iwannabeskinnynomatter
Active March 2023
cw:148 lbs. sw: 170 lbs gw1: 160✅ gw2: 150 ✅gw3: 140 gw4: 130 ugw: 123 height: 5'6 age: 18 not on here a whole lot
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Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
'Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't comin' back
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I wonder if Ed Sheeran knows he has a cult of starving kids in Tumblr
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why can’t I fast more than 24 hours, like after that my stomach hurts too much to continue and I give up
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ur daughter is not fine she’s on ed tumblr in 2022.
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what i've realized after losing 78 lbs
~i've met with the skinny girl from my high school for a coffee today, she looked at me and said "i wish my legs looked like that too, then i could wear shorts".
~i can wear crop tops now
~i can wear short jackets that end around my belly and don't look like a whale
~i'm the one sitting on someone's lap when there's no seat in the back of the car. once my best friend told me my bones hurt his legs because they stick out too much.
~my crush from 8th grade texted me a few months ago saying i've changed so much and asking me if i'd wanna meet up with him. i'm still seeing him, he keeps saying i'm the best he ever had and he'll miss me so much when i go back to uni. he believes i'm way out of his league. me. the fat, ugly girl from 8th grade.
~almost every time i go out to buy clothes, sales people, especially the female ones, look at me with envy and get a little upset when i ask for a size bigger than xs.
~when relatives and family friends i haven't seen in a long time see me, i can see the shock on their face. that first stutter, dear god it makes me wanna lose another 70 lbs.
~once an old neighbour came to visit my aunt, she asked about her niece from years ago as "the really large little girl". i told her that it was me, she literally didn't believe me. my aunt had to show her pictures to make her believe.
~when people saw me and my sister together they used to think i was the older sister. now in the city i go to college, bouncers ask for my id because they don't believe i'm not underage.
~i know it's weird but my feet have gotten smaller. i used to wear a size 8 (38 in eu) and now my shoe size is 6,5 (37 in eu) and even 6 in heels. oh, i can wear heels now.
~i can buy clothes online now.
~i can always find my size in a shop or on the internet. sometimes only a few really small sizes of one item is left and it goes on to sale. and i can buy it for cheaper.
~my cheekbones cast a shadow on my face.
~when i see my old high school friends they tell me i look amazing and ask me how i lost all the weight and ask for tips.
~the boys i see keep lifting me up like i'm nothing, and they tell me i'm really light.
~i can eat outside now and people don't look at me with judging eyes.
~fishnets look better on me now.
~knee socks look way better on me now.
~i can wear colors other than black.
~i made a list of boys i had a crush on who didn't even look at me for a second time. there were 9 guys on that list. i crossed off 6 of them. i even rejected two of 'em. they still text me sometimes. 6 down 3 to go.
~i couldn't even dream of a thigh gap before. i have one now. not a clearly defined thigh gap because my inner thighs are still big, but i'm getting there and i know i'm so close.
~my hipbones stick out when i lay down or even when standing up. they don't appear under jeans but i look forward to it.
~the first thing people say about me when they see me is usually that i'm tiny. it used to be "ew"
~once i saw a really cute bracelet. my sister and her husband were there with me. i tried the bracelet on and it was too big and he said "your wrists almost doesn't exist"
~veins on my hands and arms are really visible
my thighs are still fat and i have a belly. i still have a long way to go until i hit my ugw. but i promise you the process will be worth it. i know it. i've seen it. hell, i lived it. it took me almost two years on and off to get to where i am now. and many gym hours. i've suffered from major depressive disorder, body dysmorphia and bulimia. still under treatment for depression and ed. please be patient and stay safe. you can -and please do- message me anytime you want. i'm here to give you all the support people didn't give me.
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Imagine:
It’s Sunday night.
The whole school year you were wearing baggy clothes.
No one has seen you in tight clothes and everyone assumes you are still your old fat little self.
Secretly you have been putting in the work by eating less and working out.
Slowly getting down to where you want to be.
You told yourself that you can start wearing the clothes you bought as motivation when you reach your ugw.
You’re so close to it you start laying out the clothes to pick what you want to wear first.
You go to bed excited to face tomorrow.
Monday morning.
You wake up to your alarm going off.
You slowly get out of bed and make it to the bathroom.
You step onto the scale
It says UGW
You immediately squeal in excitement, you would yell but you don’t want to wake your parents.
You get ready for the day except this time instead of putting baggy clothes on, you put on the outfit you have been dreaming of forever.
It fits perfectly.
You get to school and immediately eyes are on you.
Some people even do a double take.
You go to first period, bio
You’re cute desk mate stares at you in disbelief.
He tries not to make it noticeable but he can’t help it.
He flirts with you the whole period.
Throughout the day people keep looking at you.
New people try to start conversations with you.
You get compliments from girls who used to look at you with disgust.
You are finally happy
#buliima#skiny body#anarexx#anareksia#anarexea#anorecksia#ed thoughts#bulimina#bullimia#eating disoder things#thin#thinnsp0#thinspii#miaa#only pro for me#i want to be skiny
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Does anyone have any diets that are pretty easy? I need something to ease me back after like a week of binging
#low cal ed#low cal restriction#i want to be sk1nny#edtmblr#miaa#not pr0 ana#ana tingz#anarexea#anorecksia
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Day 28
Yes but I’m not going to be upset if i don’t get one because thigh gaps primarily have to do with bone structure
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Sooo my boyfriend told me when we don’t see each other for a while he starts to think I’m less attractive. This will be my new motivation to lose weight.
Don’t hate on my boyfriend he’s the sweetest man ever and treats me very well and this is the only mean thing he has ever said to me.
#buliima#skiny body#i want to be skiny#low cal ed#low cal restriction#not pr0 ana#not pr0 just using tags#tw ed thoughts#meanspø#meanspii
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Day 27
I just eat half of whatever is given to me or if there’s a lot of food that I want to try I give myself very small portions.
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all i want in life is to have someone text me this
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