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A love letter to my pregnant wife, on Christmas

Pairing: idol!jaehyun x f.reader

Genre: fluff

Warnings: none

Word count: 0.8k

Taglist: @jaehyunnie77 @mrg-jjh @keeach @the-universe-in-you-jjh @cupid-yuno @winniet @jaejoongiewifeyblog @iknowyuno @tamakikaname @ellethereal00 @michplusb @nctnews-main @deardayjm @yincotton @misschubswrites @ahgastayzen (send me a message/ask if you want to be tagged in future fics)

My dearest Y/N,

It’s cold here, the snow won’t stop falling and it’s now covering the entire city. No one seems to mind, the kids still skate at Rockefeller Plaza, everyone’s still rushing about buying last minute Christmas gifts.

I think about you. And the little one.

I’m sitting in my hotel room, despite it being Christmas Eve, turned down an offer from the guys to go out and see how New York does Christmas. Because I wanted to be with you, and I don’t dare call at this hour (even though I know you would wake up anyway, and talk to me anyway, even when I tell you to go back to sleep). I know how hard it’s been for you to sleep lately with the way the baby’s been kicking so much. God how I miss putting my hand on your belly and feeling it.

So this is my way of being with you, writing you this letter, the old-fashioned way, with a pen on hotel stationery that they still manage to put out in this day and age.

I hope you’ll keep this letter forever, if only to have a laugh at the sickly sentimentality of it :)

I miss you so much.

The tour is going well. Every time we go abroad I’m always amazed at how many fans show up. It really warms my heart to see how well received we are out of Korea. I want to give these fans so much because we see them so rarely, but in the end I’m exhausted and can’t function much after the concert. It’s okay though, it’s all worth it in the end, right? That’s what you always used to tell me, and I appreciate it now more than ever. It’s funny because whenever I’m away from you I can still hear your voice clearly in my head. Is that weird? Sometimes I close my eyes and just remember you, remember your voice, your smile, the touch of your hand. I hate being away from you, but god doesn’t that make it so much sweeter when I get back.

Whenever my heart aches from missing you too much I think about how you’ll greet me when I get back. Will it be a hug at the airport? You jumping into my arms and wrapping your limbs around me? Will it be me sneaking into the bedroom while you’re asleep, spooning you and wrapping my arm around your pregnant belly? I go through every scenario in my mind, and smile at each and every one, because truthfully I can’t choose one that I would love more.

The way you smile when you see me. I’ll never get over it.

Sometimes I wonder if I deserve someone like you, the thought of it inspires me to just keep being a better person. I will spend the rest of my life making sure I deserve you, and everything you’ve given me.

Speaking of which, how is the little one doing? I hope that baby of ours isn’t giving you too much trouble :) Tell them daddy will have a word with them when he gets home :)

I can’t wait to meet our baby. I’ve dreamt about being a father for so long that I can’t believe it’s finally happening. The boys tease me about it constantly, but I don’t mind. They do it out of love, and I see how happy they are for me as well. This baby will be so spoiled! You’ll see, I’ll never put that baby down, you’ll be lucky if you even get to hold them! Of course I’m joking, but I can’t even express to you in words how happy I am. Mark asked me if I was scared at all, and truthfully I said no. I’m just so ready, you know?

I miss you so much. Did I say that already? That’s the thing with written letters, you can’t exactly go back and erase something :) Ah well, that’s okay, I will tell you I miss you till I’m blue in the face. Because I do. I miss you so, so much. I hate that we’re spending Christmas apart.

I know that this is my (our) life right now, but one day I won’t be doing this anymore and we can spend more time together, and as much as I love what I do I look forward to that day. I’m putting it in writing right here, right now, that I promise to be with you always. To be forever by your side. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for having a child with me. Thank you for making all of my dreams come true.

I love you, Y/N. Merry Christmas.

With all my heart,

Jaehyun

A/N: ok so ateez has this b-side on their latest album that absolutely destroyed me, and this popped into my head after listening to it. hope you all liked it, i know there was no smut in it so i hope y’all are ok with that. merry christmas to all of you who celebrate, thank you for being with me on this blog :)

#jaehyun imagines #jaehyun x reader #jaehyun fluff #nct imagines #nct fluff

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I posted 6,038 times in 2021

688 posts created (11%)

5350 posts reblogged (89%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 7.8 posts.

I added 5,209 tags in 2021

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#johnny - 416 posts

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Longest Tag: 118 characters

#srsly i was gonna fill out your google doc but i couldn’t come up with the words to describe how much i love your work

My Top Posts in 2021

Pairing: hacker!jaehyun x f.reader

Genre: smut (18+ only)

Warnings: oral sex (m. receiving), unprotected sex

Word count: 2.6k

Taglist: @jaehyunnie77 @mrg-jjh @keeach @the-universe-in-you-jjh @nootnoot-yoonoh @winniet @jaejoongiewifey-blog @iknowyuno @tamakikaname @ellethereal00 @michplusb @nctnews-main @deardayjm (send me a message/ask if you want to be tagged in future fics)

A/N: so... i know i said requests are closed (might have to amend that) but these pics made me feel all kinds of things (and you are all going to suffer along with me) and this lovely anon fueled my fire :)

“Mark, I really have to pass this class,” you scrubbed your hand in your hair in frustration, trying to make sense of the words on the page, but your exhaustion made everything swirl together into one indecipherable mess.

“Don’t worry, Y/N, you’ll pass,” your best friend, Mark, reassured you for the hundredth time that day.

“And what if I don’t?”

Mark sat back in his seat and chuckled. “I mean you can always get my roommate, Jaehyun, to hack into the database and change your grades.”

Even though Mark was most likely joking, and probably didn't think you’d ever consider it, you were indeed very much considering it.

“That’s a very tempting offer,” you tapped on your chin with your pen, deep in thought.

“Haha, Y/N, very funny,” Mark laughed nervously, watching you with concern. He suddenly slid his chair closer to you, sliding his book across the table so you could both see it. “Come on, I’ll help you out so you can do better.”

Despite Mark’s help, you did not, in fact, do better, and you were in serious danger of failing the class, putting your ability to graduate at risk. You’d done anything and everything in your power to hike your grades up, but nothing was working. Your last resort, the one you’d always kept in the back of your mind since Mark suggested it, was the hack.

“Hey, were you serious about your roommate being able to hack into the database to change grades?”

You were at your weekly study session with Mark, and at your question he looked up at you, eyebrows raised.

“Um, yeah? He’s done it before,” Mark shrugged. “You’re not seriously considering it though, are you?”

You had mulled it over, and had decided it was a risk worth taking. You had to graduate on time, otherwise you would lose the dream internship you had worked so hard to get. “Yeah, I am. What would he want from me though? Like would I have to pay him back somehow?”

Mark snickered into the back of his hand. “I’m sure he’ll find a way for you to repay him, he’s had a crush on you like, forever.”

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Taking a deep breath, you knocked resolutely on the door of Mark & Jaehyun’s dorm room. You knew Mark had a tutorial session so he wouldn’t be around, so it was the perfect time for you to talk to Jaehyun about changing your grades.

The door flew open, and you were met with the figure of Mark’s roommate, his hoodie open to reveal a Captain America shirt, the hood of it low over his forehead. He looked like a typical college frat boy, but for whatever reason you were mesmerized by him. You hadn’t officially met him, just random nods of the head at you while hunched over his computer when you came to pick up Mark for class. Rooted to your spot you stood there, an awkward moment of silence dragged out until he cleared his throat.

“Uh, Y/N,” he simply stated, and then smiled.

It was the smile that did you in, that dazzled you when you least expected it to, because when he did it, the cutest dimples came out in his cheeks.

“Hi, Jaehyun,” you finally stuttered, mentally slapping yourself for losing your mind over Mark’s roommate.

“Mark said you wanted to talk to me about something?” he finally offered, after you didn’t say anything more.

“Uh, yes! I did!” you took the opening, glad for it, and walked into the room, Jaehyun closing the door behind you. You looked around for a place to sit, realizing there was none amongst the piles of books and clothes and computer accessories that littered every usable space. You opted to remain standing then, while Jaehyun eyed you curiously.

“I need a huge favor, Mark mentioned you could do it and it was really my only option, I wouldn’t ask otherwise and put you in that position but I’ve really tried my best and now I might not graduate so I would really appreciate it if you could help me out.”

Jaehyun stared at you blankly, while you blinked a few times at him while processing what you just said. “What I mean is, can you change my grades?”

Comprehension finally dawned on his face, and he smiled somewhat sheepishly. “Um, yeah, I absolutely can, yeah for sure.” He’d pulled his hood down and you could swear you saw the tips of his ears turn red. Your heart did something funny in your chest at the sight of it.

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553 notes • Posted 2021-08-23 00:31:26 GMT

[8:49pm]

Warning: smut (18+ only)

“Come on, just give me your hoodie! I’m freezing!” you pouted at your boyfriend, Jaehyun, who just sat on the couch, enjoying your agony.

“What are you gonna give me for it?” he teased, arms crossed, a smirk on his face.

“Are you kidding me? I’m just cold, why can’t you just give it to me!” you were irked by his teasing, freezing your butt off and trying to pull your shirt down over your bare legs.

“I’m not the one strolling around in a t-shirt and shorts in the middle of winter,” he scoffed good-naturedly.

“It was warm earlier but now I’m cold!” you whined.

“Alright, I’ll give you my hoodie, but on one condition,” he said, a mischievous look in his eye.

“What is it, I’ll do anything,” you didn’t even care what he was planning, whether he was going to ask for the last boba ice cream bar, or for you to do the dishes that night you didn’t care, you would do it.

“You have to let me fuck you in it.”

“Haha very funny, now hand it over.”

“In what world would you think that I was joking about having sex?” he asked you incredulously. You blinked at him, once, twice, then realized he was serious.

“Oh is that all,” you laughed it off, “easy peasy, give it here then.”

He looked at you suspiciously, but still pulled the hoodie off over his head and handed it to you. You put it on, relishing in his warmth that still lingered in it, and inhaling his scent that you loved.

“Well?” he said expectantly, “your turn.” He waited for you to come to him, arms outstretched, lips pursed. You got up, pretending to move towards him, but instead you took off running around the apartment.

“You gotta catch me first!” you yelled, and he sighed, rolling his eyes before he got up and chased you around the room. When he inevitably caught you, he threw you over his shoulder and brought you into the bedroom.

“Cheater!” you yelled, giggling and slapping his ass, “put me down!”

“As you wish, princess,” he said, before unceremoniously dumping you on the bed. You bounced a few times, laughing, but your smile was wiped off your face when he crawled over to you, yanking your shorts and underwear off in one go. He hovered over you, pressing his body against you.

“Now you have to pay up, baby,” he said, his voice low and raspy. He captured your lips in a heated kiss, the movement of his tongue in your mouth making you wet beyond belief. He settled between your legs, dry humping you, and you moaned at the way the rough fabric of his sweatpants rubbed against your sensitive clit. He was rock hard already, and you could feel every inch of him even through the fabric.

“You gonna give me what I want,” he breathed against your neck now, in between sucking on your skin and leaving marks he could admire later.

“Yes, fuck, yes,” you moaned, your hands fisting in his hair. He pulled his cock out before grabbing your wrists and pinning you to the bed, then slid into you in one fluid motion.

“You look so fucking sexy in my hoodie,” he groaned, pistoning into you at an alarming rate, so hard and so fast that the bed shook. You bit your lip to stop yourself from crying out, his cock dragging in and out of you giving you such intense pleasure you could barely contain it.

“Jae, I’m gonna come!” you screamed, unable to hold back anymore.

“Do it then, baby, come on,” he encouraged you, reaching down and thumbing your clit vigorously. You cried out as you came, your back arching off the bed, yet he still held you down by your wrists. He didn’t let go, and he didn’t let up, fucking you through your orgasm, not even giving you a chance to catch your breath before he was giving you another one.

“Fuck! Jaehyun!” you screamed again as your second orgasm hit, your body convulsing and your pussy pulsing around him.

“Baby, you’re gonna make me come,” he groaned, finally releasing into you with one last harsh thrust that moved you up the bed.

Afterwards, you lay on the bed trying to catch your breath, sweating from the warmth of the hoodie and the sex you’d just had.

“Take this off me,” you whined, pulling weakly at the hoodie, “it’s hot.”

Jaehyun just shrugged, pulling his clothes back on. “You’re the one who wanted to wear it,” he said, as he started to walk out the door.

“Where are you going?” you sat up in disbelief as you watched him walk away.

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566 notes • Posted 2021-04-04 22:29:31 GMT

Hiii can u please write something on getting railed by jaehyun in a sundress because I saw this meme on twt and it’s all I can think abt now,,, thank you and happy 1K!

Pairing: boyfriend!jaehyun x f.reader

Genre: smut (18+ only)

Warnings: unprotected sex, fingering, cum kink, dirty talk, swearing

Word count: 0.8k

A/N: i must admit i'm not on twt so i haven't seen this meme, but i googled it and got an idea :) thank you for sending this in, and i hope you like it!

It was the first warm day of the summer, and your boyfriend, Jaehyun, promised to take you out for a picnic. You’d only been dating for a few weeks, and he’d been a complete gentleman, only some semi-heated make-out sessions to speak of, but you knew you wanted more. You saw that glint in his eye, you knew there was something waiting to be unleashed in there, and frankly, you were dying to find out.

Which is how you found yourself in your flowiest, swingiest sundress. You twirled in front of your mirror, satisfied with how the skirt swirled around your legs, and how the neckline only gave a hint of cleavage, the fabric clinging perfectly to your curves. When Jaehyun came to pick you up his jaw almost fell to the ground, but he recovered quickly enough.

“You look nice,” he said politely, but you saw his adam’s apple bob as he swallowed, his hand going to the back of his neck as he tried not to stare.

Throughout the picnic he tried his best to keep his eyes on your face, but sometimes you would catch him stealing a glance here and there, at your legs, at your chest, at the curve of your waist. It wasn’t too particularly hot but you could see a sheen of sweat form on his neck and on his brow.

When you’d exhausted everything in the basket he started to pack up, and you wanted to ask what the rush was but taking one look at the bulge in his pants you knew. When he got you back to your place he still did his best to control himself, but you just had to bend over the kitchen counter to reach something, and his self-control snapped.

You felt his hands on your hips, his body bent over yours and his breath hot in your ear. “Baby, you’re driving me crazy,” he whispered, fingers toying with the fabric of your dress.

“What are you going to do about it?” you challenged, your body heating up from his touch. You could tell he was still trying to hold back, his hands still gentle on you as he ran them up and down your sides.

“Can I… fuck you?” he asked, his voice low, and it made your pussy clench to hear him talk like that, “right here?”

“Yes please,” you breathed, and then his hands were at the hem of your dress, lifting it up, a soft groan escaping his lips when he saw the string of your thong nestled between your ass cheeks.

“Fuck,” he whispered, palms warm on your ass as he squeezed. You whimpered softly when you felt his finger toying with the string, pulling it aside so he could finger your folds.

“Wet,” he murmured to himself, and you could hear him breathing heavily behind you as he pushed his finger inside. You moaned, your body reacting immediately to the intrusion, and the sound of it made him lose his self-control completely. You heard him unzip, and then you felt the tip of his cock, hot and hard against your pussy.

“Jae!” you screamed, lurching forward as he entered you. You gripped the sides of the kitchen counter as he lost himself, hands gripping your hips as he fucked into you.

“Baby, you feel too fucking good,” he growled, “so fucking tight.”

You knew he had it in him, the dirty talk, the way he was railing you so hard you knew you wouldn’t be able to walk right for a while. His cock felt so good, tearing you apart, so deep inside you that you could feel him in your guts. The way he moved his hips, the way his cock hit you in just the right spot every thrust, it was all sending you hurtling towards a very intense orgasm.

“Oh fuck, Jae, oh fuck,” you were losing yourself, your body on fire, “I’m gonna come!”

He groaned loudly in your ear, pulling you flush against him as your orgasm hit you, your body shuddering in his hold. He was still going though, not really giving you a moment to breathe, before he started to slam his hips into you even harder, chasing his own high.

“Baby, I’m gonna come,” he said through gritted teeth, hips slamming into you so hard the sound of skin slapping on skin echoed in the room.

“Inside me,” you breathed, and that was enough. He came with a deep grunt, his chest flush against your back, fingers digging into the flesh of your hips so hard you knew you’d have bruises there.

Afterwards, you lay in his arms, the couch the furthest you were able to go, your sundress still on. He was chuckling, tracing patterns on your arm with the tip of his finger.

“What’s so funny?” you asked, as he picked up the fabric of your dress, rubbing it between his thumb and forefinger.

“Don’t ever wear this dress again, unless you want to get fucked like that every time.”

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Thank you for 1k!

592 notes • Posted 2021-06-22 22:31:09 GMT

insomnia

Pairing: boyfriend!jaehyun x f.reader

Genre: smut (18+ only)

Warnings: vibrator use, unprotected sex, dirty talk, swearing

Word count: 0.7k

Taglist: @jaehyunnie77 @mrg-jjh @keeach @the-universe-in-you-jjh @nootnoot-yoonoh @winniet @jaejoongiewifey-blog @iknowyuno @bbyqngels (send me a message if you want to be tagged in future fics)

A/N: the perfect cure for insomnia :)

You blinked awake and looked at the clock.

3:14am

Sighing heavily you turned over and tried to go back to sleep, but for some reason you couldn’t. You shut your eyes tight, trying all of the tactics you could think of to fall asleep again but nothing was working. You looked at the clock again.

4:06am

This wouldn’t do. You had to get up early for work and you had important meetings that you couldn’t afford to fall asleep in. You needed to fall asleep and fall asleep fast. You looked over at your sleeping boyfriend, jealous that he could sleep so deeply like that. You knew an orgasm was the quickest way to make you drowsy enough to fall asleep, but jealous as you were, you felt bad waking him. So you reached into your drawer for your trusty vibrator, hoping it would do the trick.

You were trying to be quiet, trying not to make too many movements so you wouldn’t wake Jaehyun, but the vibrator was working so well you couldn’t contain yourself. You moaned involuntarily, and your hand shot up to cover your mouth, elbowing Jaehyun in the process. He jerked awake to see you writhing in pleasure, your vibrator buzzing, and your hand covering your mouth while you stared at him in shock.

“Hey,” he said, his voice scratchy from sleep, “what are you doing?”

“I c-couldn’t sleep,” you could barely answer, the vibrator doing a wonderful job of bringing you so close to orgasm. He looked affronted, realizing you were using the vibrator to get yourself off instead of him.

“Why didn’t you wake me?” he said, a pout forming on his lips.

“I didn’t want to,” you were panting now, so, so close, “you were sleeping so soundly-” your sentence was cut off as you started to come, your pussy throbbing around the vibrator still inside you. Suddenly you felt Jaehyun’s fingers inside you, pulling the vibrator out and turning it off. You shot him an incredulous look. “Jaehyun, what the-”

“That’s my job,” he hissed, plunging his cock into you. You screamed at the intense pleasure, his cock stretching you much more than the vibrator could, and you were so sensitive already. It didn’t take long for you to come, just a few hard thrusts and you were coming undone. Jaehyun wasn’t done though, fucking you through it and determined to give you more.

“That’s it, baby, I know you can give me more,” he whispered into your ear, pounding you hard into the mattress, “Who can make you come like this, hm?”

You could feel another orgasm building, your toes curling, fingers digging into Jaehyun’s back. “You! Only you, fuck!” You came hard again, back arching off the bed. He kept going though, reaching down and sucking on a nipple. You thought it would be too much, but even after two orgasms you were still very much aroused, the image of your boyfriend fucking into you enough to keep you on edge. When he fucked you deeply like that you liked to put your hands all over his body, to feel his muscles work as he pounded into you.

“You like it, baby?” he growled as you ran your hands over the broad planes of his back, feeling the muscles work there.

“Yes, fuck, yes,” you lost yourself to him again, your mind reeling at the pleasure coursing through your body. You could live in this feeling, never leave it, but then you felt the telltale signs of your orgasm creeping up on you. Jaehyun felt it, your body tensing up and your breathing getting more irregular, and so he hiked your leg up over his shoulder.

The angle made his cock hit you deeper, in just the right spot that you needed, so that you were falling apart again, unable to bite back the moans spilling from your mouth as you came. He gritted his teeth, fucking harder into you as you clenched around him.

“Fuck!” he groaned into your chest as he came, spilling into you and filling you up. You were panting, brow sweaty, and you could feel your shared juices leaking out of you as he pulled out. Exhaustion overcame you once you’d come down from your high, and the last thing you remembered was Jaehyun pressing soft kisses along your shoulder, before you fell into a deep slumber.

728 notes • Posted 2021-05-30 22:30:56 GMT

You decide you’re ready to have a baby. The catch? You’re not seeing anyone at the moment. Enter your best friend, Jeong Jaehyun. Will he be the answer to your dilemma?

Pairing: best friend!Jaehyun x f.reader

Genre: best friends to fwb to lovers, fluff, angst, smut (18+ only)

Warnings: mentions of infertility, pregnancy and childbirth, sperm donors, IVF (in vitro fertilization), fertility drugs, mood swings, fingering, unprotected sex, cum play, nipple play, breeding kink, oral sex (f.receiving), dirty talk, pregnant sex, rough sex

Word count: 10.6k

Taglist: @jaehyunnie77 @mrg-jjh @keeach (send me a message if you want to be tagged in future fics)

A/N: this was only meant to be a short fic but it morphed into this monstrosity. I tried to tag for everything but if I missed anything please let me know. Inspired by the fact that Jaehyun wanted to be a teen dad (but they are not teens in this story, just thought I’d make that clear :) Also please excuse my unimaginative name for the baby, I’m terrible at coming up with names lol

Disclaimer: I am not a medical professional so please excuse any inconsistencies.

“So what have you got planned for today?” your best friend, Jaehyun, asked you as he took a sip of his coffee, shielding his eyes from the sun’s rays coming through the window of the cafe.

It was your weekly Saturday brunch, at which Jaehyun would show up, nine times out of ten, hungover, wearing dark sunglasses, a baseball cap, a black t-shirt and sweats. There was never a deviation from this outfit, even on the times when he came not hungover.

“Oh not much, just an appointment at the fertility clinic this afternoon.”

Jaehyun paused, as you took a sip of your latte. You couldn’t see the look in his eyes through the sunglasses but his fork had stopped midway to his mouth. It hovered in the air, scrambled eggs sliding off of it and plopping onto the plate below.

“The where?” he asked, tipping his head to look at you above the top of his sunglasses.

“Fertility clinic. Looking into getting a sperm donor.”

The matter-of-fact way you were saying everything seemed to shock him, his fork still not moving towards his mouth or back onto the plate.

“Excuse me, a sperm donor?”

You put your coffee cup down, and sighed. “I don’t know why you’re so shocked, I told you before I wanted to have a baby.”

“I thought you were joking!”

“Well I wasn’t!” you don’t know why you were being so indignant, maybe because all you’d heard from everyone around you, from your parents to your doctor to the lady that sold you pretzels from a street cart, was negative. You shouldn’t have a baby without a partner, was the main point of contention, but how was that going to happen if you weren’t seeing anyone, and hadn’t had a serious relationship in almost a year.

“But a sperm donor, Y/N?” he asked, after mulling over what you just said.

“Yeah? What’s wrong with it?” you countered. You were so sick of everyone around you criticizing your plan.

“I don’t know, what if he’s like, a serial killer or something?”

“They do psychiatric assessments on everyone who donates.”

“That doesn’t mean he doesn’t have an undiagnosed illness-”

“Oh for fuck’s sake, Jaehyun!” you’d had it, letting out an exasperated huff, “Do you have a better idea? Do you want to be my sperm donor?”

You weren’t at all serious, you were just mainly upset and unfortunately, taking it out on him, but he actually sat back in his chair, eyebrows raised, as if he were contemplating it.

“Anyway, forget it. I don’t need your approval. I just hoped that you’d support me, of all people.” You couldn’t help but pout. He was your best friend and he’d stuck with you when no one else had. You may have said you didn’t need his approval but deep down you wanted him to be on your side.

He leaned forward, took his sunglasses off and looked you in the eye. “Of course I support you,” he said sincerely. “If this is what you want, then I’m with you one hundred percent of the way.”

You smiled, your heart feeling lighter, and just as you took a sip of your latte he said the one thing that would complicate your life forever.

“But I get to be that sperm donor.”

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besties hyping each other’s hard work ♡

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211223 | NCT’s Twitter update with Jaehyun

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Your best friend, Jungwoo, wants you to take his current roommate off his hands. You agree, but what are you really getting yourself into?

~A roommate au where Jaehyun and Y/N are roommates, and the shenanigans that ensue. A slice of life series, with interrelated vignettes to be posted at somewhat regular intervals. Ratings will vary by chapter.~

Pairing: roommate!Jaehyun x f.reader

Special appearances: Jungwoo, Lucas, Taeyong, Doyoung

Genre: fluff, smut (18+ only), angst, hurt/comfort, roommates to lovers, (extremely) slow burn

Chapter warnings: angst, hurt/comfort, unprotected sex

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A/N: did someone order some angst? listening to jaehyun’s solo song inspired this too, so please don’t blame that anon too much lol

Ch. 36 - Lost

“Babe, I miss you. Please come home. I’m lost without you.”

Jaehyun still held the phone to his ear, even though the voicemail had cut out and the line had gone dead. Maybe he was hoping your voice would miraculously come onto the line, and you would soothe him and tell him everything would be okay. His grip on the phone was so tight his knuckles went white, but eventually he put it down on the bed beside him and dropped his head into his hands.

Two days earlier…

“I don’t know why we keep having this argument.”

“Because it matters to me! And I wasn’t arguing, just trying to have a conversation.”

“Y/N, in the end it’s just about loading dishes into the dishwasher? And it always feels like an argument to me.”

“Jaehyun, you are totally missing the point.”

“I’m really trying to understand but I just don’t get why it’s such a big deal.”

“Forget it, I gotta go to work.”

—

Later that night Jaehyun sat on the couch mindlessly flicking through Netflix, taking a swig from his beer while he waited for you to come home. A few minutes before midnight he got a text from you saying you needed some time to think.

He couldn’t sleep that night, but he respected your wishes and left you alone. But by the time the next morning rolled around and he hadn’t heard from you, he tried texting, then calling, then finally leaving voice messages. Eventually he got a phone call from a tired-sounding Jungwoo, who had obviously been up all night counseling you. As much as Jaehyun tried to get anything out of him, Jungwoo remained steadfast, only advising that you were okay, that you just needed some time, and that he would hear from you when you were ready.

Jaehyun had never felt so lost in his life.

He couldn’t go to work, couldn’t face anyone, couldn’t lift himself out of the despondency he was feeling. He took to sitting on the edge of the bed, sitting on the couch, sitting at the kitchen table. He held his phone in his hand like it was his lifeline, forgot to eat, almost forgot how to function. At the end of the second day he wound up in the shower, fully clothed, finally coming to when the water had gone ice cold and the heaviness of his waterlogged clothes tugged at his body.

Sitting at the edge of the bed one morning he didn’t hear you come in, just sat and stared out the window.

“Jaehyun,” you called, but he didn’t turn to you, didn’t seem to hear you. In his head you were just a dream, a dream that came to him in his sleepless nights, a dream that would hit him like a punch to the gut, leaving him reeling.

“Jaehyun,” you tried again, and this time his head turned slowly towards the sound of your voice. Unfocused eyes seemed to stare past you, as if you were an apparition he was trying to make sense of.

“It’s me,” you continued, trying to snap him out of his trance, “I’m back.”

Jaehyun truly didn’t believe he’d lost his mind, but people in that situation rarely do. He forced himself to focus on your face, and when you didn’t disappear, didn’t fade away like in his dreams, he felt his heart lurch in his chest. A sob escaped his lips before he could contain it, and in a split second you were at his side, cradling him in your arms as he sobbed quietly into your shoulder.

“I’m so sorry, baby,” you soothed him, unable to stop your own tears as they fell.

“I love you so much, Y/N,” Jaehyun whispered against your shoulder, arms wrapped tightly around you.

That night, after a long talk, he wouldn’t let you leave his sight, casually following you around the apartment like a lost puppy. He tried not to make it obvious, but it was hard not to notice, and by the time you crawled into bed with him at the end of the night he was pulling you towards him, holding your body so close against his that you could feel every beat of his heart.

“I love you, Y/N,” he said again, determined to show you. “I missed you so much.”

Once again he took your breath away, his hands gentle yet urgent on your body. He applied just enough pressure to your skin that you were panting, the heat of him enveloping you as he trailed a string of kisses along the column of your neck.

“Jaehyun,” you breathed, your voice breaking as he parted your legs and slid inside you, “I love you so much.”

Tears pooled in the corners of your eyes as he made love to you, whispered declarations of love blessing your ear as his hips moved fluidly against yours. You orgasmed with a silent scream, as he peppered your collarbone and chest with kisses, and you held him tightly against you as he finally reached his high, arms encasing you in the warmth of his love.

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