hope you feel better!!!

Thank you 🥹

SM taking Sungchan & Shotaro out of NCT is crazy. That's unfair to them and us?? We waited ALL THIS TIME for them to debut in NCT and now they're just...not going to be a part of it???

NCT AS BOYFRIENDS

⟡ He'll know if you want to date him, fuck him, or be near him. He's confident enough to know his charms, and he'll know he's worthy of your affection. ⟡Likes flirting with you. ⟡Wants you to make the first move. He has no issue doing it first, but he wants to be surprised by how badly you'll work for it. ⟡ You'll have to earn his trust. He's cautious and really protective over his heart. Vulnerability doesn't come naturally to him. Like a prize, you'll have to win him. ⟡ Takes things slow. Doesn't want to jump into anything serious, especially if he's busy. ⟡ Very loyal. Isn't looking at anyone else while he's with you. If he wants you, he'll only want YOU. ⟡ Is on your side. He has your back always. ⟡ Though, he will push you to be your best self, even if it hurts. ⟡ Requires a private relationship. He doesn't want any outside input on the two of you being together. ⟡ Very romantic. He's not flashy with his gestures. He likes simple things: nice dinners, holding hands walking down streets, flowers, making memories together, etc. ⟡ Loves taking your picture and documenting everything you do together. You're his muse. ⟡ Doesn't have to look at you to know when you're upset. He feels it, too. He hopes you can do the same for him. ⟡ Will be loved by your parents. He'll always come with a gift. He's genuine. He is polite and understands exactly what they need from him. ⟡ Loves attention and loves to be doted on by you. If you're his world, he'll crave all the ways you'll show him love. ⟡ Does need his own space to think. Is the type to enjoy a relationship with boundaries. ⟡ He needs to know he's safe with you. ⟡Gives very thoughtful gifts from the heart. Is the type to plan massive birthday parties or book relaxing vacations as a surprise. ⟡......but he's definitely happiest being at home with you doing absolutely nothing. ⟡His intimacy in public is subtle and soft. Brushes against skin and kisses on your temple. In private, his passion is limitless. He will swallow you whole. Very sensual. Loves expressing himself through sex. ⟡ Fights happen. He's very stubborn and has a hard time letting go of his own vision or reasons. ⟡Apologizes without ego or embarrassment. Give him time alone to come to his senses and he'll have all the tools to talk things through. ⟡ However, he will need someone who can work through their won faults, as well. ⟡ He needs a good communicator. ⟡He very much has romantic fantasies about growing old together with you. He secretly wants to be the grumpy old man who is completely in love with his significant other. ⟡ If you breakup, he's the boyfriend you'll never forget.

Hi Nikki, hope you're feeling well. 🩷

I am! 💚

Hii, if you don’t mind, could you write about 127 seeing you naked for the first time?

Thank you 😊

Taeil: Lying in his bed and staring up at the ceiling, Taeil felt lucky. He was about to get laid. He was excited and nervous. He couldn't stop the lazy smile that made his eyes light up when he saw that you were as naked as he was. You stood above him with your feet sinking into the bed, got down to your knees and straddled him. His hands were on your bare thigh, moving them upwards until he grasped either side of your hips. You felt him hard underneath you, the feel of him making you ache to have him inside you. Like a man seeing for the first time, he touched your stomach and your breasts, and let his hands wrap around your neck. He didn't speak, just felt your warm body connected with his. You leaned down to kiss him and his fingers found your wetness, slipping himself inside.

Johnny: He sat on the chair and watched you move around him, the determination on your face making your nose scrunch. It was cute behavior to him, even if you were trying to be sexy. Johnny could tell you were nervous about him seeing you completely nude for the first time. He had seen many bodies before, and while you thought your body may have paled in comparison, it didn't matter to him. He loved everything about you. Everything. Your shirt came off first. You went behind him and removed your bra. The deep breath you took reminded him of how badly he couldn't wait to hear you heavy breathing and moaning his name. "Fuck, you're sexy." Johnny said when you came back around to face him. He could see how you loosened up for him and gained confidence. You began to remove your bottoms, but Johnny scooped you up and took you right down to bed.

Taeyong: He was sure of himself, of what he wanted, and of what he would do to you when he got you naked for the first time. You stood in front of him, hands clasped together in front of your pussy so he couldn't see it all. Taeyong, very gently, moved those hands away and told you how lovely you were. You trusted him more than anyone. When he laid you down on the bed, you opened yourself up for him. "I want to worship all of you." he said, kissing the inside of your thigh. Your toes curled. You sucked in a breath that you let out gently when Taeyong's lips moved all over your skin. Every mole and every birthmark and every scar found his lips. He let his teeth lightly scrape against your neck. His tongue moved up your stomach before his mouth found your breasts. "You're mine. "he said, looking up at you with his beautiful brown eyes.

Yuta: When you'd had sex the first time, you were so horny for each other that most of your clothes stayed on. You fucked with your shirt hanging off your shoulder and one breast out of your bra. Your pants were around your calves, but Yuta had just pulled your panties to the side. "I want all of you with no distractions," he had said this time around, his eyes hungrily sweeping over your body. You tugged and pulled at your clothes, not caring if anything ripped. Yuta helped you, his eye contact making you flush. When he had finally gotten you naked, he pulled you to him and kissed you so deeply it made you feel dizzy. "If you want all of me," you said. "Take it." Yuta bent you over the couch and did exactly as you wanted.

Doyoung: He lifted up his shirt and rubbed his stomach, angling the camera so the light hit him just right. Before he chickened out, he took the photo and pressed SEND. Looking around the practice room, Doyoung wondered if anyone saw him. He knew if anyone did, he'd never hear the end of their teasing. He breathed a sigh of relief when he noticed none of the members were paying him much mind. He looked back down at his phone and saw an image waiting for him. He opened the message and saw your naked body for the very first time. He couldn't stop staring at your breasts, your soft tummy, and the way he could almost make out the very top of your pubic hair. His mind was running rampant with dirty thoughts. Doyoung clutched his phone to his chest and tried to neutralize his facial expression. In reality, his fingers were sweating and his cheeks were warming up. He smiled to himself and let himself have another sneak peek at what he was getting tonight.

Jaehyun: You were always going to be friends-to-lovers. It was written in your friendship from the very beginning. There was the flirting, the touching, the exchanged knowing smiles from your other friends. He didn't look at you like he looked at those friends, and you found yourself daydreaming about fucking him often. When his towel slipped after he had taken a shower, revealing the cock you'd spent much time thinking about, Jaehyun snatched it back up and covered himself. "You saw mine, now I see yours." he said. You narrowed your eyes and replied, "That's not how it works." But it was exactly how you wanted it to work. You kept your eyes on his chest hair, on the line leading down to his cock, and you lifted up your shirt to show him your tits. It lasted only a second. A second of Jaehyun's face going blank. A second where you were no longer friends but a possibility.

Jungwoo: He had been imagining what you would look like without any clothes for awhile. It was haunting him at night after one of your make-out sessions. He didn't want to push you for sex or do the wrong thing, but he was going crazy wanting you. It was you who made the first move, though, unbuttoning your blouse so that Jungwoo would get the hint. He watched your fingers, feeling as if he were in a dream. "Is this okay?" you asked. He nodded, falling silent when you removed your shirt and saw that you weren't wearing a bra. "Your turn." you said. Jungwoo brought his t-shirt over his head. All sense of control was lost after that. He took you in his arms and pulled you on top of him, his lips at your throat.

Mark: You were more bold than he was. You didn't shy away from stripping off your clothes, from showing Mark exactly who you were. While his hands were trying to get the zipper unstuck from his jeans, you were sauntering towards him fully nude. His eyes combed up and down your body. He wasn't sure if he should gape or smile or tell you how attractive he found you. Mark settled for doing all three, "You are...yeah you're.." You kissed him quiet and helped him unzip his jeans. "Do you like what you see?" you asked, doing a little spin. Finding a little bravado, Mark got himself fully naked, not even shying away from his erection. "I'm going to go down on you every chance I get." he said, rousing a laugh from you.

Haechan: There was a slight tremble in his fingers that made you reach out and hold his hand to keep it still. Haechan seemed embarrassed by the way he hesitated opening your shirt, the tips of his fingers grazing your buttons. Your eyes let him know it was okay that he was nervous. Your smile was soft and inviting. Touch me, lose yourself in me. You let Haechan's hand go and watched as he unbuttoned your shirt down to the last button. Your back arched when his hand moved up against your belly, his silken touch giving your body a chill. He opened up your shirt and looked down at your half-naked body, his gaze so loving and whole. "Beautiful," he whispered to himself, lips barely moving. He brushed his lips above your bellybutton, his tongue stealing a taste of your skin.

hello, nikki! it's been so long since i sent you something to show my appreciation for what you've given us on this blog! i hope that you're taking it easy and not pushing yourself to answer things where it may not come so easily. i don't have a request right now but i hope you know that i come back here reguarly to re-read and it's given me so much joy over these past few months. it's a privilege to have you on this website <3 love, 🧿 anon

Thank you for looking out for me! Thank you for supporting me for this long!!! Tbh, I think about you often as well 💚

Can you do a series called boyfriend material ?

To Talk about nct as boyfriends and how are they in relationships ♥️♥️

I hope you consider that ✨

I will absolutely do this! I'll end up making each boy have their own post. I'll have to come up with some ideas. 💚

hi can u do jealous bff renjun fluff pls! thank u if u do this 💗

Renjun, like everyone else, always found themselves surrounding you. Your presence was vivid, your smile contagious, and your stories worth another listen. You were that friend who would drop everything without someone having to ask. You would show up wherever and whenever, always becoming the beacon everyone found themselves gravitating towards.

Tonight was no different. People swarmed around you like a halo of bugs dazzled by your light. Their eyes were on your lips. They stared into your eyes as if you were casting a spell on them. Sometimes Renjun would watch you from afar, barely hanging onto another conversation because his attention was always on you.

"Hey," Haechan called, waving his hand in front of Renjun's face. "What are you looking at?"

Renjun stood in front of Haechan, blocking his view. He didn't want you becoming friends with someone who had similar qualities. He didn't want Haechan to take all your light. Then he would have to admit that he was jealous of anyone who stole his best friend.

Haechan grinned. "What are you hiding?"

Haechan's eyes found you. When he returned his gaze to Renjun, Renjun put his face in his hands.

"Are you jealous, you fool? he asked. "Can no one have them as a friend but you?"

Renjun let his hands melt down his face. He made eye contact with you from across the grass, fixing himself before walking over to you. The crowd didn't naturally part when he arrived. He was never the type to draw too much attention. Instead, you took a step and everyone moved out of the way.

You took Renjun's arm and pulled him close. "Save me." you whispered.

Your hand slid down into his. You swung your arms as you walked away, taking your best friend with you. Renjun bent over, plucked a flower growing out of the sidewalk and presented it to you. You took it and laughed, waving it in the air.

"I'm glad you rescued me," you said. "You're the only person I like being around."

Someone called your name, causing you to whip your head around. The group still stood in the same place. A part of you started to move in that direction but Renjun yanked your arm back.

Renjun's cheeks warmed. "Me too."

Hi Nikki! Sorry this isn’t a request, but I’m so happy to see you’re back and feeling inspired! At this point I think I’ve read your twenty series like twenty times and I’m excited for whatever else you write. Anyway missed you! - Haechan🦵anon

Hi!!!!! I can't believe you're still around omg that makes me feel so happy. I hope you are well!!

Idk why I feel so inspired rn it's very random considering the other week I was feeling like I would never come back. I know I've been so in and out for the last two years because life gets hard. I hope I can keep going here. I really do.

Can I make masterlist for you?

No, because I already have one 💚

Long time no see , r u ok?

Hello 💚

I am well. Honestly, not sure what is going to happen to this blog. I don't have any intentions of deleting or completely ditching it permanently. At this point, it's considered a very long mental health hiatus. I am sorry to anyone who misses my writing and I want to thank you for reaching out!

I miss being here a lot. 🥺

Nikki let me share my feels about Mark with you. Nct came to latam last month and I'd the chance to see them live and omg.. he freaking shines! His aura is pure golden, so delicate and powerful at the same time. His rap and dance skills are unbelievable... his eyes are like two sparkle marbles (for real) and he's such a polite and cute dude. I want to be friends with him, I really do haha. He's naturally enchantin! God, what a dude.....

This is so cute!! I have been thinking about Mark a lot lately! I'm so proud of him!!!

How / why did you start writing in the first place ?

I don't remember exactly how, just that I had always loved books. I can't remember a time when reading and storytelling wasn't the focus of my world. I loved words!!! I loved spelling them, looking up their definitions and using them to express myself. The only subject I ever excelled at or cared about, was English . I loved using my imagination to create worlds for my toys to live in. I think it started when I was younger as a way to cope with my tough childhood. As I got older, I noticed the positive attention adults and my friends would put on me because of my writing. Though I didn't believe in myself, a lot of people were in awe of my stories, which made me keep going.

I also wrote a lot because it felt good to release all of the emotions I had built up inside me.

As my favorite blog on tumblr and online buddy

You’ve been absent for a long time

I miss you and i wish you come back ♥️♥️

Sorry, I've been going through a lot. I've opened up this app many times over the months, but I never have the strength to do anything but stare blankly. My mental health isn't that great. When I feel this way, I tend to withdraw myself from my hobbies. I miss you too & I don't mean to make anyone worry. I'm just trying to sort myself out before I can do anything else. 💚

Hii nikki how are you , love ?

I have bad news tbh

I lost my job today for not being efficient enough though they told me as a fresh grade they don’t need experiences and just hurry to have the job , i worked and did not even get paid , i feel terrible tbh it’s like everyone needs experience to get hired and as a fresh grade i don’t have a job or experience to begin with ..

*big Sigh*

Sorry I've gone missing again. Life has gotten hectic. My dad lost his foot due to gangrene and now I've been taking care of him full-time. It's been difficult to get on here. Otherwise, I'm alright.

I'm sorry you lost your job. It's annoying when things are unfair like that. However, I choose to believe that this will open you up where you're supposed to be. I believe you'll do well! I wish you nothing but luck, and if you ever want to talk, I am here. 💙

I miss you 🥹♥️

I miss you too. Life has been really busy and difficult. I wish I could be here right now. Hope you're doing well! ❤

omg that yuta fic made me cry SO MUCH WHY DID HE HAVE TO LIE LIKE THAT IMFG

lmao im sorry 🥲