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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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small reminder 🥰
folks!!! after like ONE MONTH i got un-shadowbanned by tumblr, but!!! at least for now i'll keep using my other blog @boboodenkirk even though i have less followers there. follow it if you're still interested in my awful memes and random meta <3
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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reminder to follow me on @boboodenkirk <3
folks!!! after like ONE MONTH i got un-shadowbanned by tumblr, but!!! at least for now i'll keep using my other blog @boboodenkirk even though i have less followers there. follow it if you're still interested in my awful memes and random meta <3
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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folks!!! after like ONE MONTH i got un-shadowbanned by tumblr, but!!! at least for now i'll keep using my other blog @boboodenkirk even though i have less followers there. follow it if you're still interested in my awful memes and random meta <3
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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this is what the title waterworks mean
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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i know kim is coming back but how is she coming back what was the phonecall about where is she is she okay what does she think about jimmy how does she feel about him is she happy does she still hate herself will sh*gets punched in the face*
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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spamming this again as i send the 1916th ticket to the staff :^)
hi this is @jimmymcchill (or elisa if you want), since i am still shadow banned and tumblr won't get back to me, i might use this other side blog to vent about bcs and the fact that thomas schnauz hates me personally. thanks <3
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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latest addition to my playlist songs that specifically talk about mcwexler breaking up and make me feel sick:
In all good faith and sentiment
I can't believe somehow
That I haven't died of grief or something
Since you left this town
I'm all undecorated, cigarettes
And standard white apartment walls
At three AM and four AM
It's impossible to sleep
I'd do anything to hold you
And feel you next to me
But I'm all sore eyes and beasts
At my back door, pulling out their claws
So yes I will take those
Whatever else they give me
If it stops the nightmares
It probably won't kill me
And if I slow it down I'll end up on one of my accusers' knives
So I only stop to tell her that I love her at the red lights
And all in all, I'm wrecked you see
From years of piping down
And piping up about the things
That never mattered anyhow
When you change too much you lose yourself
And sometimes you just can't get them back
And you might be an angel or devil I don't know
But if in fact you are now love
Well I've been there before
I've fallen on my face
And I've been burned so near to death I probably won't live through it
Anyhow
So yes I will take those
Whatever else they give me
If it stops the nightmares
It probably won't kill me
And if I slow it down I'll end up on one of my accusers' knives
So I only stop to tell her that I love her at the red lights
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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i thought losing jimmy to saul was bad enough but gene oh god GENE!!!!!!!!!!
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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my man
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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me: mh i wonder why jimmy's behavior in these past two episodes is so triggering for me
literally my therapist today: elisa, you have a pattern of systematically putting yourself in situations where you suffer because it's what you think you deserve, and you drown in the pain completely to the point of self annulment. does it sound familiar?
me: .......... it.... it does........ ring a bell........
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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hey folks, my dad is being extremely toxic, controlling and emotionally abusive again and i will probably need to take another break from tumblr until i feel better. i realise that social media and the show are extremely triggering right now because i am in an extremely fragile mental state, and as much as this place is an outlet for me and bcs has really helped me through some dark times, for the time being i need to cut any source of possible relapse into depression. let's not be jimmy and dig deeper and deeper into the depth of my inner darkness lol see you folks soon <3
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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yep had to do this.
hi this is @jimmymcchill (or elisa if you want), since i am still shadow banned and tumblr won't get back to me, i might use this other side blog to vent about bcs and the fact that thomas schnauz hates me personally. thanks <3
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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if kim has remarried it's over for vince and peter
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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i know jimmysaulgene, it's disappointing
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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gotta make the hard decision not to watch the episode for now. i just can't, it's all too triggering for me — yes, i read some spoilers and honestly cannot deal with that level of self-destruction, or whatever that call was tbh. jimmysaulgene, my beloved asshole, i will be back, but right now i really need COMFORT and you're only bringing me DREAD
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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Reblog with the first tag that comes up when you type “my beloved”
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jimmymcchill · 2 years
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what bothers me about the whole "during the brba timeline kim got married/had children/both" theory or whatever (it's actually so dumb to discuss it now that i am shadowbanned and that the show might actually answer some questions, i know) is that:
1) she is a loner. okay, jimmy has a lot of people who like him and like zero friends, but kim is exactly the same. she's definitely not shown as someone who needs someone else at all costs, that's actually more of a jimmy thing, but as we know jimmy died when she left so lol
2) i can't help but think there is some misogyny in that theory. like, of course, the woman gets back on her feet and she GETS MARRIED and she HAS CHILDREN, because it's what happy fulfilled women do, right? shut up.
3) it somehow implies that kim's choice is 100% positive. like, she leaves her whole life behind not to hurt anyone anymore, and that's brave and selfless, but she does destroy her identity and happiness in the process — basically rhea's words, not even mine. she believes she deserves nothing at all, and proceeds to erase herself completely. unknowingly, since it's more of a meta thing, doing that she actually may have given their love a bigger chance to return, because there was no hope in the way jimmy didn't mean to deal with things. still, what she does has a lot more to do with self-loathing and self-harm than it does with moving on
4) she never wanted to get married to some random dude or be trapped in that kind of life. she says that to rich in s2. so what? she does it to punish herself? even worse. isn't the guilt and grief and the choice to leave love and dreams behind enough to "have her pay"? ffs.
i could also add that even if they somehow managed to give us something like 3/4 hours more in the show, it wouldn't be enough for them to SHOW and not just TELL such a big choice in her life, or to make anyone new in her life more significant than, say, jeff or ernie. so. fuck it. i am looking straight at ya pete gould. i actually would trust you with my life but i am very scared and shaking a bit, sorry.
anyway, i am screaming crying throwing up
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