nathalie holding a motherfucking bow and arrow at gabriel in the season five finale just makes me think about how much of a girl boss she is and also how this show is slowly getting darker and more mature.
We don't get enough wholesome queer movies, sure, we have a few queer movies like "love, Simon", "call me by your name" and all or movies like "Bohemian Rhapsody" and "The Imitation Game" which are biopics of actual queer people but HOW MANY OF THEM ARE WHOLESOME??? NONE.
All we get is pain and trauma which is the actual portrayal of the struggle of coming out and just being queer. Movies with just cute little scenes, holding hands, kissing, being silly and intimate, we deserve such movies too. And we are finally getting them.
Heartstopper and rwrb are so wholesome and im not gonna shut up about it. My silly little gay heart can't handle the joy I get from these.
other people after finishing a movie or a show: well that was nice. now I’m gonna move on with my life like a normal person
me after finishing a movie or a show: now excuse me while I adopt the personality of this fictional character, who clearly has at least hundreds of untreated issues, and make it my own. okay now I’m doing my deep research on everything about this media which I now have an extremely unhealthy obsession with. oh and I also run a stan acc for him now, I guess. anyway, here comes a 90k slow burn AO3 fic. that being said, I hope you don’t mind my talking about this fictional character, whom I consider my actual biological child, 24/7. literally he will be the only thing I talk about now. either end our friendship before it’s too late or prepare to listen to 8 hours of me talking about what type of food I think my blorbo would like :)
I don't think I'll be ready for anything that happens in season 3
We know what's coming
I'm scared
Seeing Nick in season 3 being concerned about charlie, and doing actual research about eating disorders, and then coming to Charlie with everything he’s learned, offering support, is gonna make me just simply throw myself down a well.