cowboy. It was playing over in his head like a broken fuckinâ record.Â
Joel was positively freaking out about this date.
Sarah had managed to secure a sleepover at her friendâs place, so the house would be empty for the night. He had been busying himself with cleaning the entirety of the house, even taking the time to mow the grass before work and vacuum the family room. He canât remember the last time he vacuumed anywhere.
Would she even make it back here? How does this work? Will she want to sleep over or hang out on the couch or should he be making a dessert for after?
His mind was brought out of itâs craze by Sarah jumping down the stairs. She plopped her bag down on the freshly wiped countertop.
âCareful,â he warned, putting a hand up. âI just cleaned that off.â
âI can tell. It smells like the cleaning aisle threw up in here.â
He smirked before patting her head with his hand, as she aggressively smoothed out her hair. âDad! Donât!â
âWhen do you wanna go to Ellieâs?â He asked, more gaging how long he has left to get ready than actually asking.
âProbably soon. Why? Tryna get rid of me?â she poked her dad in the side, but when she flinched away instead, a large smile spread across her face. He was tense.
âWhatâs your deal?â Joel hated the way she knew him so well sometimes.
âNothing.â
âAre you going on a date?â
Silence fell over the kitchen between the two of them, as Joelâs shoulders slumped in defeat. âHow did you know?â
âOh my god, you actually took my advice,â Sarah laughed, watching her dadâs face burn red with embarrassment. âJust donât do anything weird on communal surfaces, please.â
Joel shook his head at her suggestion, already becoming annoyed with the whole prospect. He was so nervous, about what to wear, how to act, what the expectation was⌠let alone, what would happen if they made it back to his place at all.Â
Although, when he was able to shake his nerves for a second, he was just really fucking excited.
âWear those dark jeans, and that green shirt you wore to Tommyâs last week. Looks good on you.â Sarah smiled as she put her arms around Joelâs middle, while his worries melted away with her touch. âSheâll love you, I promise.â
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It had been such a long time since youâd been on a proper date, you were starting to lose your mind at the simple process of deciding what to wear.
Clothes were strewn across every surface of your apartment, shoes matching with jeans that matched with cardigans, tops that matched with belts and jackets.
Itâs 87 degrees at 5 oâclock, idiot. Youâre not wearing a jacket. Relax.
Exhausted of picking out outfits and making decisions, you collapsed on your couch and took a look at your options. You landed on an easy sundress, putting the rest of your clothes back in their respective drawers, and pulling out all of the products you were expecting to use to get ready.
You scrolled through your phone aimlessly as a notification bubble popped up on the screen.
We still on for tonight darlinâ? Or did you change your mind?
No worries if you did. I respect that.
You let out a cackle at the message, thinking about how he must look right now. Was he nervous? Scared? Was he just looking for a controversially young fuck?
You werenât⌠completely against that.
Didnât change my mind, wouldnât in a million years :)
Meet you there. Canât wait to see you.
His eagerness to meet up wouldâve been a red flag if it were any other run of the mill guy, but something about Joel felt special. There didnât seem to be any funny business with him; too sincere to try anything other than just a good old fashioned date.
You too, cowboy.
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When Joel showed up at the restaurant, he clenched a small bouquet of pink peonies in his right hand and checked his watch obsessively. The minutes ticked away, as he kept a high alert for anyone who could be his potential date. He knew what you looked like, of course, but this being his first time doing anything of this sort is making him hyperaware of anything going awry.
When he does lay eyes on you, his whole gaze softens. A pink sundress, hair pristinely styled and a bounce in your step that reminded him of summer. You looked like an angel, the sunset behind you painting the sky tangerine, which reflected off of the shine against your supple skin. So young, beautiful, it was taking his breath away.
âJoel?â
Your voice matched your sweet demeanour, and he was taken out of his waking daydream.
âHi,â is all he can say, letting his breath out as he relaxed. âYes, hi, sorry. Iâm Joel.â
âHi,â you laugh back, eyes darting to the flowers in his hand. They matched your dress.
âThese are for you,â he gets the hint, extending his arm out, and you can see the veins bulging in his forearm. He looked so much stronger in person, it was making your knees go weak.
âThank you, wow,â you held them up to your nose to smell the sweet aroma. âI love peonies.â
âMe too,â he smiled, showing off a string of pearly white teeth, that contrasted with the pink of his lips and the even tan of his skin.
âShall we?â He extended his arm to you for you to grab onto, and you got to feel the warmth of his skin for yourself. Your hand wrapped around his forearm as he opened the door of the restaurant for you, leading you inside and catching a glimpse of the backs of your thighs as you walked in front of him.
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When you were finally sitting, the conversation flowed easily. He was truly a Southern gentleman, like he had said. It wasnât normal for you to open up so quickly, but Joel was so easy going and smart, he asked the right questions and knew when to listen. He knew how to listen, a warm gaze and a nod along, asking follow up questions to your answers and easily getting to know you.
You asked about his daughter, his family, his work. He was happy to tell you.Â
âSo, whatâs a man like you doing being single in this city?â You take a sip of the wine in the glass in front of you, burgundy staining your bottom lip.Â
He takes a bite of the food in front of him, a napkin pressing to his lips quickly after. âBeen busy,â he started to say, honey brown eyes meeting yours for a second. His gaze sent an electrifying pulse down your spine.
âAnd, well, when Sarahâs mom left there was a ton to do,â he says it nonchalantly, as if that should be something normal to happen. âHouse, work, school, she keeps my hands full. Hasnât been a lot of time.â His syrupy drawl is pulling you in, youâre enticed by the way he speaks to you. So easy, warm, soft. You wonder what his hands feel like on your body, lips pressed to your neck, torso pressed against yours.
âSorry, thatâs a lot of information for a first date,â he laughs to cover the awkwardness, and quietly curses himself for going into so much detail about his precarious family situation and basically admitting to you that he hasnât fucked anything other than his hand in the last 5 or so years.
âNo, itâs okay,â you slide your hand across the table, palm up, urging him to slot his hand into it. He takes it, easily, enveloping yours. His fingers find the pulse point on your wrist. You let your eyes drift up to his, drinking in the way his chest fills out the shirt he chose.
âWhatâs your story?â He asks earnestly, giving your hand a squeeze. âCanât imagine there isnât a long line of people outside waiting to take my place, darlinâ.â
You blush furiously at the nickname, and let your eyes meet his once again. âYou have no idea the⌠mess that is out there,â the wine is calling your name to take another sip at the mere thought, but you refrain. âCertainly not too many I am interested in.â
âSo, is that why youâre on a date with an old man on a beautiful summer night in Austin?â
You could tell Joel, in a twisted way, liked that you were younger than him. It made him feel younger by admission, that youâd want to spend time with him.Â
âYouâre not that much older,â you laugh, not even believing it yourself as the words left your lips. âAnd I like to try new things. Donât you like trying new things, sometimes?â
It was his turn to let his face go red at your insinuation. If only you knew how ânewâ this really was for him, how much he was pushed out of his comfort zone right now.
You didnât notice.Â
A little more polite small talk and exchanging of stories was all you could take before the tension was becoming too much. After another glass of wine and a shared plate of sky-high chocolate cake for dessert, you were enjoying his company and could tell he was enjoying yours all the same. When you met his gaze again, hands still intertwined, you could tell there was a question on the tip of his tongue.
âWould you want toâŚâ - a nervous pause, with a halo of lust - âcome back to mine for a nightcap? Iâve got an empty house this evening.â
You couldnât help but smirk, knowing in your heart that Joel mustâve made arrangements for his family not to be home in anticipation. He had to have planned for you, known in his heart youâd say yes.
âIâd love that.â
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Joelâs home is unmistakably him. It smells like a pine candle that sits near the front door and a faint aroma of laundry detergent. Thereâs photos everywhere, him and his daughter, his brotherâs family. Big windows were letting in the twinkling lights of the city outside, the inky sky making them look brighter against its canvas.
âYou have a beautiful home,â you say, although it seems a little formal for the situation. What else do you say to a grown-up in their house?
âThank you,â he takes a bottle of whiskey from the bar cart and pours two rock glasses, handing you one. He flicks on a lamp, ambient light filling the room and painting his skin amber orange, as he joins your side by his kitchen table.
âI did a lot of the construction myself, the decorations are my daughter.â He points lazily to the trinkets on the shelves and photos on the wall. âI donât really have a good eye for that type of stuff.âÂ
You take a sip from the drink and it coats your throat, burning down as you suppress a cough at the taste. You nod along as he explains the design choices he made in the home, and you play along, knowing itâs likely out of anxiety.
âWhat about upstairs?â
Your eyes are innocent as they meet his, although you understand the implication youâre making whole-heartedly. He puts his glass down on the kitchen table and you follow his lead, his strong hand around your wrist as he leads you up the stairs wordlessly.
âItâs not anything,â - he clears his throat - âspecial,â he shows you around the second floor, finishing at the door of his bedroom that has been left slightly ajar.Â
You step in quietly, leading him inside as you take in the bedroom. Neatly folded clothes, a made bed that looks well loved. Blue sheets and fluffy pillows, big bay windows that let the moonlight in.
âI think itâs nice,â you say simply, letting yourself turn around to meet his broad frame. He looks down at you slightly, eyes meeting yours as your hand drops from his grasp and snakes around his neck. His hands come up the sides of your dress, pulling it up slightly, but landing on your waist.
âIs this okay?â He asks tentatively in the dark of the room, his lips so close to yours already you can practically taste the whiskey on his lips for yourself. You answer him by pressing your tentative lips to his, slotting them together easily.
Joelâs grip on your waist tightens momentarily as he takes you in, pulling you as close as he possibly can. He can smell the perfume on your neck and the wine on your lips from earlier, and itâs making his need for you increase tenfold.Â
You pull him into you as you stumble back to let your knees hit his mattress, sitting down and letting your hands come to his belt buckle. Your hands came to undo it as he pulled his t-shirt off to throw onto the floor beside him, bending down to help you pull the dress over your shoulders to meet his t-shirt.
You made quick work of his jeans, pushing them to the ground and looking up at him with a keen glance. You could see the breath making his belly rise and fall, anticipating your touch on him any second.
When your hand wrapped around the base of his cock, his breath hitched and his head rolled back. He was already half-hard only from kissing you, so a few pumps made him easily ready for your mouth.
âYouâre so big,â is all you can think to say, head spinning from the sheer size of him right in front of your face. Your mouth watered at the way his hand palmed through your hair, pulling you in closer to him for some relief.
It was intoxicating to him, the way your mouth fit around his cock. Such a beautiful sight to see, your head licking and sucking at his tip, gathering spit there to lubricate him. His knees were going weak as he watched intently, no thought able to cross his mind, other than maybe how long it had been since heâd had anyone to do this with. He was going to have to pace himself if it was all like this.
Your mouth constrained around the length of him, taking him deeper and deeper with every bob of your head. Filthy sounds were filling the room now, of your eager mouth pulling him in as best you could. His hand stayed steady at the back of your head, not pushing, just softly pressed there for support. His other hand found your shoulder, pushing down your bra strap.
âGod, darlinâ,â was all he could choke out, using his hand to pull you off of him. Your hand lazily stroked him as you looked up at him, spit collecting at the corners of your mouth. âIâm not gonna last long if you keep doinâ that,â his laugh eased some of the tension in the room, as you took your other hand and wiped the spit away.
He leaned down, pressing a fervent kiss to your lips before using his own hands to unclasp your bra and let your breasts free. His lips traveled to the side of your neck, before he was kneeled down between your legs, sucking your nipple into his mouth. He lapped at you, all consuming, as his hand came up to grasp the other breast that wasnât being serviced. He moaned at the noises you were making, lewd whines into the night air that only encouraged him.Â
His lips made their way down your body to your clothed centre, your back against his soft sheets. You looked down at him intently, watching as he pulled your panties down your legs and immediately delved into your pussy with broad strokes of his tongue.
Your body jerked upwards at the contact, hand fisting the sheet beside you as he lapped at you, like a man starved. His expert tongue found your clit easily, sucking and licking at you for what felt like hours. You thought about his heavy cock between his legs, begging to be touched, hard as ever as he licked at you desperately.
âJoel,â you whined out, feeling your hand reach down to grab at his curls and push him deeper into you. That only made him moan, one hand lazily fisting his cock as the other came up to dip a finger into you, allowing you to see stars when you screwed your eyes shut.
His fingers were so large, pressed into your core as you fucked yourself on them and his tongue in tandem. He was groaning and grunting, and you hoped his neighbours couldnât see into the window at the desperate filth that was going on in his bedroom.
âFuck, Joel, please,â you begged, but he had no mercy, and your orgasm was creeping up on you. He was ready to watch you come undone, pushing a second finger into you and furiously sucking on your clit. His other hand left his own pleasure and wrapped around your breast, pressing and playing with the hard nub there, pinching to provide a little bit of sting to it. It was sending you into another dimension.
âCome for me, sweetheart,â and his voice is gravely and debauched, enough to send you into your first orgasm, chanting his name and pulling on his hair. He was happily licking at you, fingers still pressing in and out as to not mess up the rhythm, as you rode out your orgasm against his face.Â
When you started to come down, he finally detached himself from you before standing up between your legs and pressing his broad palms to your thighs. He stayed there for a moment, cock still hard and heavy between his legs as you gazed up at him, out of breath from his work.
âYouâre really good at that,â was all you could think to say, head clouded with arousal. You moved up on the bed a little, opening your legs and pressing your knees apart to show your pussy to him again.
âPlease fuck me, Joel,â you breathe out, letting your hand find your own clit to rub it teasingly for him. It was still so sensitive, but the way he was looking down at you, eyes dark and stormy with need, you could almost come again just from that.
He put a knee down on the bed and crawled on top of you, his lips finding yours once again as your hands found his face. You held him there, savouring the kiss as his tongue crashed against yours, all warmth and spit and the taste of you. His hand found your breast and continued to play with your nipples, softly, coaxing more moans into his mouth from yours.
He leaned back and slipped his cock inside of you, filling you up immediately and making you gasp. He groaned into the side of your neck, tonguing the side of your ear and kissing you feverishly as he pumped in and out of you.
Your legs wrapped around his waist, pulling him impossibly close, your moans filling the room as he rocked in and out of you. He kissed your jaw and chest, before reaching down between your bodies and pressing his thick finger to your clit again, using the wetness there to draw circles around your sensitive nub.
âSo pretty,â he smiles into your neck, your hand on the back of his, playing with the now-sweaty strands of hair on the nape. âSo pretty for me, taking my cock,â the dirty talking is welcome as he continues to bring you closer to a second orgasm, your breath hitching once again.
âCome inside of me,â you say it like a whisper, a secret in the stillness of the room, and Joel is unsure he even heard you correctly.
âAre you sure?â He says it not accusingly, but in a way that conveys he feels like he just won the lottery.
âYes, please, fill me up.â
You can see the way his eyes darken more, shifting so heâs on his knees and using your body to fuck himself on his thick cock. His hand continued to play with your clit, bringing you so close to your orgasm that tears pricked at the corners of your eyes. His cheeks were getting hot as he thrusted in and out furiously, and you could almost see the stress melt off of his face as he came close to his own undoing.
The white-hot feeling washes over you once again, eyes shutting before youâre back on your elbows and watching intently. Your whole body feels like itâs on fire as his thrusts become sloppy, your name pouring out of his lips like a prayer. Youâre clenching around him and letting him ride out his high alongside you, slowing after his hot cum coats your walls and leaves you full of him.
He collapses on top of you, cock softening inside as you both catch your breath together. Your chests are sticky with sweat as you breathe, taking in the smell of him, and the feel of his warmth on your body.
He pulls himself from you and flops beside you, still taking a moment to admire you. You look over at him, a lazy smile on your face as your hand reaches out to caress the skin of his chest. He takes the time to run his fingertips up your arms and back as you lay there in silence together, just soaking in the moment in a post-sex glow.
âI guess I should get going,â you say after a few beats, sitting up to grab your dress off the floor. You cringe at the thought of throwing your underwear on and leaving, this being just another random hookup for you that never lead to anything. Joel was sweet.
A confused look spreads across his features and his brows knit together, before sitting up next to you at the edge of the bed.
âI mean, I donât know how these things usually go,â he laughs, as his hand finds your lower back. âBut you donât gotta run outta here like a scared animal or somethinâ.â
You look up at him again, unsure of what to do next. In your, albeit limited, experience with dating app hookups, you were expected to leave pretty much right after.
âOh, um,â you look around the room at the soft worn-in sheets and the TV across from Joelâs bed. You take a look at him again, your eyes meeting his to match his gaze, where you can tell heâs mentally begging that youâll stay the night.
âI mean, if you donât mind, Iâd be happy to stay.â Joel smiled lopsidedly and let his hand rub soothing circles at your lower back.Â
âIâll make it worth your while,â he laughs, stepping over to go into the bathroom and warm up a cloth for the mess spilling out from between your legs. âI wouldnât mind wakinâ up and doing all that again tomorrow.â
You laugh and lay back onto his bed as he presses the warm cloth to your pussy, his lips once again finding yours to pull you in for a sweet kiss.Â
You nod, sliding between the comfortable sheets as Joel runs downstairs to grab your abandoned drinks as well as a couple of bottles of ice cold water. He slips into the sheets next to you, not bothering to throw on any pajamas (not that you were complaining), and settling in beside you. After a few gulps of water, you nestled into his chest and let your hand find his tummy, resting on it as you listened to the even pattern of his breath.
âWe should do this again. Like, after tomorrow morning.â you say quietly as youâre drifting in and out of sleep. His fingertips continues to slide across your arm and give you goosebumps as you snuggled closer into him, hearing a laugh exhale out of his nose and feeling a kiss press to the top of your head.Â
In his sleepy, deep southern drawl, he replies. âDonât have to ask me twice, darlinâ.â
A/n: I canât believe I got a request! It means so much to me, especially being a new writer! Iâm sorry if this isnât as good as you were expecting but I hope you enjoy it!
@josephquinnswhore thank you so much for the idea đđť
I never thought I would survive the outbreak of cordyceps. But here I am, 2 years later, traveling with my boyfriend, Max, through the abandoned and desolate streets. We've been surviving the best way we can, scavenging for food and shelter, constantly on the move to avoid the infected.â¨â¨Max is a tough guy, or at least he tries to be. He's always been mean to me, but in this new world, his cruelty has escalated. I've lost count of how many times he's hit me and left me bruised and bleeding. But I can't leave him, he's all I have left. Or so I thought.â¨â¨We stumble upon a small camp, with a few tents and a fire pit. Max immediately starts rummaging through the supplies, looking for anything of value. I try to help, but he pushes me away, telling me I'm useless. I sigh, keeping a look out by the fire, trying to keep warm.â¨â¨That's when I see him. He's been watching us from the shadows, his hard and stoic expression never changing. He's a raider too, we are considered to be the most dangerous and unpredictable people who roam the streets, taking whatever they want by force.â¨â¨I can't help but feel drawn to him, even though I know he's dangerous. There's something about him that intrigues me, something that makes me feel safe. I watch as he moves closer, his eyes never leaving mine. I can feel Max's anger rising, but he knows better than to mess with another raider.â¨â¨âYou two seem to be doing pretty well for yourselves,âThe man says, his voice low and gravelly.â¨â¨âWe've been surviving,âI reply, trying to sound tough like Max.â¨â¨The man chuckles, but there's no humor in his eyes. âWell, I'm afraid I'll have to take some of your supplies. It's nothing personal, just business.ââ¨â¨I watch closely as Him and Max negotiate, but I can see the tension between them. Max is trying to be tough, but he's no match for him. In the end, he takes some of our supplies and leaves, but not before giving me a lingering look.â¨â¨After the other raider leaves max finishes picking the last tent, but I can't stop thinking about him, about the raider. I know he's dangerous, but I can't help but feel drawn to him. Max, on the other hand, is fuming. As we are walking down the streets he starts taking his anger out on me, hitting me harder than he ever has before. Pushing my shoulder causing me to fall and bust my knee on the road. Max walks past me shoving back down, walking ahead. I let him get a few feet ahead of me before standing up again following him like a lost, beaten, puppy home. â¨â¨A few days later, we come across another camp. Max immediately starts to raid it, as I keep a look out. I could see a tall broad shadow in the distance, watching us. Could it be him? I move closer to it. Slowly making my steps as quiet as I could. I know what he wants, I could see it in his eyes that day we first came across him, and I can't deny that I want it too. As Max was busy loading up our supplies, I made eye contact with the raider and he motions for me to follow him. â¨â¨We sneak away from the camp and find a secluded spot. Once he made sure no one is around he gestures me to sit. He pulls out a bandage and wraps my knee up. He is surprisingly gentle with me, and for the first time in a long time, I feel safe and cared for. âWhat happened?â He asked, finishing wrapping my knee and moving to my busted lip. âI trippedâ I lied. âWe both know thatâs a lieâ he huffed, rolling his eyes. âWhatâs your name?â I quickly asked changing the subject. âDonât have oneâ he says. âWe both know thatâs a lieâ I mimicked his words from earlier. âJoelâ he says helping me up. we heard branches crunching from the way we came. Joel pulled me behind the tree, when we saw Max walking in our direction and calling out my name. â¨Joel lays his index finger over my lips signaling me to stay quiet, and I listen to his command. Joel slips away from the tree following max until they are out of sight. I knew deep down what was going to happen. This is the world now. I should feel scared, but I feel relieved. I'm finally free from Max's abuse.
After a few minutes Joel walks back to the tree a cut on his lip and a few gashes on his knuckles. âI-is he dead?â I asked quietly. Joel grabs the backpack off the ground. âYou coming?â I nodded my head following him.â¨
âThank youâ I say walking a bit faster to catch up with Joel. âWhat?â Joel turns a little to his right. âI was just saying thank you, you really saved my ass back there.â I smiled Joel lets out a small grunt. âYouâre like my saviorâ I joked, causing Joelâa face to scrunch up. âFar from that, you just got lucky I was here to save your ass.â Joel mumbled back. We stay silent walking back to where heâs been sheltered up.
â¨Itâs been two weeks since Joel took me in, and for the first time since the outbreak, I feel like I have a chance at survival. He has become my protector, my savior. And even though he's a dangerous raider, I can't help but see him as my big hero. Because in this new world, sometimes it takes a hardened and stoic man to show you what love and protection really mean.
I just saw your post how youâre taking reqs omg I hope this catches ur attention!!
I always see dark! Raider Joel and I love itâŚ.
What about raider! Joel where heâs about to steal readers stuff from a small camp that her and her grimey bf have and the bf is mean af to reader and Joel becomes obsessed with her and he lures the bf out to kill him ao he can have reader to himself. And she sees him as his big saviour cause âsomeone or somethingâ killed her bf.
Basically Joel playing saviour to her. Like reader canât use a weapon. âYouâre lucky I was here to save youâ toxic ass trope đđđđđđđđ
Omg! I love this idea!!! Iâll post it tonight! đŽâđ¨â¤ď¸
As a plus size girl this makes my heart swoon. đ
joel miller loves big girls and you canât tell me otherwise. pre and post outbreak, that man wants nothing more than a pair of thick thighs wrapped around his face, waist, and everywhere in between. he doesnât want to just feel your flesh, but to be one with it; to dig his fingers into you and hold on like youâre his life source. he wants to lay his head against a soft thigh and absentmindedly play with your p*ssy after fucking you raw. he loves softness and roundness and curves and wants to devour every inch of you. and he will nibble and will suck every inch of you.